#ed update

and this really pretty woman was in front of me at the register and OHMYGOD she was SO thin and slender and her high waisted jeans and simple shirt fit perfectly, and honestly, i wasnt looking to get triggered today but at least now i’m motivated to work harder 

I weighed myself just now and at first i could’ve sworn i made a mistake cause… it said 126lbs????? Like?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? I double checked and triple checked and it was still the same. Last time i weighed myself was months ago at my last doctors app and it was around 137lbs. I obviously want that to get lower but im still so happy to see some progress omggg this is unreal!!!!

I’m shooting for May 6 to reach my UGW (which i should achieve if i dont fuck up) mainly because that day there’s going to be a celebration at my school to celebrate the theater department. Everyone’s gonna wear something nice and I just really want to look slender and delicate in whatever dress i wear.  I’m determined not to eat at the event tho, even if people look at me suspiciously. I’m hoping when that day comes around ill weigh at most 120 but thats wishful thinking