#ana thoughts

LEGSPO HOLY SHIT

someone needs to kill me now before I do it myself

Its gross but its interesting :/

Measuring health by weight is total ass but I dont have one of those things that measures your body fat %

Weight sucks lol I just wanna look skinny and attractive, that’s all.

GUYS I DID IT, I actually fucking did it, I wanted to reach my goal weight by Christmas and I did it!!!!<<<<33333

Aaaahhhhh I just needed to tell someone <3

I just want my bellybutton to be like

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Instead of

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Yanno

I just had a panic attack (and was literally sobbing uncontrollably on the kitchen floor til my parents found me) cause I had planned to have soup and boiled eggs for dinner and I couldn’t find the right spoon and the eggshells didn’t peel off smoothly enough…. Like…Umm wtf…..it’s not that deep babes xo

*starts my period*

ed brain-

…… :(

rational brain-

you sick fuck

losing weight uve already lost before is so draining

So, I’m almost 48 hours into a fast and I’ve literally lost a pound in a day!!!! I haven’t felt this euphoric in forever!!! Manifesting this feeling for all of you, I know you deserve it

You know you have an ed when you literally dream of eating unsafe foods and wake up almost crying

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

peachjambobatea:

poison-flower:

peachjambobatea:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

poison-flower:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

purpleskiesandcryingovercals:

a-bug-with-an-ed-deactivated202:

purpleskiesandcryingovercals:

nutella on green bell pepper>>>>

that’s me shite right there

@a-bug-with-an-ed@peachjambobatea

IM SORRY BUT I HAVE TO RESPECTFULLY DECLINE I WOULD RATHER DIE THAN TRY THAT

YOU CAN’T KNOW IT’S BAD IF YOU HAVEN’T TRIED IT, BUG!!

I KNOW WHAT NUTELLA TASTES LIKE AND I KNOW WHAT GREEN BELL PEPPERS TASTE LIKE AND MY TONGUE SAYS N O

I’m going to block all of you and move to a cave

its been two weeks since you moved into your cave. you’re now running low on the bag of safe foods you brought with you because you didn’t think this through very well. “at least i’m finally safe now…” you say to yourself as you arrange your comfy rock bed.

you hear breathing behind you and turn around to see@purpleskiesandcryingovercals holding a jar of nutella and a green bell pepper. “you can’t know it’s bad if you’ve never tried it :)” she says as she tries to feed you a bite

you realize you could never escape - no matter how far you ran.

I love you and will kill you for this

DO IT, I DESERVE IT

As Purpleskies draws closer, preparing to strangle me with the poison she calls ‘Nutella on bell peppers’, time slows to a halt. It is as though my life is flashing before my eyes, my doom unavoidable.

I realise then, that the cave I have been inhabiting alone for all this time, was not empty at all. Behind the rocks, the far end of the cave, another dwells. He tries to run, to escape the fate that I have been condemned to, but it is too late.

“I see you, @a-bug-with-an-ed won’t you have some too?” They say, smiling sweetly as though it can conceal the villainy that radiates from their very bones.

“No,”@a-bug-with-an-ed gasps, horrified, “Never, not over my dead body.”

But alas, nobody can escape the fate of nutella on bell pepper. Not even @a-bug-with-an-ed

What if someone made a wattpad fanfic for edblr

…

Someone restrain me

Sorry you were saying? https://www.wattpad.com/story/288322615-edblr

ASAAKSJSKSKKSKSKSKSKS

I AM ACTUALLY SHAKING AND CRYING CAN WE PLEASE GET MORE UPDATES ON THE FANFIC I LOVE THIS ENTIRE FUCKING POST

Edblr expectations: “skip dinner, wake up thinner”,“ a second on the lips is forever on the hips”

Edblr reality: this^^

Well back at school and already relapsing, maybe if this school wasn’t filled with the skinniest boys I’ve seen, but oh well zero is already back on my phone

Imagine having a panic attack because you cant get to the last beltloop, couldn’t be me

Took me this long th realise that my mother, “wanting the best for me” was really just fat shaming, who knew

Not me being to scared to cook one egg white and wrapping it in a bowl with cling film to have later even tho I no I wont

I hate my rib cage so much, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it. I look fat in all of my clothes cuz of it

I hate my calves, no matter how little I eat, they are still giant, sometimes I just wanna cut the fat off

I can’t stand my thighs, they are already big and then when I sit down, boom I never let my thigh touch the chair when I’m in public

I just had a panic attack while in line buying food and put everything back and I can’t tell if it was from my ed or social anxiety

What the fuck are these genetics

My ed really making me compare myself to the opposite gender even tho they naturally built smaller

I realised that one of the main reasons I love school is that I can starve easier there and I dont have a pantry full of free food the gorge myself on