#fast heartbeat

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beatxme:

Chapter three

Lie down on the bed now. need to open your shirt…

your whole chest is pounding fast and strong…

You ask me to press hard with both hands. So much that I feel the movement of your heart between your ribs

After a while your heart feels weaker and weaker but still beating fast. I can hardly feel it.and suddenly…

HUMBTHUMBTHUMBTHUMB….


powerful beats that lift your chest and make you bring your hands to grab mine as if trying to hold your heart inside …

I remove my hands and press my ear against your warm chest…


Your heart struggles to recover the rhythm while you take a deep breath and hold my head that bounces with your heartbeat…

Steth + EKG is definitely my favourite way to do pressure play. Hearing and seeing at the same time as my heart struggles and stumbles is SUCH a turn-on, at the time and later. I love the distorted pattern while it’s crushed against my spine, but maybe even more when I release the pressure and my stressed heart is trying to relearn to pump again. It beats arrythmically, with skips and double-beats, and long pauses between some beats and then short quick runs of pounding. I picture it squeezing desperately in my chest, on the verge of quitting. Maybe someone standing by with defibrillator paddles to revive me if I go into arrest.

Sorry about the low video quality – for this one it was easiest to crop out the naughty bits because of the length and movement. But I think the sound and EKG screen are what most of us are here for anyway! Longer, uncropped version is on OF.

I hope you enjoy this longer video of me playing around, exploring my heart with a doppler and EKG. I added more fun stressors partway through to see the effect I love hearing and feeling my overloaded heart struggling to pump.

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