mommyslittlehoney:

A brain-melting interaction I had with Daddy earlier:

“I don’t want it any more, Daddy, it hurts too much!”

“Aren’t you my good girl?”

*nods*

“Who’s my good little girl?”

“I am, Daddy.”

“Sorry, what are you?”

“Daddy’s good baby.”

“So you’re gonna lay there and take it like my good baby, until I’m done playing with you. Okay, honey?”

“Okay, Daddy.”

I want to give you fuck me eyes as you strangle the life out of me

I’m such a slut for abusive and aggressive men <3

I have the best little wrists, it’s a shame they aren’t tied up with rope rn

“make me” gf brat tamer bf

punish me by telling me I’m a disobedient little slut as you choke-slam me into the wall and groan into my ear

I want to have my hands tied above my head and my throat being choked while being pounded into relentlessly until I cum just because I know your stronger than me and I can’t break free

if ur not obsessed with me i literally do not want u ^_^

♡ Tell me I’m yours. Tell me what you’ll do to anyone who tries to take me away. ♡

why am I into controlling, abusive, possessive men that want to kidnap and hurt me?

Message me on here and on Wickr telling me the most disgusting, taboo things you’ve done to make me cum! The more pervy the better <3

hold a knife to my throat while you fuck me and threaten that you’re going to slit my throat if I try to resist you ♡

welcome back to my page again *sigh*

Hi my name is Doll & welcome to my account. I am 20 years old and love to have a bit of fun.

My old username was urhostagebrat, this is the third time I’ve had my account deleted or removed so unfortunately this time I have to be careful what I post :/

On this account I’ll be open to;

• roleplays
• chats
• sharing of media
• tagging in posts
• messaging on wickr, my username is the same as this one

My kinks & interests are but aren’t limited to;

• ropeplay
• ageplay
• ddlg
• cnc
• pet play
• knifeplay & any form of weapon play
• punishments
• humiliation & degradation

I don’t have any limits or anything and I am very open to try new things. So feel free to ask about anything <3

This account is probably going to be the last tumblr I make so if it gets taken down I do have a social media that I’ll give out to those I trust.

My linktree is below, don’t forget to check it out

Doll | Linktree

This is the blogger formerly known as dyke4dick. I woke up to discover that my blog had been terminated for hate speech. The email quoted the TOS at me: “Don’t post content for the purpose of promoting or inciting the hatred of, or dehumanizing, individuals or groups based on […] gender, gender identity, […] sexual orientation […]” [my redaction for the relevant categories]

I’m not terribly surprised, of course; kink tumblrs get deleted all the time. I’m definitely annoyed, and kind of embarrassed, so unfortunately we all get to listen to me write a five-paragraph essay aboutkink instead of actually having fun engaging inkink.

I’m not gonna try to fight the termination; I had the blog for less than 2 months and am not emotionally attached to it. I did naively fail to save my original content. I was able to rescue 3 long posts through the magic of google, but I think that my original content has actually been hard banned from the site because it’s not there on blogs that I know reblogged it. Which is fun, feeling like my kinks are so horrible that no one should ever even look upon them lest they also be cursed with being a broken human.

For context, if it’s not obvious, my blog was full of hard kinks, most relevantly misogyny, misgendering, forced detransition, rape, corrective rape, and dehumanization. For me these are definitely kinks and not reflective of actual beliefs I have, but I blog in character (as a slightly more broken version of myself) because personally I find constant disclaimers unsexy.

I’ve been worrying since I started the blog about consistent characterization of the character I play - I said above that it’s a “slightly more broken of myself” and that’s the basic idea, but what does it actually believe about women, men, queers, itself? Will people get mad if my kink blog is not 100% ideologically consistent?

I was able to find and just reposted gender identity for fucktoys, which is part of the answer for myself. My actual gender identity and presentation are related in complicated ways to my interaction with this set of kinks. It also means I want to be careful, because I end up relating to content that is denigrating/dehumanizing of groups to which I don’t actually belong. I’m not a woman, I’m not a trans man, and I’m not a sissy, but a lot of ideas in misogyny porn (being useful only as a sex toy by virtue of my anatomy) and ftm misgendering kink (never able to be a real man by virtue of my anatomy) and sissy porn (being inadequate at manhood, unable to please women, and forced to be sexual with men) resonate with me a lot.

This theme comes up a lot in content I see on tumblr - not all women are rapebait, but i sure am. Trans men are men - buti am a fakeboy. Because decent people don’t want to nonconsensually degrade other people, and there’s also an appeal in “I’m not a fucktoy because I am a woman/have a vagina/don’t have a penis; I’m a fucktoy becuase i personally am broken.”

But there’s also a necessary element of essentialism for me in the kink. I think that’s partially because, while I do actually believe I’m broken in a lot of ways, 1) y’all don’t know me and 2) I don’t know that I am capable of eroticizing all of my actual brokenness, and 3) the pieces that I can eroticize I don’t necessarily want to share with everyone. Or anyone. So in a way “i’m inferior because i’m a cunt” is shorthand, gesturing for me at all the ways that I feel inferior and…. creating a safe headspace for that.

Part of the appeal of the essentialism part of this kink for me is that there’s nothing I can do to change it. Issues of worthiness are important to me, and I have a lot of my self-worth wrapped up in various skills and talents I have, and it is really nice to feel that I am useful because – and only because – of something unchanging about my body. I don’t have to be intelligent or eloquent or thoughtful. The idea of being just three holes is a relief.

For me it’s definitely essentialism along gendered/sexed lines, in a complicated way because of being a trans person. I’m not a woman, even in fantasy - that’s kind of a soft limit. But I am “girl” and “cunt” which feel different enough from woman not to trigger the same feelings.

I guess the coherent worldview at base is that there are real men (normal and cis), real women (normal and cis), normal nonbinary people, and then there’s the trashpile for people like me. That’s not exactly what I believe ooc, but it’s close enough to what the fantasy version of me believes.

Look, I don’t know how you could possibly know this about me, but I kind of have issues about authority figures, and tumblr dot com told me I was naughty and was encouraging people to dehumanize women and trans men, which was definitely not my intention; going forward I’ll try to be more clear that I’m only encouraging you to dehumanize me and others who have opted into the gendertrash pile of cunts, whores, sluts, rapemeat, etc.

I guess that sounds a little glib, and it’s really hard not to be a little bit in character at all times, since y’all are not my therapist. But for real. There are hundreds of folks on here begging to be treated like trash, self included. Take us up on that and leave normal people alone. 

And maybe having written out that gigantic pile of words, I’ll be able to get back to the fun part of having an nsfw tumblr?

guess whose tumblr got terminated after five weeks? this broken human’s. (was dyke4dick.)

make me yours

Going cage shopping with you at the pet store. The staff asking what breed for, what’s the size, what’s the weight. But really it’s for you, isn’t it? Go on then, tell the nice staff that it’s for you while you cling and squeeze my hand.

Up in the Air Series

By:R.K Lilley

I read these books years ago and they are so good. I keep going back to them and I reread them every year or so. I think that they’re a really great representation of what a BDSM relationship can look like. They are lovely books and very well written.

When I finally got around to reading Fifty Shades of Grey books, I was expecting them to be like the Up In the Air series. However, they were not anywhere near as good. If you’re in the mood for some kinky romance, check this series out. These books are worth the read.