harry really wrote “you can let it go. you can throw a party full of everyone you know and not invite your family ‘cause they never showed you love. you don’t have to be sorry for leaving and growing up. you can see the world, following the seasons. anywhere you go, you don’t need a reason ‘cause they never showed you love. you don’t have to be sorry for doing it on your own” about a children’s book character who already had a hold on my feels but now even more so because the challenges matilda faced don’t just stay in childhood
“you never saw my birthmark” in little freak is just so!!! vulnerable and pathetic and desperate . desperate for that kind of intimacy, that hopeful feeling of being with someone !!!! and when they leave, when they have to leave, you’re left with the things you couldn’t do together and the time you couldn’t spend with each other and you get filled with this strange anxiety and longing where you feel like a part of you left with them and that you actually had a lot to say but they’re not here and maybe, they never will and they still left parts not only on your body but also your heart untouched and undiscovered and you’ll never get to experience that kind of intimacy with that person
Finished listening to ‘Harry’s house’ and I mostly enjoyed it, I thought it was quite funky ☀️ though, I was so disappointed that the good piano piece was at the end of ‘Love Of My Life’ because I didn’t really like that song
30.05.2022 // Got in to uni early today to study. The barista put ice cream in my overpriced coffee :( Daily prompt: the two realisations that changed me as a person are probably not so profound but they changed me nonetheless. The first: I just realised that I don’t have to take everything so seriously. The second: there is beauty in every moment I experience, from my lowest lows to be highest highs, even if I don’t see it at the time, it’s there.
there’s something about harry styles saying his name that sounds so weird to my ears. i think it’s because in my brain he’s ✨ harry styles ✨ but in as it was he’s just “harry” ?????
really would love harry styles or taylor swift to release something so i can stop obsessively refreshing social media to read release schedule theories.
between multiverse of madness, moon knight, harry’s house and stranger things, i’m going to be so annoying for the entire month of may. apologies in advance.
