#i crave affection
auspicious day. and i have touched the light that clings to your shoulder, like a moth against a glass window. once again, i sleep without the peace that comes with sleep. i am slack-jawed & tired. the sky abovehead is stagnant. a hot glass of milk left on the table. a light left on in your childhood bedroom. the ceiling with the peeling plaster, and the fan that stares at u all day. you long to be something other than concave. an emancipated limb. a frail shadow. you are retched with longing. heaving into the sink, white fingertips sprawled out. your loneliness is a gas leak. it spills & spills & spills from you. you watch starry-eyed lovers on the train back home. you want the bone and the marrow of it, too. your emptiness pulled out of bed & shot down in broad daylight. you want hands that warm yours when it’s cold out. u rediscover fire. starved touch. a glow that stirs half-awake and kisses you back.
Omg guys im so sorry ive been not posting for so long my depression and anxiety has been acting up a lot lately and I still haven’t gotten anywhere with therapy. Ive been wanting to post for so long but …. I just don’t know what to post or scared to because…. what if no one likes it or what if it’s a stupid post or something like that….. my social anxiety has been making me scared to post in fear of getting judged and things …. im so sorry guys!!!
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