NEED YOUR HELP

How do I upload a video now on here so it will play.

Not working through the tumblr app on my phone

Is anyone else stressed about classes even more now that they’re online? Like I asked one of my professors if he could start recording the zoom sessions in case anyone missed a class/ didn’t understand/ didn’t want to come, and he said he looked in to it. He didn’t. I emailed him again asking about it and HE DIDNT RESPOND!! Like EXCUSE YOU… I KNOW YOU AINT DOING ANYTHING! I feel like I just got left on read by my own teacher. Like WTF…

I can be mean to myself

Like I’m mean to everybody else

At least no one can say I’m not fair

It’s a messy life but we only get one

And I’m trying my best

To do it right

Sometimes it feels easier to just leave

Cut people out of your life the second they cross you

Never let anyone get too close

Look out for yourself and let everyone else do whatever it is they do.

It’s also lonely going through life by yourself

So worried about others that you end up locked away in your room every night

Wondering if anyone will ever actually know who you really are instead of the person you pretend to be.

Good things are coming

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at least that’s what everyone keeps telling me.

I’ve been tossed from the road I once was on

The path before me is paved with uncertainties

My mind is lost in a labyrinth of turmoil

Now all that I know is nothing at all

Be proud of the ones you still have hope

Be proud of the ones who are still trying

Be proud of the ones who refuse to give up

Praying that their is a beautiful future waiting for them.

I keep wanting to live my life in the past while everyone else is heading towards the future.

All the while I miss out on the goods things I have right in front of me in the present.

Me: Okay time to get off my phone and do something productive

Also me: weeeeell, one more Creek image won’t hurt

i push you away when i need you the most

I hate that it’s come down to this but….

I’m broke and I need some dope money. I don’t have enough to last to Friday. Can anyone send me a little help ? I will repay you by giving you my undivided attention for an hour on cam. I’ll do whatever requests you have of me. I don’t want to run out of stuff tho

i feel numb.