Sometimes we’re guilty of getting lost in the past or worried by the future. Let’s start in the moment, tell us who Omar is today?
I work as a singer and an actor, as simple as that. I was born in Venezuela and moved to Sweden when I was six years old. I’m just a kind, chill person who loves to hang out with friends and family, and spend time with the people that I love. It’s really hard to explain who you actually are, but that’s me.
the comedy that was remus getting healed and brought back to consciousness (for the second time this fight) and immediately getting a premonition of a dragon flying overhead and him going “oh there’s a dragon coming right now”
i saw a tiktok the other day that so accurately described being aroace and having such strong platonic feelings for someone but it’s so overwhelming but i CANT FIND THE FUCKING TIKTOK ANYMORE so please reply with it/where i can find it/what happened to it
it sounds like we’re going through sort of the same thing, not the tiktok but the STRONG as hell platonic feelings for someone as an aroace.
i’m going to rant a bit here just abt what’s going on in my mind lately (i define as aroace) and hopefully it can help me, you reading this, the account i reblogged this from, idk
so there’s this girl
i feel EXTREME aesthetic attraction towards her, she is just so beautiful
nothing sexual, my asexuality is secure, that’s for sure
i rlly like her personality, the way she lights up and smiles and how she’s amazingly talented and smart and so genuinely kind
i tried imagining doing typical romantic things w/ her, it was..okay?
when i see her in person, immediate repulsion to the idea of doing romantic things w/ her (which happens to me, an aro, quite often so i wasn’t surprised)
but i just…i don’t know. i get so nervous & excited & happy when she texts me
i think rlly hard abt what i’m going to say, i just want to like, impress her. i’ve never felt like that before
i really really want to just know her and be emotionally/intellectually in tune w/ her ig
i’m not sure if i want a qpr w/ her, or if i could even get one if i tried but
idk she’s just really sweet and cares abt me and i care abt her and it makes my aro identity feel violated, even though i truly know it’s not romantic
also um hugs
she hugged me abt 2 or 3 months ago and it was so comforting help
anyways
YES THIS!!!!! ABSOLUTELY THIS
like when i picture or think about doing ‘romantic-like’ stuff with them (going on dates, holding hands, etc) it’s totally fine, because my brain just goes ‘yeah, you like this person platonically, they’re really cool’
idk if i actually want/will pursue a QPR with them, but i’m content with not! i like being around them, i feel envious of people who are around them more than i can be, i want to impress them more than other people, and i feeldifferently about them than i feel about other people
but i KNOW they’re platonic feeling - doing anything in a romantic context with them (or anyone really) isn’t for me - but the platonic feeling i have for them is really intense and strong. when they said ‘i love you’ to me after i gave them something, i felt it in my bones. and when i play video games with them, it’s different than when i do it with my other friends.
yeah i’m just glad other people feel that as well :]
THANK YOU DEAR LORD THIS IS EXACTLY IT
ALL I KNOW IS THAT ITS PLATONIC, STRONG AND AH PRETTY AND STRONG GIRL WHOS RLLY COOL AND KIND AND PRETTY AND STRONG AND IS THIS WHAT LOVE FEELS LIKE WELL SHIT
Lux: You’re dying. Quick, what’s you type? Jinx: Oh yeah, dark, taller than me, shatters time, white hair, literally my enemy! Lux: ?? Lux: I meant blood type! Jinx: That I don’t know. Ask Vi. Vi: Obviously red!
