#i dont have words
Nix Hydra completely failed with Muriel’s ending and now they are waiting for help from fans? All the fans left them long ago.
American capitalism, brutal and merciless.
i can’t really explain how it was to experience the moments after Ed said ‘what makes me happy…’
i was holding my breath, like this is it, this is the moment, this is the breaking point. now we’ll know if it IS truly a romance or we just got our hopes up again. those moments felt like literally forever. i was bracing myself for some bullshit, like… ‘being myself’ or something. and then he said ‘you’ and it was such a rush of relief. not the ‘he is in love with… humanity’ bullshit again. it was like all of the serotonin and endorphin and dopamin and every other mix of hormones just suddenly got loose in my brain. and then, and then.
i know we say this a lot, but it was really a healing experience. no, you don’t imagine things. no, we don’t both want to keep straight general audiences and still baiting queers. no, it is what it is. it is what you see. we are not tiptoeing around this, this IS a romance. yes it is a gay one, but first and foremost it is a romance.
someone finally gets us.
i really cannot put it into words how this feels.