#i missed queue very much
Look at the rest of you, being worked to an early grave for a pittance at best and company store credit at the worst, physical and mental health eroding daily, driven to despair by cold, unfeeling Powers That Be, all of whom would willingly sacrifice you if it means they can save a penny or two, clinging to the hope that months from now you’ll have a living wage.
It’s almost as if you need to fucking mutiny.
nightshadeinfullbloom-deactivat:
pop off, my liege…
yes
…so many rich words…
Smh, im just imaginin the lord of heroes cast callin MC all of these and its just wonderful
SOMEONE *looks at “Ming”* should really teach me about Lord of Heroes TOO. Besides Dragon Raja…
….
….
I would feel loved anyways~
Of course, my god.
Forgot that one! XD
Thanks God.
np
I SIC THEE ON THINE ENEMIES, DIETY
shout out to all the people who identify with gifted kid burnout syndrome who are probably just neurodivergent but werent diagnosed as a child, who used to devour books like it was nothing and never really understood why the protagonist would leave their cool fantasy world behind to go back home at the end of the story, and who are now extremely disappointed in reality and use escapism as their primary coping mechanism. how’s that bisexuality and deep-rooted anger at the school system going for you?
it’s going great!
There’s a different term for this!!!
Google “twice-exceptional students” which are basically people who were considered gifted in school but have some neurodivergence/learning disability that didn’t really make their professional life super hard until high school/college and then it hit like a ton of bricks. Something like 40% of twice-exceptional students do not complete college, so it’s a pretty big deal and people should know the distinction between this and gifted kid syndrome.
…wait there’s a name for that
i used to be considered extremely gifted, so much that i skipped 5th grade
my add/adhd was rarely an issue (aside from occasionally interrupting people, hyperfocusing on a book, being generally “weird,” etc.) and no one really suspected that i had it
then, since skipping a grade didn’t challenge me much, my parents moved me to a private school with more challenging academics, and i got a full scholarship
but as the homework load got bigger in 7th and 8th grade, my grades and motivation and love of school just went down the drain
and then it finally hit a breaking point this year, in 9th grade, when i was struggling to keep a’s and b’s, mostly because of forgotten assignments and procrastination
then i made my way to adhd tiktok and did the one thing you’re not supposed to do from adhd tiktok: self-diagnose
but after that i did my research (with more reliable sources this time) and i realized it was actually a likely possibility
so then i told my parents, we went to the doctor, and it turns out i do have add
i’m on medication now and it helps a lot, but my grades are still mostly b’s
i miss being “gifted” sometimes
also, i’m not bi but i’m ace and demiromantic soooo
and the deep-rooted anger at the school system is going amazingly, thank you for asking :)
Huh. Looks like I’m a “twice-exceptional student.” I dropped out of college due to my own frustration with it. Tech school was kinder to me, but I did hit a few potholes there too.
Also, I was repeatedly misdiagnosed throughout my childhood. Today, I know I have the double-whammy of depression and anxiety.
And OP called me out so hard, they should’ve just @’d me. XD
metalheadsforblacklivesmatter:
https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMJcvHso5/
I’m feeling very schadenfreude seeing the terrorists get what’s coming to them.
-fae
Friend: How are you coping with the finale?
Me thinking about the elaborate fix-it fic I’m writing:Coping?
I know this is about a specific fandom but goddamn if this isn’t the universal fandom mood when a season or series ends, no matter how well they handled it.
Probably the only thing I’ll say on it because so many other people have said it better then I can but please stop equating IRL shipping to fictional character shipping aka ego shipping
If you think literally Marvin the magnificent is as in real life person as Sean Mcloughlin that’s your problem not ego shippers
True that. Literally the youtube fandom communities are the ONLY people who have this issue. I have not once seen someone equate an hollywood actor with their character and say it’s not okay to ship that character with other character bc it’s played by a real person (which all characters are, tf)
If you have that train of thought, consider it from this angle and why any other angle really doesn’t make much sense. You can be uncomfortable with ego shipping but you can’t force others not to ship the egos just because you’re uncomfortable that the egos are both played by the same person irl. At the end of the day, they’re just characters, and it’s okay to ship characters because the characters *are not real*.
And in addition to this, Seán has ACTIVELY RETWEETED ego shipping art. He knows we do it, and he’s clearly okay with that. If he’s fine with it, there’s no need for anyone to be attacking others for it, because yall can’t speak for him and shouldn’t speak OVER him.
metalheadsforblacklivesmatter:
everyone go report this channel.
videos on this persons channel: (racism, nazism, transphobia)
- a video of george floyd’s murder with a clip of markiplier from the unus annus greenscreen contest, making it look like he’s condoning the murder.
- a video of a car crash titled “rare footage of markiplier’s niece being killed in a horrible car crash.
- a video titled “when I look at the transgender flag.” (I have not watched this, but you can expect the worst)
this person also has a playlist called “best vids” (the description is “this is true content”), which consists of hate crimes against the lgbtqia+ community and black people. they have other playlist like “boring deaths ” and “epic deaths ” which have videos of/about celebrities and everyday people being killed/murdered. markiplier’s “update” video is also in the playlist.
at the bottom of the channel there is a link to another channel called “subscribe to end the lgbt community” which of right now has 306 subscribers.
Reblogging because I want to live in a world where Jews don’t have to be afraid of Nazis.
Fuck Nazis.
Also don’t disrespect Markiplier by using his funny jokes in your racist agenda. He’s too pure for that. One of the biggest a YouTubers that have yet to be an asshole.
-fae
ihni:
When the author deletes your favorite fanfic:
Gather around, children. I’m about to tell you a story of ye olde fandom.(Real life fandom friends, I’m sorry. You’ve heard this story a thousand times, I know.)
Long before Disney bought Star Wars, long before the new trilogy, before even the prequels, and themselves predating the “remastered” versions of the original trilogy, Star Wars experienced it’s second renaissance in novel form. And comic book form. Skim the pages of the dozens upon dozens of Expanded Universe (”EU”) novels and you’ll find lots of foundations for the things you see on screen these days. Ben Solo, for sure, has his origins there.
But it was also a different era for the fandom. The 90′s saw the transition from fanzine culture to online fan fiction archives. The programming ability and computing power you needed to make a fan fiction archive that the authors could edit themselves did not yet exist in an accessible way. Series based archives popped up, mostly hand curated by webmasters posting .txt files of chapters and stories that they’d received from authors via email. Or usenet. Or mailinglists. I spent many of my teen years on Gossamer, the X-Files archive, and Fanfix.com, my favorite Star Wars archive. I remember haunting a Babylon 5 archive at the time, too, but it’s lost to history.
I read everything. Everything. But, by far my favorite fan fiction of all time was, and I will always remember this, “As Simple and as Complicated as All That” by Xia Sang Li. It was epic. Four novels. NOVELS. Dozens of chapters. Hundreds and hundreds of pages. It follows Luke Skywalker’s decision to finally throw caution to the wind and fall into bed, and in love, with Mara Jade. Written in the sweet spot after her character was introduced and explored, but before permission was given to the licensed authors to marry Luke off, it was an amazing indulgence. And, it was epic in scale and scope. The great plot twist in book one was that, spoiler alert, when Gaeriel Captison died, leaving Luke to look after her orphaned daughter, she didn’t tell the whole story. You see, Luke and Mara had indulged each other before, had a secret love child, and this brief period of time was erased or minimized in their memories. Slowly, the two come to realize, through their haze of lust and passion, that something is conspiring to keep them apart, and that this little girl isn’t who she seemed. Themes of family, and duty, and passion, and trauma. Force visions, original characters, and sex sex sex. It was amazing.
Epic right??? Right?? Wanna read it??
It’s impossible. The Fanfix.com archive zipped the textfiles, so the Wayback Machine hasn’t archived them. The Geocities page went down before the Geocities archive was published after its closure. And, the original author’s blog, not updated in a decade, features only a few chapters of a rewrite, an AU of her original epic.
But it’s not dead.
Starting in 1998, my teenage self printed the whole fucking epic. I did one chapter at a time. It took more than a year. I had it all saved, too, on a 3 ½ inch floppy that got destroyed. Beyond the author’s own hard drive somewhere on this green earth, I think this might be the only copy.
Every few years, when nostalgia overtakes me, I reread it, from front to back. The gender politics are very different. The interpretation of Luke, too, vastly different from modern fandom’s take. Sometimes I wish I could find the author, buy her dinner, and tell her how important her work was to me. But, that’s probably impossible. Sometimes I think about re-digitizing it and, like a different kind of pirate, putting it back into circulation. But, that’s just a wish. A whimsical dream. The notebook is at least 3 inches thick, with front to back printed pages of text. It would take… years. Certainly it took years to write. But, it was part of the floating world of fandom. And, it faded away. Stuff like this should never fade away.
Fan fic authors… I implore you. Never delete your work.
You can’t know the impact you make. You might think it not good, embarrassing, or irrelevant. It’s not. Not to someone. Not to me.
Seriously. You have no idea how many fanfics I had wanted to print and bind just so that I can keep it in my personal library to read. Some fics are so damn GOOD that they deserve to exist binded as a physical copy. Save them please!!! All fics matter to someone
PUT THAT BOOK IN A SAFE BOX OR A MUSEUM (is there a fandom museum? we should make one)
It’s not quite a museum, but there is the Fan Culture Preservation Project, which is a join venture between the OTW and the Special Collections department at the University of Iowa Libraries. It’s a place to preserve hard copies of fanworks and fandom memorabilia.
(Though it seems likely that @mizunocaitlin would like to keep a beloved fanfic.)
Dear fic readers: Save it before you lose it!
authors have pleanty of reason to delete their shit, sad as it is, but you can still have it!! do what that person did, use https://www.lulu.com/ like i did for my faves stuff (tho already archived on gdrive by someone else), but find a way to PRINT IT OUT if you love it so much. dont just rely on digital copies because shit happens.This is my current printed library of fanfics. This way works best for fanfics up to 20000 words, but I’m learning basic bookbinding for the longer ones (an experiment of that can be seen in the right side of the picture - “This, You Protect” by Owlet), because I LOVE HOLDING THEM WHEN I READ THEM and also, what will I read if the power goes down? Exactly.
@jambonsama thought you would like that
Thanks, I do !
If someone could tag that person who did the gorgeous binding of @senlinyu‘s magnificent Manacled… I mean the book is awesome, and the book binding ? Gives it justice. Also I think that the person who did the binding has made / is making other bindings? Maybe? I can’t quite remember?
@armoredsuperheavy might be an interesting read for you
I feel so vindicated in seeing this post, and knowing I’m not the only one who has “probably-the-only-extant-copy” fanfics from the late 90s in binders.
I took probably the most ridiculous and difficult route, hand bookbinding. Here’s an example of an earlier-era fic I’ve bound for archival purposes.
And some Bookbinding resources if anyone wants to join in the efforts! Rock on, fanfic hamsters!
as an archivist (a real one!) and a fanfic author, this post speaks so hard to me. SAVE YOUR STUFF, AUTHORS
In high school my best friend and I were known as the book printers. At the time neither of us had access to the internet beyond school so we did the only thing that made sense, printed everything. We would spend as much time as we could after school, usually on fridays, huddled around the library computers printing fics we wanted to read. The librarians didn’t mind, one of them actually thought it was charming and christened us her book printers.
I owe so much to authors, the early ones who showed me that it was ok to think up grand worlds and fill them with my favorite characters as well as characters of my own creation, and especially the new authors who quickly became my found family and have taught me that finding yourself through your writing is perfectly acceptable, and losing yourself to an indulgent plot line is fine too.
If I’ve learned anything in the decades since I offered to pay the school for the gross amount of paper we used, it’s that you should never forget your roots, and always remember you might just be the one creating fertile grounds for others to put down roots of their own.
If you ever have the chance, do it, print the pages and bind them. The story already holds a special place in your heart, isn’t it only fair that you hold it close as well?
i’ve been contacted a few times by people who have bound my fanfic into print: it never stops being a delight and an honor to see that some stuff i wrote for online consumption meant enough to someone that they wanted to keep it in their actual home, on their actual bookshelf.
Bless this post for validating my DEEP desire to have my favorite fics bound in print, but ALSO for making me realize there’s a fic I LOVE, never finished, that was deleted in one of FFN’s purges, and I’ve NEVER TRIED TO LOOK FOR IT ON THE WAYBACK MACHINE.
Guess who just got all 27 chapters saved as a PDF that I can’t WAIT to re-read for the first time in nearly a decade?
This gave me an idea…
i will never forgive the internet for what it did to the word “mansplain”
mansplaining is a very specific phenomonon wherein a man who is NOT qualified to talk about a topic assumes he knows better than other people who ARE qualified, purely because of sexism.
sharing a fun fact you learned isnt mansplaining. infodumping isnt mansplaining. adding your relevant personal experience to a discussion isn’t mansplaining, (as long as you remain respectful of others’ experiences as well, but that’s always true). correcting someone who is objectively wrong and spreading misinformation REALLY isn’t mansplaining.
stop telling men that all of their interests and attempts at socializing are insulting and unwanted, your gender essentialism is showing.
Yeah don’t do this.
Reblog if you have the mental illness and have never stormed the US Capitol in attempt to subvert democracy
Didn’t I say this was going to happen?!?!?!
Honestly I wish people with neurological disorders and mental illness talking to themselves was more normalized so here’s to people with autism who narrate things! people with adhd who talk out loud to remember stuff! people with tourette’s and tic disorders with verbal tics! people with psychosis who talk to their voices! people with DID who talk to their alters!
If you talk to yourself for any reason you are wonderful and not bad or weird. And if you see someone talking to yourself and think it’s weird? Maybe mind your own business!