when you’re so depressed that you have to completely exhaust yourself before going to bed because you know that lying there trying to sleep without any distraction will literally be torture

executive dysfunction be like

me: okay, it’s time to do the thing

brain: we have to wait

me: wait for what?

brain: something

me: what though?

brain: we just have to wait

me: okay, but why?

brain: we have to wait

me: wait for WHAT

brain: i dunno but it’s something