does anyone else have this feeling like, suddenly no other shows seem as good now that we have ofmd? like? like this fuck-you-for-queerbaiting-us-we-don’t-need-you-anymore-we-have-this-now kind of feeling? or is it just me
a/n: its been like a month since i wrote any hq x reader stuff, and i just banged this out in fifteen minutes. the concept of content creating makes me want to hurl, so this is something i simply rustled up to make people happy. even though this blogs lack of creation automatically makes the interaction wildly low. in any case, heres some iwa. ive never written for him before, and this is only like 400 smth words, so uhh yeah here
word count: 416
genre: angst
pairing: iwaizumi x reader
enjoy??
“Love me with all of your heart, or not at all.”
“I don’t even know if I’m able to do that.”
“I know.”
“But I can try” he stopped yelling, if you could call the broken way his voice raised and lowered yelling. The normally smooth, borderline milky way he always spoke was overshadowed by a myriad of voice cracks, all filled with different levels of pain dripping from them. His seawater eyes became rimmed with red–more and more by the second. You supposed, if you thought about it, that this was the most emotion you ever saw him express. A manly man, with more toxic masculinity running through his veins than has ever been expected . “At least I think I can.”
“Have you ever heard of love bombing?”
“Now isn’t really the time for a psychology lesson, babe.”
“It’s sort of when someone showers you with so much instant affection that your life begins to sort of revolve around them.” The sky was grey. Desolate. Rain threatened and retreated every few minutes, leaving the skin on your arms to ping with a light chill every time a gust of wind blew past.
“And you think I-”
“You did that to me, I think.” You twisted your fingers in your hand to distract the anger bubbling within your soul. He was oblivious, like always, but you weren’t surprised by it. He wasn’t much different than usual.
“If I did I’m sorr-“ he started walking closer to you, causing you to turn to the side and stare out into the sea. The waves slapped against the shore, all signs of a coming storm. The rain relented less and less, giving the white noise an amplifier. He was easy to interrupt.
“That’s not how you apologize.” A beat of silence passed between you two. Silence, save for the squawk of a seagull in the distance. “Hajime.”
You turned to look at him again, meeting his eyes with yours and hoping he understood everything you needed to say. He was always good at reading you, but emotions can cloud even the best intuition.
“You can’t love me the way I want you to,” you sighed, grabbing his hands with yours and staring at the way the dark lights blend all the shapes together. “And that’s okay. Love someone else better, okay?”
Tears pricked at your eyes just as they had his. And that was it. He didn’t dare say another word, opting to simply watch you walk away.
Oh my gosh! @kayoimhey You’re so sweet! I would love to talk whenever you’re available to do so! Well, you said the people I was going to tag! Ahhh! I want to tag @miercolesbian, but the tag won’t work!!!
Um, I don’t know who to tag! The people I know are nice have been tagged! (Besides those up above) I’m so sorry to do this, I have to tag my friends from my other blog. I know that it isn’t Pixelberry, but I haven’t met too many of you! Please, reach out and talk to me! I want to talk to you all!
Here are my other friends I’m gonna tag. I know them through my other blog.
Y’ALL. so many. there are so many. IF I DON’T ADD YOU ON HERE IT’S NOT BECAUSE I DON’T APPRECIATE YOU, IT’S THAT IT’S TOO EARLY IN THE MORNING AND LIKE IT TOOK ME 10 MINUTES TO PUT PANTS ON SO THAT’S THE LEVEL OF MENTAL PROCESSING THAT I’M AT
thanks to every one of you, you’re all fabulous and i love you and even if i didn’t mention you, i promise you’re a lovely person and it was just sleep deprivation that caused me to forget to add you <3 <3 <3
AH THERE ARE SO MANY PEOPLE I WANT TO TAG BUT I’M AFRAID I’LL FORGET SO HERE’S JUST A GENERAL MESSAGE OF LOVE TO EVERYONE I’VE SPOKEN TO ON HERE
Not once (knock on wood) have I had a negative interaction on this blog. You are are the sweetest people, and I’m so glad we all have this love of Hamilton that brings us together. You are all amazing, and I’m so grateful for you! ❤️
Thank you dude! Still loving queen I of course wanna tag you back but it doesn’t work like that but honestly, you’re one of the best people I’ve ever met! And as said before, you came in when I was going through stuff and you really really helped pull me out! So thanks ❤️ I am, however, tagging @grungebeauty666, you’re great and I love you❤️ you also have helped me so much and you stick up for me! You’re bomb af man
I had been staying in hotels with my little brothers and sister. But now we’ve run out of money again and no one can help us. I can live on the street. But I wish they didn’t have to. I fucking hate this. I’d probably sleep with someone for cash but men don’t want to spend hard earned money on a hideous chick. This is NOT how I pictured life to become. Shit.
