#jonghyun
trigger warning: death tw, suicide tw
i’ve been trying to figure out the right words to say for this post but, really, it doesn’t matter because what can be said that already hasn’t been? i began writing it before the confirmation from sm as something generalized, as a way to tell shawols to lean on each other during this difficult time and that much is going to get obvious as you make your way through to the end. this isn’t going to be eloquent because i’m still in shock. not in denial but shock and i feel like i’ll never be able to properly express what jonghyun not only meant to me but to all shawols and every fan of korean pop.
jonghyun was a special person. he was kind and compassionate and he always did his best to make sure that those around him were happy, no matter who it was. he wasn’t perfect but he always went out of his way to fix anything he did wrong and he was constantly trying to better himself. he was always growing and learning. he fought for people who do not have as much of a voice in korea like the lgbt community and those in poverty. he dedicated his life to doing good and making shawols and those who loved him happy and proud. he gave so much to us and he never hid that he was struggling. he gave us so much in the last nine years and we can give back to him by keeping his memory intact in the way that he would have wanted us to: by supporting the other members, by supporting those closest to him, by remembering his music and by remembering the time that he spent with shinee. he fought hard and he did well and that’s what i’m going to be left with, despite the massive ache that i feel in my chest. i don’t know what else to write to justify him or how great of a person he was so i’ll leave it at that.
please keep his mother, older sister, jinki, kibum, minho and taemin in your thoughts along with all the other people that he is closest to. this is difficult for us but it’s just as difficult for them. please refrain from leaving anything but caring and supportive messages on their social networking accounts, if you leave any at all.
as i said in my earlier post: i don’t really know what to say right now. i’m still in shock but i want everyone to know that we’re all in this together. i ask everyone to please take some time for themselves in the midst of all of this. please take care of yourself and those around you - whether it be simply talking to them or hugging them if you’re physically able to. also remember that if you need to take some time away from everything this is nothing wrong with that. you need to keep yours. i’m not going to close or delete this blog. i’m always going to be a fan of shinee. i’m just don’t feel right posting content on here when we’re all going to be in mourning. so, for the time being it’s on indefinite hiatus but it’ll always be around as a archive and as dedication to his life.
as of right now i’ve closed my inbox for submissions but i want to let you all know that i appreciate all the kind words that you’ve sent in not only for me specifically but about jonghyun. i’d also like to stress to reach out to other shawols (even if you do not consider them to be a close friend) if you do not have someone you can sit down and talk to properly. it also goes without saying: please do not take depression lightly. if you feel that you need help don’t hesitate to contact the following: https://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/
to you, who was always there, believing and protecting me
i will tell you of this song filled with gratitude> to every person that has reached out with words of love and encouragement to me and to other shawols, thank you. your kindness means the world to us. we will always be grateful.
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20210303 [THEQOO] SHINEE’S MINHO EXPLAINS ABOUT JONGHYUN TO A CHILD WHO DIDN’T KNOW HIM
Who is it?
He’s a member
Uncle Jonghyun
It looks a bit different from before
Ah, there’s one person missing?
Yes, one person is missing
Who, why?
He left?
Uncle Jonghyun
didn’t feel well…
Then, he’s not a bad uncle
right, he’s not a bad uncle
He’s a good uncle
1. Ah, why am I crying
2. Ah, why does it feel like my heart’s been ripped out by (seeing) his expression
3. I watched this a while ago and I’m not a shawol but I’m crying buckets
4. I miss you Jonghyun
5. I can’t press the video, I’m already cryingㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
6. Jonghyunie would also be proud of youㅠㅠ
7. That expression (made me feel) so sad, I love you SHINee
8. Minho’s expression is so heartbreaking…
9. I’m a shawol and it was nice seeing him talking about Jonghyun so naturally. I miss Jonghyun so much
10. That’s true, our Jonghyunie is a good uncle
11. I’m also a fan and I think it was right to mention him
12. I’m crying but (seeing him) being mentioned (makes me feel) better
13. Since they’re kids who didn’t know SHINee… I think it came out naturally…but now I’m crying too
14. He’s a good uncle, right. He also sings very well
15. I’m not even a SHINee fan but I’m getting emotionalㅠㅠJonghyunie is really such a nice person
Cr. Trans:BLOOMINGTALK
20210303 ODG - Kids Reivew K-Pop Star’s Career (Feat. SHINee)
20210226 The QOO SHINEE MINHO’S TOUCHING WORDS ON HIS IN-EAR MONITORS
On one side, he’s got his parents’ initials along with his brother’s MH
“SY+YS=MS,MH”
On the other side, he’s got Jonghyunie’s album name on it
“Remember Poet | Artist”
reactions
1. Minho-yah Jonghyun I love youㅠㅠㅠㅠ my healing peopleㅠㅠㅠㅠ
2. ㅠㅠWhen I look at Minho, he looks so attentive and sweet
3. I also won’t forgetㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
4. Every time they go on stage they must be together by heart. He’s got such a pretty heart
5. This is the picture that I like the mostㅠㅠㅠㅠ Minho Jonghyun, I really love youㅠㅠㅠㅠ Our sweetheartsㅠㅠㅠㅠ
6. Our Minho makes shawols feel emotionalㅠㅠㅠ
7. I love you, lovelies
8. I’m cryingㅠㅠ Jonghyunie is also with them
9. I didn’t know Jonghyun’s album was written on itㅠㅠㅠㅠ *Sobs* Choi Minhoㅠㅠㅠㅠ
10. I love the five of them (SHINee) Minho, thank you so much
11. I really felt touched, really touched woah… Minho is really a great person. I’m really moved
12. Minho is a warm personㅠㅠㅠ
13. Even though I’m fan of another group, Jonghyun-ah I love you. SHINee is just so likable and I like their songs so much
14. Sweet Choi, I really love you so much~~~ SHINee is always five! I love SHINee and I also love Jonghyunie a lot
15. The Instagram post he uploaded today was really,,,,,,
Cr. Trans:BloomingTalk
#happyjonghyunday
“Happy birthday, happy birthday, you being born is like an endless blessing to me…”
080490 ~ Always be with you.
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“always be with you”
happy birthday, sunshine. ♡
are any other shawols going to be at disney world, sea world, or universal studios on the 17th or 18th of december? (still trying to figure out schedule but i think it’ll be disney… not sure though yet lol)
Please spread the word for fellow Shawols <3
#roseforjonghyun
