Daylight Savings, man

Every memory with you is so damn vivid.
It feels like only yesterday when we told each other how we felt, the moment when I felt like everything in my life was complete.
It doesn’t feel like that long ago, when I first held your hand; sitting in the corridor at lunch, feeling a million butterflies flutter in my stomach when our hands edged closer and closer together.
I can still remember clearly, the first time you walked me home. It was getting dark and all I could watch is both our shadows, walking side by side.
I can never forget the first time your lips met mine in our hideaway spot. Weeks of anticipation led up to the moment when the world stood still, time stopped, our hearts raced and your tender lips interlocked with mine.

It feels like only yesterday when you loved me and I loved you.

Day after day without fail these nightmares keep haunting me. Creating fear in the only time I can escape from reality. I know it’s not real, but what’s stopping it from become true? This unneeded anxiety I feel, the confusion my mind feels, the worries, the tears when I wake, why. Please just leave me alone, I’m happy for once, don’t let me ruin it.

-Fxckromeo