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                              a gin-clear mind, self-induced sleep, and clear intent.


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our dark lord is wise.  he senses her attachment to the mortal world and has sent us to see that hisour dark lord is wise.  he senses her attachment to the mortal world and has sent us to see that his

our dark lord is wise.  he senses her attachment to the mortal world and has sent us to see that his will will be done.  and see to it, we shall.


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ladyofriverrun: Mary’s Gay Panicladyofriverrun: Mary’s Gay Panic

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Mary’s Gay Panic


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ladyofriverrun: Good afternoon, ma’amladyofriverrun: Good afternoon, ma’am

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Good afternoon, ma’am


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ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(ladyofriverrun: Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8 They ruined her character I just want her back :(

ladyofriverrun:

Mary Wardwell P1E1 // P4E8

They ruined her character I just want her back :(


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Sapphics on this site see a dark haired woman with a sharp jawline and go apeshit

Overheard Greendale

Ambrose:Who’s got stronger powers, I dream of Jeannie or Samantha from “Bewitched”?

Zelda:That’s easy. Samantha. Witches totally beat genies. ‘Cause witches can fly. Game over.

Lilith: Guys, this conversation is over. Yesterday Samantha went back in time! That trumps anything Jeannie ever did.

Sabrina: Oh yeah? Well Jeannie can freeze time. So, Samantha would go back, but Jeannie can just freeze her there. Who kicked whose ass then?

Hilda: All I know is, Samantha helps Darrin at work, but what does Jeannie do for Major Nelson? Turns his boss into a monkey. That is not helpful.

Sabrina: Oh, look at the time. Where did the day go?

Zelda: Time flies when you’re being unreasonable.

I highly recommend supporting my tiktok (which I use kinda to deal with my feelings I guess) with not so good edits, but I’m definitely more present there and I’m working on a few new ones madam Spellman related —> https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMLKBftBr/

SPOILERS AHEAD

My thoughts on part 4 lots of swearing and might be some mistakes bit whatever

•It’s my absolutely least favourite of them all

•I feel like Roz storyline could have been better, it was a bit rushed idk

•Robin and Theo love them but it was so weirdly done… they broke up and the next episode they’re back together?

•Sabrina growing her own boyfriend what the fuck was that

•And then she stopped growing him? And there was this dramatic closeup of the clay going into the drain for literally no reason

•VINEGAR TOM THE BEST PART THANK YOU AND GOODBYE

•Very little about adults (personally I watch the show for them so I’m ✨disappointed✨)

•What the fuck was with Marie not being Marie

•Seriously what the fuck

•I would feel violated if I were to experience that

•poor Zelds… I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH but they waisted her character, she’s so complex yet they didn’t even touched the bases??

•Hildas wedding was so cute I loved it (the small one anyway)

•Drunk Sabrina whose only 16 ahhh what can I say.. choices

•Double trouble (Sabrinas I mean) I do not know why but the way Sabrina spoke about Sabrina made me uncomfortable

• You know what I was really hoping for Prudence and Ambrose but instead I got Nick and Sabrina

•ALSO WHY WOULD HE LITERALLY DO THAT THEY KNEW EACHOTHER ONE YEAR

•I liked the first half better because it was more twisted and dark

•the other half was literally so bad

•I cried on the death scene tho… but not because of her death the memories tho

• OH AND THE LILITH’S BABY SCENE

•WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

• I feel like they were literally like “oh yeah she’s pregnant… Idk what to do with this let’s kill the baby right away”

•I thought she liked tricked him not killed it for real

•It was just plain boring and I hated it not gonna lie

• Idk if it’s just me but I couldn’t care less about Sabrina… give me Zelda struggling with her faith and finally finding someone, give me Hilda in her domestic life with her husband maybe a baby who the fuck knows, Give me Lilith ruling hell after freaking forever, I would even take Lucifer living on earth, Mary being a psycho because let’s be honest she is

•ALSO Why would they show us that she remembered that Sabrina is a witch when they literally didn’t say a word to each other this season

• I won’t dwell on the obvious disappointment of not getting MadamSpellman but I will dwell on fake representation with Marie

• Lilith giving birth tho? Chills

Anyway Idk if I remember everything but that’s the main shit I remember I gasped at the way Hilda looked in her wedding dress and I cried at how beautiful Miranda looked in that scene as well but what can I say? I’m gay

Share your thoughts below! (Also I might respond but from mine main account because idk how to from this one so If Lady Gaga answers you that’s me (yes I can’t remember my user something bciamafuckingsupreme or something it’s from AHS and my obsession with Sarah Paulson thank you and goodbye)

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caos and trauma

TW: mentions and discussions of sexual assault, abuse, and ptsd

also this is kind of long i’m sorry

so i know since part three came out, everyone and their mother has had something to say about how caos dealt with (or rather did not deal with) any of the trauma inflicted on some of its female characters. more specifically zelda, lilith, and mary. this is something that really upsets me for many a reason. and some of this has been said before but i really needed to put in my two cents. (i’m not disregarding mary or lilith, but i am going to be specifically referring to zelda because this is a zelda fan blog and i’m going to be specifically referencing our queen and savior miranda otto).

so, the writers really thought they did something woke when they hammered out nick’s ptsd story line. so it is revealed that nick was symbolically raped by the dark lord and possibly literally raped by Lilith (don’t get me started on what a fucked up writing choice this was). i think it is a huge step forward for a show to depict the struggles of a male rape victim. and i think it could have been a good thing if they had handled it better. but not only did they handle his ptsd completely the wrong way (i know everyone processes trauma differently but it felt like they were using it as an excuse to propel teen drama rather than a way to explore trauma and nicks characterization in general) but they also completely ignored the traumatic experiences of the female characters. it’s as if they were telling us that female trauma is nothing of note because it’s to be expected and women should just deal with it. i don’t think that was their intention, but that’s how it read. now, i don’t want to get into lilith because her character arc was a backwards mess and i’m still fuming so i don’t want to touch that right now. but let’s talk about zelda.

i have seen traces of debate about whether or not she was technically abused/raped. the actors and writers don’t seem to realize the obvious implications of the caligari spell. i understand that zelda did not love faustus or even completely trust him. but with that kind of history and physical intimacy (no matter how fucked up or complicated the relationship is), there is SOME level of trust. and not only did faustus shatter that trust, he also took away her choice. their sexual escapades had been very kinky, and that implies a very specific degree of consent. they trusted each other with their bodies, even though they didn’t trust each other with their hearts. whether or not faustus literally raped her (which i believe he did, considering his lack of morals, sexual appetite, and the timing of the caligari spell), that is an utter and total breach of consent and trust. and it WAS abuse in the sense that he manipulated and subjugated her. that leaves mental scars and i don’t believe for one second that is something somebody can just get over (no matter how strong or powerful they are).

i know the cast and writers ignored these implications and even my queen miranda (judging from what she posts on instagram and her answers to fan questions) doesn’t seem to realize the weight of what they’ve portrayed. she’s said that zelda has “given and gotten worse” and “#allisforgiven”. i think that the writers need to take a very good look at this, and the fan reactions (because the majority of opinions i’ve read are similar to this) and address these ladies’ trauma in part four. zelda is such a dynamic character and i think it would be good to incorporate some healing into her development. bc i can NOT take another misguided season of pretending nothing happened.

hi sorry to be annoying but tumblr will not let me reply to anybody through just this blog so i’m reblogfong my own post i’m sorry. i just want to address a few comments (which, thank you everyone btw this was meant to open up a discussion)

i don’t think i spent enough time on this specific point, but i would like to reiterate. even if zelda was not literally raped (which i believe she plausibly was given the nature of the spell, faustus’s established misogyny, etc. it doesn’t matter if his intention was political and merely to neutralize a threat, there are gross implications to this creepy ass spell) it was still an utter violation of trust and body autonomy. also, the only reason i made a point about how the actors and writers responded, was because i think it’s an indicator of how the show will handle the situation from here on out. i’m not saying the actors have to be their characters or anything like that ??? furthermore, i’m not saying zelda has to address her trauma perfectly or in a specific way (i know first hand that people process these things differently). i just worry that the WRITERS will not adresss it at all

sorry for rambling on even longer. this is a serious topic, and i thought some more things needed to be said. i understand that this is a tv show and it’s sole purpose is entertainment but i think that the writers have a responsibility when handling serious topics that affect real people. this is just my humble opinion, i’m not claiming to be right or an expert of any kind. just my views on a tv show and it’s characters

caos and trauma

TW: mentions and discussions of sexual assault, abuse, and ptsd

also this is kind of long i’m sorry

so i know since part three came out, everyone and their mother has had something to say about how caos dealt with (or rather did not deal with) any of the trauma inflicted on some of its female characters. more specifically zelda, lilith, and mary. this is something that really upsets me for many a reason. and some of this has been said before but i really needed to put in my two cents. (i’m not disregarding mary or lilith, but i am going to be specifically referring to zelda because this is a zelda fan blog and i’m going to be specifically referencing our queen and savior miranda otto).

so, the writers really thought they did something woke when they hammered out nick’s ptsd story line. so it is revealed that nick was symbolically raped by the dark lord and possibly literally raped by Lilith (don’t get me started on what a fucked up writing choice this was). i think it is a huge step forward for a show to depict the struggles of a male rape victim. and i think it could have been a good thing if they had handled it better. but not only did they handle his ptsd completely the wrong way (i know everyone processes trauma differently but it felt like they were using it as an excuse to propel teen drama rather than a way to explore trauma and nicks characterization in general) but they also completely ignored the traumatic experiences of the female characters. it’s as if they were telling us that female trauma is nothing of note because it’s to be expected and women should just deal with it. i don’t think that was their intention, but that’s how it read. now, i don’t want to get into lilith because her character arc was a backwards mess and i’m still fuming so i don’t want to touch that right now. but let’s talk about zelda.

i have seen traces of debate about whether or not she was technically abused/raped. the actors and writers don’t seem to realize the obvious implications of the caligari spell. i understand that zelda did not love faustus or even completely trust him. but with that kind of history and physical intimacy (no matter how fucked up or complicated the relationship is), there is SOME level of trust. and not only did faustus shatter that trust, he also took away her choice. their sexual escapades had been very kinky, and that implies a very specific degree of consent. they trusted each other with their bodies, even though they didn’t trust each other with their hearts. whether or not faustus literally raped her (which i believe he did, considering his lack of morals, sexual appetite, and the timing of the caligari spell), that is an utter and total breach of consent and trust. and it WAS abuse in the sense that he manipulated and subjugated her. that leaves mental scars and i don’t believe for one second that is something somebody can just get over (no matter how strong or powerful they are).

i know the cast and writers ignored these implications and even my queen miranda (judging from what she posts on instagram and her answers to fan questions) doesn’t seem to realize the weight of what they’ve portrayed. she’s said that zelda has “given and gotten worse” and “#allisforgiven”. i think that the writers need to take a very good look at this, and the fan reactions (because the majority of opinions i’ve read are similar to this) and address these ladies’ trauma in part four. zelda is such a dynamic character and i think it would be good to incorporate some healing into her development. bc i can NOT take another misguided season of pretending nothing happened.

they really said “let’s write catchy girl power lines about feminism and consent and then gloss over and ignore all the r*pe and abuse our female characters have suffered through to bolster our tangled garbage pile of a plot”

Being radicalised into a cult after having her obvious trauma ignored by all the people in her munda

Being radicalised into a cult after having her obvious trauma ignored by all the people in her mundane life, and encountering actual Eldritch Terrors was bad enough. But now she also has to process that Sabrina tying her up, mind-wiping her and leaving her to die on her couch wasn’t in fact a trauma hallucination but an actual memory (thanks, The Weird One, for making that clear, cool of you, my guy). Basically, our Mary has a lot of thinking to do.


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