#mattxt

why is nobody talking abt how gross and hard it is to swallow a bunch of pills in an attempt to overdose like they taste horrible and maybe it’s j me but taking a bunch of pills at once is so hard?

anyone else use i am sober to track how often they self harm and not actually to track how long they stayed clean?

to anyone who has ever been in a psychiatry or something similar or knows anything abt them: regarding suicidal thoughts and attempts, how “bad” does it have to be to be put in one? what things that i say might make it more likely to get a recommendation by my therapist or get sent to one? (i am not against going, i think i do need help, id just like to know if my situation potentially could be “bad enough” for me to land in one and assess the risk) thank u!!

anyone else not actually addicted to sh and actually able to stop whenever they want, but needing to sh to show that it’s bad enough? idk why i’ve been self harming for a few months now and i can still stop and everything, i j also feel like i have to keep going?

i can feel my winter depression coming back lol