#tw cutting

anyone else not actually addicted to sh and actually able to stop whenever they want, but needing to sh to show that it’s bad enough? idk why i’ve been self harming for a few months now and i can still stop and everything, i j also feel like i have to keep going?

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Are scars suppose to be comforting ? Because every time I look at my arms and trace the light bumpy skin that doesn’t fit the rest, I have this odd sensation that I will get trough whatever I am going trough and that I will be okay. And it’s weird because people might think that those scars are ugly (yes I can see why) but to me they resemble hope in an ironic way. We made it this far haven’t we ?

I relapsed again… that’s twice this week. I just feel so hopeless…