it’s been a long time hasn’t it? I have somewhat moved on from this blog all together but… I’m still going to keep it around for… posterity? For sentiment? I don’t know really. But I can’t believe like 200 of you stayed following this. wow. Y'all are troopers.

Hi an update!
This fandom is still shit. And to think all of this started because of a shipping war. Feels bad man.
Like I thought many of the fandom police were bad… but no… everybody was equally awful especially when the show ended. I mean look at how some of the popular sheith shippers treated some of the multi shippers and people that actually were okay with the ending when they didn’t get what they wanted.

I can guarantee that if the shipping war never happened the show wouldn’t have ended the way that it did.

So what’s been going on while I was away? Anybody get into anything exciting and fun?

I’m semi retired from this blog but anon… bitch about it somewhere else I don’t got the time or energy.

Let’s stop calling antis “antis” and call them what they really are: Fandom Police.

So fuck the fandom police.

You know the worst part (of the ending) of all of this is? Pro-shippers especially a certain sect, a clique if you will, turned exactly into the people they hate just because they didn’t get what they wanted. Just because they didn’t harass the vld staff doesn’t make them better than the antis.

And I’m not going to beat around the bush some of these sheith shippers are so bitter and angry that they take it out on everybody else and harass anybody that doesn’t ship Shiro in the “right way”. To those sk shippers congratu-fucking-lations you are exactly like antis.

any looks you want to see or hear my thoughts on? what are your favorite outfits from tonight?

As an anonymous mod I must say that my darkest fucking fear is having my even more cursed, weird ass personal blog being brought into light in this account like dear LORD if you by chance KNOW this miserable blog SPARE the 4kids FOLLOWERS thANk yOU.

- Mod grora (trying to revive funa4kids)

asagiri did NOT.

bethieswhimseys:

j-jinko:

merymikey:

yejilvrs:

froggydobegaytho:

riptide-123:

overly-dramatic-artist:

queercafe:

herkiss-theriot:

darknstormyseas:

red-will:

la-clementina:

sfruggler:

Rules; Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with. Tagged by @purpledrain, the queen of swords

Last song: Sweetheart by Allan Rayman (on repeat for a week now)

Last movie: Tom at the Farm (I’m a sucker for psychosexual trauma studies and blood)

Currently reading: Rereading Cain by Jose Saramago

tagging@rosymirth@la-clementina@gul-jaan@thedearidiot@ectrica

Tagged by @sfruggler

Last song: Lopin along through the Cosmos by Judee Sill

Last movie: Beauty and the Beast (1975 Czech version) check out rarefilmm.com

Currently Reading: Kafka on the Shore by Murakami

Idk if there are 9 people on here I want to know better but I will try. Tagging: @autisticwife420@borednotboring@a1redelalm3na@redrosesforthedevilswhore@rat-tail@red-will@fiberglassinsulation

Tagged by @la-clementina (ty!)

Last song: A House in Nebraska by Ethel Cain

Last Movie: Benadetta (based on a true story about a 17th century nun who had a lesbian affair. The movie itself itself is kinda out there, for example, some body horror of the Catholic sort. I didn’t finish watching in the first siting because it was late, so I don’t know how it ends…yet)

Currently reading: Passing by Nella Larsen & also Heartstopper by Alice Oseman

Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with:

@grendels-mother @haetshepsut @poiink @sleepanon @darknstormyseas @medieval-canadian @fatlarde @tx-libra @hypnotized-so-mesmerized 

tagged by @red-will ahhh thank u!!

Last song: posing for cars by Japanese Breakfast (am on a jbrekkie binge as I just read Crying in H Mart oh boy)

Last movie: Princess Protection Program :) I watched it all the time growing up!!! A classic and a comfort movie tbh

Currently reading: House of Light by Mary Oliver, Soft Science by Franny Choi, and the new Rebecca Roanhorse book came out today aaaaaa

Tag 9 people you would like to know/catch up with:

I barely know nine people but here goes: @herkiss-theriot@oxidisers@a-plain-bad-heroine@nihilismhatepage@darlingohsweetdarling@theravenkin@m0thb0nes@crimesnewronan@darlingohsweetdarling

Tagged by @darknstormyseas

Last song: cute thing (FTF) by car seat headrest. I could talk for hours on end about this album and this song god I love it

Last movie: I think mean girls? I don’t watch a lot of movies but I watch mean girls a lot because it’s my comfort movie and I love it a lot

Currently reading: Her Name in the Sky by Kelly Quindlen, One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston, and the Watchmen graphic novel

I can’t think of 9 people but I’ll tag @queercafe@eastforwinter@ladyqueerfoot because we’re all recent mutuals and I like ur posts (and queefcafe is my new bestie)

agged by @herkiss-theriot

Last Song: Sidelines by Phoebe Bridgers because I’m nothing if not predictable (although I listened to Home Video in its entirety more recently now that i think about it but since it was on DVD last.fm didn’t track it)

Last movie: oh my god i haven’t watched a movie in weeks. maybe turning red?

Currently reading: Project Hail Mary by Andy Weir, The Making of a Musical by Lehman Engel

Probably don’t know 9 people on here but @overly-dramatic-artist@chocostarlights@herpetta@hellativity

tagged by @queercafe

Last song: Fantasy by Mariah Carey (always stuck in my head)

Last movie: lmao I have no idea, it was probably either Encanto or Moulin Rouge

Currently reading: the Decameron by Giovanni Boccaccio (for a class, its actually been pretty fun to read) and One Hundred Years of Solitude by Gabriel Garcia Marquez

Ahh I probably don’t even know 9 people… @tunafishprincess@aroacevaljean@lesbeebs@riptide-123@t0biass

tagged by @overly-dramatic-artist

Last Song: 96,000 from In The Heights 

Last Movie: i dunno if it was the last movie i watched or not but i watched Aladdin on Friday

Currently Reading: Alex and Eliza: A Love Story by Melissa de La Cruz

lets see if i can make it to 9 @rxaes   @nodos-still-breathing@wifeofbean@msmadrigal101pt2 @froggydobegaytho @sesamestreet47 @camilosunshxne and thats all i can think of 

tagged by: @riptide-123

Last Song: Yorktown from Hamilton

Last Movie: uhh i think it was Pitch Perfect

Currently Reading: She Drives Me Crazy by Kelly Quindlen

9 people… @maddieramos@betsey-laurens-hamilton@sailor-peeking@passiveagressiveunicorn @7esbians@eeyahhh@sweetaeyoung@yejilvrs 

tagged by: @froggydobegaytho

last song: the story of us - taylor swift

last movie: better nate

currently reading: nonee

@merymikey@totallynotjolene idk many ppl sorry

tagged by : @yejilvrs

Last song : Let’s Meet in Spring (봄날에 만나자)byHan All (헌올)

Last movie : Spiderman : No Way Home

Currently reading : Art of Desire | H. Rindou on Wattpad

Tagging : @mymelodyu3u@emanueltheodorus@j-jinko@jjk-ily@7esbians@hestia-marie@daisylovea@phionatheblue@madrigl

tagged by: @merymikey

last song: dead to me by kali uchis

last movie: ??? (idk…)

currently reading: crime and punishment by fyodor dostoevsky

tagging:@bethieswhimseys@floofies + anybody who wants to join

tagged by: @j-jinko<3

last song: combat beneath the waves by hoyo-mix (genshin impact soundtrack)

last movie: bungo stray dogs: dead apple

currently reading: crime and punishment by fyodor dostoevsky & little women by louisa may alcott

tagging:@hyperfixationnationn@floofies@akaizxx@incorrect-bsd-x-reader + anybody else!! (no pressure ofc <3)

tagged by: @bethieswhimsey(ty!!)

last song: still alive from portal

last movie: FRESH

currently reading: howl’s moving castle by diana wynne jones

tagging: anyone who wishes to try lol i need more mutuals

Its official! I’m married!

Sorry I haven’t been on in a while, life has become super busy. I’ll be off and on and responding to asks and messages as I can. I miss you all. Be good to each other

i actually kinda enjoy love triangles? they do get done poorly so i get why people tend to hate them because sometimes they exist ONLY as a cheap tactic for relationship tension, but even so I don’t really mind that.

some reasons people don’t generally like love triangles

Type 1 love triangle: A likes or is liked by both B and C.

• Usually, there’s one obvious winner. And it’s usually the first character A interacts with. (So for examples sake, B is the main love interest, C is the secondary love interest) This part is actually ok, but readers will sometimes check out of any A&C scenes because they can tell their love wont go anywhere.
• It can be frustrating when the secondary love interest © is more likable than the main one. Sometimes C is so good that it makes B look bad lol.
• If C is LESS likable, they’re just an annoyance for the audience, made doubly annoying by A’s affection towards them.
• When C only exists to add a speedbump to A&B’s relationship, it’s very obvious and might not be very enjoyable to read.

Type 2 love triangle: X likes Y, Y likes Z, Z likes X.

• It’s generally a more interesting format than type 1, but the cyclical nature of it can annoy fans that want progress in a specific relationship
• This type is common in episodic content that has to maintain some kind of status quo. If the triangle is a core part of the status quo it usually isn’t altered permanently or until the end is in sight. Can get repetitive.

Before I get into the part where I talk about cool things about love triangle, I do wanna say that if your characters are nicely fleshed out, even the most basic love triangle is still completely FINE. you don’t need to go subverting things if you’re happy with what you’re doing and mindful of the above pitfalls.

anyway,

Things Love Triangles sometimes do that I like

(it’s mostly type 1 triangles)

• One of the triangle points is secretly a villain, or becomes a villain. I think a famous example of this is in Frozen but lol it’s a bit poorly done . As long as the villain isn’t SUDDENLY a villain, it’s great. I would also tread carefully with rejection being a major motivation for turning to villainy. It can be a valid and even interesting motivation but I’ve seen some Yikes executions of it.
• The first character that A has chemistry with is NOT the final love interest. Maybe I like this because it’s justice for all the good secondary love interests that have died lol. No but really, putting the main character in a brief relationship with the secondary love interest before they get with the main one offers a lot of opportunities. The main character gets a chance to learn more about romance and about their own feelings.
• i don’t think I’ve ever seen a piece of media taking a love triangle and developing it into a polyamorous situation but I want it
• Here’s one I’m actually writing right now: Characters B and C eventually fall for each other rather than character A.
• Basically as long as the secondary love interest is more than that, it does so much to improve the situation. Even if it’s just that they’re a fun character even outside of their relationship to the main character. Giving them some plot significance helps tho.

A writing thing im struggling with is when I see a cool visual media narrative THING and it inspires me, but boy is it hard to take the use the tools of visual media and translate them to written word.

In visual media you can use a ton of subtle things to suggest things to the audience. Like if i want to foreshadow that a villain character will make a face turn, theres visual symbolism i can load into that character. I can dress them in the same colors protagonists wear, as a basic example. Yes, i can still do this in written word, but - the nature of writing is that if you went through the bother of describing something it probably has importance, and as soon as I point out this visual foreshadowing cue, it is no longer a subtle thing but now a big obvious thing. Another example- in visual media, a glance between characters can say a lot without explicitly stating anything. Accomplishing that in writing is a little tougher because you, the narrator, have to state SOMETHING to render that glance in the reader’s head. Another example- In a visual medium, if a character is fidgeting the viewer can interpret that as just a miniscule part of the rest of the scene, but if in a written piece you write that the character is fidgeting, now its being focused on, even if only for the one sentence.

I don’t think its an extremely difficult feat because surely other writers are accomplishing subtlety like this, perhaps its more of a personal writing weakness. Probably I’m just overthinking it lol.

Oh and the other visual media thing I like is the framing of a scene and I cant think of any significant ways to translate compositional theory to a written scene, other than general set design.

Anyway i’ll challenge myself to find ways of translating “impossible” visual media conventions into text and hey why dont you try it too.

Hablar bien de una persona también habla de ti.

Symmetra is the ONLY character ever.

PUT YOUR AGE ON YOUR FUCKING BLOG

itsthesinbin:

i love goldenhills plantation- the idea of getting passive income, a little farmstead, and a unique free player home is great- but it’s fucking broken.

people won’t STAY on the farm- i have to travel back to riverwood to get my income from faendal. the farmhands i hired are clearly doing the work bc stuff shows up in the pantry, but they aren’t living on the farm itself

people are reporting that their spouses and adopted kids don’t go there. their pets disappear (which is great bc i just put the stray dog in charge of guarding the farm and i can’t get him to return as a follower if i tell him to stop), which isn’t a problem for the pets of skyrim thing bc of the tp spells but

jesus christ

oh yeah i found out i had an ai overhaul mod that fucked this up so that was all my fault actually

for once skyrim worked as it shld once that mod was gone

AGELESS AND BLANK BLOGS ARE BLOCKED ON SIGHT

I’m making this its own post, so as to not have the actual post on this blog at all.

Huge apologies for the post with Big Boss. Thank you @boathazard for bringing this to my attention, I have no prior experience with this character and had no idea. I have taken down this post already. This was a huge mistake on my part. In the future, please do continue inform me of things like this if you see something that seems extremely wrong such as this. Sending an ask is the most direct way of bringing things like this to my attention.

Again, I apologise for such a major mistake. I will try to ensure this doesn’t happen again. 

Hope you guys are enjoying your new semester! This is just your friendly mod reminder to feel free to send in your own quotes at anytime! I love getting them in! Time for some fresh ones I’ve collected.

A bunch of people on my dash sending out Negima posts all at once, but in reality, the living fandom is like the same ten people.

Manga caps now in the queue along with some other good stuff. Sorry again for taking such a long time.

Happy to say that I’m finally near done settling in so there should be more posts as of tomorrow! For now, have a little cap of Setsuna being dissatisfied at my postings thus far.

I know I only just started posting again but there will be no Setsuna posts until later this week. Sorry!

Crossing dressing Utapri?

IM SURE YOU ALL HAVE SEEN THE CROSS DRESSING APRIL FOOLS METAMORPHOSE CONCEPT FOR UTAPRI

Deep inhale. Deep exhale.

I’m fine. This is fine- THIS IS NOT FINE AIDBUSBDJDBSIDBDIBDISBDJS

Its perfect. Literally perfect. It’s everything. It is everything.

Also as you can imagine. I’m having an absolute meltdown over Ren. I can’t even put my feelings about this into words. He’s so perfect.. so perfect. What a perfect man.

Okay anyways before I have a meltdown for the- god idk if I can even count how many times I’ve had meltdowns over this at this point but anyways- BEFORE THAT HAPPENS I WANT TO SHARE CONTENT IN CASE ANYONE DIDNT GET ACESS TO THE WEBSITE.

11 gifs of 11 perfect men.. who are also winking.

If you would like to see these gifs, and treasure them for yourself please follow up with my next two posts! Because of the 10 image limit I can’t put them all together on one post so I’m putting Starish and Quartet Night on 2 separate posts.

*also in case anyone who follows me is confused why I’m posting this. Well this is a Ren appreciation account, and I do just usually do quotes but I don’t wanna completely limit myself to just quotes in case things like this happen. Occasionally it might be some content like this if I can get my hands on it. After all- we need to appreciate the beauty of Ren in this concept*

Here are the preview concepts; *I do not own any of the art*

Heyo Everyone~ Just little old me with a small message just to remind everyone that I do take requests. It’s very obvious that I ship RenMasa, but please don’t be intimidated! I’m more then happy to make Ren quotes about other Ren ships, even rare pair ships with Ren. Just because it might not be my thing, doesn’t mean I won’t be okay with it. Here on this account we don’t discriminate against any Ren ships or content. After all, as long as they’re happy, who cares!

Since I ship RenMasa, my implied romantic quotes are usually RenMasa. But, I’d be happy to do any of those with any Ren pairs, so please feel free to submit a request so I can make more quotes tuned for all of you!

This also applies to any just fun pairs or platonic friendships with Ren. If you want some Badass trio chaos or even the video gaming buddies, just say so and I’m more then happy to make you some content for you to enjoy!

Thank you for your continued support!

Keep vibing and love Ren Jinguji

Also as a special treat from me, enjoy my cat deciding that my Ren cushion belongs to her now. Her best boy has been made very clear, I think she has taste. ✨