#music is my life

Watch “The Real Young Swagg - "Paranoid” (Official Music Video)“ on YouTube

Раrаnоіd, уеаhh і’m раrаnоіd

Yеаhh, і ѕаіd і’m раrаnоіd

І thіnk ѕоmеbоdу wаnnа kіll mе

Yеаhh, і ѕаіd і’m ѕоrrу but

І dоn’t thіnk thаt thеу fоrgіvе mе

Ѕо і am bаrеlу hаngіng оn

Тоo еdgе і dоn’t thіnk і саn hоld

Сuz і’m раrаnоіd

Fіngеr оn thе trіggеr аnd і’m rеаdу tоo рull іt

Іt’ѕ ок, іt’ѕ аlrіght, dоn’t wоrrу, і’m јuѕt fіnе

Кеер mу раіn lосkеd іnѕіdе

Тhаt’ѕ whу і lау аwаkе аt nіght

Саn ѕоmеbоdу trу & ѕаvе mе

І rеаllу thіnk і’m lоѕіng соntrоl

Yеаhh, і thіnk і’m gоіng сrаzу

Тrу & bе ѕtrоng but іt tаkеn іt’ѕ tоll

Еvеn іf іt rеаllу іѕ mу tіmе

І guеѕѕ і nеvеr wаntеd tоo lеt gоo

Ѕо іmmа tаkе а lооk іntо thе ѕkу

Веg gоd lіkе рlеаѕе јuѕt ѕаvе mу ѕоul

Іt’ѕ ок, іt’ѕ аlrіght, уоu’rе аlwауѕ оn mу ѕіdе

Аnd і јuѕt wаnt оnе mоrе nіght

Ѕoо hоld mе tіght bесаuѕе і’m раrаnоіd

І’m раrаnоіd

І thіnk ѕоmеbоdу wаntѕ toо kіll mе

Yеаhh, і ѕаіd і’m ѕоrrу but

І dоn’t thіnk thаt thеу fоrgіvе mе

Yеаhh, і’m раrаnоіd

І thіnk ѕоmеbоdу wаntѕ toо kіll mе

Іt’ѕ thе ѕаddеѕt ѕtоrу

Вut thе mеdісаtіоn nеvеr hеаlѕ mе

Ѕоo і’m bаrеlу hаngіng оn

Тоo еdgе і dоn’t thіnk і саn hоld

Сuz і’m раrаnоіd

Fіngеr оn thе trіggеr аnd і’m rеаdу toо рull іt

Іt’ѕ ок, іt’ѕ аlrіght, dоn’t wоrrу і’m јuѕt fіnе

Кеер mу раіn lосkеd іnѕіdе

Саn’t сlоѕе mу еуеѕ bесаuѕе і’m раrаnоіd

І thіnk ѕоmеbоdу wаntѕ tоo kіllѕ mе

Yеаhh, і ѕаіd і’m ѕоrrу but

І dоn’t thіnk thаt thеу fоrgіvе mе

Ѕоo і’m bаrеlу hаngіng оn

Тоo еdgе і dоn’t thіnk і саn hоld

Сuz і’m раrаnоіd

Fіngеr оn thе trіggеr аnd і’m rеаdу tоo рull іt

Watch “The Real Young Swagg - Falling (Official Music Video)” on YouTube

Suffocating in my room

It’s like I’m drowning Underwater

And I don’t know what to do

My fingers gripping on this Bottle

So I think I’ll leave today

Cuz I just can’t wait for Tomorrow

Got these pills in my hand cuz a Bullets too hard to swallow

And I’m running from my pain But it always seems to follow

Like them voices in my brain Yeah I can hear them when They callin

So im driving on the edge

I got my foot on the throttle

Swerving side to side cuz when I’m high yeah I ain’t scared bout Falling No

No gimmicks this is real life

Walk in my shoes it isn’t real Nice

Like some eggshells ontop of Sheer ice

I ain’t complaining I’m just Saying what it feel like

Look for the light but it’s too Grey

And every single night it’s a New thing

I don’t think that I can handle Any new pain

So don’t even try to save me Cuz your too late

Suffering in silence you don’t Even hear

But even if I scream out you Don’t even care

You been telling me to leave You don’t wanna see me here

So now I’m all alone it’s just me Snd all my fears yeah

Snd I’m trying to be a man but I Don’t know if I can fix the part Of me thats broken Scattered all Around me on the floor and I Don’t know if I know how to Cope with

All the problems locked inside Of me

I closed the door I’m try to find the key

So cut me open I just gotta see

If the soul inside of me will Bleed

Only walked out cuz of all the Misery everything we got now Is only history

I'mma leave it in the past with Everything I wanted all I really Needed was somebody when I’m falling

Suffocating in my room

It’s like I’m drowning Underwater

And I don’t know what to do

My fingers gripping on the Bottle

So I think I’ll leave today

Cuz I just can’t wait till Tomorrow

Got these pills in my hand

Cuz a bullets too hard to Swallow

Please catch meI’m falling

Before I hit the floor

I’m screaming I’m calling

But I just can’t scream no more

So please catch Me I’m falling

What am I falling for

It’s your name that I’m calling

But I guess I need you more

Watch “Problematic - Feel Safe” on YouTube

I keep chasing this high but I can’t seem to catch it

Hit a fork in the road, man I don’t ever listen

I keep exposing the truth, but live my life a lie

Behind these closed doors, they don’t see the war inside

Now momma getting older, my heart keeps growing colder

No sense of urgency but I been fighting like a soldier

I need some discipline, accept the fact that shit is over

Watching people falling like the leaves in mid-October

I’m a victim to my thoughts as a stable way

If I continue on like this I’ll fucking blow my brains

Have I gone insane? I’m losing all my patience

Stuck in traffic, I got anger issues, can’t contain ‘em

You’ll project your insecurities onto the next

Put up a barrier which makes it hard to love again

Serve and protect, been a struggle tryna make amends

So outrageous what I’m saying as I lay in bed

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much that you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

Plotting, scheming, and I execute another record

Not motivated mentally, I live inside a prison

Do numbers matter if your happiness ain’t in the question

My OCD has got me triggered, now I’m second-guessing

No chance I am complacent, that’s such a honest statement

I’m bringing value to the table, but forgot to mention

How I been smoking, try to cope but though it’s temporary

I need a permanent solution, not the cemetery

Why explain it, you don’t listen, maybe I'ma burn it

You say you there for me but you ain’t there when I am hurting

These walls are talking man, I swear to God that I can’t hear 'em

Nothing is appealing like it used to be, I’m tired of bleeding

Don’t want your sympathy, I don’t even want your help

Cut negativity, no I don’t got nobody else

I play the role so good that they don’t see the mask itself

Hate my reflection, that’s the reason that I live in hell

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much that you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

Through the storm, moving forward, yes, I’m still standing

By the grace of God and willpower I’ve managed

Picking up the piece, I can never solve this puzzle

Without failure can’t succeed, no wonder why I struggle

Far from perfect but improving on a daily basis

Physically I’m here but spiritually I should awaken

Overstressing, overthinking, pray it will get better

One day I'ma win this war but until then I won’t surrender, yeah

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

These stress levels not healthy

There ain’t really much that you could tell me

Lately can’t explain, wanna run away

Someplace I can go where I feel safe

Oh-oh, eh-eh

Oh-oh-oh-oh, eh-eh-eh-eh

Watch “Ollie - Tears (Prod. Boyfifty)” on YouTube

[Verse 1]

Yeah, her name was Lauren and every mornin’ was pourin’

Her coffee inside a cup while dreamin' of somewhere foreign

Wanted more in her life she felt was borin’

Would often compare herself on Instagram while explorin’

Confidence was low and compliments would throw

She’d always freeze up ‘cause she didn’t have the confidence to know

That she was perfectly beautiful

Wasn’t said 'til the funeral

Would compensate with pills 'cause she never thought she was suitable

Unusual, she never showed any signs

She often would hide behind a smile that kept people blind

Never talk about the problems that she had at the time

Pretend to be fine 'til medication mixed with the wine

Now she gone 'cause the fantasy they sold online

Another victim to the system we all struggled to climb

[Refrain]

Always fightin’ off these demons, peace she never could find

Laughed at by the same people who always preachin’, “Be kind”

Ain’t that ironic?

Ain’t that ironic?

[Verse 2]

His name Mason, often on PlayStation

Would game hours with friends 'cause to him that was vacation

Stayed patient but every day he was facin’ this abuse

'Cause people found the videos he was makin’

He was good too, would wonder what he should do

Because of all the teasin’, he stopped makin’ shit on YouTube

Feelin’ broken, copin’, drinkin’, and smokin’

Tears runnin’ down his face, his pillowcase was soakin’

Kids provokin’ and pokin’ at his emotions

He couldn’t handle the stress so he hung himself with the rope

Now people sharin’ his story like they all carin’

And sendin’ each other love like they was givin’ him hope

They missed the issue, and walls he put his fist through

And covered up with posters while strugglin’ to continue

[Refrain]

Always fightin’ off these demons, peace she never could find

Laughed at by the same people who always preachin’, “Be kind”

Ain’t that ironic?

Ain’t that ironic?