#nblnb things
there’s something so like peaceful and like heartwarming i don’t really know how to put lol but i like that we went to school together for basically two years (7th and 8th grade) before properly interacting and then we got close in quarantine because we had shitty experiences with the same person and also needed someone to play among us with and we followed each other on insta lol i don’t know i just like that we knew each other but didn’t know each other until high school it’s just like soft feeling i don’t know lol
maybe it’s the mommy issues lol but yesterday i was sat in their gaming chair in their room and they walked back in and stood in front of me and hugged me while i was still sitting down and then started playing with my hair and i just,,,, it was so fuzzy and soft and warm feeling like just resting my head against their stomach while they played with my hair
just watching them do the smallest & most normal things truly makes me realise how much i love them… they were literally like just existing today and like helped around a bit but i just followed them around and helped them help a little.. and just watching them was so calming and i almost cried… they looked so pretty and made me so happy :))
