I wanna be smarter, but every time I’m doing something stupid.

I wanna be braver, but every time I’m so afraid.

I wanna be happier, but then sometimes I’m drowning in my own thoughts.

I wanna love you, but every time I am so afraid of making the same mistakes again.

I don’t ever want to hurt somebody, but besides all my loved ones I’m the one who I hurt the most.

I wanna do the right things but constantly feel like I’m doing so many things wrong.

I wanna breath but sometimes I feel like the air is toxic.

I wanna go but sometimes all I wanna do is stay - and when I want to stay all I can do is go.

I’m trapped in myself.

bandfrmlyf:

Power Princesses (aka Disney Princess Avengers)

Would love fanart or gifset of this.

Founders:

• Snow White - Siren Song
• Cinderella - Transfiguration
• Aurora - Dream Weaving

1st Gen:

• Ariel - Aquamancy
• Belle - Enhanced Intelligence
• Jasmine - Terramancy
• Pocahontas - Aeromancy
• Mulan - Martial Arts

2nd Gen:

• Tiana - Animal Shifting
• Rapunzel - Mystic Healing
• Merida - Archery
• Moana - Spirit Summoning
• Anna - Enhanced Endurance
• Elsa - Cryomancy

Honorary:

• Esmeralda - Pyromancy
• Megara - Illusion Manipulation
• Jane - Animal Telepathy
• Kida - Electromancy
• Boo - Monster Summoning
• Lilo - Alien Technology
• Giselle - Teleportation

Patron: Mary Poppins

Homebase AI: EVE

Headcanons:

• Ariel, Jasmine, and Pocahontas are at their strongest when Esmeralda joins them. But she’s barely around because as a gypsy she prefers to roam.
• Tiana’s problem when morphing is nobody understands her when she talks. That problem is mended whenever Jane is around to help.
• Anna and Elsa can only use their powers when they’re in close proximity. Anna acts as Elsa’s knight, like a “shield”. Imagine her indestructible Ice form with the Ice sword she grabs in FII.
• Giselle’s teleportation extends through dimensions, planets, and timelines.
• Merida looks up to Mulan as a mentor. They spar frequently, compete in archery, and take Khan and Angus to race. Belle occasionally joins them with Pilippe when she’s not burying herself in library books. Belle and Mulan are primarily in charge of team tactics.
• Kida transforms to pure energy whenever she uses her powers. But she becomes a danger to anyone near her since her powers are difficult to control. Only Rapunzel can help get her out of her energy state if ever she goes too far.
• The reasons why honorary members aren’t formally part of the team: Esmeralda doesn’t like being tied down to one place. Megara isn’t a team player. Jane is busy working on other projects. Kida’s powers are too dangerous, she’d rather not join. Lilo and Boo are too young. Giselle is a visitor from a different dimension.

I’ve always viewed my tumblr as Simply an art archive so I hardly talk on here but idk if I should change that gghh like there’s 100,000+ ppl here and I feel like I gotta have a Point or else it would annoy everyone

miseducatedmelanicmuse:

the oz cushion i made came in the mail and it’s approximately 37 times bigger than i anticipated. now i don’t know what to do with it

blueberryborderline:

tbh the worst thing about being a self aware mentally ill person is that people assume that because you understand your illness you’re automatically able to actually apply your knowledge to your life and cure yourself

merlinoutofcontext:

It’s funny- I find that when I study, I get hungry.

I’m exercising my MIND, not my body. How does that happen?

I know death is complicated.

I tried to plan for it, for the eventuality of grandparents aging and dying. I tried to prep myself for my mother’s death my entire life; planning what I’d need to do and how to navigate the pain I’d be in. It’s something I’ve always tried to do. Plan for every possibility.

In the early hours of the morning, however, I couldn’t lie to myself. I couldn’t truly predict how I would feel or act in these situations at all.

I never planned for Eve dying.

It was unexpected. Sudden. Mid conversation about apple trees. I thought she’d be okay.

I didn’t expect my life to have formed so much around her, for her to be that strong bond holding it together. And now it’s… frayed.

And because my life was so wrapped up in hers, everything around me is something tied to her. Everything we were working towards. All my plans, all the little things I want to share with her, all the investments she made, Siamese cats, accounts I follow that she shared with me, the home I live in. There’s ‘thanks’ I didn’t say often enough. There’s words and emotions gone unexpressed for fear of my eternal awkwardness ruining things.

I don’t know how to talk about her properly. I wasn’t done learning about her, or knowing her.

It’s complicated.

It’s simple.

She was here, and now she’s not.

I’m no longer watching the Obi-Wan series for the plot, but merely to determine when Hayden Christensen is voicing Darth Vader versus James Earl Jones.

i hate growing up

yelenadelova:

One thing that bugs me about Multiverse of Madness is we’re supposed to believe this is a world in which Wanda can access any possible reality and is trying to find the perfect reality but she doesn’t even look for Vision??? We got like two mentions of Vision and that’s it. When Vision is one of the most important things to Wanda along with her kids. I just don’t understand why Wanda wasn’t looking for a reality with Vision and the twins??

i just realized that i have such a nonchalant approach to people telling me the most out of box ridiculous craziest shit because i assume at one point i never set boundaries and just am comfortable with everything and anything ??

Fuck that noise this is happening

Gavin: im sorryfor✌✌drippinbut drip is what I do

Going through some writing prompts just to flex my brain a little and writing tiny snippets

And I just wanted to introduce you all to this that I’ve just written:

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The eight year old frowned down at the frilly yellow dress that only two weeks ago she had insisted she wanted to buy, and only yesterday had been very excited to wear.

“I don’t want to be ladylike,” She grabbed a handful of the daffodil cotton in each hand as she turned to face the mirror. She released the fabric and smoothed it out as the hem brushed the floor. Looking back up to meet their reflection in the mirror she grinned. “I want to lure men to their death.”

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She’s giving Lady Penelope Villain AU for me

I’m thinking the whole “everyone’s aware but no one can prove anything” idea

Like the villain that hosts the lavish parties and even invites the heroes because there’s nothing they can do

“How do you sleep at night?”

“Naked, on silk sheets surrounded by money”

Those kind of vibes

there’s something so like peaceful and like heartwarming i don’t really know how to put lol but i like that we went to school together for basically two years (7th and 8th grade) before properly interacting and then we got close in quarantine because we had shitty experiences with the same person and also needed someone to play among us with and we followed each other on insta lol i don’t know i just like that we knew each other but didn’t know each other until high school it’s just like soft feeling i don’t know lol