#new moon in scorpio
New Moon in Scorpio on October, 27-28. To put simply, from there we start our personal revolution. That’s what we pushed to do when the energy of New Moon *** new beginning, initiation, setting intentions, releasing and preparing for new circle ***
meets the energy of Scorpion
*** intensity, drive for the deepest realization of self through transformation and self-destruction, trauma and the patterns of pain, search for deep connection, merging with someone as a way of healing and insight***
This spread is to sit with - slow and dense, not easy to handle.
Make yourself comfortable - take in your circle blanket, images of your ancestors, physical \ spiritual, the symbols empowering you and, for sure, good pot of tea.
Set an intention before pulling the cards that you’re ready for that revolution, you’ll be open for any messages and you’ll not turn back.
The positions of spread:
1 - Every revolution starts from the present moment when we just relax and start seeing… - what you don’t see in your current situation, what prevents you from seeing clear and understanding
2 - Let go - what doesn’t serve you any more and holds you back, your addictions and obsessions, this position is also about forgiveness and cleaning ancestral trauma
3 - Transformation - what aspects of your self or daily life need to be transformed, card in this position may offer insight in subconscious patterns limiting you
4 - My power revealed - what aspect of your self you need to integrate this Scorpio season, what hidden powers you’re accessing
5 - Where it leads me - what you should know about the process of integration, where it’s leading you, what role it plays in your soul journey
6 - My life and death - this card is about your relationships with that special person who makes you alive \ dead, it might show what role this person plays in your new circle and how you can deepen your connection, or alternatively you might ask about any person in your life you wish to be a part of your new circle
Scorpio season is coming and we start feeling our roots - dark and powerful. The most entangled with our spirit fears and obsessions, weaknesses and sheer darkness, in all its forms. Singing inside. It seems we don’t care any more about light | love | compassion, spiritual candy floss, we wish one thing - to drink the blood of life and water of death. Every wound, every kiss, every journey, and go, go till the very end when there is nothing left, only complete destruction - to start again.
Scorpio season makes it obvious, our powers are here but we’re so scared, our way is right in front of us but we’re still asking.
I love immensely Song of Ice of Fire \ Game of Thrones (till it was turned into Hollywood zomby project) *** for me it’s the story of our journeys into the darkness of this world and the way we fell swept into the oblivion life after life, to raise once more and try again. It’s our karmic stories and that’s why Song \ Game of Thrones got so popular. We’re facing the answer on that simple question — why we’re here.
But we feel also the beauty all of that, touching our core. It makes us shiver, makes us so real that the dirt of earth turns into the sky and actually there is no difference any more.
Our karma becomes a dark mother, the darkness we were born in, the path we search, it’s an answer and way.
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I write this series for Scorpio season celebrating our darkness with all the powers \ answers \ light buried inside and transformation possible when we begin opening to that.
I’ll connect characters of Song of Ice and Fire and their stories with soul paths found in astrological natal chart - that’s a journey from the past shown in the position of South Node towards the new explorations and growth reflected in the position of North Node.
North Node in Aries - South Node in Libra
Arya Stark
Once you were a part of family and the entire universe existed inside Winterfell walls, even you always knew that you were something more. Your dream was never fitting in the pattern of the world weaved around. You wished to escaped and curves of the road made you shivering. Trying to put your dream into the words - you dreamed the entire world where you’d walk your unique path. And you couldn’t wait for that, you were ready to carry your shield while still living in the children room.
But when it happened and you faced the separation it was horrible, you realized that you were only a child and your sword was a needle, you wished to turn back and be again a part of the family, you hated the lonely road leading into the darkness. But you were chosen for that road and road for you.
The Death was the first you encountered on that road - this is how the roads work, on the certain point you meet Death there - and the Death asked you to be her child and as that time you were really just a child, you agreed easily. Your fascination with roads, travels and swords, your fire, your energy and determination, your never relying on other people’s words and opinions made you good daughter of Death.
You learnt how not to be yourself and enter the houses of people and their markets and squares so they would always consider you were someone familiar to them - a girl selling fish, an acrobat, a beggar, their daughter’s friend - but they never would know you. You tried so many roles that you started losing yourself. And one day you said to Death that you wanted to leave, that it was getting to overwhelming. Death disagreed, for sure and you had to escape, only moonlight witnessed.
Death followed and you were forced to disguise yourself and became a part of touring theater - that was happy time as if after the centuries of crumsy performing you stepped outside of arena and breathed in the purity of simple being. But Death found you there and you were again pushed to move.
You’re still somewhere on the road - fighting your fears to be your dark (as you think) self and make the dream you carry in your heart happened,
struggling with breaking from the comfort and security people’s homes and hearts ready to offer you,
serving other people’s dreams and being afraid to stand alone,
carrying the bunch of masks to wear as you’re still not sure what better protects you from Death,
curled in the darkness as you can’t go further any more and can’t trust yourself any more.
Yet you are and in the end of day after all the wandering and fighting are finished, you stop to rest, and you kiss her and for a moment it seems you’re at home again.
To continue…
