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Wtf is hook up culture? write me poems then die in a war
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i’ve been on hold at my library for a book about asexuality for a few weeks and i just read an article about some concepts in the book re: consent. and holy shit. blew my mind. i’ve NEVER read about consent in the context of a relationship with an ace and an allo that resonated so strongly with me, and as a person in such a relationship!! it’s so!!! i’m even more excited for the book now.
for anyone interested, the article is How to Negotiate Better Consent: An Asexual Perspective and the book i’m waiting for is Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society and the Meaning of Sex.
god okay, just to gush about this more, the author suggests using the categories of enthusiastic, willing, unwilling and coerced consent (rather than just “enthusiastic consent” or “no means no”). i really recommend reading the whole article linked above, but what blew my mind is the distinction between enthusiastic and willing consent. it gets broken down like this:
Enthusiastic consent:
- When I want you
- When I don’t fear the consequences of saying yes OR saying no
- When saying no means missing out on something I want
Willing consent:
- When I care about you though I don’t desire you (right now)
- When I’m pretty sure saying yes will have an okay result and I think maybe that I’d regret saying no
- When I believe that desire may begin after I say yes
and like!!! it made me realize i may have never actually enthusiastically consented in my life, but like, that doesn’t mean i have never or cannot consent! i almost always fall into the “willing consent” framework and i’ve never seen that….validated anywhere. anyway, it’s just given me this perspective about my sexuality and consent in general and better ways to relate to my partner and!!! idk!!! thank goodness for other ace people, is what i’m saying.
This is very useful and a lot of sex work can also be best understood as willing consent, where the indirect consequences of having sex (getting paid) are what is desired and the direct consequences (having probably-mediocre sex with someone you don’t actively desire) are not considered so negative that they outweigh the indirect consequences.
Which is a definition of consent that gives sex workers agency and sees their consent as a choice made again and again based on the pros and cons, not something that is coerced and also not something that always exists by default simply because they are sex workers.
Recognizing willing consent is probably validating for a lot of people who have consent to sex without meeting the definition of enthusiastic consent.
I feel I am not the person I want to be, Im more of a person faking what I could be…
I feel like I’m stuck in a void, trying to figure out what’s real
I’m just living in denial, faking my smile always looking down…
Faking the scene you see on the outside, slowing breaking on the deep, dark inside
My world is chaos and confusion so don’t get trapped in the illusion
I am just a shy smile, but my voice on the inside is screaming
I let select few in, and even those are limited
I don’t want show you my world, I’m not sure you could handle it any better than I could
Because when I’m left alone, I’m lost in the dark, deflecting the lights so you don’t see,
That I am…
this person is me
~Jay
dam……..that website “you feel like shit” (it’s like a questionnaire / troubleshooting guide for when you feel like shit) really works………………….. im not even all the way thru it and i even half-assed a lot of the suggestions and i already feel loads better
for some reason, with this website, i was able to complete small tasks ive been fruitlessly bugging myself to do for weeks??
anyway, i feel almost good now :^)
im glad this got some notes!!!! i hope it helps y’all find some measure of peace or comfort <3
This is astonishing. I’m going to use and save.
a messy neon boy! I’m very happy with how the colors came out and I’m definitely going to keep playing with this style.
do not remove my caption, crop, edit, or repost.
gay af for a man to attend the oscars. who’s oscar? your boyfriend?