namjooningelsewhere:

Hiatus.

So as some of you might be knowing, i recently recovered from covid. After catching covid, i fell into a deep loop of negative thoughts. I live alone in a different country for work, and the fact that i was sick and alone got to me real bad!!

I was scared and really really sick, my health ended up worrying my mom and i had to literally beg her to stay back and not come rushing to me. My health got worse before it got better, but it was a very scary time that i went through all alone. My mental health kept going down hill every day and soon enough along with a sore throat, stupidly high fever panic attacks got added to the list too.

I have been blessed with a boss who took her time to sit me down for a conversation pointing out i was totally out of focus, all over the place and that covid had definitely taken a bad toll on my mental health. So i am flying home to my mom for a month, and meanwhile I’m going on a total detox. I’m staying away from all the social media too, taking this time out to just let myself relax and reboot.

I will totally be off Tumblr, but il be back mid May definitely and once I’m back il start posting everything again. Meanwhile writing is something that has been keeping me from going insane so il continue to write. Hopefully when I come back i have a lot of stories to share.

Thankyou for understanding and please take care

Hiatus.

So as some of you might be knowing, i recently recovered from covid. After catching covid, i fell into a deep loop of negative thoughts. I live alone in a different country for work, and the fact that i was sick and alone got to me real bad!!

I was scared and really really sick, my health ended up worrying my mom and i had to literally beg her to stay back and not come rushing to me. My health got worse before it got better, but it was a very scary time that i went through all alone. My mental health kept going down hill every day and soon enough along with a sore throat, stupidly high fever panic attacks got added to the list too.

I have been blessed with a boss who took her time to sit me down for a conversation pointing out i was totally out of focus, all over the place and that covid had definitely taken a bad toll on my mental health. So i am flying home to my mom for a month, and meanwhile I’m going on a total detox. I’m staying away from all the social media too, taking this time out to just let myself relax and reboot.

I will totally be off Tumblr, but il be back mid May definitely and once I’m back il start posting everything again. Meanwhile writing is something that has been keeping me from going insane so il continue to write. Hopefully when I come back i have a lot of stories to share.

Thankyou for understanding and please take care

You can’t put a time frame on things like these. These intangible things that slip from my grasp and wind up away from me with you, in a place that I can’t reach right now.

I’ll just keep loving you from some unreachable place.

In the meantime darlin I’ll keep on loving and trust that you’ll come back to me when you’re ready.

Everything else is temporary,

But no matter how much time or space falls, silent, between us my love for you will last on through those ages of quiet until I have you in my arms again.

-love, J.