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Hi cult survivors,
You are amazing and valid
It’s hard for wlw who grew up in homophobic religions to form connections and not feel bad or weird about their sexuality. It’s especially hard for people who grew up in such a controlled environment where they tried to control how you dressed, who you dated, when you started dating, how often you dated, when you could date one on one, etc to make genuine romantic connections and sometimes people just turn out ace or aro (nothing wrong with that, I love my aro/ace buddies so much <3 ) because of how controlling the environment was. Controlling your teenagers dating life so much to where they can’t even look at someone of another gender or hang out with them (thanks Mormons) does NOT stop them from dating bad people, having s*x, doing anything of that nature. If you try to control them to that point, or your religion does, then it’s going to make things worse. I grew up in the church where if I even had friends of the opposite gender I couldn’t hang out with them alone. This has just made it super hard for me to form actual connections romantic and platonic.
Cult jokes are common in our society, especially within “dark humor”. People think of the really famous, obvious closed off cults. But people don’t realize that cults are more common and around than they think. People don’t join cults, they join movements, groups, etc. especially when they are low or down and need something in their lives. They are manipulated into joining and staying. Its oftentimes really hard to leave. It is possible to get out and rebuild your life!! It’s sometimes dangerous and hard to leave, but once they do leave things usually get better with a lot of effort and time.
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Toxic religion totally exists. Sometimes, if we are happy within our own religion we are quick to defend all religion, but we must acknowledge the existence of toxic religion. It’s very important to help people who are survivors of religious abuse and toxic religion and cult survivors. It’s so hard for them to leave and a lot of people don’t understand. It takes guts to leave and from there healing still has to be done. It is possible to leave and be happy outside of your toxic religion.
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When leaving the church, oftentimes our parents or family will still be in the church and have very different opinions than us. It’s okay for us to have different opinions. It’s okay for your kids to have different opinions (as long as the opinions aren’t hurting anybody). It’s a good thing to branch out and question what you’re taught, decide for yourself if you believe in it.
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Healing from the church is possible. Leaving and recovery are so hard, but it’s worth it. Holding onto a toxic thing for a long time can be discouraging and more damaging than letting go. Letting go hurts in the beginning, but as time goes by you learn to heal by coping, reaching out, and recovering.
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Tell me how you’re spending the holidays as an Ex-Mormon!
Sure, you may have the same issues putting a republican and democrat in the same room. And in my experience (also backed by research), it’s a human tendency to only attend to the information that already agrees with your world view.
But what if we could just ask each other simple questions without preaching to each other? What if instead of telling each other how the other thinks and feels, we ask those questions and get the real answers to avoid miscommunication, to help families understand each other, and to keep the peace?
This may go nowhere, but I think it’s important for people of differing views to be able to communicate so we can peacefully live side by side.
My question for true believing mormons/members (TBM’s): When someone you know has left the church, do you ask them why? Why or why not? Do you continue having those conversations or do you feel like you have to avoid the subject to maintain relationships?
Everyone on these tags knows that you can’t really get on here for uplifting insights, testimonies, and quotes without also seeing “anti-mormon” posts. These can range anywhere from the respectful (”I don’t think I believe this is true anymore because of…”) to the blasphemous and degrading (name calling, pornography, and one horrifying example that I saw- a picture that a man took of his wife in her garments without her consent).
My point is, if you’re going to be an active member on the internet, then for every few positive interactions you have you will probably encounter a negative one, too. Your reaction can and perspective can determine if it stays negative.
1. Before you react, ask yourself “Are they attacking me, or are they attacking a belief?”
2.If they are attacking you, walk away. Turn off anon, block the exmo tags (for those decent enough to tag it), just ignore it, whatever you have to do. You don’t owe them an explanation.
3. If they are attacking a belief, then frame your response as a discussion on said belief. Do not attack them personally even if they phrase their views in abrasive, jarring ways.
4.Use the Holy Ghost in your response. If you feel yourself compelled to send out a passionate anon message as quickly as possible to convince that person that they are wrong, then you probably are not responding with the Holy Ghost. Take your time, pray, and remember that there is a real person- another child of God- on the other end. They, at one time, also made the decision to follow Christ, and His light still resides in them.
5. If they are attacking a belief, ask if they are attacking at all. Questioning is not the same thing as attacking. Someone who is merely questioning or looking for a respectful discussion is probably going to be more rewarding to engage with than someone saying crude insults along with their arguments.
6.Telling them to stay off the LDS tags won’t work. They want to have discussions/get reactions from members, and the tags are how it’s done. Would you rather them do it in a sacrament meeting? When utilized properly, the internet is an equalizing platform for these discussions to be had in a non-disruptive manner.
7.Respond with love and understanding (goes hand in hand with #4).Just as you might have that gut-wrenching, defensive response to anti-posts, there are reasons these people feel the need to speak out against the church. They might have been hurt by imperfect members, struggled while learning about church history and doctrine, or have a hard time living the commandments and thus see them as restrictive and brainwashing because they do not see the blessings they offer. These are just a few reasons, but my point is that very few of them wake up like “Yesssss, even though I know the church is true I’m going to get online and drive a few more people away from the Celestial kingdom to make me feel more justified in my sins! HAHAHA!” Like…no. Let them know, in genuine, non-passive-aggressive ways, that you care for them as people. Send them kind messages, parts of doctrine that you find inspirational/helpful to their plight, and pray for them.
8.Know your stuff. I’m not saying you have to be a Mormon apologist with years of research into every anti-argument, but don’t say things out of turn. If, for example, someone thinks General Authorities are paid too much (which…no), then look up how much they get paid, why they are paid, etc. Use this information to bolster your testimony in your response.
9.Be genuine in your online representation of yourself. You don’t always have to be positive and uplifting to be a “good Mormon blog.” Sometimes you will have rough days and trials. Share those along with the more lighthearted moments. It can show people that Mormons aren’t just painted-happy robots, and that God can lift people out of despairing times. Above all else, bear testimony of Christ, at all times, in all things, and in all places.
10.Know that you don’t have to respond to everything. If you feel that someone is just looking for a fight and you don’t have a good feeling about responding, then don’t. There are plenty of positive, knowledgeable, and kind members to interact with on Tumblrstake instead. Not everything has to be your fight, and if they are not open to other viewpoints then you don’t have to exhaust your spirit by offering yours.
Eh, kinda good advice I guess.
Just a few little alterations that I would make though…
1. Never bare your testimony - especially if you are expecting it to be an answer to the attackers claims and facts. I believe we landed on the moon. No matter how much you tell me we didn’t… it won’t change how I feel about it. The same thing with a testimony of the church.
2. Huge problem with this idea…
They might have been hurt by imperfect members, struggled while learning about church history and doctrine, or have a hard time living the commandments and thus see them as restrictive and brainwashing because they do not see the blessings they offer
This is such a classic Mormon way of thinking, it’s what is likely to spark a debate to begin with.
Also…
if, for example, someone thinks General Authorities are paid too much (which…no),
I think I need to refer you back to point #8 you made.
And try to look at things from another perspective. If you found out that the truth claims of a church you associated with and based your entire view of the universe on were completely false, how would you process that? Some anger, some humor, some celebrating of the fact that you get to discover who you are and not who the church wants you to be, that garments are just pieces of cloth, that second Saturdays can be really fun, that life really is precious because it’s so short?
You don’t have to agree with our critique of a church you obviously find sacred. But most of us have been there - we know where you are coming from. Try to understand where we are coming from too.
Honestly, I wish Mormons and Ex-Mormons could have more frequent, honest, two-way conversations.
Good talk ya’ll. Good talk. :)
We’re doing this survey to get to know one another better in the Facebook group, and I thought it would be good to open it up to those of you who aren’t in the group. Please reblog this post with your answers. (If you copy/paste from Facebook, please be sure to edit out the last names of anyone you’ve met IRL!)
- First Name (or what you want to be called)
- Age
- Relationship status
- Where you live
- Favorite hour of church
- Favorite hymn (pick ONE!)
- For what percentage of your life have you been LDS? (Or baptism date if you’re lazy)
- Mission status (RM? Going soon? Maybe someday? Heck no?)
- Endowed?
- Who in Tumblr Stake you’ve met IRL
- If the fulness of the gospel hadn’t been restored, what religion would you be?
- Other than being a Mormon, what is your “thing”? (For-hire clown? Missionary girlfriend? Vegan? Successful mascara salesperson?)
- What would be your dream calling?
Name: ExMo. People shout that at me anyway.
Age: Probably older than you
Relationship status: married
Where I live: in the Bible Belt
Favorite hour of church: Used to be the hour after it let out or sometimes primary with the kiddos.
Favorite hymn: I had a few- If I could hie to kobol… I mean kolob (battlestar galactica anyone?), Lead Kindly Light, and I wrote a piano arrangement to Be Still My Soul. Now I prefer anything from “An Atheist Album” by Shelley Segal.
How long LDS: Basically my whole life until 2 years ago
Mission status: I got married too young the first time to be able to go on a mission as a woman. Cause you know, my priorities were right - stay in the home, have kids, obey my husband…
Endowed: Yes, they let me go through the temple before I got married. My endowment is nullified unless I decide to come back though. I may join a Masonic lodge instead.
Who do I know from Tumblr Stake IRL: I wouldn’t be surprised if I did know someone but not that I know of.
Fullness of the gospel: there was nothing to restore. And I’m atheist. Every religion believes they are the one true religion.
My thing: Well, not Mormon. Neuroscience, music, and parenting keep me busy.
Dream calling: woman prophet. So I can get up on the stand and say “let’s call the whole thing off.”