#postpartum psychosis
Out of Body - 22/25
Out of Body - Chapter 22 - GuineapigQueen - Super Junior [Archive of Our Own]
Heechul still visits him every day. Sometimes he brings Narae and sometimes he doesn’t. Kyuhyun is coming to wish he’d bring her everyday but he knows sometimes he can’t. Sometimes he can’t manage it. But Kyuhyun thinks it’s a positive that he wants to see her. He’s begun missing her too. He misses Heechul obviously but at first he only missed Heechul. Because he was convinced Narae wasn’t a real baby, so therefore he didn’t miss her. But he knows that she is now and he misses her. He knows that he should be with her and taking care of her and he’s honestly sad that he can’t do so. He wanted to have that period where he bonded with his newborn so badly and he didn’t get it.
Out of Body - 21/25
Out of Body - Chapter 21 - GuineapigQueen - Super Junior [Archive of Our Own]
Heechul keeps his promise. He comes in every day, even when Kyuhyun refuses to talk to him. He never brings Narae though. He talks about her a lot and shows Kyuhyun pictures. Kyuhyun won’t look at first. He doesn’t want to see and he definitely doesn’t want to be drawn into the whole plot again. He’s in the hospital, they’re putting medicines in him that he doesn’t trust or fully understand. He blames Heechul and to an extent Narae. Well, he doesn’t believe that Narae is real but he feels like she has a hold over everyone around him and he hates it. He hates that he’s here against his will and has been completely stripped of all control.
Out of Body - 20/25
Out of Body - Chapter 20 - GuineapigQueen - Super Junior [Archive of Our Own]
Late at night Kyuhyun realises it. He understands the plot now. It’s not just listening devices… it’s Narae. She is listening. She is a bug. He should have known it from the start. She isn’t real… that’s why he can’t connect with her. She never was real and yet, he’s the only one who’s realised it. Although he suspects that his friends are also in on it. They want to keep him compliant, make him think that he has to look after this thing when actually it’s just been spying on him all along.
