I want dumbification but like nice. Like, tell me how proud you are of me when I answer simple questions even when they’re wrong, remind me that I don’t have to think, that I’m your dumb bunny and I have one purpose and that’s to be your sex toy, tell me how much you love seeing just nothing behind my eyes or watching me think harder then I should when asked something, tell me that I’m a good boy, tell me I’m pretty when I’m not thinking
all I want right now is to be praised softly: called a good boy, be told I’m doing so good, such a good baby boy, that’s it, you’re doing so well for me, keep going just like that, you’re amazing, my sweet boy.
i’d love to be talked to like a little pup or kitty. tell me “atta girl” when i do something good for you, when i accomplish something. pet my head when i sit still while you collar me. go “aww” when you see me sitting pretty, giving you my eyes, whenever i do all da cute things. snap at me when i run from your advances, grab me by my leash and pick me up while i giggle and drool. pet me better when you make me whimper and squirm! it makes me feel so warm and loved, u just want da best for me.
drugged pet treats that make it hard to think, make me feel a fuzzy and hot and needy, getting a treat every time I follow a simple command, getting praised more and more as I get dumber and dumber, not being able to think about anything except obeying and the rewards for obeying, caught in a cycle of command-obey-praise-treat-get dumber
Okay but I would really love it if someone were to pin me down & force me to cum again and again while whispering condescending praise in my ear.
“Hush now love, I’ve got you, you can give me one more”, while I thrash and cry from the overstimulation. Be sweet to me as you torture me & remind me that I’m not in control
I forgot to mention how I completely feel the Holy Spirit’s presence when I’m with other gay Christians. Revoice had chosen what I thought was a fitting theme song for the weekend.
Oh how good it is When the family of God Dwells together in spirit In faith and unity.
This was a chosenfamily (if you will, from Grant Hartley’s talk) of God. We not only chose God, but we chose to come together in Christ and our united experiences as LGBT and SSA Christians.
Where the bonds of peace, Of acceptance and love Are the fruit of His presence Here among us.
Hundreds of SSA Christians are simply not accepted at their churches. How beautiful it is to finally be in a place where He is present, and acceptancesurrounds us. This acceptance and love was what drew me to Christ, but it was also what I feared not having because of my sexual orientation. Tears from this.
CHORUS So with one voice we’ll sing to the Lord And with one heart we’ll live out His word Till the whole earth sees The Redeemer has come For He dwells in the presence of His people.
This was the theme of the conference. We are singing to revoice what has been told to us by those who don’t understand. We are singing to our Redeemer and coming as we are.
Oh how good it is On this journey we share To rejoice with the happy And weep with those who mourn.
I couldn’t help but rejoice with those who are making strides in their churches, and it deeply, deeply pained me to hear stories of oppression and misunderstanding by others. Simply hearing how Christians could simply could not come out because they were mistreated or ignored made my heart ache. (Double weeping on my part from this verse).
For the weak find strength The afflicted find grace When we offer the blessing Of belonging.
Offering the blessing of belonging had a huge impact on individuals I met. A couple of them had never met another gay Christian before. I know how lonely it feels to be the only gay person in a church.
I’ve sung this song dozens of times, but I never realized what it means for LGB Christians:
Oh, it chases me down, fights ‘til I’m found, leaves the ninety-nine
This to me represent’s Christ’s love for the marginalized. Roughly 4% of American adults identify as LGBT. Yet the church often forgets we exists. Christ’s love doesn’t just settle with “well, at least I have the majority.” He chases down and loves every single one of his sheep.
There’s no shadow You won’t light up Mountain You won’t climb up Coming after me There’s no wall You won’t kick down No lie You won’t tear down Coming after me
The shadow here for me was how dark the church feels when no one’s talking about LGBT people. It took me 8 years in church to finally hear a message on homosexuality. The lie that Jesus tore down was the lie that “you can’t be gay and be Christian.” My friends came from several churches who believed this lie, and I can’t stress enough how heartbroken I am when my friends hear this lie be preached over and over.
I’m not saying that these songs were written about LGBT people, but it’s so clear to me why and how God loves His LGBT children.
