a/n: my first public writing piece ever! please be nice, i’m sensitive :) let me know what you think and if i should publish the entire thing. this is a small part of a bigger series that i want to do and also this is not the first part, just the first part that i wrote! i’ve been wanting to do an OBX rewrite for a long time, please let me know what you think! this is a snippet of a rewrite of ep 6 of s2.
Series Summary: Rafe Cameron and Josephine Whittaker. The couple of the Outer Banks. Nobody knew how they made it work. He was brash, arrogant, and viewed pogues as nothing more than the scum on the bottom of his shoe. She was soft-spoken, kind, and despised the social and financial hierarchy. Polar opposites who somehow fell in love. But when the two are caught up in a whirlwind of events surrounding half-a-billion dollars in gold and a historic cross, their love will be tested to the fullest extent.
Preview Summary: Jo goes to make a deal with an unexpected ally.
Pairing: Rafe Cameron x OC (*Rafe isn’t in this snippet, though)
Warnings: swearing, mentions of drugs (weed), Barry being a little creepy, not edited
Leaves crunch under her feet after every step. She already sees the beginnings of the mud that caked the bottom of her white Steve Maddens making their way to the sides, becoming more visible the more they trekked through it. She cringes, thinking about how much of a bitch they’re going to be to clean. Her mom was going to have a whole fit if she caught sight of them. She briefly wonders why she wore sneakers, but remembers it’s because her only other options were her sandals and it’s better her shoes be caked in mud rather than her feet.
Y’know what, I’ll just buy a new pair, she thinks as she steps in a particularly deep patch of mud, effectively ruining her current pair. She never stops walking though, her end destination being worth more than ruining a $75 dollar pair of shoes.
She finally stumbles upon the rundown trailer, a place she’d only ever been once before, but had never set foot in. She remembers seeing it through the passenger window of Rafe’s truck, but only for a short moment before he was grabbing what he needed and pulling out of there faster than he had pulled in.
She knew he didn’t want her there longer than she had to be.
She hesitates going up to the front door, realising how out of place she must look. Her stark white jeans, crop top, and (formerly) white shoes are a stark contrast to her surroundings. She’s grateful she didn’t drive because she’s sure her all-white BMW convertible would’ve stuck out like a sore thumb even more than herself.
Climbing the few steps up to the porch, she hesitates again. What was she even going to say? She had rehearsed it over and over again on the way but suddenly couldn’t remember anything she was going to say
Fuck it, she thinks before raising her fist and knocking on the screen door three times.
“Who is it?” a gruff voice shouts from within the house.
“Um, I’m looking for Barry,” she shouts back, trying to keep her voice as steady as possible.
She hears footsteps approaching and she takes a couple seconds to take in her surroundings. The wood is rotten and the floor beneath her creaks with every movement, the off-white, gray-ish color the house had faded into making the house seem dingier than it probably once was.
Not dingy, no, that’s rude, she thinks. Old, just old, She decides.
The screen door swings open, startling her out of her own thoughts. She has to move back quickly to avoid it hitting her, the floorboard beneath her letting out a discouraging squeak.
She comes face to face with Barry, or so she assumes. She hadn’t formally met him, only heard his name from around town and from Rafe a couple of times, but it wasn’t hard to tell. His black hair is pulled back in a ponytail and his outfit consists of a worker’s jumpsuit stained in what looks like grease. He leans against the doorframe with a cigarette hanging from his mouth, eying Jo with curiosity.
“Now, what’s a pretty lil’ thing like you doing out here?” he asks, eyes raking down her body.
Everything she practiced goes out the window and the only thing she can manage is, “I need your help.”
He tongues the inside of his cheek and chuckles.
“Well, you’ve come to the right place,” he says with a smirk. He opens the door a little wider and beckons her inside, the smell of weed becoming so strong Jo has to resist the urge to wrinkle her nose in disgust. She knows he’s got the wrong idea of what she wants from him, so she figures she has to say something else quick.
“Now, I usually save my good shit for the regulars, but for a pretty lil’ thing like yourself I could–”
“It’s about Rafe.”
Even though his back is turned, she can see him visibly tense at the mention of her boyfriend’s name. She doesn’t know whether or not to take this as a good sign, so she takes a tentative step inside the house. He turns around slowly to face her, making her regret the step she just took. Then he starts to laugh.
Wait, what?
“Well, I’ll be damned,” Barry chuckles, cracking himself up even more, “If it isn’t Mrs. Country Club herself. A pleasure to finally meet you, princess. ”
She cringes internally at both the nicknames he’d given her.
“You two are quite the talk of the town, y’know? Kook prince and kook princess. Try to bring you up around Country Club but he goes apeshit. Said he doesn’t want you involved in this shit,” he smirks. “If only he could see you now.”
“Can I explain or are you just going to keep making fun of me?” she says with a sudden burst of bravery. The frustration and lack of sleep from worrying had manifested itself into a short temper these last few days and her patience was wearing thin.
Barry’s face doesn’t falter, only throwing his hands up in mock surrender before taking a seat on the couch.
“To what do I owe the pleasure, Mrs. Cameron?” he jabs, kicking his feet up on the coffee table in front of him. “What’s your name again, sweetheart? Jessica? Jenny? Julia?”
“Josephine.”
He snaps his fingers in the air as if he finally remembered even though she knew he couldn’t give less of a fuck.
She takes a deep breath before speaking, afraid that if she doesn’t start now she’ll lose her courage.
“Rafe needs help. Like actual, real help. The longer Ward is able to tell him what to do, the worse he’s going to get and I’m afraid of what’s going to happen when worse comes to worst,” she starts, willing herself not to cry in front of Barry. She has a gut feeling that he wouldn’t be the most sympathetic.
“Rose isn’t going to do anything about it as long as Ward’s involved. I don’t want Wheezie to be involved any more than she is. He doesn’t trust Sarah. He doesn’t trust anyone right now except for me and, for some reason, you,” she states as she crosses her arms defensively. She wishes she could do this on her own but she knows deep down that Rafe opens up more to Barry than he does to her. She ignores the pit in her stomach that forms at that thought.
“We’re his best shot at getting the help that he needs.”
Barry’s face has dropped from the amused grin he had before, his jaw now clenched with a scowl. He kisses his teeth before scoffing, “What makes you think I want to help him, let alone you?”
“Because I know you’ve noticed. And I know you’ve been letting him stay here from time to time,” she challenges. Though they never crossed paths often, Jo knew Barry had been Rafe’s first point of contact with this whole Ward-John B-Sarah situation. Another blow to her chest.
“As for me,” she says, reaching into her crossbody slowly just in case he thinks she has a weapon, “I have this.”
Barry’s eyes lock on the wad of cash between her fingers and she knows she’s got him. If she’d learn anything from being a kook, it’s that everyone has a price. Wildly unethical, but necessary when you lived in a place like the Outer Banks. She throws the wad towards him, watching as he catches it and begins to inspect it.
“And how do I know you won’t fuck me over like your lil’ boyfriend did?” he asks, never taking his eyes off the cash.
“Because there’s more where that came from,” she promises. “And I know you’ll be able to do it.”
Barry ponders for a moment before his amused grin returns.
a/n: omg wish i could tell you how nervous i am about this shit lmao i really hope you guys like this , pls leave me a comment as always and let me know what you think! sorry its so long oops
Summary: Rafe Cameron gets everything he’s ever wanted in twenty short minutes.
Warnings: swearing, underage drinking, mentions of blood, mentions of a car accident, many poorly researched little things that i won’t put here bc spoilers
You yell out for him the second you enter the foyer of Tannyhill, shopping bags in one hand and keys in the other. He’d given you a key months ago, under the pretense of watering the plants in the kitchen during the days that everyone is at work. Rose had raised an eyebrow at him and Ward had rolled his eyes, but they didn’t protest. They love you too much.
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can y’all imagine the pure chaos that would ensue if jj and sarah really do turn out to be twins which would in turn would mean that jj is half related to rafe?
i feel like that would definitely make jj & rafe hate each other even more lol
also i feel like jj would HIGHKEY be disgusted because he definitely found sarah attractive at one point and he wouldn’t be able to look at her the same
“When are you going to make the move?” asks kiara as she sits on your bed.
“I don’t know what you mean” you reply cluelessly. Of course you know what she means, but you don’t like to talk about it.
“you and jj? Since we were at the motel, he doesn’t stop talking about you. Come on, he’s always hitting on you” says Kie with a smile.
“even if he does kie, i’m not making the first move. If he wants me he should show it” you smile wickedly.
“Right right… Forgot you were a fucking bad bitch” Kie says laughing.
“I’ll take that as a compliment” you wink.
You actually wouldn’t be uninterested in Jj, but you’re the kind of girl who needs the boy to approach her.
It’s not like you don’t like to make the first move, why not, you have nothing to lose. But you want to know if Jj has the guts.
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It is evening and you are at a party at the Camerons. Jj and you don’t let each other out of your sight. Especially when alcohol is involved, it gets even more interesting for the two of you.
You dance to the music in the living room. You’re wearing a slightly shorter tight dress and moving damn well to the music.
You suddenly feel hands sliding over your hips.
“Hey baby girl” he says with a rough, deep voice.
“Hey Jj” you say without turning around. JJ slides his hands over your body and comes closer to your neck with his head. You feel his warm breath on your skin.
“Turn around” he whispers in your ear and you turn around. To provoke him, you put your arms over his shoulders. His hands are still on your hips as you dance together. You lean your head closer to JJ. Closer and closer to his lips. Just as he’s about to kiss you, you lean back again with a smile, and walk away.
“What was that dude?” says John B with a confused look and raised eyebrows.
“I don’t know man this girl is driving me crazy” says jj and bites his lip.
After a while, y'all go home to the chateau, separated and staggered from each other. You all sleep there tonight. JJ insisted on accompanying you when you wanted to leave. On the way home there is a strange, tense silence.
When you arrive, JJ stands at the door of his room and makes a move with his head that you should come here. You go into his room and he slams the door. You get goose bumps. Jj looks you in the eyes while he takes off his shirt. His muscles and this sight makes you weak.
“Make me,” you say. Jj looks to the side with a smile. Then he makes a movement with his hand so that you come to him. He takes off your dress and you stand in front of him in only your red underwear. He looks up and down your body as you are suddenly crashed against the door. Jjs hand goes higher and higher to your neck with some pressure. Jj comes closer to your ear as he goes down your body with his hand.
“I’m going to make you scream tonight” he says and then crashes his lips on yours. He takes off your underwear while you open his pants. He pulls down his pants.
Jj pushes you onto the bed right after and as wet as you are he pushes right into you. You cry out for a moment.
He gets faster and faster while he slides his hand over your body.
“JJ” you moan
“yeah, who makes your legs shake baby girl” moans JJ.
“you JJ, fuck” you groan.
You both fuck the whole night and notice nothing around you. The others are already home. And obviously the walls of the chateau are not the thickest…..
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“Hey guys” you say the next morning as you go out to the others sitting on the porch.
“hey girl” says Kie as she gives you a weird look.
“What you got there?….right there on the neck” says Kie and the others look at you too.
“Oh…um yeah mosquito bite” you say.
“Sure” says Pope laughing.
“And here comes the mosquito” you say smiling as Jj comes out as well.
“Well” says John b and the others respond the same.
“Why are you people looking at me like that? It’s because I look so good right” says Jj as he sits down on a chair.
“Nevermind” says Kie.
“So you two, how was last night?” asks John b curiously, looking over at Pope, Sarah and Kie.
“what are you talking about?” you ask with a questioning look.
“Wait wait wait… it went a little like this” says Pope and starts singing and making fake gestures and mimics with his face
“Take it slow"
"Put it down on me” Sarah adds
“I said jump on it” says Kie
“Ride like a pony” says John b with a fake moan.
They all just laugh.
„Oh JJ" groans John b laughing.
Jj bows, as if they were applauding.
„Okay but dude, like you guys should be proud of me, shouldn’t you?“ says Jj smiling at you
"we could not not hear you guys you were so loud” John b laughs and the others admit.
“Yeah she was” says Jj quietly, in thoughts, kinda looking at you.
“What?” asks Pope
“What? Oh uh nothing” replies Jj
Jj sits down next to you and looks over to you.
“I knew you’d like that di-” says Jj but you interrupt him
“Just shut up” you say as Jj gives you a smirk.
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Summary: you’re on the way to the motel… Jj talks about hitting on you without him noticing that you’re behind
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You are sitting on the HMS Pogue and are on the way to the motel from which you have the key.
It is a wrecked, run down motel. Everything is devastated by the storm.
(Jj whistles) “I thought the chateau looked bad.”
“This place is a shitshow” john b comments.
“Motel or meth lab?” Ki asks curiously
“Definitely meth lab” you say
“You be the judge” adds john b
“Doesn’t look like a place anyone with a Grady-White stays” says John b
“No, looks like a place someone with a Grady-White would be killed” says Pope
“Alright here we go. (This is your captain speaking, HMS Pogue comin in for landing)” says Jj pretending to talk into a radio.
Jj hops off the boat and gives a “Whoo!”. He begins to tie up the boat.
“We good?” asks John b
“Yeah, we good” replies Jj.
“Alright. Here goes nothing” says John b as he gets off the boat.
“Hey… don’t let him do anything stupid” says Pope pointing at Jj.
“Oh we will” says Jj and you give him a look
“Of course you will” you say and Jj smirks at you.
“I don’t make promises” says John b
“Oh man… Hey Y/N can’t you go with them?” says Kie
“Yeah, you can watch me” says Jj and winks at you with a smile
“they’ll be fine” you say and sit down.
“Be careful” Kiara says to John b and gives her the key.
“I mean it”
“Yeah” John b laughs and the two of them leave.
The two boys go up to the room.
“just be so careful john b” says jj as he touches john b in the face.
“God you’re so weird” John b pushes Jj away.
Meanwhile Pope convinces you to go up.
“Come on Y/N he only listens to you when it comes to him doing shit” says pope desperately.
“Okay okay…chill, I’m going” you say and head up the stairs.
You walk behind the two who don’t even notice you.
“What the hell was that about?” asks jjohn b
“I don’t know maybe she wants us to be careful” John b looks at Jj.
“Since she heard you’re being threatened with exile, she’s just been, like, "Oh be so careful John b” Jj massages John b’s shoulders.
“Get off” John b says annoyed.
“Oh, just give me that John D already” JJ moans and you have to hold back a giggle.
“When are you gonna swoop on that, man?”
“Bro you know the rule, no pogue on pogue macking”.
“Besides you’re the one always hitting on both of the girls” says John b
“Woah woah, I’m not hitting on both girls, if I am then Y/N. And of course I’m hitting on Y/N. She’s a super hot, rich chick slumming with us…. Why? I can’t figure it out either, but who cares bro?” says John b
“Yeah but you haven’t tried it out yourself have you?” says John b
“No dude I’m not going to ruin everything with her. But with Kiara you can’t mess anything up man…. she obviously likes you” says Jj
“You need help. Not a little help, but a lot of help” says John b
“It’s like, any girl that has a heartbeat, you’re like "uuuuh” as in Y/N" John b fakes a moan
“What, it’s not a big deal. And you can’t blame me bro, just look at her” says John b
“Is that us? 29?” says john b
“Interesting conversation you guys are having ” you say and stand next to them.
“Wait… what are you doing here?” asks John b, confused.
“Pope insisted that I keep an eye on Jj” you say.
“okay but since when…since when are you behind us?” asks Jj looking over at John b
“A while” you giggle
“That is… have you been listening to us?” asks Jj and you nod.
“Okay guys no time for that…. this is it” john b says pointing to the door.
Jj walks closer to the door and knocks on it a few times “Housekeeping” he says in a high pitched voice. He opens the door and you go in.
“Here’s a jacket… no name on the jacket” says Jj.
“It’s a nice jacket though”
“Jj we don’t steal anything” you say and give him a look
“Well…” says Jj
“Definitely over 50 he has New Balances” John b looks around.
Jj walks over to the bathroom with his flashlight.
“Coffee?” asks John b
“Yeah…standard…tissues for when you get lonely” says Jj
“Who leaves a hotel room like this?” you say as you follow Jj.
“Ooooh… here’s a great dopp kit you won’t let me steal” says Jj and you take it from his hand.
“Exactly Jay” you say and stand in front of him. He looks at you with a smile and puts something in his pocket.
“JJ” you say
“Shh” JJ holds his finger in front of your mouth and looks you in the eyes.
In the meantime John B opens the save with a number on a piece of paper.
“You’re gonna want to see this” he says and we get closer. John B holds up a bundle of bills.
“Dude dude dude” says jj as he pulls out a gun.
“Put the gun back Jj” says John b.
“this is a fucking spendy gatt man. Just… Bam! Bam!” Jj pretends to shoot.
“Jj we don’t steal anything” John b holds Jj by his top.
“Just take a pic of me. Right here” says Jj to John b
“You want me to take a pic of you? You wanna make our own incriminating evidence? Is that what you’re talking about?” says John b and you laugh while Jj looks confused.
“Jj you are such a fool” you say and roll your eyes.
Then you hear a noise and John b rushes to the window.
“Cops” he says and you all go out the window as fast as you can. John b goes to the right of the window and presses himself against the wall. While Jj follows you to the left. You stand with your back to the wall and Jj in front of you. Your bodies are pressed together.
“Jj remember I was supposed to have an eye-” you say but Jj holds his hand in front of your mouth and looks at you.
Jj looks at the window as he drops the gun. You all squint your eyes and the gun crashes to the floor with a loud noise.
“You’re unbelievable” you say and Jj smirks slightly.
After a few minutes you jump down and get on the boat.
“well that was fun” Jj laughs
“Could have warned us a little sooner”
“We could have, except Pope was on the math team” says Kie.
“You were on the math team?” asks Jj laughing.
“At least he has a brain and the ability to think unlike you” you say looking at Jj.
“Have you been keeping an eye on him? Did you at least find something?” pope asks you
“Well…” you say
“did we find anything? No, I don’t think so. Oh yeah, we did” Jj holds up the money and the gun
“Dude what? Why would you take that from a crime scene?” Jj stands up in a huff
“Better than the cops having it” says Jj.
“You’re such a dick” you say and look away. Jj sits down next to you.
“Yeah but you like that dick don’t you?” he smirks.
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Short summary: you are at a party on the beach and topper and rafe talk shit about you. Jj is a little too protective of you though. He pulls out a gun and stuff…You two have a big fight and when you go to apologize Jj is sitting in a jacuzzi….
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You and Jj are happier than ever. He is the best you could ever have imagined. But for the last few days he’s been very strange. You know about his bail he has to pay because he sacrificed himself for Pobe of the police. But he is so reserved with you and so cold. You don’t know what to do.
That night you had a party on the beach. A lot of people were there. Topper comes to you.
“Hey you sweet princess, can I get you a nice drink?” he asks laughing.
“Topper watch your mouth!” says Jj as he comes towards you
“Or what? Will the little princess be defended again?” says Rafe as he looks at Topper and laughs, pretending to be a crying baby with his hands.
Jj runs to him and slaps him in the face and he does not stop
“I SAID WATCH YOUR MOUTH! ” Jj yells and punches the shit out of Rafe.
“JJ STOP” you say worried.
“GO Away” he yells.
You step in and try to get Jj out as you get a punch from Rafe.
“FUCK, Rafe I swear you wish you were dead right now” says Jj as he hits harder and harder.
“Your girlfriend looks really hot for a Pogue JJ” says Rafe out of breath as he takes your hand and pulls you towards him.
Jj takes a gun out of his trousers and points it at Rafe.
“I swear to you, don’t touch her! say one more word…” says Jj
“Omg JJ” cries Kiara.
“Put the fucking gun down” says Pobe
Jj does not listen to any of this and continues. He shoots in the air.
“WHAT TO FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?” you shout to Jj when you can no longer hold on.
The gun falls out of his hand and he looks over at you while he is still sitting on Rafe.
“What the hell is wrong with you” you say again
He now gets up and walks towards you.
“what did you say?” he says with a look you have never seen on him before.
“you could have killed someone, you don’t realize that. ‘damn it!’ you say aloud
"I was just trying to protect you. What the fuck are you trying to tell me?!” he says angrily.
“JJ, why are you like this? What’s going on with you?’ you say.
He comes closer with an aggressive look.
"NO go away from me!” you scream loudly. You were scared.
“Wow. So you don’t want me to touch you anymore. OK PRINCESS I’ll walk away from you, but don’t come crying to me later… you stupid bitch” he says pissed
“JUST FUCK YOU JJ” you scream in tears and run away.
“FUCK” yells JJ and kicks his foot in the sand.
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You haven’t seen each other since that day. It’s been a week and a half…
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At JohnBs
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“JJ come out you must eat” shouts JohnB through his cabin.
“Leave me the fuck alone JohnB” he says angrily
JohnB pulls him out and they sit down on the porch.
“JJ why don’t you go and see her? It’s been a long time since you’ve seen each other. Why do you wait so long, go to her. I can see how it hurts you” says JohnB
“I can’t… Shit I have to pay for restitution, I have to deal with my dad, I have to go to my girlfriend and make everything alright … "I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE. Fuck it, I mean nothing fucking matters any more,” says Jj and goes home.
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At Kiaras
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“I think I’ll go and see him now. It has been so long and he is not coming. Damn it. I must go to him."
It’s already dark and you’re going to his place.
When you get there, you see a hot tub? Yeah, a hot tub. And JJ’s in it.
"What the fuck? JJ, did you buy that?” you say angrily
“heyyyyyy you..yes I did” he says laughing.
He’s sitting there with a bottle of champagne in his hand in his sunglasses. He has his golden chain on which you find so attractive. He is obviously drunk.
“How much did that cost?” you say
“Um… well with the generator, the petrol and oh express delivery… pretty much all of it.” he says
“ALL OF IT? You spend all the money in one day?"
"yeah burned a whole right through my pocket….but I mean like, come on, like, look at this” he says smiling.
“so what? Can’t a man have a little luxury in his life? Come on all this scrimpin’ and scrapin’… (he starts to sound whiny)… I mean like… you only live once, right? Enough of this emotional shit. Get in the cats ass. Come on….That’s what I named her” says JJ
“Oh I almost forgot”
He is turning on a glowing disco ball that is hanging from a tree.
“Yeah that’s right. I know…Disco mode…That’s right baby.” he says with a desperate smile.
“Are you kidding me? You could’ve paid for restitution. You could have done anything to help people or to help YOU. "Anything would have been better”, you say angrily.
Jj looks away with his hand going over his face.
“Okay well you know what? I didn’t do that!” he yells.
Meanwhile he stands up and you see an unbelievable amount of bruises and injuries on his upper body.
“I got a hot tub. For my friends. You know what, screw friends. I got a hot tub for you, my family.” he says and he starts to cry a little while talking.
“What the hell” you say
“I got this for you! Look what I did for you babe. All right? Look at this!
"JJ” you say with a worried look and tears in your eyes.
“no just stop being emotional. It’s fine okay.” he says crying
“I mean it’s sweet-right? Everything. Just get in” he sobs as you come and hug him
“I just couldn’t do it.. I CANT TAKE HIM ANYMORE” he says and cries out loud.
“I was gonna kill him” he says as he collapses and bursts into tears.
“I just wanted to do the right thing you know”
“I know baby…I know” you say also sobbing while holding him in your arms.
“Baby” says Jj
“Yeah, baby?” you say.
“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I called you that and I got so mad, I just… I wanted to protect you. I couldn’t stand to lose you,and I couldn’t live with myself. You’re the only person who can give me a hold. I couldn’t hold myself back because I can’t stand anyone hurting you or talking to you like that,” says Jj still tearfully.
“Baby, it’s all right. I’m sorry too I shouldn’t have overreacted like that. Jj I am always here for you. I will always stand behind you, you know that. You won’t lose me. I was only worried about you because you had a gun and I was scared,” you say desperately.
“scared of me.” Jj answers with tears in his eyes.
“No… I-I… you came at me so aggressively, I…"
"Oh my god…baby you thought I was gonna hit you. Hurt you? YOU?…..I’m becoming my dad. I am my dad. I can’t take this any more. I can’t take it. You’re too good for me,” he says sobbing and walks away from you.
“No,baby,wait… wait” you call after him"
“How could you think I would hurt you? How can I be such a bad person that I make you feel like I’m going to hurt you? Baby… I… I can’t do this. I would never do anything to hurt you. You’re my life,my world,my angel. "Babe, I’m such a piece of shit…” he says.
“No Jj stop. Stop it. You are not a piece of shit. I love you baby i was scared for you. I always will be. And I couldn’t stop myself. Only you got so aggressive, I was just scared,” you say.
“Babe I don’t know how to apologize. I’m so sorry,I just… just…”
“Say it” you say and look at him
“I hate him. He is to blame for everything. He turns me into this person who calls you a fucking bitch. I mean, how?” he says.
“Baby I know. I know. But you have me. I’m all yours and that’s not gonna change."
"You’re only mine, right?!” he says worriedly
“Forever” you promise him.
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Summary: at a party, Kie blurts out that you start liking Jj. After Jj and you ignoring e/o, the Pogues decide to leave you alone on the boat to sort things out….
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Today is a party at Sarah’s. Well, what does party mean. Her parents are at the Bahamas and the six of you want to hang out.
When you arrive, you sit outside on the veranda. Jj gets you a couple of beers and you have fun.
“I think we need to toughen up a bit” Sarah says as she stands up and grabs some tequila from the shelf. All you can hear is cheering. Tequila is your weakness. You love it but you shouldn’t drink too much of it.
“I’m so in today,” says Ki and drinks from the bottle.
“Woah easy Ki” says Pobe and takes the bottle from her hand.
After a few shots and a lot of beer you are all pretty drunk. But not as drunk as Ki. You could say she really got into it.
Kiara stands in front of you all the time and dances wildly. It’s funny. And sometimes you join in.
“Hey you guys… you’re… cute” she says dancing and looking at you and Jj. You just sit next to each other. Nothing special.
“Thank you” says Jj and looks at you.
“Guys guys I’ve never seen her SO drunk.” Says JohnB and laughs
“You know what’s funny. No…. not funny but I think it’s so cute because Y/N is soooo into JJ.” Says Ki still dancing
“Ou…” you hear Pobe and JB say from the side.
You can’t believe what she just said. Everyone is quiet. Your heart beats faster and you blush. You see JJ’s shocked face from the side.
“No… what? That… is not true” you say.
“Yes it is… you just don’t want to admit it… but you always come up to me and you’re like "omg Ki Jj looks so hot” or “I miss Jj”. I swear she would want to have sex with you" Ki says drunkenly as she realises that was too much.
“Oh really?… man I didn’t know that…” says jj laughing and looking at you.
“Ugh fuck that” you say, getting up and walking away.
Jj follows you.
“Wait wait wait… where are you going Y/N?” asks Jj and you stop.
“Home.” You reply.
“So…” says Jj but you interrupt him.
“This is not something I want to talk about right now, I’m pissed as hell at Kiara and I want to go home Jj!” You say annoyed and keep walking
“Okay. Good. But I’m definitely not letting you go alone. I’ll go with you” says Jj and takes you home.
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Today is a party on the beach.
Ki apologized multiple times now but you didn’t answer.
You have not continued to talk to Jj about what Ki said.
You just got into a conversation with a boy.
“Hey, can I get you anything?” says a boy, daniel, with whom you have often talked, leaning against a tree.
“No, but thanks” you say
“So why is a pretty girl like you here all alone?” he asks and smiles
“Oh, I was just gonna get a drink”
“I’ll fix you something” he says and winks at you
“Oh thank you” you answer smiling
Jj looks at you. You see how jealousy goes up in him when he sees you with the guy.
“Jj are you okay?” says JohnB
“I’m fine” Jj says without taking his eyes off you.
“What are you looking at? Did something happen between you two?” asks Pope
“no, why should it” says Jj and looks over to the others
“you’ve been staring at them all evening” says Ki
“It just makes me sick,” says Jj
“I can’t understand why she even talks to him,” he explains.
“I mean, nobody can. She hated him back then” admits JohnB.
“She still does,” says Jj angrily
“Doesn’t look like it,” Pope notes
Jj looks over to you. You hug the guy and you laugh together.
“Hey guys” you say smiling
“So you and that guy there,” Jj says without even looking at you.
“He has a name Jj. It’s daniel” you say annoyed
“Oh sorry miss. So you two? You and DANIEL?” Jj replies
“Yeah, we like to hang out together. We’re not together or anything,” you say
“fucking bullshit” says Jj and looks at you
“What do you have now. That’s none of your business”
“You obviously like him.” Jj says angrily
“It’s so wrong” says Jj and kicks his foot in the sand
“why wrong?” you say
“Oh my God, we’re certainly not going to talk about that now” says Jj annoyed
“what the hell is wrong with you” you say out loud
“Nothing.. just maybe I thought that I’d mean something to you. But turns out, I don’t” says Jj
“I’m gonna go guys, I’ll see you later but I really don’t need to do that to myself” you say and go back to the guy who was obviously waiting for you
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So the others notice that you both like each other. But neither of you has managed to start a conversation. No one wants to make the first move. Even though Jj wanted to fight for you, and did, he doesn’t see the point of chasing after you after all this. And you don’t know what to do. You don’t know how to explain to him that you kind of like him too.
“Guys, we have to do something,” Johnb says to Pobe, Sarah and Ki.
“What are you talking about, you idiot?” asks Sarah with a laugh.
“I mean about Jj and Y/N…. it’s so obvious that they like each other and we know that. But they both don’t have the balls to do anything,” JohnB says.
“Yeah right… what do you have in mind?” asks Pobe curiously.
“Maybe we go for a ride on HMS Pogue and say we have a problem on the boat. Jj’s dad’s boat. It’s still in the water here at the chateau” says Ki
“Yeah… yeah and then have them help us and then we jump off the boat and drive away. We’ll leave them there to talk,” says Sarah.
“You girls are really great at making plans” says JohnB laughing.
“Good idea though,” adds Pobe.
And so they did. They planned everything and told you they needed help. They pick you up and drive you to the boat.
You get on it.
“What’s the problem?” says Jj
“Well, somehow the Phantom won’t start” says Sarah.
„The Phantom? Nah this baby works all the time. It’s like this girl is brand new guys" says Jj as he starts looking at the engine. You join in. Meanwhile Sarah and Johnb jump off the boat and drive away with the others on the HMS pogue.
“Guys she works. Everything normal here” says Jj as you two notice them driving away
“HEY WHAT THE HELL” you scream and run forward.
“YOU NEED TO TALK. AND NOW YOU HAVE TIME TO” JohnB shouts back.
You want to jump into the water but Jj stops you.
“Y/N it’s no use… they’re already gone” he says.
“ugh” you say and sit down. You sit there with just your bikini top and shorts. And Jj sits a little further away, topless and in his shorts.
At first you don’t talk. Jj is kind of pissed and you are pissed because he is pissed.
After a while it gets dark and you get some lights from the boat and put them on the deck.
Jj rolls a joint and smokes it.
“Ugh Jj, you can go away with that. I don’t want the smell” you say annoyed.
“Sorry… I’ll put it away” he says and throws the joint into the water.
“You don’t have to throw it away” you reply.
“Yes… it bothered you” he says.
Kind of sweet. Jj always cared about how you were and made sure you were okay. Even now.
By now it’s dark and you’re laying on cover under the open sky on the boat. You look at the stars.
“Hey Y/N” says Jj
“Yes” you say
“What was that yesterday?” he says as he turns to face you.
“You mean you got mad at me for talking to a kook?” you reply, still not looking at him.
“yes Y/N I am or was pissed as shit. Kooks are all the same. And fuck he just wants to fuck you. That’s just how they are” he says
“Oh wow Y/N don’t be prejudiced. Why are you reacting like this?” you ask and turn to face Jj.
“What the fuck Y/N? I thought you liked me? I thought it was worth fighting for you and that I had managed to get you when Ki blurted out the stuff,” Jj says, slightly angry.
“I… I know.”
“I’m sorry but I just wanted to distract myself a bit after that” you say.
“Distract? From what, me?” asks Jj slightly hurt.
“Yeah… yeah, kinda” you say.
“What was that Ki said yesterday? Do you really like me? Or do you still think I’m a player?” asks Jj.
“no… I mean yeah… so Ki was right Jay. I do like you. You fought so hard for me and you took it all so seriously I never expected that. You made me change my mind. I believe you. And I like you. I believe you Jj” you say
You see the relief in Jj’s eyes. He looks so happy.
“So you want to go through this with me? Do we want to get serious?” asks Jj
“Yes… yes I will go through with it with you” you say smiling.
“That is… no wait” says Jj and stands up. He kneels down in front of you.
“Will you be my girlfriend?” he asks with a smile.
“Of course Jj. Yes” you say laughing and he hugs you.
“I wanted to ask you that for so long” he smiles
“Y/N I promise to always be by your side” says Jj.
“Thank you Jay” you say
He comes closer and gives you a loving kiss
“It feels so good to know that you are mine now” Jj says with a smile and looks you in the eyes.
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After your conversation there was silence between you and Jj. He left and left you standing there. Somehow understandable, but somehow not. It was weird yesterday. You two have never talked about anything like that before. And was so jealous and everything.
You sit in your bed and think. The doorbell rings and you go to open it. When you open it, Jj is standing there.
“Hey… sorry I ran off. It just kind of messed me up, what you said and everything. Although you’re right.” Says jj and looks at you
“It’s okay” you say
“Look… I know I don’t have a good image. And all you hear about me is stuff like that. But I’m not a player anymore. Okay, I was. I admit that, but y/n believe me I saw you and everything changed. I like you Y/N” Says Jj
“How am I supposed to believe you, please?” You ask rolling your eyes.
“I promise you." He says and takes your hand
"Okay Jj no. I can’t. I can’t believe this” you say and take your hand away.
“You know what? That’s okay. CauseI will make you believe me. Y/N I will fight for you until I have you. I will do anything to make you believe me. Anything.” Says JJ and your heart does a few spins.
After saying this, JJ turns and walks away again. You are shocked. And his words have made you smile. He likes you……but you can’t. Not now.
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The next day you all want to go to the beach together. You go out with your surfboard and go to the beach. Once there, you see the crew. Jj comes up to you.
“Hey, you pretty girl. I have something for you” says JJ as he brings a bouquet of flowers from behind his back. They are red roses. Your favourite flowers.
“I know these are your favourite flowers so…” he says and gives you the flowers.
“Omg Jj thanks… for what?” you ask in amazement
“Just because. You deserve it.” says Jj and winks at you.
Moments like this happened many times over the next few weeks. Jj always brought you something. Whether it was your favourite chocolate, flowers, a bracelet, a note, or just a hug. You can always tell. That he fights for you.
You’re still seeing each other. But you haven’t had sex since the conversation. And that was a few weeks ago.
You’ve heard that phrase a lot in the last few weeks:
“We don’t have to have sex for me to enjoy my time with you. Let’s just talk and watch movies or something, I like that better right now."
Jj is very attentive and always listens to you. But that was also the case before. He was and is always there for you… and you start to worry.
You are unsure of what you want, how you feel, and what you should do. So you call Kiara to come over. She arrives 20 minutes later and you both sit on your bed talking.
"Hey sweetie, how are you?” Kiara asks as she sits down.
“I’m okay, I guess…” you reply uncertainly.
“What’s bothering you?” Ki asks, looking you in the eye.
“It’s jj… you know he told me he likes me. And that he wants to fight for me. And I admire all that and appreciate it very much. I thought it was just a joke at first, but he’s really serious about it. And I’m starting to think that I like him too. Quite a lot, actually.” Do you say
Only Kiara knows about it. But she doesn’t know that you two had a ‘thing’ together. That you had sex and stuff. Nobody knows that.
“Oh sweetie… I know. You think I didn’t know that. You’ve always secretly liked him. You always come up to me and tell me how hot he looks and stuff. Maybe you should tell him?” Says Ki
“No.. no. I want to wait. And you won’t tell him either.” you reply
“No no don’t worry Y/N” says Ki
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You and Jj keep doing your ‘thing’. The others don’t know about it but they’ve always noticed something with you. Nothing sexual but you are always together somehow.
You always sit together, always laugh together and there are almost no days when you don’t see each other. You are always teasing each other.
Besides, it’s kind of your thing to fight. Just for fun. Kind of wrestling. That’s your thing.
But now you can’t keep your hands off each other, especially in private. You don’t know what it is with you two. Or what it’s going to be. How it’s gonna work out. You’ve never talked about it.
You’re at the chateau right now. You’re hanging out, having a few beers.
JohnB and Sarah are fighting. For now. They haven’t seen each other in a very, very long time. It’s pretty out of character for them. But oddly, JohnB didn’t really seem like he cared. He seemed more… like he didn’t have a girlfriend. Like he forgot about it for a second. That’s not like him.
But you don’t know anything about it because you just got here.
But you can see that Johnb is weird.
“Hey JB, what’s up? Are you alright?” You ask JohnB as you join him on the couch. The others are in the kitchen.
“Yeah… yeah… I mean I’m fine… I’m fine” he says.
“Okay, no. That was one too many. I know there’s something wrong with you” you say and take his hand.
“You know… Sarah and I had a fight. Or rather, we’re still fighting. All the time I’m thinking: It’s okay and I’m fine. So I try to at least act like I am, but I’m not.” He says and looks down
“I’m so sorry about that… what’s the argument about? What’s the problem?” You ask worriedly
“It’s stupid. It really is. It was about Topper and him still coming to her and still being attached and all that shit.”
“Oh man. That sucks.” You say and hug him.
Jj has been watching you from the kitchen the whole time. He looks very annoyed. But he tries to hold it in.
“Nah let’s forget about it now. Do you want to go out with me for a bit?” He asks and stands up.
“Yeah sure” you say
You go outside and talk a bit. You practise a bit how JohnB could apologise to Sarah.
“Sarah… I’m sorry. I was stupid and didn’t think…. is that good?” JohnB asks. You just laugh.
“That wasn’t even close to enough. What do you think when you see her? Tell me. But tell it to me like I’m Sarah. So you can tell her too. Okay?” You say and smile
“Okay then…. Sarah… you are the most beautiful girl in the world
Meanwhile, Jj stands by the door. He is listening to you. But at the wrong time, of course.
…..You’re so pretty, so sweet, you turn my head. And god you’re so sexy. Um… I love…” says JohnB as Jj runs towards you.
“Hey what the fuck are you doing?!” Says JJ aggressively and pushes JohnB away from you.
“Jj chill it wasn’t like…” you say but are interrupted.
“Oh really? That’s what you’re going with? What the… JohnB what is this?” Jj asks him. Just as JohnB was about to tell the truth to calm Jj down, Jj interrupts him.
“So your little girlfriend dumps you for a while and you go straight for Y/N?” Says Jj and JohnB snaps. That was too much Maybank.
Johnb punches his best friend in the face.
“THINK BEFORE you throw something like that at someone BRO” he says and walks away.
“So you like JohnB… wow okay… that’s cool” jj says to you pissed off
“What? Jj. No! Oh my god we were just practicing. Well. How can I put this. JohnB wants to apologise to Sarah and I wanted to help him. He should practice it on me.” You say and roll your eyes
“Oh…” says Jj
“Yeah… oh… and even if. Like what the. Jj what does it have to do with you if I like someone. There’s nothing emotional about us Jj. We’re not together or anything. Just physically… right?” You say upset
That hurt Jj. Deep in his heart. He knew it but he always hoped you two were a 'thing’. Something that would last. But apparently not. He’s quiet. And his eyes are a little glassy.
“Right. Only physically,” he says, pissed off, and leaves.
“Jj wait. Why is this hitting you so hard?” You ask, turning him towards you by his arm.
“Because… I mean why? Why is it only physical? What’s stopping you from getting more serious?” Jj asks in a broken voice
“Jj I… I didn’t know you thought that but… I can’t. Okay? I can’t” you say
“Why? Tell me.”
“Because I don’t want to get hurt again, okay? Jj you are one of the biggest fuckboys I know. And you know it. You usually fuck a girl and then leave. Not because you’re a shitty person, but because that’s who you are. You don’t need anything serious. And you’ve made that very clear many times.
I mean, the others are already surprised that you can put up with me for so long. You are simply THE player jj. And I can’t do that. I’m too scared.” You say and somehow a stone falls from your heart. But somehow it doesn’t.
Jj stands there. Totally shocked by what you just said.
“That’s what you think of me?” Jj says and tears come to his eyes.
“This is what everyone thinks about you Jj” you say.
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So you and Jj are… kind of a thing. But also kind of not. You’ve been having sex a lot since the other day. But no one knows. You’re your own little secret. It’s just physical. Nothing emotional or anything. But sometimes it’s hard to keep it all a secret.
Today you want to go swimming.
You’re meeting at the chateau.
“Hey, Jb, how’s it going?” you say as you walk in.
“pretty good. As usual. How about you?” he asks and gives you a hug.
“Me too” you say and put your things down.
You go over to Jj who is sitting on the couch.
“Hey my queen” he says smiling and hugs you.
“So today we’re going swimming?” you ask as Ki and Pobe walk in the door.
“looks like it” says Pobe
“Well, I’m going to go and get changed” you say and disappear into the bathroom. You take off your shorts and top and get out your bikini. You put it on. It is white and quite tight. But you don’t mind.
“damn. Hola madame” says Jj as you come out of the bathroom. He looks you up and down and stands there with his mouth open.
You then go to the HMS Pogue.
You’re on JohnB’s boat and you’re going for a little ride. When you find a place, JohnB attaches the boat and you go swimming.
You then feel a slap on the ass.
“Jj” you say as you turn around.
“Sorry couldn’t help it” Jj says and smiles at you.
You are about to go into the water when Jj runs up behind you and lifts you over his shoulder.
“Watch out” he shouts and jumps into the water with you. Dumbass.
He can’t keep his eyes off you the whole time.
After a while, everyone goes back up to the boat. You have a few beers and just have fun.
You sit on Jj’s lap. As always.
“I like your new bikini. It suits you. You look really hot in it.” says jj.
“Thanks Jay,” you say, looking at the others.
Jj always wants to tease you a bit, he can’t help it.
He runs his hand along the clasp of your bikini top.
“Jj we are not alone here. The others see us,” you whisper nervously.
“I know princess… chill a bit” he says and runs his wet hand further down your body. God, this turns you on.
He now moves his hand forward to your belly and up to your bikini top.
“Jj!” you whisper.
“What? The others won’t notice” he says in your ear.
“Oh yes we do notice” says JohnB and the others nod.
“You guys are unbearable” says Ki.
Jj is always teasing you. You want to get back at him.
After swimming you go to the wreck. The wreck has long since closed, but Kiara brought you in because her father is the owner. So you are alone there. Sarah has also joined you.
Ki gets some snacks from the kitchen and takes a pack of cards from the shelf.
“So guys, up for a game of cards?” Ki asks as she sits down at the table with you. You agree.
JohnB and Sarah sit on the chairs. Kiara and Pobe each sit at the end of the table, and you and Jj sit on the bench next to each other.
You play a round of cards. Pobe wins. Of course he does, he is the genius of you all.
You start the next round. You decided to tease Jj a little. You go to his pants with your hand. He looks right at you. With big eyes. But he doesn’t seem to think it’s bad. You move your hand to his dick. You move your hand just the way he likes it. Jj looks at you in surprise and then tries to concentrate on the cards again.
“Jj, it’s your turn” says JohnB.
“What…oh…yeah yeah sure” he says and lays a card.
“What are you doing?” Jj asks quietly to you
“I don’t know what you mean J” you reply innocently.
“God…” says Jj
You keep moving your hand in the same motions. Then you put your hand near the zip of his trousers.
“Stop it Y/N please” he whispers to you but you just laugh.
You continue and Jj even has to moan once. The others all just look at him strangely and then continue.
“Listen, you’re sexy and all, but can we do this later?” he says nervously.
“I’m not doing anything Jj” you say provocatively and continue.
You open his trousers and move your hand inside. You start to move your hand up and down his dick. You see how this makes him weak. He asks you to stop but you don’t stop. You notice that he also finds it kind of horny. You move your hand faster and faster but always so that the others don’t notice.
“Fuck” says Jj.
“What’s going on with you man?” asks Sarah, the others just laugh.
“Baby I’m about to cum” says Jj quietly to you. He never called you baby before.
You smile and make him come.
“Damn” says Jj.
“That’s what you get for teasing me all the time” you say and smile.
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Today is a windy day. It stormed yesterday and the Outer Banks is pretty devastated. You and the Pogues spent last night at Sarah’s. She snuck you in because her house is the safest. Whatever. You want to go surfing today because the waves are perfect for it. It was Jj’s idea, of course, but you’re up for it, even if it’s a bit dangerous. You have arrived at the beach.
Everyone is there. Even Sarah. JohnB has persuaded her. After a few laps on the surfboard you get out of the water. Jj follows you.
“Hey what are you doing?” he asks. When you turn around you see him standing there with his surfboard under his arm. In his swimming trunks in his hot body. He runs his hand through his wet hair. Wait, what?
“Hello Y/N is anyone there? The sight is too hot to think straight, right?” he says laughing.
“You jerk. I was about to go back to the chateau.” you say.
“Oh okay… I’ll come with you” he says and runs to you and hugs you from behind.
“Hey guys we’re going back to JohnBs” Jj calls and you leave.
The others call out that they will join you later.
What was going through your mind just now? Jj is your best friend… not your crush. You are even each other’s wingman. Well.
You’ve arrived at the chateau and you’re going in. You go to JohnB’s room, where your clothes are, to change.
“Privacy please?” you say to jj as you take off your bikini top.
You sit on the bed and look questioningly over at Jj who is leaning against the door frame. He takes off his shirt and sits down next to you.
“What… what are you doing Jj?” you ask in surprise.
“I want to undress now"
"I know” he says and looks at you. He bites his lip and looks down your body. He runs his hand along your stomach.
“But it’s not like I can’t keep you company” he whispers.
He moves his hand further and further down and has now reached your bikini bottoms. You are breathing heavily and his movements make you weak. What is happening right now? He goes further down and puts his hand inside your bikini bottoms.
“Jj…what…what are you doing” you moan lightly.
“The others are about to come"
He now guides his fingers inside you and makes you moan. Then he stops.
"What why…..why do you stop” you ask.
“I mean… You’re right… the pogues are about to come” he says smiling and walks out of the room.
“I’ll kill you Maybank” you say and throw a pillow at him. You only hear him laughing.
In fact, the others arrive a few minutes later, by which time you have changed. You and Jj go out and sit by the hammocks. The others join you.
“So what did you do when we weren’t here?” asks JohnB as he sits down with a beer.
“Nothing, we were just… talking I guess” says Jj. Jj looks at you and takes your hand. He points to his lap and you sit down on his lap.
As the others talk about the waves and how great the surfing was, Jj whispers something to you.
“You looked hot in your bikini” he whispers and makes you smile.
“I mean… you looked pretty good too Jay” you say back.
You both just look at each other, not even noticing that the others are no longer talking
“We can hear you.” says ki
“God it’s like you’re Rose and Jack. So inseparable” says Pobe and everyone laughs.
Rose and Jack. Yes, that fits somehow.
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You met the Pogues a few weeks ago. Or rather Jj first. And now you and him are inseparable. You’re part of their little crew now.
Jj is your best friend. You are inseparable and do everything together. At first you two didn’t like each other. Or rather you hated each other. But now you are the best friends.
You are not well at all today. You got your period this morning and you have very bad cramps. It’s already evening and you’re sitting in your bed. Suddenly there is a knock at the window.
It’s jj. He often comes to your window in the evening to do something with you, to go for a walk or just to talk.
You open the window.
“Hey you, do you want to go to the beach for a while? The waves are awesome,” Jj says with a smile.
You and Jj often go surfing at night. It’s kind of become your thing. You love this ‘thing’. Most of the time the sky is pitch black and you can see lots of stars. The moon always shines on the water and glitters so beautifully. Well.
“What? Are you afraid of losing to me?… or what?” says Jj and nudges you.
“I don’t know, I don’t think that’s a good idea today Jay” you say and squeeze your eyes shut because you’re having a big cramp right now.
You see that he looks a bit worried and he sits down next to you in bed.
“Hey R what’s up?” he asks worriedly. R is kind of a nickname. The others always call you and Jj Rose and Jack because you are so 'inseparable’. Cheesy shit. But you like it when he calls you that nice. It’s kinda cute.
“Nothing… I just… oh, never mind” you say shyly.
“You know I don’t believe you, right?” he says and looks you in the eye.
“I just got my period this morning and I’m cramping pretty bad…” you say.
“Well that can be fixed” he says and winks at you. He goes out of your room and gets you something. When he comes back into your room a few minutes later he has a hot water bottle in his hand and also a tray with chocolate and tea.
“Sooo I have a little warmth for your tummy. Then your favourite chocolate… that’s it, isn’t it? And then some tea. I’d be really good as a boyfriend, wouldn’t I?” he says with a smile.
“Thank you so much J you are the best” you say and give him a hug
“I know I know. Jk, I’ll do anything for my little rose…” he says and sits down with you again.
You sit together in bed until late at night and talk, eat and watch a film. Jj doesn’t leave your side.
“Is everything all right with you? Are you feeling better? Or is there anything else I can do?” Jj asks worriedly.
“No Jj everything is fine. You’ve done enough already. Besides, I’m feeling a little better.”
“Always better when you’re here,” you add.
He smiles at you and covers you up. He stays with you all night without going home. He just wants to make sure you’re okay and safe. He always wants that.
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Summary: you and Jj are getting along very well. He wants to help you with your fear and so he does. He is always by your side
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Jj and you are getting along very well now. I think you two just didn’t look at each other properly or only saw each other’s bad sides without really knowing who they were.
“Hey bro” says JohnB as he sits down next to Jj.
“Hey man” he says
“So you and Y/N seem to be getting along all of a sudden” he says.
“Yeah…” says Jj
“How did it come about. What happened there last week when we were going out on the boat?” asks JohnB
“Nothing… I just realised I never really got to know her” he says.
“But Jay. You’re my best friend. And to be honest I’ve never seen you like when you’re with her. You’ve never been like this…so mean to anyone. Is it possible that you were just being mean to her because you actually like her?” JohnB asks with a smile
“What? Dude no” says Jj
“Come on Jj I know you” says JohnB and nudges Jj.
“Man no. For real… I mean I honestly didn’t like her…or so I thought. Meanwhile I kinda have a thing for her. I mean she’s really hot. And actually really nice. Maybe I did it unconsciously but I really didn’t like her in the beginning. But I found her interesting all along,” Jj says with a smile.
“I knew it man. Why don’t you tell her?” Says JohnB
“Naaah things are going so well at the moment. I would ruin everything. I’ll just deny it. Like always man. Deny deny deny.” Says Jj laughing
“Well but she’s probably not ready for what’s disguised under my clothes anyway. No one is ready for a bit of Jj” says Jj who is dancing like a stripper and pulling his shirt up. The two just laugh.
“You idiot. So you won’t even try” says JohnB
“sure I will man. If she feels the same then…. Bro she will be mine one day. I’ll make sure of it.” Says Jj laughing
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You’re still not good with boats. And not really with the sea either. But Jj always helps you because he’s the only one who knows your whole story.
“Are you ready?” Jj asks
“Ready for what?” You ask in amazement
“We are going to the beach now. I told you I would make your fears go away. There’s bound to be a boat somewhere on the beach…I’ll help you” he says.
“Oh Jj I don’t think that’s a good idea” you say
“But come on. You wanted to overcome your fears too. Don’t be afraid.” He says and makes a gesture with his face that you should come.
“OK then” you say and stand up.
You both go to the beach and there is a small boat. It looks a bit like the HMS Pogue. Jj takes your hand and you walk to the water. He pushes the boat a little further out into the water so that it is further away. He goes into the water so that he is up to his thighs in water.
“Come here. Just to me,” he says.
You go into the water. So far everything is fine, after all you are still in the water with both feet on the ground. That’s totally OK.
“Now come with me onto the boat. I’ll help you” says Jj and sits down on the boat. You follow him and sit down next to him. That still works too.
“Are you okay?” he asks
“Yes…yes I think so” you say. You drive a bit out to sea but not too far. After all, it’s wavy and you shouldn’t put yourself in too much danger. Suddenly a wave comes and pushes the boat to the side. You almost fly out. That’s it for you.
“Jj” you scream and hold on to him.
“I can’t do this, I… I… can we get out quickly?” you say crying and Jj drives back as fast as he can. You sit down on the beach.
“I’m sorry. I’m so stupid. It must sound so crazy that I’m afraid to be on a normal boat,” you say, sobbing.
“Hey, Y/N. It’s all good. Nothing sounds stupid. You have some kind of trauma. That’s normal. I mean it’s not just the boat but you’re also associating bad memories and the last memory of your dad with it. It’s fucking hard, I know. But we can do it,” he says.
“Thanks Jj. you know after everything…. we were kind of enemies and now you help me so much” you say with a smile
“I’ll stay with you Y/N” he says looking into your eyes.
He hugs you and you feel safe. Somehow. It’s funny that you couldn’t even stand each other a week ago.
Summary: after a few more arguments and disputes over truth or dare, you want to go boating. But you can’t and tell Jj your biggest fear, whereupon he tells you his….
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Jj remains a dick. As always. You don’t really know why you hate each other. Although… somehow you do. He’s so full of himself and such a player. Superficial.
You’re outside the chateau. It’s already dark and you’re having a drink. Just talking, drinking, having fun.
“Anyone want a beer?” you ask as you grab one.
“Yeah, just give one to everyone” says Pope
You take five beers and give them to everyone. Except Jjs, which you throw at his feet.
“So tomorrow we leave on HMS Pogue?” asks Sarah.
“No, Sarah, we’re swimming there, you know?” says Jj wryly.
“Funny” says Sarah
“Yeah, so we’re leaving around noon tomorrow” says JohnB.
“Yeah, I don’t know if I’m coming yet” you say.
“Why is that?” asks Ki
“I don’t know, I’m not that into boating” you say.
“But we need you. Think about it” says Pope.
After about an hour, you’ve all had a few beers. Music is playing, you dance from time to time, it’s actually fun.
“Anyone up for a round of Truth or Dare?” asks Jj.
“Of course my boy” says JohnB and everyone else just nods.
“So truth or dare Kiara?” asks Jj.
“Dare” she says
“Dance for us” says Jj.
“Typical” you say and roll your eyes
“I better drink” says Kiara laughing
“My turn. I ask you Jay, truth or dare?” asks JohnB
“I’ll say truth” he says
“What’s your problem with Y/N?” asks JohnB
“Dude the game is supposed to be fun” says Jj annoyed
“Answer” says JohnB
“I’m not going to discuss all this right now. Besides, you know” he says
“Oh, actually I don’t know” you say and look at Jj.
“Haven’t I told you often enough” he says and looks at you too
“How about you tell us all. JohnB seems to be interested” you say
“so you just come into our lives. Live with JohnB. Annoy us all. You’re just there all of a sudden and now you think you can be so bitchy to me?” he says.
“I don’t care what people think, I’ll do anything,” you say.
“Oh and what about the fact that you don’t like me because I have money huh?” you say.
“Question answered” says Jj and turns away again.
“Unbelievable” you say
“Okay, Sarah, truth or dare?” asks Pope.
“Dare” she says
“say one thing that bothers you about Ki” says Pope
“Oh that’s easy. I think you’ll all agree she’s a bit of a bitch sometimes” says Sarah with a laugh.
“hey” says Ki laughing
“Truth or dare Y/N” says Jj
“Dare” you say annoyed
“I dare you to kiss me” he says looking you in the eye
“in your dreams” you say
“Oh what’s wrong miss "I don’t care and I’ll do anything”?“ asks Jj provocatively
"k then” you say and stand up
“Woah” says JohnB from behind
Jj also stands up and comes closer to you.
You get closer and closer to his face and feel his warm breath on your skin.
“You really thought” you say and walk into the chateau.
“Bitch” says Jj and sits down again.
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The next day you go out on the boat to try out the camera.
“Hey guys” says JohnB
“You coming? We want to go” says Pope while JB, Pope, Sarah and Ki get into the boat.
You stand still.
“Y/N why don’t you come?” says Jj.
“None of your business” you say
“Okay sorry” he says and continues walking. But then he stops and turns back to you.
“Come on” he says
“I don’t want to” you say a bit scared and Jj notices your voice breaking
“Why?” he asks
“Just because okay?!” you say and sit down. Tears come up your eyes.
“What the fuck Y/N are you okay?” he asks as he walks over to you.
“What do you care?” you say
“I’m not a monster okay?” he says.
“Guys where are you” shouts JohnB
“We’ll be there in 10 minutes. Just wait” calls Jj. You sit down in front of the chateau.
“Why are you staying with me?” you ask, crying.
“I’m not staying with you, I want to know what’s going on and then get you on the fucking boat” says Jj. Typical.
“I can’t tell you. I’ve never told anyone before” you say.
“Okay so we’re not best friends but I really want to go now so tell me. What could be so bad about a boat huh” he says a little mean.
“When I was little we went on a boat trip. My dad, my mum and me. My brother and sister weren’t born yet. My dad was driving the boat and it got stormy. The weather got worse and worse and we were all very scared but I was sure my dad would save us. But he didn’t. My dad and my mum had been fighting for weeks before that boat trip. My dad left. He saved himself from the boat and drove away on his jet ski. While we were there alone without knowing how to drive a boat at all. I fell into the water. I almost drowned. My mum tried everything to get me out. I just screamed for my dad all the time but he drove away. My mom made it out. But it was close. A lifeboat came to pick us up. I haven’t been on a boat since. I’m scared.” you say
Jj sits there shocked. His eyes are wide open and he looks at you. There is silence for a moment.
“Wow… Y/N I’m so sorry. I didn’t know that… well, how could I? But that’s really terrible. Sorry you have to deal with something like that” he says.
“Well it doesn’t matter” you say and quickly wipe away your tears. As you stand up Jj pulls you back down by your arm.
“Wait. It does matter. You know, while we’re at it… I’ll tell you something about me. I have problems with my dad too. Well….more than just problems. (Jj begins to stutter)
My dad doesn’t think much of me. Well… he beats me up every day. Every day anew he beats the shit out of me and insults me. He tells me what a piece of shit I am and that I’m worthless, that he would rather never have had a child and stuff like that.” Jj says and his eyes glaze over as well.
“But it’s okay…I mean I’m lucky to have a dad right?” He says in a broken voice.
“I’m sorry Jj, I didn’t know. All this time I’ve been so mean to you while you have to deal with something like this.” You say
“No, I’m sorry. I was an asshole to you. We don’t have to be best friends… but we don’t have to hate each other in our circumstances, do we?” He says and smiles slightly.
“Yeah right” you say and nod.
“Now come on. We’re going on the boat. You can do this. I’ll help you.” He says and holds out his hand.
That was the first time you looked Jj in the face and liked him. The first time he was nice to you. You were even a bit shocked at how nice you found him. You kind of saw him through different eyes now that you know what’s behind all this. Maybe there is a bloody loving heart behind it?
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