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Summary: After a party things get freaky between you and Jj and the next morning the others tell you they heard you.…

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PART1

“When are you going to make the move?” asks kiara as she sits on your bed.

“I don’t know what you mean” you reply cluelessly. Of course you know what she means, but you don’t like to talk about it.

“you and jj? Since we were at the motel, he doesn’t stop talking about you. Come on, he’s always hitting on you” says Kie with a smile.

“even if he does kie, i’m not making the first move. If he wants me he should show it” you smile wickedly. 

“Right right… Forgot you were a fucking bad bitch” Kie says laughing.

“I’ll take that as a compliment” you wink.

You actually wouldn’t be uninterested in Jj, but you’re the kind of girl who needs the boy to approach her. 

It’s not like you don’t like to make the first move, why not, you have nothing to lose. But you want to know if Jj has the guts.

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It is evening and you are at a party at the Camerons. Jj and you don’t let each other out of your sight. Especially when alcohol is involved, it gets even more interesting for the two of you. 

You dance to the music in the living room. You’re wearing a slightly shorter tight dress and moving damn well to the music. 

You suddenly feel hands sliding over your hips.

“Hey baby girl” he says with a rough, deep voice.

“Hey Jj” you say without turning around. JJ slides his hands over your body and comes closer to your neck with his head. You feel his warm breath on your skin.

“Turn around” he whispers in your ear and you turn around. To provoke him, you put your arms over his shoulders. His hands are still on your hips as you dance together. You lean your head closer to JJ. Closer and closer to his lips. Just as he’s about to kiss you, you lean back again with a smile, and walk away.

“What was that dude?” says John B with a confused look and raised eyebrows. 

“I don’t know man this girl is driving me crazy” says jj and bites his lip.

After a while, y'all go home to the chateau, separated and staggered from each other. You all sleep there tonight. JJ insisted on accompanying you when you wanted to leave. On the way home there is a strange, tense silence.

When you arrive, JJ stands at the door of his room and makes a move with his head that you should come here. You go into his room and he slams the door. You get goose bumps. Jj looks you in the eyes while he takes off his shirt. His muscles and this sight makes you weak. 

“Make me,” you say. Jj looks to the side with a smile. Then he makes a movement with his hand so that you come to him. He takes off your dress and you stand in front of him in only your red underwear. He looks up and down your body as you are suddenly crashed against the door. Jjs hand goes higher and higher to your neck with some pressure. Jj comes closer to your ear as he goes down your body with his hand.

“I’m going to make you scream tonight” he says and then crashes his lips on yours. He takes off your underwear while you open his pants. He pulls down his pants.

Jj pushes you onto the bed right after and as wet as you are he pushes right into you. You cry out for a moment. 

He gets faster and faster while he slides his hand over your body.

“JJ” you moan 

“yeah, who makes your legs shake baby girl” moans JJ.

“you JJ, fuck” you groan.

You both fuck the whole night and notice nothing around you. The others are already home. And obviously the walls of the chateau are not the thickest…..

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“Hey guys” you say the next morning as you go out to the others sitting on the porch.

“hey girl” says Kie as she gives you a weird look.

“What you got there?….right there on the neck” says Kie and the others look at you too.

“Oh…um yeah mosquito bite” you say. 

“Sure” says Pope laughing.

“And here comes the mosquito” you say smiling as Jj comes out as well.

“Well” says John b and the others respond the same.

“Why are you people looking at me like that? It’s because I look so good right” says Jj as he sits down on a chair.

“Nevermind” says Kie.

“So you two, how was last night?” asks John b curiously, looking over at Pope, Sarah and Kie.

“what are you talking about?” you ask with a questioning look.

“Wait wait wait… it went a little like this” says Pope and starts singing and making fake gestures and mimics with his face 

“Take it slow" 

"Put it down on me” Sarah adds 

“I said jump on it” says Kie

“Ride like a pony” says John b with a fake moan.

 They all just laugh.

„Oh JJ" groans John b laughing.

Jj bows, as if they were applauding.

„Okay but dude, like you guys should be proud of me, shouldn’t you?“ says Jj smiling at you 

"we could not not hear you guys you were so loud” John b laughs and the others admit.

“Yeah she was” says Jj quietly, in thoughts, kinda looking at you.

“What?” asks Pope

“What? Oh uh nothing” replies Jj

Jj sits down next to you and looks over to you.

“I knew you’d like that di-” says Jj but you interrupt him 

“Just shut up” you say as Jj gives you a smirk.

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Summary: you’re on the way to the motel… Jj talks about hitting on you without him noticing that you’re behind

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You are sitting on the HMS Pogue and are on the way to the motel from which you have the key.

It is a wrecked, run down motel. Everything is devastated by the storm.

(Jj whistles) “I thought the chateau looked bad.”

“This place is a shitshow” john b comments.

“Motel or meth lab?” Ki asks curiously

“Definitely meth lab” you say

“You be the judge” adds john b

“Doesn’t look like a place anyone with a Grady-White stays” says John b

“No, looks like a place someone with a Grady-White would be killed” says Pope

“Alright here we go. (This is your captain speaking, HMS Pogue comin in for landing)” says Jj pretending to talk into a radio.

Jj hops off the boat and gives a “Whoo!”. He begins to tie up the boat.

“We good?” asks John b

“Yeah, we good” replies Jj.

“Alright. Here goes nothing” says John b as he gets off the boat.

“Hey… don’t let him do anything stupid” says Pope pointing at Jj.

“Oh we will” says Jj and you give him a look

“Of course you will” you say and Jj smirks at you.

“I don’t make promises” says John b

“Oh man… Hey Y/N can’t you go with them?” says Kie

“Yeah, you can watch me” says Jj and winks at you with a smile

“they’ll be fine” you say and sit down.

“Be careful” Kiara says to John b and gives her the key.

“I mean it”

“Yeah” John b laughs and the two of them leave.

The two boys go up to the room.

“just be so careful john b” says jj as he touches john b in the face.

“God you’re so weird” John b pushes Jj away.

Meanwhile Pope convinces you to go up.

“Come on Y/N he only listens to you when it comes to him doing shit” says pope desperately.

“Okay okay…chill, I’m going” you say and head up the stairs.

You walk behind the two who don’t even notice you.

“What the hell was that about?” asks jjohn b

“I don’t know maybe she wants us to be careful” John b looks at Jj.

“Since she heard you’re being threatened with exile, she’s just been, like, "Oh be so careful John b” Jj massages John b’s shoulders.

“Get off” John b says annoyed.

“Oh, just give me that John D already” JJ moans and you have to hold back a giggle.

“When are you gonna swoop on that, man?”

“Bro you know the rule, no pogue on pogue macking”.

“Besides you’re the one always hitting on both of the girls” says John b

“Woah woah, I’m not hitting on both girls, if I am then Y/N. And of course I’m hitting on Y/N. She’s a super hot, rich chick slumming with us…. Why? I can’t figure it out either, but who cares bro?” says John b

“Yeah but you haven’t tried it out yourself have you?” says John b

“No dude I’m not going to ruin everything with her. But with Kiara you can’t mess anything up man…. she obviously likes you” says Jj

“You need help. Not a little help, but a lot of help” says John b

“It’s like, any girl that has a heartbeat, you’re like "uuuuh” as in Y/N" John b fakes a moan

“What, it’s not a big deal. And you can’t blame me bro, just look at her” says John b

“Is that us? 29?” says john b

“Interesting conversation you guys are having ” you say and stand next to them.

“Wait… what are you doing here?” asks John b, confused.

“Pope insisted that I keep an eye on Jj” you say.

“okay but since when…since when are you behind us?” asks Jj looking over at John b

“A while” you giggle

“That is… have you been listening to us?” asks Jj and you nod.

“Okay guys no time for that…. this is it” john b says pointing to the door.

Jj walks closer to the door and knocks on it a few times “Housekeeping” he says in a high pitched voice. He opens the door and you go in.

“Here’s a jacket… no name on the jacket” says Jj.

“It’s a nice jacket though”

“Jj we don’t steal anything” you say and give him a look

“Well…” says Jj

“Definitely over 50 he has New Balances” John b looks around.

Jj walks over to the bathroom with his flashlight.

“Coffee?” asks John b

“Yeah…standard…tissues for when you get lonely” says Jj

“Who leaves a hotel room like this?” you say as you follow Jj.

“Ooooh… here’s a great dopp kit you won’t let me steal” says Jj and you take it from his hand.

“Exactly Jay” you say and stand in front of him. He looks at you with a smile and puts something in his pocket.

“JJ” you say

“Shh” JJ holds his finger in front of your mouth and looks you in the eyes.

In the meantime John B opens the save with a number on a piece of paper.

“You’re gonna want to see this” he says and we get closer. John B holds up a bundle of bills.

“Dude dude dude” says jj as he pulls out a gun.

“Put the gun back Jj” says John b.

“this is a fucking spendy gatt man. Just… Bam! Bam!” Jj pretends to shoot.

“Jj we don’t steal anything” John b holds Jj by his top.

“Just take a pic of me. Right here” says Jj to John b

“You want me to take a pic of you? You wanna make our own incriminating evidence? Is that what you’re talking about?” says John b and you laugh while Jj looks confused.

“Jj you are such a fool” you say and roll your eyes.

Then you hear a noise and John b rushes to the window.

“Cops” he says and you all go out the window as fast as you can. John b goes to the right of the window and presses himself against the wall. While Jj follows you to the left. You stand with your back to the wall and Jj in front of you. Your bodies are pressed together.

“Jj remember I was supposed to have an eye-” you say but Jj holds his hand in front of your mouth and looks at you.

Jj looks at the window as he drops the gun. You all squint your eyes and the gun crashes to the floor with a loud noise.

“You’re unbelievable” you say and Jj smirks slightly.

After a few minutes you jump down and get on the boat.

“well that was fun” Jj laughs

“Could have warned us a little sooner”

“We could have, except Pope was on the math team” says Kie.

“You were on the math team?” asks Jj laughing.

“At least he has a brain and the ability to think unlike you” you say looking at Jj.

“Have you been keeping an eye on him? Did you at least find something?” pope asks you

“Well…” you say

“did we find anything? No, I don’t think so. Oh yeah, we did” Jj holds up the money and the gun

“Dude what? Why would you take that from a crime scene?” Jj stands up in a huff

“Better than the cops having it” says Jj.

“You’re such a dick” you say and look away. Jj sits down next to you.

“Yeah but you like that dick don’t you?” he smirks.

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Short summary: you are at a party on the beach and topper and rafe talk shit about you. Jj is a little too protective of you though. He pulls out a gun and stuff…You two have a big fight and when you go to apologize Jj is sitting in a jacuzzi….

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You and Jj are happier than ever. He is the best you could ever have imagined. But for the last few days he’s been very strange. You know about his bail he has to pay because he sacrificed himself for Pobe of the police. But he is so reserved with you and so cold. You don’t know what to do. 

That night you had a party on the beach. A lot of people were there. Topper comes to you.

“Hey you sweet princess, can I get you a nice drink?” he asks laughing. 

“Topper watch your mouth!” says Jj as he comes towards you

“Or what? Will the little princess be defended again?” says Rafe as he looks at Topper and laughs, pretending to be a crying baby with his hands.

Jj runs to him and slaps him in the face and he does not stop 

“I SAID WATCH YOUR MOUTH! ” Jj yells and punches the shit out of Rafe.

“JJ STOP” you say worried.

“GO Away” he yells.

You step in and try to get Jj out as you get a punch from Rafe.

“FUCK, Rafe I swear you wish you were dead right now” says Jj as he hits harder and harder. 

“Your girlfriend looks really hot for a Pogue JJ” says Rafe out of breath as he takes your hand and pulls you towards him.

Jj takes a gun out of his trousers and points it at Rafe. 

“I swear to you, don’t touch her! say one more word…” says Jj 

“Omg JJ” cries Kiara.

“Put the fucking gun down” says Pobe 

Jj does not listen to any of this and continues. He shoots in the air.

“WHAT TO FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?” you shout to Jj when you can no longer hold on. 

The gun falls out of his hand and he looks over at you while he is still sitting on Rafe. 

“What the hell is wrong with you” you say again

He now gets up and walks towards you. 

“what did you say?” he says with a look you have never seen on him before.

“you could have killed someone, you don’t realize that. ‘damn it!’ you say aloud

"I was just trying to protect you. What the fuck are you trying to tell me?!” he says angrily.

“JJ, why are you like this? What’s going on with you?’ you say. 

He comes closer with an aggressive look. 

"NO go away from me!” you scream loudly. You were scared.

“Wow. So you don’t want me to touch you anymore. OK PRINCESS I’ll walk away from you, but don’t come crying to me later… you stupid bitch” he says pissed 

“JUST FUCK YOU JJ” you scream in tears and run away. 

“FUCK” yells JJ and kicks his foot in the sand.

—-

You haven’t seen each other since that day. It’s been a week and a half…

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At JohnBs

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“JJ come out you must eat” shouts JohnB through his cabin.

“Leave me the fuck alone JohnB” he says angrily

JohnB pulls him out and they sit down on the porch.

“JJ why don’t you go and see her? It’s been a long time since you’ve seen each other. Why do you wait so long, go to her. I can see how it hurts you” says JohnB

“I can’t… Shit I have to pay for restitution, I have to deal with my dad, I have to go to my girlfriend and make everything alright … "I CAN’T DO THIS ANYMORE. Fuck it, I mean nothing fucking matters any more,” says Jj and goes home.

—-

At Kiaras

—-

“I think I’ll go and see him now. It has been so long and he is not coming. Damn it. I must go to him." 

It’s already dark and you’re going to his place. 

When you get there, you see a hot tub? Yeah, a hot tub. And JJ’s in it. 

"What the fuck? JJ, did you buy that?” you say angrily

“heyyyyyy you..yes I did” he says laughing.

He’s sitting there with a bottle of champagne in his hand in his sunglasses. He has his golden chain on which you find so attractive. He is obviously drunk. 

“How much did that cost?” you say

“Um… well with the generator, the petrol and oh express delivery… pretty much all of it.” he says 

“ALL OF IT? You spend all the money in one day?" 

"yeah burned a whole right through my pocket….but I mean like, come on, like, look at this” he says smiling.

  “so what? Can’t a man have a little luxury in his life? Come on all this scrimpin’ and scrapin’… (he starts to sound whiny)… I mean like… you only live once, right? Enough of this emotional shit. Get in the cats ass. Come on….That’s what I named her” says JJ

“Oh I almost forgot”

He is turning on a glowing disco ball that is hanging from a tree.

“Yeah that’s right. I know…Disco mode…That’s right baby.” he says with a desperate smile. 

“Are you kidding me? You could’ve paid for restitution. You could have done anything to help people or to help YOU. "Anything would have been better”, you say angrily.

Jj looks away with his hand going over his face.

“Okay well you know what? I didn’t do that!” he yells.

Meanwhile he stands up and you see an unbelievable amount of bruises and injuries on his upper body. 

“I got a hot tub. For my friends. You know what, screw friends. I got a hot tub for you, my family.” he says and he starts to cry a little while talking. 

“What the hell” you say

“I got this for you! Look what I did for you babe. All right? Look at this! 

"JJ” you say with a worried look and tears in your eyes. 

“no just stop being emotional. It’s fine okay.” he says crying

“I mean it’s sweet-right? Everything. Just get in” he sobs as you come and hug him 

“I just couldn’t do it.. I CANT TAKE HIM ANYMORE” he says and cries out loud.

“I was gonna kill him” he says as he collapses and bursts into tears.

“I just wanted to do the right thing you know”

“I know baby…I know” you say also sobbing while holding him in your arms.

“Baby” says Jj

“Yeah, baby?” you say.

“I’m sorry. I’m sorry I called you that and I got so mad, I just… I wanted to protect you. I couldn’t stand to lose you,and I couldn’t live with myself. You’re the only person who can give me a hold. I couldn’t hold myself back because I can’t stand anyone hurting you or talking to you like that,” says Jj still tearfully.

“Baby, it’s all right. I’m sorry too I shouldn’t have overreacted like that. Jj I am always here for you. I will always stand behind you, you know that. You won’t lose me. I was only worried about you because you had a gun and I was scared,” you say desperately. 

“scared of me.” Jj answers with tears in his eyes.

“No… I-I… you came at me so aggressively, I…" 

"Oh my god…baby you thought I was gonna hit you. Hurt you? YOU?…..I’m becoming my dad. I am my dad. I can’t take this any more. I can’t take it. You’re too good for me,” he says sobbing and walks away from you.

“No,baby,wait… wait” you call after him" 

“How could you think I would hurt you? How can I be such a bad person that I make you feel like I’m going to hurt you? Baby… I… I can’t do this. I would never do anything to hurt you. You’re my life,my world,my angel. "Babe, I’m such a piece of shit…” he says. 

“No Jj stop. Stop it. You are not a piece of shit. I love you baby i was scared for you. I always will be. And I couldn’t stop myself. Only you got so aggressive, I was just scared,” you say. 

“Babe I don’t know how to apologize. I’m so sorry,I just… just…”

“Say it” you say and look at him 

“I hate him. He is to blame for everything. He turns me into this person who calls you a fucking bitch. I mean, how?” he says. 

“Baby I know. I know. But you have me. I’m all yours and that’s not gonna change." 

"You’re only mine, right?!” he says worriedly

“Forever” you promise him.

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Summary: at a party, Kie blurts out that you start liking Jj. After Jj and you ignoring e/o, the Pogues decide to leave you alone on the boat to sort things out….

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Today is a party at Sarah’s. Well, what does party mean. Her parents are at the Bahamas and the six of you want to hang out. 

When you arrive, you sit outside on the veranda. Jj gets you a couple of beers and you have fun.

“I think we need to toughen up a bit” Sarah says as she stands up and grabs some tequila from the shelf. All you can hear is cheering. Tequila is your weakness. You love it but you shouldn’t drink too much of it.

“I’m so in today,” says Ki and drinks from the bottle.

“Woah easy Ki” says Pobe and takes the bottle from her hand. 

After a few shots and a lot of beer you are all pretty drunk. But not as drunk as Ki. You could say she really got into it.

Kiara stands in front of you all the time and dances wildly. It’s funny. And sometimes you join in. 

“Hey you guys… you’re… cute” she says dancing and looking at you and Jj. You just sit next to each other. Nothing special.

“Thank you” says Jj and looks at you.

“Guys guys I’ve never seen her SO drunk.” Says JohnB and laughs

“You know what’s funny. No…. not funny but I think it’s so cute because Y/N is soooo into JJ.” Says Ki still dancing

“Ou…” you hear Pobe and JB say from the side. 

You can’t believe what she just said. Everyone is quiet. Your heart beats faster and you blush. You see JJ’s shocked face from the side. 

“No… what? That… is not true” you say.

“Yes it is… you just don’t want to admit it… but you always come up to me and you’re like "omg Ki Jj looks so hot” or “I miss Jj”. I swear she would want to have sex with you" Ki says drunkenly as she realises that was too much.

“Oh really?… man I didn’t know that…” says jj laughing and looking at you.

“Ugh fuck that” you say, getting up and walking away. 

Jj follows you.

“Wait wait wait… where are you going Y/N?” asks Jj and you stop.

“Home.” You reply. 

“So…” says Jj but you interrupt him.

“This is not something I want to talk about right now, I’m pissed as hell at Kiara and I want to go home Jj!” You say annoyed and keep walking 

“Okay. Good. But I’m definitely not letting you go alone. I’ll go with you” says Jj and takes you home.

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Today is a party on the beach. 

Ki apologized multiple times now but you didn’t answer.

You have not continued to talk to Jj about what Ki said. 

You just got into a conversation with a boy. 

“Hey, can I get you anything?” says a boy, daniel, with whom you have often talked, leaning against a tree. 

“No, but thanks” you say 

“So why is a pretty girl like you here all alone?” he asks and smiles 

“Oh, I was just gonna get a drink”

“I’ll fix you something” he says and winks at you 

“Oh thank you” you answer smiling  

Jj looks at you. You see how jealousy goes up in him when he sees you with the guy. 

“Jj are you okay?” says JohnB

“I’m fine” Jj says without taking his eyes off you. 

“What are you looking at? Did something happen between you two?” asks Pope 

“no, why should it” says Jj and looks over to the others 

“you’ve been staring at them all evening” says Ki

“It just makes me sick,” says Jj 

“I can’t understand why she even talks to him,” he explains. 

“I mean, nobody can. She hated him back then” admits JohnB. 

“She still does,” says Jj angrily 

“Doesn’t look like it,” Pope notes 

Jj looks over to you. You hug the guy and you laugh together. 

“Hey guys” you say smiling 

“So you and that guy there,” Jj says without even looking at you. 

“He has a name Jj. It’s daniel” you say annoyed 

“Oh sorry miss. So you two? You and DANIEL?” Jj replies

“Yeah, we like to hang out together. We’re not together or anything,” you say 

“fucking bullshit” says Jj and looks at you

“What do you have now. That’s none of your business”

“You obviously like him.” Jj says angrily 

“It’s so wrong” says Jj and kicks his foot in the sand

“why wrong?” you say 

“Oh my God, we’re certainly not going to talk about that now” says Jj annoyed 

“what the hell is wrong with you” you say out loud

“Nothing.. just maybe I thought that I’d mean something to you. But turns out, I don’t” says Jj 

“I’m gonna go guys, I’ll see you later but I really don’t need to do that to myself” you say and go back to the guy who was obviously waiting for you

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So the others notice that you both like each other. But neither of you has managed to start a conversation. No one wants to make the first move. Even though Jj wanted to fight for you, and did, he doesn’t see the point of chasing after you after all this. And you don’t know what to do. You don’t know how to explain to him that you kind of like him too. 

“Guys, we have to do something,” Johnb says to Pobe, Sarah and Ki.

“What are you talking about, you idiot?” asks Sarah with a laugh.

“I mean about Jj and Y/N…. it’s so obvious that they like each other and we know that. But they both don’t have the balls to do anything,” JohnB says.

“Yeah right… what do you have in mind?” asks Pobe curiously.

“Maybe we go for a ride on HMS Pogue and say we have a problem on the boat. Jj’s dad’s boat. It’s still in the water here at the chateau” says Ki

“Yeah… yeah and then have them help us and then we jump off the boat and drive away. We’ll leave them there to talk,” says Sarah.

“You girls are really great at making plans” says JohnB laughing.

“Good idea though,” adds Pobe.

And so they did. They planned everything and told you they needed help. They pick you up and drive you to the boat.

You get on it.

“What’s the problem?” says Jj

“Well, somehow the Phantom won’t start” says Sarah.

„The Phantom? Nah this baby works all the time. It’s like this girl is brand new guys" says Jj as he starts looking at the engine. You join in. Meanwhile Sarah and Johnb jump off the boat and drive away with the others on the HMS pogue.

“Guys she works. Everything normal here” says Jj as you two notice them driving away 

“HEY WHAT THE HELL” you scream and run forward.

“YOU NEED TO TALK. AND NOW YOU HAVE TIME TO” JohnB shouts back.

You want to jump into the water but Jj stops you.

“Y/N it’s no use… they’re already gone” he says.

“ugh” you say and sit down. You sit there with just your bikini top and shorts. And Jj sits a little further away, topless and in his shorts.

At first you don’t talk. Jj is kind of pissed and you are pissed because he is pissed. 

After a while it gets dark and you get some lights from the boat and put them on the deck. 

Jj rolls a joint and smokes it.

“Ugh Jj, you can go away with that. I don’t want the smell” you say annoyed.

“Sorry… I’ll put it away” he says and throws the joint into the water.

“You don’t have to throw it away” you reply.

“Yes… it bothered you” he says.

Kind of sweet. Jj always cared about how you were and made sure you were okay. Even now.

By now it’s dark and you’re laying on cover under the open sky on the boat. You look at the stars.

“Hey Y/N” says Jj

“Yes” you say

“What was that yesterday?” he says as he turns to face you. 

“You mean you got mad at me for talking to a kook?” you reply, still not looking at him.

“yes Y/N I am or was pissed as shit. Kooks are all the same. And fuck he just wants to fuck you. That’s just how they are” he says

“Oh wow Y/N don’t be prejudiced. Why are you reacting like this?” you ask and turn to face Jj.

“What the fuck Y/N? I thought you liked me? I thought it was worth fighting for you and that I had managed to get you when Ki blurted out the stuff,” Jj says, slightly angry.

“I… I know.”

“I’m sorry but I just wanted to distract myself a bit after that” you say.

“Distract? From what, me?” asks Jj slightly hurt.

“Yeah… yeah, kinda” you say.

“What was that Ki said yesterday? Do you really like me? Or do you still think I’m a player?” asks Jj.

“no… I mean yeah… so Ki was right Jay. I do like you. You fought so hard for me and you took it all so seriously I never expected that. You made me change my mind. I believe you. And I like you. I believe you Jj” you say 

You see the relief in Jj’s eyes. He looks so happy.

“So you want to go through this with me? Do we want to get serious?” asks Jj

“Yes… yes I will go through with it with you” you say smiling.

“That is… no wait” says Jj and stands up. He kneels down in front of you.

“Will you be my girlfriend?” he asks with a smile.

“Of course Jj. Yes” you say laughing and he hugs you.

“I wanted to ask you that for so long” he smiles

“Y/N I promise to always be by your side” says Jj.

“Thank you Jay” you say

He comes closer and gives you a loving kiss

“It feels so good to know that you are mine now” Jj says with a smile and looks you in the eyes.

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NO PLAYER PT2 - JJ MAYBANK

Summary: You realise that Jj is taking this more serious than you thought he would. He really fights for you…

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After your conversation there was silence between you and Jj. He left and left you standing there. Somehow understandable, but somehow not. It was weird yesterday. You two have never talked about anything like that before. And was so jealous and everything.

You sit in your bed and think. The doorbell rings and you go to open it. When you open it, Jj is standing there. 

“Hey… sorry I ran off. It just kind of messed me up, what you said and everything. Although you’re right.” Says jj and looks at you

“It’s okay” you say 

“Look… I know I don’t have a good image. And all you hear about me is stuff like that. But I’m not a player anymore. Okay, I was. I admit that, but y/n believe me I saw you and everything changed. I like you Y/N” Says Jj

“How am I supposed to believe you, please?” You ask rolling your eyes.

“I promise you."  He says and takes your hand

"Okay Jj no. I can’t. I can’t believe this” you say and take your hand away.

“You know what? That’s okay. CauseI will make you believe me. Y/N I will fight for you until I have you. I will do anything to make you believe me. Anything.” Says JJ and your heart does a few spins.

After saying this, JJ turns and walks away again. You are shocked. And his words have made you smile. He likes you……but you can’t. Not now.

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The next day you all want to go to the beach together. You go out with your surfboard and go to the beach. Once there, you see the crew. Jj comes up to you.

“Hey, you pretty girl. I have something for you” says JJ as he brings a bouquet of flowers from behind his back. They are red roses. Your favourite flowers. 

“I know these are your favourite flowers so…” he says and gives you the flowers.

“Omg Jj thanks… for what?” you ask in amazement 

“Just because. You deserve it.” says Jj and winks at you. 

Moments like this happened many times over the next few weeks. Jj always brought you something. Whether it was your favourite chocolate, flowers, a bracelet, a note, or just a hug. You can always tell. That he fights for you. 

You’re still seeing each other. But you haven’t had sex since the conversation. And that was a few weeks ago. 

You’ve heard that phrase a lot in the last few weeks:

“We don’t have to have sex for me to enjoy my time with you. Let’s just talk and watch movies or something, I like that better right now." 

Jj is very attentive and always listens to you. But that was also the case before. He was and is always there for you… and you start to worry. 

You are unsure of what you want, how you feel, and what you should do. So you call Kiara to come over. She arrives 20 minutes later and you both sit on your bed talking.

"Hey sweetie, how are you?” Kiara asks as she sits down.

“I’m okay, I guess…” you reply uncertainly.

“What’s bothering you?” Ki asks, looking you in the eye.

“It’s jj… you know he told me he likes me. And that he wants to fight for me. And I admire all that and appreciate it very much. I thought it was just a joke at first, but he’s really serious about it. And I’m starting to think that I like him too. Quite a lot, actually.” Do you say

Only Kiara knows about it. But she doesn’t know that you two had a ‘thing’ together. That you had sex and stuff. Nobody knows that. 

“Oh sweetie… I know. You think I didn’t know that. You’ve always secretly liked him. You always come up to me and tell me how hot he looks and stuff. Maybe you should tell him?” Says Ki

“No.. no. I want to wait. And you won’t tell him either.” you reply

“No no don’t worry Y/N” says Ki

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PART3

NO PLAYER PT1 - JJ MAYBANK

Summary:Jj tells you how he feels after seeing you with john b and getting jealous. But you don’t want to get more serious because Jj is known to be shitty with girls.

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You and Jj keep doing your ‘thing’. The others don’t know about it but they’ve always noticed something with you. Nothing sexual but you are always together somehow.

You always sit together, always laugh together and there are almost no days when you don’t see each other. You are always teasing each other.

Besides, it’s kind of your thing to fight. Just for fun. Kind of wrestling. That’s your thing.

But now you can’t keep your hands off each other, especially in private. You don’t know what it is with you two. Or what it’s going to be. How it’s gonna work out. You’ve never talked about it. 

You’re at the chateau right now. You’re hanging out, having a few beers.

JohnB and Sarah are fighting. For now. They haven’t seen each other in a very, very long time. It’s pretty out of character for them. But oddly, JohnB didn’t really seem like he cared. He seemed more… like he didn’t have a girlfriend. Like he forgot about it for a second. That’s not like him.

But you don’t know anything about it because you just got here.

But you can see that Johnb is weird.

“Hey JB, what’s up? Are you alright?” You ask JohnB as you join him on the couch. The others are in the kitchen.

“Yeah… yeah… I mean I’m fine… I’m fine” he says.

“Okay, no. That was one too many. I know there’s something wrong with you” you say and take his hand.

“You know… Sarah and I had a fight. Or rather, we’re still fighting. All the time I’m thinking: It’s okay and I’m fine. So I try to at least act like I am, but I’m not.” He says and looks down

“I’m so sorry about that… what’s the argument about? What’s the problem?” You ask worriedly

“It’s stupid. It really is. It was about Topper and him still coming to her and still being attached and all that shit.”

“Oh man. That sucks.” You say and hug him.

Jj has been watching you from the kitchen the whole time. He looks very annoyed. But he tries to hold it in.

“Nah let’s forget about it now. Do you want to go out with me for a bit?” He asks and stands up.

“Yeah sure” you say

You go outside and talk a bit. You practise a bit how JohnB could apologise to Sarah.

“Sarah… I’m sorry. I was stupid and didn’t think…. is that good?” JohnB asks. You just laugh.

“That wasn’t even close to enough. What do you think when you see her? Tell me. But tell it to me like I’m Sarah. So you can tell her too. Okay?” You say and smile

“Okay then…. Sarah… you are the most beautiful girl in the world

Meanwhile, Jj stands by the door. He is listening to you. But at the wrong time, of course.

…..You’re so pretty, so sweet, you turn my head. And god you’re so sexy. Um… I love…” says JohnB as Jj runs towards you.

“Hey what the fuck are you doing?!” Says JJ aggressively and pushes JohnB away from you.

“Jj chill it wasn’t like…” you say but are interrupted.

“Oh really? That’s what you’re going with? What the… JohnB what is this?” Jj asks him. Just as JohnB was about to tell the truth to calm Jj down, Jj interrupts him.

“So your little girlfriend dumps you for a while and you go straight for Y/N?” Says Jj and JohnB snaps. That was too much Maybank.

Johnb punches his best friend in the face.

“THINK BEFORE you throw something like that at someone BRO” he says and walks away.

“So you like JohnB… wow okay… that’s cool” jj says to you pissed off

“What? Jj. No! Oh my god we were just practicing. Well. How can I put this. JohnB wants to apologise to Sarah and I wanted to help him. He should practice it on me.” You say and roll your eyes

“Oh…” says Jj

“Yeah… oh… and even if. Like what the. Jj what does it have to do with you if I like someone. There’s nothing emotional about us Jj. We’re not together or anything. Just physically… right?” You say upset

That hurt Jj. Deep in his heart. He knew it but he always hoped you two were a 'thing’. Something that would last. But apparently not. He’s quiet. And his eyes are a little glassy.

“Right. Only physically,” he says, pissed off, and leaves.

“Jj wait. Why is this hitting you so hard?” You ask, turning him towards you by his arm.

“Because… I mean why? Why is it only physical? What’s stopping you from getting more serious?” Jj asks in a broken voice

“Jj I… I didn’t know you thought that but… I can’t. Okay? I can’t” you say

“Why? Tell me.”

“Because I don’t want to get hurt again, okay? Jj you are one of the biggest fuckboys I know. And you know it. You usually fuck a girl and then leave. Not because you’re a shitty person, but because that’s who you are. You don’t need anything serious. And you’ve made that very clear many times.

I mean, the others are already surprised that you can put up with me for so long. You are simply THE player jj. And I can’t do that. I’m too scared.” You say and somehow a stone falls from your heart. But somehow it doesn’t.

Jj stands there. Totally shocked by what you just said.

“That’s what you think of me?” Jj says and tears come to his eyes.

“This is what everyone thinks about you Jj” you say.

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Summary: Jj teases you when you are with the others and you decided to pay him back….

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So you and Jj are… kind of a thing. But also kind of not. You’ve been having sex a lot since the other day. But no one knows. You’re your own little secret. It’s just physical. Nothing emotional or anything. But sometimes it’s hard to keep it all a secret. 

Today you want to go swimming. 

You’re meeting at the chateau. 

“Hey, Jb, how’s it going?” you say as you walk in.

“pretty good. As usual. How about you?” he asks and gives you a hug.

“Me too” you say and put your things down.

You go over to Jj who is sitting on the couch.

“Hey my queen” he says smiling and hugs you.

“So today we’re going swimming?” you ask as Ki and Pobe walk in the door.

“looks like it” says Pobe

“Well, I’m going to go and get changed” you say and disappear into the bathroom. You take off your shorts and top and get out your bikini. You put it on. It is white and quite tight. But you don’t mind. 

“damn. Hola madame” says Jj as you come out of the bathroom. He looks you up and down and stands there with his mouth open. 

You then go to the HMS Pogue.

 You’re on JohnB’s boat and you’re going for a little ride. When you find a place, JohnB attaches the boat and you go swimming.

You then feel a slap on the ass. 

“Jj” you say as you turn around.

“Sorry couldn’t help it” Jj says and smiles at you.

You are about to go into the water when Jj runs up behind you and lifts you over his shoulder.

“Watch out” he shouts and jumps into the water with you. Dumbass.

He can’t keep his eyes off you the whole time.

After a while, everyone goes back up to the boat. You have a few beers and just have fun. 

You sit on Jj’s lap. As always.

“I like your new bikini. It suits you. You look really hot in it.” says jj. 

“Thanks Jay,” you say, looking at the others.

Jj always wants to tease you a bit, he can’t help it.

He runs his hand along the clasp of your bikini top.

“Jj we are not alone here. The others see us,” you whisper nervously.

“I know princess… chill a bit” he says and runs his wet hand further down your body. God, this turns you on. 

He now moves his hand forward to your belly and up to your bikini top. 

“Jj!” you whisper. 

“What? The others won’t notice” he says in your ear.

“Oh yes we do notice” says JohnB and the others nod.

“You guys are unbearable” says Ki.

Jj is always teasing you. You want to get back at him. 

After swimming you go to the wreck. The wreck has long since closed, but Kiara brought you in because her father is the owner. So you are alone there. Sarah has also joined you. 

Ki gets some snacks from the kitchen and takes a pack of cards from the shelf. 

“So guys, up for a game of cards?” Ki asks as she sits down at the table with you. You agree. 

JohnB and Sarah sit on the chairs. Kiara and Pobe each sit at the end of the table, and you and Jj sit on the bench next to each other. 

You play a round of cards. Pobe wins. Of course he does, he is the genius of you all.

You start the next round. You decided to tease Jj a little. You go to his pants with your hand. He looks right at you. With big eyes. But he doesn’t seem to think it’s bad. You move your hand to his dick. You move your hand just the way he likes it. Jj looks at you in surprise and then tries to concentrate on the cards again.

“Jj, it’s your turn” says JohnB. 

“What…oh…yeah yeah sure” he says and lays a card.

“What are you doing?” Jj asks quietly to you 

“I don’t know what you mean J” you reply innocently.

“God…” says Jj

You keep moving your hand in the same motions. Then you put your hand near the zip of his trousers.

“Stop it Y/N please” he whispers to you but you just laugh.

You continue and Jj even has to moan once. The others all just look at him strangely and then continue.

“Listen, you’re sexy and all, but can we do this later?” he says nervously.

“I’m not doing anything Jj” you say provocatively and continue.

You open his trousers and move your hand inside. You start to move your hand up and down his dick. You see how this makes him weak. He asks you to stop but you don’t stop. You notice that he also finds it kind of horny. You move your hand faster and faster but always so that the others don’t notice.

“Fuck” says Jj. 

“What’s going on with you man?” asks Sarah, the others just laugh. 

“Baby I’m about to cum” says Jj quietly to you. He never called you baby before.

You smile and make him come.

“Damn” says Jj.

“That’s what you get for teasing me all the time” you say and smile.

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Summary: Jj interrupts you while you are changing your clothes…..

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Today is a windy day. It stormed yesterday and the Outer Banks is pretty devastated. You and the Pogues spent last night at Sarah’s. She snuck you in because her house is the safest. Whatever. You want to go surfing today because the waves are perfect for it. It was Jj’s idea, of course, but you’re up for it, even if it’s a bit dangerous. You have arrived at the beach.

Everyone is there. Even Sarah. JohnB has persuaded her. After a few laps on the surfboard you get out of the water. Jj follows you.

“Hey what are you doing?” he asks. When you turn around you see him standing there with his surfboard under his arm. In his swimming trunks in his hot body. He runs his hand through his wet hair. Wait, what?

“Hello Y/N is anyone there? The sight is too hot to think straight, right?” he says laughing. 

“You jerk. I was about to go back to the chateau.” you say. 

“Oh okay… I’ll come with you” he says and runs to you and hugs you from behind. 

“Hey guys we’re going back to JohnBs” Jj calls and you leave.

The others call out that they will join you later.

What was going through your mind just now? Jj is your best friend… not your crush. You are even each other’s wingman. Well. 

You’ve arrived at the chateau and you’re going in. You go to JohnB’s room, where your clothes are, to change.

“Privacy please?” you say to jj as you take off your bikini top.

You sit on the bed and look questioningly over at Jj who is leaning against the door frame. He takes off his shirt and sits down next to you.

“What… what are you doing Jj?” you ask in surprise. 

“I want to undress now" 

"I know” he says and looks at you. He bites his lip and looks down your body. He runs his hand along your stomach. 

“But it’s not like I can’t keep you company” he whispers.

He moves his hand further and further down and has now reached your bikini bottoms. You are breathing heavily and his movements make you weak. What is happening right now? He goes further down and puts his hand inside your bikini bottoms. 

“Jj…what…what are you doing” you moan lightly. 

“The others are about to come" 

He now guides his fingers inside you and makes you moan. Then he stops.

"What why…..why do you stop” you ask.

“I mean… You’re right… the pogues are about to come” he says smiling and walks out of the room.

“I’ll kill you Maybank” you say and throw a pillow at him. You only hear him laughing.

In fact, the others arrive a few minutes later, by which time you have changed. You and Jj go out and sit by the hammocks. The others join you.

“So what did you do when we weren’t here?” asks JohnB as he sits down with a beer. 

“Nothing, we were just… talking I guess” says Jj. Jj looks at you and takes your hand. He points to his lap and you sit down on his lap.

As the others talk about the waves and how great the surfing was, Jj whispers something to you. 

“You looked hot in your bikini” he whispers and makes you smile.

“I mean… you looked pretty good too Jay” you say back.

You both just look at each other, not even noticing that the others are no longer talking

“We can hear you.” says ki 

“God it’s like you’re Rose and Jack. So inseparable” says Pobe and everyone laughs. 

Rose and Jack. Yes, that fits somehow.

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Summary: you’re on your period and Jj takes care of you

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You met the Pogues a few weeks ago. Or rather Jj first. And now you and him are inseparable. You’re part of their little crew now.

Jj is your best friend. You are inseparable and do everything together. At first you two didn’t like each other. Or rather you hated each other. But now you are the best friends.

You are not well at all today. You got your period this morning and you have very bad cramps. It’s already evening and you’re sitting in your bed. Suddenly there is a knock at the window.

It’s jj. He often comes to your window in the evening to do something with you, to go for a walk or just to talk. 

You open the window.

“Hey you, do you want to go to the beach for a while? The waves are awesome,” Jj says with a smile.

You and Jj often go surfing at night. It’s kind of become your thing. You love this ‘thing’. Most of the time the sky is pitch black and you can see lots of stars. The moon always shines on the water and glitters so beautifully. Well. 

“What? Are you afraid of losing to me?… or what?” says Jj and nudges you. 

“I don’t know, I don’t think that’s a good idea today Jay” you say and squeeze your eyes shut because you’re having a big cramp right now.

You see that he looks a bit worried and he sits down next to you in bed.

“Hey R what’s up?” he asks worriedly. R is kind of a nickname. The others always call you and Jj Rose and Jack because you are so 'inseparable’. Cheesy shit. But you like it when he calls you that nice. It’s kinda cute.

“Nothing… I just… oh, never mind” you say shyly.

“You know I don’t believe you, right?” he says and looks you in the eye.

“I just got my period this morning and I’m cramping pretty bad…” you say. 

“Well that can be fixed” he says and winks at you. He goes out of your room and gets you something. When he comes back into your room a few minutes later he has a hot water bottle in his hand and also a tray with chocolate and tea. 

“Sooo I have a little warmth for your tummy. Then your favourite chocolate… that’s it, isn’t it? And then some tea. I’d be really good as a boyfriend, wouldn’t I?” he says with a smile. 

“Thank you so much J you are the best” you say and give him a hug

“I know I know. Jk, I’ll do anything for my little rose…” he says and sits down with you again. 

You sit together in bed until late at night and talk, eat and watch a film. Jj doesn’t leave your side.

“Is everything all right with you? Are you feeling better? Or is there anything else I can do?” Jj asks worriedly.

“No Jj everything is fine. You’ve done enough already. Besides, I’m feeling a little better.”

“Always better when you’re here,” you add.

He smiles at you and covers you up. He stays with you all night without going home. He just wants to make sure you’re okay and safe. He always wants that.

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Jj and you are getting along very well now. I think you two just didn’t look at each other properly or only saw each other’s bad sides without really knowing who they were. 

“Hey bro” says JohnB as he sits down next to Jj.

“Hey man” he says

“So you and Y/N seem to be getting along all of a sudden” he says.

“Yeah…” says Jj

“How did it come about. What happened there last week when we were going out on the boat?” asks JohnB

“Nothing… I just realised I never really got to know her” he says.

“But Jay. You’re my best friend. And to be honest I’ve never seen you like when you’re with her. You’ve never been like this…so mean to anyone. Is it possible that you were just being mean to her because you actually like her?” JohnB asks with a smile

“What? Dude no” says Jj 

“Come on Jj I know you” says JohnB and nudges Jj.

“Man no. For real… I mean I honestly didn’t like her…or so I thought. Meanwhile I kinda have a thing for her. I mean she’s really hot. And actually really nice. Maybe I did it unconsciously but I really didn’t like her in the beginning. But I found her interesting all along,” Jj says with a smile.

“I knew it man. Why don’t you tell her?” Says JohnB

“Naaah things are going so well at the moment. I would ruin everything. I’ll just deny it. Like always man. Deny deny deny.” Says Jj laughing

“Well but she’s probably not ready for what’s disguised under my clothes anyway. No one is ready for a bit of Jj” says Jj who is dancing like a stripper and pulling his shirt up. The two just laugh.

“You idiot. So you won’t even try” says JohnB

“sure I will man. If she feels the same then…. Bro she will be mine one day. I’ll make sure of it.” Says Jj laughing 

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You’re still not good with boats. And not really with the sea either. But Jj always helps you because he’s the only one who knows your whole story. 

“Are you ready?” Jj asks

“Ready for what?” You ask in amazement

“We are going to the beach now. I told you I would make your fears go away. There’s bound to be a boat somewhere on the beach…I’ll help you” he says.

“Oh Jj I don’t think that’s a good idea” you say

“But come on. You wanted to overcome your fears too. Don’t be afraid.” He says and makes a gesture with his face that you should come.

“OK then” you say and stand up. 

You both go to the beach and there is a small boat. It looks a bit like the HMS Pogue. Jj takes your hand and you walk to the water. He pushes the boat a little further out into the water so that it is further away. He goes into the water so that he is up to his thighs in water. 

“Come here. Just to me,” he says.

You go into the water. So far everything is fine, after all you are still in the water with both feet on the ground. That’s totally OK.

“Now come with me onto the boat. I’ll help you” says Jj and sits down on the boat. You follow him and sit down next to him. That still works too.

“Are you okay?” he asks

“Yes…yes I think so” you say. You drive a bit out to sea but not too far. After all, it’s wavy and you shouldn’t put yourself in too much danger. Suddenly a wave comes and pushes the boat to the side. You almost fly out. That’s it for you.

“Jj” you scream and hold on to him.

“I can’t do this, I… I… can we get out quickly?” you say crying and Jj drives back as fast as he can. You sit down on the beach.

“I’m sorry. I’m so stupid. It must sound so crazy that I’m afraid to be on a normal boat,” you say, sobbing.

“Hey, Y/N. It’s all good. Nothing sounds stupid. You have some kind of trauma. That’s normal. I mean it’s not just the boat but you’re also associating bad memories and the last memory of your dad with it. It’s fucking hard, I know. But we can do it,” he says.

“Thanks Jj. you know after everything…. we were kind of enemies and now you help me so much” you say with a smile

“I’ll stay with you Y/N” he says looking into your eyes.

He hugs you and you feel safe. Somehow. It’s funny that you couldn’t even stand each other a week ago.

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The first time you ran away from each other was the same day you met. Your mother had decided to enrol you in kindergarten as her work kept her occupied for many hours. There, you met a hyperactive blond boy who attempted to lead all the other children. From that first moment, you decided that JJ Maybank would not be up to your liking.

He was the first one to try to get close to you. JJ saw you as a girl who seemed to have several difficulties when talking to the other children. And JJ was sure that he had never seen you in kindergarten, convinced that it was your first day there. However, JJ had his ways of trying to get close to other people, and you didn’t like it at all when the blond, hyperactive kid decided to grab as many insects as he could find, showing you all the ones he had.

“Look,” You were peacefully sitting down on the ground, playing in the sandbox. Turning around, you saw the blond guy running to you, a front tooth missing as he widely smiled in your direction. “Look what I found,” He sat in front of you in such a brute way that some sand got into your eyes. “I’ve captured ‘em all.” The 6-year-old blond opened a small metal box, which was loaded with various insects. “This one is a…” You stopped listening to what he was saying since your attention was drawn to the insects. Goosebumps covered your arms and legs.

“Get away.” Your voice sounded harsh. The boy was surprised by your demanding tone as he thought your voice would be as soft as cotton candy. “Get them away!” You insisted. Your eyes still glancing at the insects, begging that they would stop moving.

“Why?” His eyebrows furrowed. “You don’t like insects?”

You quickly shook your head, pushing your feet harder against the ground, your butt sliding farther from him. “No one likes insects.” You tried to justify the way your voice had cracked a little bit. “You are strange.”

Now, it was JJ’s turn to look at you with disgust, not believing that there was someone in this world who didn’t like bugs. “You are the strange one!” JJ felt hurt as he got up from the sand. The rapid movement provoked some of the insects to escape from the small metal box he was tightly gripping. He gasped, sad as the tiny bugs started walking or jumping away.

JJ was even more shocked when you screamed, getting up from the sand and trying to get away from him as quick as possible. Your body started itching just thinking of them. The blond also ran away from you, not believing that someone could be so heartless towards insects and so mean towards him.

During the years that followed your experiences, both of you appeared to be offended or repulsed by the past actions of the other. Of course, things didn’t get better. 

The second time happened when both of you were around ten years old. Coincidentally enough, JJ Maybank attended the same school as you. You both had your friends and avoided each other as much as possible. However, you would be lying if you didn’t admit that you were pretty curious whenever JJ would not attend school, which happened often.

You started hearing rumours related to the blond boy. Some people said that his mother had died. Others claimed she had left them for a rich man because JJ Maybank’s father was an abusive man who spent his days and nights drinking his problems away. You decided that whatever was going on with JJ wasn’t your problem. But once again, you were lying to yourself as deep inside you hoped that he was okay. 

The following day, JJ Maybank decided to go to school, but the stupid grin that always decorated his face had vanished. He almost seemed mad. Of course, during PE class, he decided to let his anger come out. JJ was in the opposite team, and as you both ran side to side, trying to be the first to grab the ball, the boy decided to use his arm to push you. You didn’t expect such strength as your right side collided on the ground.

Everyone stopped playing, shuffling closer to you to make sure you were alright. Some kid had left, claiming they would call the teacher who had disappeared for a couple of minutes. “Watch where you are going.” The blond stared down at you. You clenched your jaw, quickly blinking the tears that blurred your vision. JJ scoffed. “Oh c'mon, are you going to cry?” Some of his friends snickered as he crossed his arms in front of his chest.

“Is that what you were doing while you didn’t come to school?” A girl helped you stand up, and you had to avoid groaning as your side grunted in pain. Due to your words, some of the kids gasped. It was your turn to grin. “Oh, that’s what you were doing, right?”

JJ was the one clenching his jaw this time, shuffling closer to you. “You should be a little more respectful, don’t you think?” Your expression conferred a great confusion. “I don’t think your new dad will like how you talk.” Your heart was crazily beating. How did he know that? Did rumours run so fast in the Outer Banks? “Yeah, I know.” Everyone seemed curious about what the boy was implying. “Your dad died a month ago, and your mom didn’t wait much to find a new husband.” He spat. “Even worse, you are now a Kook.” Everyone gasped as they started whispering. You have spent all your life being a Pogue, someone who didn’t have much money and of course, you lived where all the rest of the Pogues did. Your mother had married a Kook a couple of months ago, and even though you were now living in a better place, your mom was able to convince her husband to let you stay in this school, knowing that all your friends were here.

“Gosh, I touched a Kook.” The girl who had helped you from the ground whined. 

“Be careful!” Another child claimed. “She might talk to her parents because a dirty Pogue touched her, and we will get in trouble.”

“I’m a Pogue.” You attempted to keep the strength in your voice, not wanting to sound like you were on the verge of breaking down.

“Not anymore.” JJ scoffed. “I’m pretty sure you have a big room with light yellow walls, big gold mirrors, a gold bed…”

“That sounds stupid!” You defended yourself. However, you did have a big bed in a room for yourself. Everyone laughed, starting to get farther from you. “Well, at least my mom didn’t leave me, right?” JJ almost choked on his spit. “You aren’t much different from me if it’s true that your mother left you and your dad to marry a Kook. The only difference is that my mother loves me!”

It was at that time that you thought JJ would hit you, but it was both of you that started pushing each other, insulting. It also seemed like the teacher had seen the last moments of your fight, and she demanded both of you to be in the same team in hopes of the sport making you act as teammates, ignoring your differences.

“I won’t be in the same team as a sickening Kook.” He walked to the other team as you walked to the other one. However, no one seemed to want to be in the same team as a sickening Kook.

The third time was when both of you were around fifteen. You had developed a love for the sea and surfing, something your dad used to treasure too. When he died due to cancer, his ashes were thrown into the sea. Surfing became your tranquil place, the only moment and area where you were able to remember your dad. And sometimes hide the tears running down your cheeks as you deeply missed him.

But of course, JJ Maybank was a great surfer, something it stung to admit. He was always there. Moments of tension had happened between both of you before. The blond guy made it his mission to steal your waves as much as possible, which clearly stated that both of you disliked each other. Everyone knew that surfers who respected each other also respected other surfers’ waves.

However, this time other people were involved even more. Your mom’s husband was someone who had fed and clothed you these past years. As soon as your mother married him, he had convinced her to stop working as he could perfectly support both of you. It was rare. Your mother loved to gain her own money. She loved to work, but then she just stopped.

Michael, your mother’s husband, had tried to stop you from surfing, claiming that someone of your social status shouldn’t do those types of activities. You wanted to scream at him that you were still a Pogue, and you did. However, he had hit you, your mother not doing anything as she glimpsed at the ground while Michael stated all the facts that made you a Kook and not a Pogue. All those facts related to him. You were surviving thanks to him, and he had given both your mom and you a home that you would only be able to dream about.

You had talked to Michael, asserting your ground and letting him know that you would never stop surfing. Your mom, surprisingly enough, had claimed that you weren’t doing anything wrong and that surfing was good for your mental health.

Nevertheless, you were shocked when your mother and her husband had appeared on the beach where you were getting ready to surf. You grunted to yourself as you groaned, hoping they wouldn’t cause a scene. Mainly when the so-called JJ Maybank and his friends were so close.

“W-What are you two doing here?” You placed the board on the ground.

Your mom glanced at Michael, to later look at you, offering you a tiny smile. “Well, I convinced him to come to watch you surf so he would see how passionate you are about it!” You knew your mother had good intentions, but Michael was someone who didn’t do anything out of passion or love if it wouldn’t generate more money for him.

You nodded your head, swallowing and as you gave them a last glance, you grabbed your surfboard. As you stepped away from them, your feet touching the water. “Hey,” You halted when hearing Michael’s voice. “You are getting in the water now?” His eyebrows were furrowed. You quickly nodded your head. When his gaze moved to something or someone not far from you, you glanced in the same direction. JJ and his friends were getting in the water. “Shouldn’t get in the water with dirty Pogues.” He spat loudly, making a shiver run through your body.

“Then she can get out.” You didn’t need to look behind you to know it was the blond’s voice. Staring at your mother, you hoped she would see the mistake she had committed. And you also hoped that she would tell Michael to be respectful or stop being stupid. Nevertheless, you knew that wasn’t going to happen. “The beach isn’t a place for Kooks anyway.” JJ could only see your back, but he was shocked by your silence. You always answered back.

“Don’t worry about that.” Michael spat on the sand, stepping forward and grabbing your arm forcefully. “She isn’t going to get in the same water as some fucking dirty Pogues.”

“Kind of funny of you to say that when you are fucking one.” You gasped as JJ answered back, referring to your mother.

Turning around, you glared at him. “Shut the fuck up.” You walked up to him. “Respect my mom, you fucking-.”

“Let’s get out of here, right now.” Michael’s voice echoed. You continued glaring at the blond, who was now smirking. “RIGHT NOW, Y/N!”

“Have fun in your mansion.” He whispered, and you noticed how close your faces had been. As you walked backwards to Michael and your mom, he walked back to get deeper into the sea, where his friends waited for him.

JJ Maybank and you were always running away from each other. Or maybe that’s what you both wanted to believe. I mean, there was a time where you both run to each other. A time where everyone noticed that the Maybank boy and you didn’t seem to hate each other as much as you had made everyone believe. But there were several times where you two had run to each other without noticing. Let me explain.

The first time happened when both of you were six years old, there was a storm while both of you were at kindergarten. Parents were worried as the roads were flooded, and the NEWS had advised people to stay inside. Therefore, every child had to stay there until the storm would go away. This happened a couple of weeks after JJ had tried to befriend you with his horrible tiny insects.

That day JJ Maybank had noticed that whenever a thunder burst, you shook. You were on a corner of the classroom, your back against the wall as you sat on the ground. There was a pink table in front of you with a couple of blank sheets and some colours. You had felt JJ’s gaze on you.

The boy got up from where he was sitting on the other side of the classroom, grasping some glue and scissors. He made his way to a green table that was close to yours. You observed him as he sat down, still stealing some glances. You bit your lower lip, grabbing your sheets and colours as you decided to walk to his table, sitting down next to him as you started to draw.

JJ tried to hide his smile as he took one of your blank sheets, using your colours to draw too. You had distracted yourself while drawing to the point where your body had stopped shaking.

That day you had run towards JJ Maybank, and he had run to you.

Thesecond time you ran to each other was when you were around ten years old. A few days after the big fight you had with JJ, you were at recess, sitting on a bench alone while you ate the snack that Nana had prepared. Nana was the woman who was in charge of cooking at your house, the woman you spent most of your time with because your mother was too busy with her new husband, going to parties and forgetting about traditions that you both shared and that you had promised to respect forever.

You missed the food your mother prepared, and even though Nana always managed to prepare the foods you liked the most, it was not the same as when your mother did. Lately, you had asked her to start preparing your snack again and that all the children in your class brought desserts that their parents had cooked and sometimes shared them, trying to show that their parents made the best desserts. However, Michael had made it clear to you that your mother would never have to set foot in a kitchen again since they could afford an entire catering.

And really, who would you share dessert with? Nobody wanted to be with a sickening Kook, right? Therefore, you couldn’t help but be surprised when JJ Maybank was loudly complaining about how there were no available seats to sit down and eat his snack. You were even more surprised when he decided to sit on the same bench as you. You chose not to look at him, but you asked yourself why he had sat next to you when there were other free spots even though he had said there weren’t.

Even when you noticed that JJ was looking at your food, you didn’t turn to look at him. You didn’t turn around either when he offered you a small plastic cup with bananas, strawberries, and whipped cream. You didn’t say anything when you realized he had another one for him, and you wondered if all that had been on purpose. You also didn’t turn around when you split your sandwich, offering him half.

JJ Maybank had woken up earlier that morning to make two desserts when he noticed that you never had one. JJ Maybank had run to you that day, and you had let him, approaching him slowly.

Thethird time was when both of you were around fifteen. Rumours in the Outer Banks spread fast, and it was no surprise that everyone had found out what had happened to you that day. The same day that Michael and your mother had gone to the beach to watch you surf was the same day that at night you decided to run away from home, tired of Michael’s constant criticism. But that day had been horrible, especially since Michael had hit you in the face again because you had yelled at him. You only shouted at him because he had spoken ill of your father, and your mother was not even able to say anything.

You sighed, feeling your heart throbbing. You weren’t a huge fan of Michael, but he treated your mom well the first few years they started dating. But you will never forgive your mother for not defending your father. Growing up, you were sure you wanted to find someone who would treat you like your father treated your mother. As if she were the only woman in her life. It’s hard to believe that there was a time when your parents were young and couldn’t stand each other.

You felt like someone sitting next to you in complete silence. You didn’t have to look to your side to know that it was JJ Maybank. You were both quiet for a couple of minutes, close to each other while your eyes were lost on the horizon.

You didn’t need words. JJ got up from the sand after placing his jacket around your shoulders. Seeing that he had gotten up, you resolved to glance at him. But JJ was looking away, and when you followed his gaze, you saw that he was staring at his friend’s truck. JJ was trying to tell you that he would take you home, and there was no need for words as you got up from the sand, walking beside him.

That night, JJ took you home without saying a single word, shook his head when you tried to give him back the jacket and didn’t leave until he saw that you were safely inside your house. That night you both ran to each other.

The time it was obvious that JJ and you run to each other happened in a terrifying way for both of you. You were both around nineteen years old, and it happened after one of the famous Midsummers in which JJ seemed to be working as a waiter, and in which you were in a gorgeous dark green dress. But you didn’t feel very comfortable in a place like that. You never felt comfortable in a place like that.

In the last two years, your mother had changed a lot, and Michael had become someone with whom it was impossible to live. You had begun to be subjected to his orders and many of them were ridiculous and disrespectful towards your mother and you. For example, the time he demanded you to get rid of the vinyl records that you had inherited from your father, saying that you already had a father, him. Of course, the conversation did not end well when you decided to make it clear that you only had one father, and unfortunately, he was dead.

When you were tired of the party, and after Michael decided to seize your arm tightly in front of everyone, you chose to leave, regardless of the night, the cold, that your house was far away and that your heels would damage your feet.

“Hey princess,” You bit your tongue as you kept walking, without turning around because you already knew whose voice it was. “Tired of not being the star of the party?” You clenched your jaw, attempting to ignore the way JJ walked behind you.

“Maybank,” You grunted. “I’m starting to think that you don’t hate me as much as you try to pretend.” You finally turned around to look at him. “Go back to the party. Someone has to serve those drunkards.”

Before you could keep walking, JJ grabbed your arm. “I’m not the one who started off being rude.”

Your eyes widened as much as your mouth. “Get over it, JJ. We were like five years old, and you came up to me the first day in a brusque way, showing me a box of insects. What’s your problem?” You sighed. “I wasn’t the one who said he didn’t want to be around a Kook, right?” Before he could speak, you continued. “Fuck you, JJ Maybank.”

“You insulted my mother.”

“You insulted me, and everyone stopped approaching me because of it.”

“You-.”

Before the both of you could continue arguing, a speeding car stopped next to you. JJ didn’t like what was going on as he quickly grabbed your arm, pulling you closer to him. However, before you could do or say anything, the doors of the car opened, a group of four men coming out with black ski masks on their heads. Two of them were holding a bat, the other was holding a knife, and the last one didn’t hold any weapon.

“Hey, what’s going on?” JJ was quick in asking. His right hand placed on your lower back while his left hand grasped one of your arms, pulling you closer to his body. He was agile enough to push you behind him as the men seemed to shuffle closer in your direction. “What are you doing?”

Your body shook as your hands gripped the back of JJ’s white shirt, terrified by just glancing at the four men who seemed to get even closer. “J,” JJ didn’t know if he had shivered due to the nickname or by the situation in which both of you seemed to be stuck. “What’s going on?” Your voice shook as much as your body did. The Maybank boy just gripped you tighter as he continued placing you behind his body.

“What do you want?” JJ continued asking, hoping that they would answer so he could give them whatever they wanted and leave them alone. “If you want money, I don’t have much, but I will give it to you right now.” One of his hands left your body, taking his wallet out and grabbing a couple of bills. “This is all I gained the last two nights working.” The man who didn’t have any weapon walked closer, abruptly seizing the bills from JJ’s hand. “That’s all we have. She isn’t wearing a purse or pockets. That’s all we have, dude.”

The men continued to get closer. It was in mere seconds when two of the men had pulled you away from the blond boy. You had tried to grab him, and he had done the same, not wanting to be separated from you. However, while two of them grabbed you and pulled you away, the other two did the same with JJ.

You were pushed onto the ground, one of the men getting on top of you as he started maniacally laughing while showing his knife and pulling it close to your face. You started kicking your feet, trying to free yourself from the man. A couple of seconds later passed when the tears started dropping.

JJ had another man on top of him, holding the bat against his neck to keep him on the ground. However, he didn’t seem to care about what was happening to him as his wide eyes followed you. His mouth drying as he yelled. “Let her go!” He attempted to free himself. “You fucking cowards! Four versus two!” The men laughed. “Leave her alone, you fucking motherfuckers.” The Maybank boy received a punch on his cheekbone, and he was sure it would leave a mark. It wasn’t the first time JJ Maybank got hit in that exact place.

Several thoughts invaded your mind. Thoughts terrifying enough to make you shake even more. You had tried not to tremble, hoping to look stronger in front of these men. However, you couldn’t help but furiously tremble.

“Are you going to pee yourself, princess?” The man who sat on top of you laughed. He had pulled his mask up, letting you see his mouth. “Oh, should I call you by your name?” The others laughed along. You furrowed your eyebrows. “Y/N.” It was at that moment when you recognized his voice. Rafe Cameron. Your eyes widened even more as he took the black ski mask off, evilly smirking. Glancing to your side, Topper was the one sitting on top of JJ, and when the blond spat on his face, he received a punch on the stomach. “This is a lesson for you, Y/N.” Rafe made you look at him again. “You are a Kook now. Be proud of it because you don’t want to be a dirty Pogue.”

“I am a Pogue.” You snapped, and the smile left his face. Perhaps because Michael was convinced that you two would make a good couple, which was mostly based on how his business could be better if related to Cameron’s business. Of course, you had refused such an idea. “Always was,” You peeped at JJ. “Always will be.”

Before Rafe could do anything to you, the sound of distant cars made them nervous as they quickly scrambled away, getting in the car and driving again. They demanded both of you to keep silent about the encounter if you wanted to avoid another similar meeting.

A couple of seconds passed, but your body was still shaking from the scare. JJ Maybank called your name multiple times. He didn’t have the strength to move neither, mostly because his stomach was killing him after being punched.

“I’m a Pogue.” You whispered, head moving to glance at the blond boy.

He nodded his head, swallowing. “You are,” He grunted as he sat on the ground, gaze focused on you. “You were, and you will always be.” His voice was soft and inviting. Perhaps that’s what made you crawl to his lap, being embraced by him as one of his arms rested tightly around your waist while his other hand was lost in your hair, pulling you close to his chest as he breathed in.

You sobbed. “I am.” He continued affirming as he rocked his body, pulling you along as he strived to calm you down. His arms pulled you away from his chest as he examined your face and body, making sure that those fuckers hadn’t left any mark on your precious skin. Your eyes met. “That was scary.” He nodded his head, sighing and resting his forehead against yours.

That was the time both of you run to each other. Notwithstanding, you gave the first step, and he gave the second as he embraced you and kissed your naked shoulder. No one would have thought that your lips would meet in short passionate kisses. Those types of kisses you both wanted to make even more intense, wet, intimate, longer. Those kisses where your lips seemed to get attached.

And yeah, as I said, it was the first time you officiallyrun to each other, but not the last.

• Warnings: Rafe Cameron (your brother) is a manipulative shit. Angst, fluff, kind of enemies-to-lovers. Mentions of death, drugs (reader is forced to consume them), guns, abuse, induced vomit (reader gets help to vomit), etc. Swearing as always. CHANGES FROM ‘YOU’ TO ‘I/ME’ T MAKE SOME SCENES MORE REAL. NOT PROOFREAD.
• Word Count: 5103
• All Rights Reserved. The author, me, don’t allow any type of copy or adaption.
• If you guys see my works in other websites, let me know, please. I only have Tumblr.

BIG MASTERLIST

Sarah Cameron seemed to be a name that you couldn’t escape at all. A name everyone seemed to pronounce whenever you were close or not. Perhaps it was related to the fact that you both shared the same last name or that Sarah was never scared of freeing herself. Of course, it hadn’t been easy. But she had the Pogues, people who helped her come out of her world and see that the so-called Kooks weren’t as good, and the so-called Pogues weren’t as bad.

You didn’t have so much luck, or maybe you just weren’t as brave as Sarah. Sarah was everything you weren’t.

Rafe Cameron, your brother, liked that. He approved that you weren’t similar to Sarah, and he reminded you every day. Rafe considered that your sister was someone who had betrayed the Camerons, deciding to date and be friends with dirty Pogues. You just nodded your head, letting it be saturated with what Rafe declared regarding the Pogues. Nevertheless, sometimes you asked yourself what was like to be Sarah. What was it like to be deeply loved by friends who accepted you?

Rafe Cameron was manipulative and obsessed to carve you into the female version of himself. Yeah, it was fucked up. But it was the only love you had experienced while growing up, which modified your concept of it.

“Rafe,” You whined, your hands gripping his right arm before he could take another step. Of course, he didn’t seem to like your intervention as he spun around, looking deeply into your eyes and making you cower. He demanded with his gaze for you to continue. “I thought we were just going to have fun.”

“This will be fun.” Your brother gritted his teeth, a tiny smirk forming after. “What?” He wasn’t as stupid to not notice the expression that decorated your face. “Do you think we should leave them alone when they had entered our territory?” There wasn’t time for you to shake your head. “Is that what is happening here?” His head mentioned your grip on his arm. You let him go. “Are you starting to become like Sarah, uh?” He shook his head. “Are you going to leave me too? Are you going to choose them over your own blood?”

“Stop saying things like that!” You were agitated. “You are my brother. I will always be there for you and be on your side.” Your gaze moved to the two guys who were walking through Kook territory.

“Good.” His hand ended on your cheek, making you glance at him one again. “I know you aren’t like Sarah. I sometimes get scared you will change your mind.” No, you weren’t like Sarah. No, you wouldn’t change your mind because Rafe would always be there to remind you.

“C'mon,” Topper patted Kelce’s back as he started walking towards both boys. Barry followed them as you and your brother did too. Rafe had let you go. “Let’s teach them a lesson.”

“Hey!” You didn’t have to look at your brother to know that there was a smirk decorating his face. The same smirk that meant that trouble was approaching. But this was Rafe Cameron. Trouble followed him everywhere. “Aren’t these my two favourite Pogues?” He spat, stopping in front of the two boys who seemed to examine the situation. Five versus two. Well, four. “Haven’t I already told you not to come here?”

“Some of us need to work, Cameron,” Pope answered back, and you were surprised as it was the first time you had seen him replying to your brother. However, you could notice the fear as his tone hadn’t been aggressive. “We will finish our job and go away.” He tried to step forward, but Topper blocked his way. “Stop.”

Barry whistled. “Did the roles change?” He laughed aloud, stepping closer to Pope and grabbing the box he tightly gripped, throwing it to the ground. “Seems like you can’t finish your job now.” The others laughed as you stood behind them, not moving. Were you even breathing? “What’s up, JJ? Nothing to say?” The blond boy was always the one stepping forward, fighting back and protecting his friends. However, this time he stood silent with clenched fists and jaw.

“Who would have thought that JJ Maybank would keep his mouth shut?” Your brother grinned, stepping closer to the blonde, getting quite close to his face. “What happened, JJ?” The blond didn’t back away. “Did daddy finally cut your tongue, or does he just hit the shit out of you?” You lowly gasped as your brother’s minions laughed. “I admire your old man for doing the job that half the Kooks wish to do on you.” The smirk had left as he got even closer to JJ’s face. What no one expected was for JJ to spit on your brother’s face. Rafe used his arm to wipe his face. “So you are into spitting, uh?”

“I don’t know,” He finally answered back. “Ask your sister.”

Then, it happened.

Rafe turned his head, glancing your way. “Did you get close to him?” The rage was evident. “Did you get close to these fucking Pogues and lied to me?” You quickly shook your head, attempting to swallow. Your brother’s face was red as he stared at JJ once again. “You are dead, motherfucker.” Pope ended up restrained by Topper and Kelce as Barry grabbed JJ’s arm, giving Rafe easy access to repeatedly punch him on the stomach.

He didn’t stop. You didn’t stop him.

JJ had ended up on the floor, groaning and clutching his stomach. A bloody mouth from one of your brother’s hooks. Pope, kneeling next to him on the ground, worried. Your brother and his friends leaving as you stood there for a couple of seconds, glancing at the two boys.

“What.” Pope snapped at you. He believed that you were to blame as much as Rafe because you just stood there, gazing at your brother and his friends while they beat JJ. Pope was just mad. He knew that not even you could do anything to stop Rafe Cameron from being a fucking asshole.

“I…” You took a deep breath, body shaking. Your eyes met those of the blond one, which were a bit squinted due to the discomfort. “I-I’m s-,” Why was it so hard? Before you could try to apologize, Rafe had yelled for you to keep up with their pace. Offering both Pogues a last glance, you ran away.

You were the first one who didn’t apologize.

You groaned, clenching the soft blankets between your fingers and slightly moving your head so it would rest under your pillow, attempting to get away from the noise that seemed to invade the comforts of your bedroom. The noise seemed to stop, but only for a couple of seconds as it came back, holding you back from falling asleep once again.

Someone was calling you. Turning around and extending your arm, you blindly sought for your phone. “Yes?” Your voice was harsh as your mouth was dry. You couldn’t even see who was calling you. The light from the phone was too bright against your eyes, so you just decided to answer.

“Y/N.”

“Rafe?” You woke up a little bit after hearing his rushed voice. “W-What is going on? What time is it?” With some difficulty and squinting your eyes, you were able to look at the time. 3.33 a.m. “What the…” Placing the phone against your ear, you sat down on the bed. “Rafe, what is going on?”

“I need you to come to get us.” His voice was still rushed. “We are five streets down from home. I will send you the direction, alright?” Your mouth opened and closed, not knowing what was happening. “And I need you to come fast. Like right now, Y/N.”

Your heard noise in the background. “Are the boys with you?” You were pretty sure you had detected Barry, insulting someone.

“Stop asking all these fucking questions, Y/N.” He grunted, sighing after. “Now, Y/N.” You nodded your head as if he could see you, hanging up and deciding to wear a hoodie. You didn’t change your shoes or pyjama pants, terrified of Rafe being in trouble, which probably was why he had called you.

When you arrived at the destination place, you found your brother and some of his friends getting physical with the Pogues. You quickly parked your car, getting off and running towards Rafe, gripping his arm before it would punch John B in the face. “What is going on?” You whispered as your heart beat madly, inflicting pain in your chest.

“Your fucking brother placed drugs on one of Pope’s deliveries.” John B spat, glaring at you as if you had anything to do with it. “He prepared a trap, and he called the cops on us.”

“Hey, hey,” Barry called out, a smirk decorating his stupid face. “It’s your fault for having those drugs.” Before they could get into a more physical argument, the cops had arrived, asking for explanations.

Yeah, Rafe Cameron had set a trap for the Pogues. However, this time they were prepared as there had been witnesses when your brother and his friends had beaten JJ and Pope. Someone had been recording.

“You all coming with us for drug possession.” Your heat ached, but Rafe remained still, knowing that your dad would take you out as soon as he knew. Glancing at the Pogues, you noticed the relief in his eyes. Perhaps they doubted if they could win against some Kooks. You were startled when someone had grabbed your wrists. “C'mon, ma'am. You are coming too.” Your eyebrows furrowed as you claimed that you had nothing to do with what had happened. “You were with these boys in the video. We must take you until we confirm all the information.” As your head was pulled down as you were forced into the car, JJ Maybank’s gaze met yours.

He never apologized for not stating that you had nothing to do with what had happened.

“You should have come faster.” Rafe’s thigh hit yours as both of you were sitting in the police car. “This is your fault.”

You were lying on the cold floor of your bedroom, eyes closed and chest peacefully rising as music invaded your bedroom, granting a feeling of freedom that you never had the opportunity to experience.

Of course, that peacefulness was interrupted as Rafe barged into your safe place. Your bedroom’s or hitting the wall, and you reminded yourself to check the wall to make sure he hadn’t left a mark.

“I need your help.” You already didn’t like what was going on. “Dad is going to check my room for drugs because of what happened a week ago.” The night you both spent in jail because there was no one to bail you out as your father had disappeared for the night. You had tried to convince Rafe to use your chance of a call to call Sarah, but the way he had glared at you, determined what he thought about what you said. “I need to hide this.” He showed you a tiny transparent bag that had four pills inside.

“He will search mine too.” You never did drugs. It was just something you wanted to avoid. “He had been searching mine too because of what had happened.” You crossed your arms over your chest, glancing directly into your brother’s eyes.

“I know.” He stepped closer. “That’s why I need you to swallow them.” What. “I already took some. I can’t take more.”

You shook your head. “Then throw them away, Rafe.”

“You know how much I paid for this shit?” His volumed rose. “I’m not throwing this away. Are you seriously going to make me waste all that money and not help me?” He was doing it again. He was manipulating you. “After all the things I’ve done for you? Who was there when Sarah left us for the Pogues? Who beat those kids who used to bully you in school? Who was the one that took you to eat your favourite ice cream when we were kids? Who was the one who stopped Maverick Mathers from sticking his hand under your skirt?” When he regarded the expression you did whenever you were overthinking, he smiled.

You swallowed the four pills.

.

You weren’t sure if it was due to the heat that your body felt weak. You felt like collapsing in the middle of the road. However, you also knew that it was due to the drugs you had taken.

Where were you going? Far from Rafe and Ward Cameron.

Was it a good idea? Not really. Or yes. You weren’t sure.

You didn’t have an exact location on your mind. You didn’t have an exact place where you would go, hoping for someone to grab your arms and pull you up and comfort your trembling body. But you had ended in front of the Chateau, staring at the door as if someone would notice your presence and pull it open.

And someone did. A mess of blond hair and curious eyes with a hint of something more stared back at you. He noticed your shape. Guessing that he wouldn’t say anything, you stepped forward. Your mouth opened and closed a couple of times. Biting your lower lip, you madly blinked, wishing the tears would disappear. “Is…” You paused for a couple of seconds, attempting to calm your breathing. “Is Sarah home?” Home. What a strange word. How does it feel? Sarah had learnt that home wasn’t a place. You, sadly, would probably never understand that. JJ shook his head. “C-can I wait inside for her?” You saw the anger in his face. “Just for a couple of-.”

“Who is it?” A voice sounded from the inside. Seconds later, the door opened a little bit more, showing John B. His eyes widened as he saw you. “Oh, Y/N.” You couldn’t help but notice how his eyes glanced behind you, expecting to see Rafe.

You opened your mouth once again. Though, words didn’t seem to make an appearance. Why would they help you? All the things Rafe did to them fell on you too, because you were always there. Never stopping him. Never offering the Pogues a helping hand. So what the heck were you expecting?

You swirled around, swallowing your tears as you decided to walk away without saying anything. “Fuck.” You felt like falling on the ground and curling and screaming and crying and perhaps dying.

“Y/N,” You ignored John B’s call. “Sarah went out with Kiara.” He paused while you still walked, slowly as everything seemed to be moving. “She might be here soon. Want to wait for her inside?” His tone was softer, and you wanted to punch him. You wanted to punch him for being so nice to you when you never were. “I’m sure Sarah will be happy to see you.” Your heart ached, or was it your entire body? “She always says how much she misses you.” You stopped, turning around and meeting their eyes. John B’s stare was sincere, soft and protective. JJ’s was encouraging, and he seemed ready to jump forward…to attack? Or to help?

The next thing you knew, you were sitting on their couch in silence. John B had asked several times if you wanted something to eat, but the mere mention of food made you want to vomit. Finally, you had opted to let him give you some cold water. He wasn’t far away but being alone with JJ was intimidating.

“Hey,” Glancing back, you met a pair of eyes that weren’t blue. John B placed a glass filled with water on top of a small table. “Are you okay?” Why was he asking? Maybe because even though the weather was scorching, you embraced yourself as your body quivered uncontrollably. “You are scaring us, Y/N.” Shifting your gaze, you observed how close JJ had gotten, concern in both of their faces.

“W-when will S-s-sarah come?”

“Want me to call her?” He was already taking his phone out of his back pocket. He touched his screen a couple of times, pressing his phone to his ear. “Sarah? Are you close?” You glanced from one boy to another. “Uhm, your sister is here. No, Y/N. She is here.” Your teeth ticked. “She is asking for you.” Your body started shaking even more violently, alarming the boys. “Sarah…” He hesitated. “I think something is wrong. Come fast, please.” His calm voice didn’t match the expression on his face.

You felt hands on you. Hands, grabbing your cheeks, forcing you to meet a pair of blue eyes. “Did you consume?” His question was sharp. You were surprised by his recognition. Has he ever been in such a horrible situation? Willingly? “I need you to tell me if you had consumed anything, Y/N.” You were scared. What would they think of you?

“Y/N…” John B gently urged, hand resting on your shoulder. You quickly nodded your head. “What did you consume?” You shook your head. “Y/N, we need to know what you consume-.”

“Rafe.” You interrupted them.

JJ glanced at his friend, eyes lost, trying to decipher your answer. “Rafe gave them to you?” You nodded. “You don’t know what he gave you?” Again. “Were they pills?” Your body shook too much. Dizziness overcoming you. JJ’s hand quickly grabbed your right one. “Squeeze two times if it was pills.” One. Two. “How many? Y/N, how many did you take?” One. Two. Three. Four. “Shit.” His other hand went through his locks.

“What do we do? Do we call an ambulance? Do we-.”

“No,” The blond bit his lower lip. “Someone will have to go get her. Either Rafe or Ward.” You whimpered. “We make her vomit.” His hands grabbed your arms. “Help me, dude.” John B just listened to his friend, knowing he had more experience with this type of thing.

You ended in front of the toilet, sitting on the cold ground. JJ was sitting behind you, his chest against your back. He ordered John B to grab your hair. “Cmon, Y/N. Don’t hold back.” Your sister’s boyfriend seemed worried for you, deeply worried.

You shook your head. You couldn’t.

Maybank’s body trembled behind yours. “Y/N, we need you to vomit.” His breath caressed your ear. “If you don’t do it, we will have to take you to the hospital.” With much effort, you turned around to look at him. “Can I?” You sighed, nodding your head. “Okay, Okay.” His own body pushed yours closer to the toilet. “Open your mouth.” He shared a look with John B as he inserted his fingers inside your mouth, pushing them as far as possible. He felt your gags. “It’s okay. Let it go.” He continued encouraging you as his fingers went deeper. “Yes, yes.” His fingers hurriedly left your mouth as he felt the most powerful gagging motion.

You left before Sarah could arrive, even if John B pleaded for you to stay, and JJ stayed silent as he observed you. You left without apologizing for pulling them into your mess.

Several days had gone by since you had appeared on the Chateau. You hadn’t been answering Sarah’s calls, too embarrassed. You ignored the Pogues’ glances when you were out.

“Wake up.” Rolling on your bed, you sighed, bothered by whoever was trying to wake you up. “I said wake up.” It was when you felt something on your forehead that you decided to open your eyes. A gun. A gun was tightly pressed against your sweaty forehead. A gun was held by no other than Rafe Cameron. “Topper saw you leaving the Chateau a couple of days ago.” His jaw was clenched. “I don’t need to ask what you were doing there. Traitor.” He spat. "Worst thing, I already knew. I tried to see if you were going to turn around, but you continued towards the Chateau.“ He chuckled. "I have a device on your phone. I know where you are all the time, and I saw you. I saw you.”

“Rafe…”

“Don’t you fucking dare, Y/N.” He pressed the gun farther into your skin, demanding for you to get up. “You really wanted to see Sarah?” Rage. “Did you so badly wanted to see the person who left us? Not caring about us at all.”

“Rafe,” I swallowed, hands up in surrender. “It’s not what you think. I don’t know how I ended th-.”

“I DON’T GIVE A FUCK!” He spat all over my face. “You wanted Sarah,” His face moving closer to mine. “I will give you Sarah.” From his pants, he took a rope, cuffing my hands behind my back. Also, covering my eyes with a rag as he grabbed my arm. The gun once again pressed to my body. This time-pressed to my side as he manhandled me.

“Rafe.” I sobbed, terrified as my naked feet felt the ground against my feet. “Rafe, where are you taking me?” He didn’t answer as he pushed my body inside his car. “I’m sorry. I’m sorry.” He didn’t accept my apology as he got in the car, turning it on. “I swear I didn’t mean to end up there. I was drugged, I-.”

He chuckled. “So now you are blaming me?!” He yelled. “You are the one who wanted to go back to the person who abandoned us for some dull filthy Pogues.” He was going fast.

I didn’t know how long I was inside his car, nor where I was. I just knew I was terrified, a feeling that seemed to be present whenever Rafe was around. A sensation that was eating me from the inside, screaming at me to do the same. To yell. To shatter my lungs until someone would hear me, hoping to be saved, hoping to be heard.

I was forcefully taken from the car, and while I cried, he remained silent, pulling my body around and urging me to walk to, perhaps, my death.

Minutes later, after walking on the ground, cold tiles and stepping downstairs, he pushed me again. I fell to the ground with a yelp, and that’s when another voice was heard. “Rafe, please. Please let me go. Please, don’t do this.” Sarah? She was weeping, and I was pretty sure her body was shaking.

“Oh, c'mon,” He laughed. “I’m not the bad boy here. I’m helping you both see each other. You guys have a lot of things in common. The sisters who abandon their family for dirty Pogues and non-blood-related people.”

“Y/N?” She asked between sobs. I nodded my head, looking in the direction I thought she was. Then, I thought that maybe her eyes were covered too, and I weakly said ‘yes’.

“Enjoy your sister bonding time.” He grunted. “It won’t be long.” He stepped forward, and the bandage was taken off from my eyes. I blinked a couple of times, ignoring his figure retrieving and leaving the room.

My eyes adjusted to the light. Sarah was staring at me with wet cheeks and red eyes, her bottom lip trembling and her body shaking as I guessed. “Oh fuck, are you okay?” I nodded my head. “Is he…Is he going to kill us?” Perhaps. We were talking about Rafe Cameron. You never knew how fucked up his mind was or the type of thoughts that invaded his brain. “Oh my god,” She sobbed, violently. “What are we going to do? How are we going to get out of here?” We seemed to be in a basement. Where? Not sure. Not a clue. Not a fucking clue. “I’ve been screaming and,” She choked. “I don’t think anyone can hear us. I don’t think they can.”

My eyes widened as I gasped. “My phone.” Sarah glanced at me, confused. “He planted a tracking device on my phone. It’s in the front pocket of my pyjama pants.” How didn’t he notice?

“Oh my god,  I can’t believe your habit of sleeping with your phone is going to help us for the first time.” She used to get mad at me for sleeping with my phone, claiming it was dangerous for my health. “Come closer to my back. I will try to grab it.” I did as I was told, and after a couple of sighs and curses, she was able to grab it. “I can’t see the screen. Guide me, Y/N.” I nodded my head, still sobbing. “Okay. Is this number 5?”

“Wait,” I leaned forward. “Tell me the number.” She started telling me John B’s number as I marked it with my nose, having some complications hitting the numbers.

We both cried, praying forJohn B to answer. “Yes? Who’s this?” Sarah gasped, a heart-breaking sound accompanied by a teary laugh. “Sarah? Is that you?” He recognised her without even hearing her talk. “Where are you? You said you would be here in 10 minutes, and it’s been 20 min-.”

“John B, please.” She stopped him. “You need to listen. I’m calling from Y/N’s phone. Rafe has kidnapped us. We don’t know where we are, but my sister claims that Rafe placed a tracking device in her phone. I’m sure Pope can figure it out.”

“Sarah, is this a joke?” We heard voices behind him. The other Pogues could hear us now.

“N-not a joke,” I spoke. “He tracked my phone before. I didn’t know until today.” I glanced at my sister, who smiled at me. I had missed her. “He has a gun,” I whispered. I heard a male voice in the background cursing, JJ.

“Okay, we will figure this out, okay?” His voice shook. “We will take you both out of there. We will figure it out.”

I heard footsteps. “Sarah,” I cried. “He is coming back. He is-.”

“Hang up!” JJ screamed. “Listen to me, Y/N. Hang up ad kick the phone far from you. Now!” The call ended.

“Aw, look how close you both got.” He smirked, making a chill run through my body. “Who would have thought that the sisters would end together again.” His stare turned towards me. “Not me for sure.”

“Rafe…” I started.

“Tell me, Y/N.” He swirled the gun around his fingers. “I don’t care about this bitch anymore. I’m over it.” No, he wasn’t. “I’m over her changing us for filthy pogues.” He stepped closer to me. “But I can’t believe youwould do it, Y/N.” His glare deepened. “Was it because of Sarah? Did you miss her? Was she a better sibling than me? Because it was me who was there for you.” His voice rose. “I was always there FOR YOU!” I flinched. “Or was it for the blond shit, uh?” I had complications swallowing. “Yeah, I saw how you looked at him on Midsummers. I saw how you wanted to walk up to him when we did something to them.” I remained silent. “Did you want to suck his dick?” I felt disgusted by his words. “I get it. A bitch has needs too. But for him? Do you know how long Barry has been trying to get in your pants? I’ve been trying to help him. I was trying to see if my onlydecent sister would settle down with a friend of mine, someone I can trust.”

I was tired. “You and your friends can’t be trusted.” I spat. Sarah begged me to keep silent. I couldn’t. I was quiet for so long. “You are bullies.” Not my best insult, but I was just warming up. “You are a fucking psychopath who has puppies sucking your balls and following you everywhere out of fear. You have abandonment issues that you created by yourself because you are a manipulative bitch who wants to have everyone under your control.” The back of the gun hit my mouth, and I whined in pain, spatting blood on the ground as Sarah screamed.

“Go to hell, Y/N.” The gun was pointing between my eyes, and he didn’t seem to hesitate.

“Then I will see you again, Rafe.”

Before he could pull the trigger, blue and red light shone on the outside. Rafe panicked. We heard screams and other noises. The door opened, and officers came in, restraining Rafe. Sarah and I cried even harder, out of relief.

Other officers freed our hands and Sarah’s legs as they started questioning us. We answered with trembling voices as our hands found each other, squeezing.

“Sarah” She glanced at me with tears in her eyes. “I’m so so sorry.” She shook her head. “I’m sorry for everything. I never wanted to hur-.”

“No, no.” She shook her head, pulling me into her embrace. “I’m sorry for not taking you out of there. For not making you see that you were being manipulated and-.”

“Oh my god,” Someone gasped. Looking up, I saw Sarah’s friends, who race to her. John B being the first one grabbing her face, making sure she was alright and kissing her multiple times. “Sarah, god. Oh my god.” My sister cried even harder, feeling the comfort of her…family. Kiera cried while placing her head on her shoulder, glad to have her friend safe. Pope offered reassuring smiles, and JJ blinked fast, trying to hide his tears.

John B quickly turned his head to glance at me, and that’s when I noticed that JJ was looking away. He was attempting not to meet my eyes. “She’s okay, JJ.” John B whispered. “Mouth is bleeding. Bruise on her forehead.”

The blond boy finally swung around, meeting my eyes. “I’m sorry,” I spoke. “I’m sorry for everything. I hope one day you would be able to forgive me for everything I’ve done.” I wept. “I should have stopped them. I’m so sorr-.”

Arms. Strong warm arms embraced me. I saw a tiny bit of blond hair before closing my eyes while hugging him back. “I’m sorry,” His voice cracked. “We should have done something to take you away from someone like that. We saw how he treated you. That last day should have been enough for me to do something, and I didn’t.” He put some space between us. His hands grasping my cheeks and he didn’t seem to care about the blood in my mouth as his lips met mine.

Moments later, more arms were around me. We apologized. I was welcomed by the Pogues.

I had Pope.

I had Kie.

I had John B.

I had Sarah. My sister. Her name wasn’t something I wanted to escape now.

I had JJ Maybank.

I had a home. A family.

Don’t Forget Where You Belong Sequel

I am pleased to announce that the Don’t Forget Where You Belong Sequel will be called…

“How Rich is a Treasure We Posses”

JJ and Y/N are coping with the loss of two of their best friends- John B and Sarah. Y/N claims that she’s done looking for the gold, that the pain it’s caused could never be worth the amount of money. JJ, forever reckless and motivated, wants to keep looking.

As they start their new school year, they are met with a series of challenges: Rafe Cameron is running around OBX, a murderer and a free man, Pope and Kie have some weird fling going on and JJ and Y/N try to love through their loss.

Will they stay strong? Will they crumble under pressure? What else will they discover along the way?

No matter what, they will learn how rich the treasure is they already posses: each other.

MULTI-PART SERIES - COMING SOON

catch up on series 1 now

Sunshine- JJ Maybank

( not my gif!)

hi girl i was hoping you’d be interested in doing another jj x reader? Where JJ finds her hidden, having a panic attack and it takes a little bit to calm her down? 52, 84, 92, 125 , 152 were the numbers I picked but if there’s too many or you can’t make them all work, you can pick whichever.

Word count: 1,552 

Summary: JJ finds you having a panic attack and is right by your side to help you calm down.

Prompts:

52. “Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.”

84. “Take your medicine.”

92. “I feel like I can’t breathe.”

125. “Don’t do anything stupid, I’m gonna help you.”

152. “It happened again.”

17 years. 17 years of constant arguments between your parents that ended with screaming and cussing. 17 years of flinching everytime a door slammed. 17 years of wondering if it would end with violence or a drunk mother and/or father. 

There was one person who stayed by your side those entire 17 years, your best friend JJ Maybank. JJ was your neighbor since you two were in diapers, becoming his best friend after he asked you if you would like to go to the local playground to go collect bugs for his insect tank. He was always there for you no matter what the issue was, whether it be a boy who broke your heart, your parents arguing, hell even if you had cramps he would be over in a minute with snacks and medicine for the pain.

JJ knew you more than you knew yourself; he knew when you were stressed, he knew when you haven’t eaten, he knew if you needed to leave a situation, he always knew if you didn’t take your medication. He was always on top of you with your medication for your anxiety. Everyday at 3 p.m. and he wasn’t with you, he would call or text you to make sure you took the pills.

He was the reason you were still alive and functioning, the reason you were still smiling even with everything you were facing. He was there right by your side holding your hand when you went to your first therapy session. He was there for you when you had your first panic attack. JJ was the ray of sunshine in the tunnel of darkness that suffocated you.

It was 5 in the morning when you first heard the shouts of your parents. Their screams echoed through the halls, slamming against the sound of the closed bathroom door. You sat in the bathtub, knees pulled up to your chest as you rested your head on your arms. You rocked back and forth softly trying to catch your breath as it felt like the walls were closing in.

Squeezing your eyes shut, you clamped your hands over your ears as you heard a harsh slapping sound and a broken cry escape your mother’s lips. The feeling of a cement block slowly felt like it was pushing on your chest, making it feel like your throat closed up with each breath you took. “It’s okay, I’m okay.” You quietly repeated to yourself, trying to trick yourself into believing it.

You opened your eyes, quickly shutting them again when you saw black splotches in the air; like when you rub your eyes too hard and you see the white spots in the back of your mind. You were too focused on trying to calm yourself down, you didn’t notice the door slamming twice signaling that both your parents left you alone in the house. 

JJ was out in his backyard hearing the whole thing, eyes trained on your house praying that you were okay. As soon as he saw your parents storm out the front door he hopped over his fence and ran straight  into your house. Panic was written on his face as he checked every room in the house, not seeing any sign of you. He checked your bedroom to see messed up sheets and your prescription medication on your night stand. 

He ran to the bathroom directly across the hall to hear your broken whimpers coming from inside. He didn’t want to burst into the room, knowing that would only make your panic attack worse. He gently knocked on the door, feeling panicked when you didn’t answer in any way. He opened the door to see an empty bathroom, but he quickly realized you were sitting in the bathtub. Pulling the curtain back, his heart shattered seeing you in such a distressed state.

You popped your head up at the sound of the curtain moving, afraid your parents found you there. You instantly felt a wave of relief rush through your body, but you still felt like you were frozen in fear. “I feel like I can’t breathe.” You stuttered, still feeling the crushing weight on your chest. He quickly got down on his knees to become face to face with you. He slowly reached his hand out and held onto your shoulders, waiting for you to allow him to hug you. 

You turned your body towards him and that’s when he knew he could hug you. He wrapped his arm around your waist, the other holding the back of your head; entangling itself in your hair. Tucking your face into the crook of your neck, you felt as if you could slowly start to breathe again. “It happened again.” You mumbled, attempting to stop your body from shaking. He pressed a kiss to your forehead before slowly pulling back. 

“Hey, hey, calm down. They can’t hurt you anymore.“ He pressed his forehead against yours, placing your hand on his chest, right on top of his heart. "Follow my breathing, okay? In… out… in… out… there we go, sunshine.” You repeated his actions, feeling your lungs inhale the air properly. The heavy weight was no longer on your chest, leaving a small aching feeling.

“Don’t do anything stupid, I’m gonna help you,“ he said, "I’ll be right back.” You swallowed harshly, realizing how dry your mouth had gotten. You wiped away the stray tears with the back of your hand and blew your nose with toilet paper before JJ came back with your pill bottle and a glass of water.

“Take your medicine.” He instructed, passing you a pill into your hand. You sighed loudly before looking up at JJ. He gave you a look you knew all too well. It was the ‘Please take this before I have to forcefully cram it down your throat’ look that he’s been giving you since you first got the prescription. You tossed the pill into your mouth, quickly chugging the glass of water. You fanned yourself with your hands, body feeling hot from feeling so claustrophobic.

“Hot?” He asked, sitting on the lid of the toilet. You nodded your head, running your hand through your hair to push it out of your face. “You trust me?” He asked you as he stood up. You nodded your head, “of course.” “Okay, just sit there but scoot forwards.” You obeyed him as scooted towards the front of the tub, your eyelids feeling heavy. 

JJ slowly turned the faucet on and plugged the tub, allowing it to begin to fill with cold water. You instantly relaxed at the cool touch, softly grinning as you saw JJ take his shoes off before stepping into the tub behind you. You reached forward and shut the water off once it reached up to your thighs. JJ rested against the back wall, allowing you to lay yourself between his legs, your back pressed against his chest. His arms reached around your front as he looped his fingers on top of yours. Your body shivered as he pressed a soft kiss to the back of your neck.

“You are my sunshine, my only sunshine.” He started softly singing, earning a soft giggle from you. “You make me happy when skies are gray.” You sang with him, letting the feeling of happiness overcome your emotions. “You never know dear, how much I love you.” You tilted your head back against his chest, fluttering your eyes shut as he pecked your forehead. “Please don’t take my sunshine away." 

You could feel your heartbeat find a steady pace once again as you surrounded yourself in JJ’s touch. He rested his cheek on the top of your head, smiling to himself as he heard you sigh in relief. "You okay princess?” He whispered into your ear, triggering a patch of goosebumps to appear on your arms. 

“Is it okay if I go get us some dry clothes?” You nodded your head as JJ carefully exited the tub, grabbing a towel to dry his lower half off. You stretched your body out in the tub, letting the cool water splash against your torso. JJ went to your closet, immediately taking his extra clothes he leaves there for nights like this one. He picked out shorts and a shirt for you to sleep in, hoping it would be comfortable enough for you. 

He walked back towards the bathroom, passing you a towel and your dry clothes. You two faced away from each other as you both quickly changed out of your clothes. You giggled as JJ almost fell over trying to put his shorts on, hearing him grunt in annoyance at his action. 

Being too lazy to put your clothes in the washer, you left your clothes in the bathtub along with JJ’s. You led him to your room, closing the door before you threw yourself onto your bed. JJ turned the bedroom lights off before joining you in bed, carefully tucking the sheets around your body. You faced him, your eyes slowly shutting as JJ held the side of your face, his thumb delicately skimming your cheek. 

“Goodnight, sunshine.” You mumbled, angling your head to kiss the palm of his hand. He smiled at you with an adoring look in his eyes, “goodnight, princess.”

Hospital Nights- JJ Maybank

(Not my gif!)

Request: 

“Can you do a prompt for JJ, where the store that he works at gets robbed and the robber shoots him and all the characters have to cope with the fact that JJ might die. I understand if you don’t want to xx

Word count: 3,305

Warnings: blood, hospitals, shootings, guns, hospitals, cursing, sadness

I cried writing this one too

It was like any other day for JJ Maybank, he worked at a local retail store. He told you he wanted to pick up as many shifts as he could so he could spoil you. You told him that he didn’t need to shower you with things; just being with him made you happy enough. You kissed JJ and told him to have a good day before he left for work. Little did you guys know that everything was about to change. 

It was a relaxing Tuesday morning, the store had a few customers in it. JJ and his coworker Amy stood behind the register as a man in a black sweatshirt and jeans walked in. "Good morning!” His coworker greeted the man who acknowledged them with a nod.

The man strolled down the isles slowly, one hand in his pocket and one hand picking up random object’s. He picked up a bag of chips and soda before walking up to the counter and placing it down. JJ was about to check him out before he pulled out a loaded pistol.

JJ’s eyes widened in fear, “give me everything you have in both registers.” The man demanded, customers that were near immediately ran out of the store and out to safety. 

JJ held both hands up in surrender as the man made his way around the counter, his gun trained straight on Amy. “Okay, okay. I’m getting the money now.” JJ said as he opened one of the registers. 

“Man hurry up!” The robber yelled as he suddenly began to fidget in his stance. JJ pulled out the cash and wrapped a rubber band around it. He made his way to the other register and opened it. 

Instead of reaching for the money inside, he reached below the counter and grabbed a metal pipe that was stored there in case something like this were to happen. In what felt like a millisecond, JJ knocked the guy on the side of the head with the pipe. 

“Amy, go!” JJ yelled as she jumped over the counter and out of the store, running around the building to see a couple cowering. “We called the police as soon as we left!” The woman said in tears, still terrified. Amy couldn’t catch her breath, she was mortified of what would happen;  from a distance, sirens could be heard. 

The robber groaned in pain as JJ tackled him to the ground, the gun flying across the floor. The two fought, JJ on top of the man, throwing punches at his face. The robber headbutted him, knocking him off as he scrambled for the gun.

Before JJ could process it, a loud shot filled the air and there was a sharp pain in his lower chest. Everything went in slow motion as another shot rang out, this time the bullet going into him under his peck.

JJ fell to the floor as he cried out in pain, curling up in a ball as his clothes began to soak in his own blood. The robber stared wide eyed at what he had done, but simply grabbed the money and ran out of the store, only to be stopped with a baton to the knee by the cops. Amy heard the gunshots go off, her heart dropping when she saw the robber only had bruises.

She ran in and saw JJ lying helplessly on the floor, clutching his wounds, his sobs filled her ears as she fell to her knees, her hands keeping pressure on his wounds. “Hey hey hey you’re gonna be okay. Help! Somebody fucking help him!” Amy screamed out as medics ran into the room with a stretcher. 

The medics carefully picked the injured boy off of the ground and placed him onto the stretcher. Amy looked down at her hands, her head feeling dizzy when she saw the blood covering every inch of them. 

“Y/N.” JJ mumbled as he was lifted into the ambulance. “She’ll be right there when you wake up Maybank!” Amy screamed out to him as she cried. Police officers came up to the girl and had to ask her questions about the events that had happened. She couldn’t properly form sentences, her mouth had gotten dry and she felt as if she was going to be nauseous.

“I have to get his girlfriend down to the hospital. Please.” Was the only words she could get out. The officers nodded as they finished their notes. “You can borrow his phone to make the call. You okay to drive?”

Amy blankly nodded as she was given the phone, her fingers dialing your number. It rang for a few seconds before you picked up. 

“Hello?" 

"Y/N you need to get down to the hospital right now.” Amy rasped as she anxiously tapped her foot. “Why? What happened? Are you okay?”

“JJ got shot.” Was all Amy could say. You stopped breathing for a second as you felt like everything stopped. Your face got pale, your brother noticed as he gathered around you. “What-what?” You asked, your voice hoarse and your eyes stinging with tears. 

“We got robbed and he got shot twice in the chest. Please just meet me there.” You hung up the phone and let out a few shaky breaths before releasing the tears. You grabbed your keys and left your brother in the house without another word.

You sped down the empty roads, your foot pressed hard on the gas pedal and never eased up. You didn’t want to believe it, you didn’t want it to be real. Letting out loud cries, you pulled into the parking lot. You ran into the hospital, frantically looking for Amy. 

You found the blonde sitting in a chair by herself in the corner. She stood up and ran up to you, embracing you in a tight hug. “What the fuck happened, where is he? How bad is it? Are you okay?” Your mouth spewed out all these questions before Amy could process a single one. Amy was still struck with fear as she took a deep breath.

“He’s in surgery now. A guy came in to rob us and JJ hit him with a metal pipe and he told me to leave. And I did. Y/N, I left him. If I didn’t leave him maybe he wouldn’t have been shot, maybe I would’ve-” Amy suddenly began rambling, thinking that this was her fault. 

You held her shoulders tightly, “Amy, this was not your fault, okay? You did what you had to do, it’s your natural reaction to leave when something like this happens. It is not your fault.” You reassured her as more tears streamed down her face.

You and Amy held each other as they cried into each other’s shoulders. You sniffed as you pulled back, “I gotta call our family.” Amy nodded and got back to her seat in the corner.

You left the hospital and stood outside, trying to see if the fresh air would help you catch your breath. Your hands shook as you carefully dialed John B’s number, knowing the Pogues were at his house. It rang for a bit before John B picked up, “Pogue residence." 

"Hey, could you put me on speaker?” You asked.

“Y/N! Where are you? Are you with JJ? You guys were supposed to be here an hour ago.” JB questioned as his friends gathered around him and his phone.

“I’m at the hospital. JJ got shot.” Your heart twisted as you spoke those words. The line went silent for a few seconds. “Guys?”

“We’re heading over now.” And with that, he hung up. 

You sat in your seat anxiously next to Amy as you waited for the group of Pogues  to come. Your emotions were everywhere, your eyes were puffy, nose a bright shade of red, lips chapped. You had lost your appetite, energy, and your happiness.

Pope, Kie, and John B ran in and saw the two girls, traumatized. They slowly walked up to them, “how bad is it?” Pope asked, his lip quivering.

“He’s in surgery now.” Amy said as you stared blankly at the floor. You wanted to speak, but you couldn’t find the right words to say. Nobody knew what to say. They all just sat there in silence, but all supporting each other with hugs and hand holding.

_____2 hours later_____

A doctor with a clipboard and papers walked out into the waiting room. “JJ Maybank?” She called out as the group of teens collectively stood up. She raised her eyebrows, “who’s the main one?”

Everyone turned their eyes to you. You stepped forward, feeling sick once again. “The surgery was completed and they successfully removed both bullets. He is resting now, however he is unconscious due to the fact that the one of the bullets was close to a major artery and he lost quite a bit of blood. You can see him whenever you’d like, we just ask one at a time.” The doctor spoke, you took in her words feeling blessed knowing that it was a success.

You let the others see him first, only to be able to see him last before you had to go home. You wanted to stay the rest of the day with him until the hospital didn’t allow visitors anymore. You sat in the uncomfortable chair as you picked at your nails. Your mind had a million thoughts running around and you couldn’t process any of them.

After what seemed like a lifetime, it was finally your turn to see him. Kie walked up to you and quickly threw her arms around you, allowing you to cry into each other’s necks. Pope and John B joined you guys, all being there to support each other. “Will you be okay if we head back to the chateau?” Kie asked, breaking the group hug. You nodded your head and wiped the tears on the back of your hand. John B gave you a quick peck on the forehead, “you can come over whenever you need, we’ll be right there for you.”

You nodded your head and gave Pope a hug before you watched your loved ones walk out the door. You turned around and began to make way to his room. Your legs suddenly felt as if they would crumble from underneath you.

You stood in front of the door, hand on the door knob shaking as you heard the sound of the beeping monitor. You took a deep breath before slowly opening the door. You covered your mouth with your hand as more tears flooded your eyes at the sight of JJ.

He had bruises on his face, his lower lip inflamed along with his left eye. He had a tube up his nose and in his mouth to help with his breathing. He was patched up, spots of his blood stood out from the white gauze wrapped around the wounds.

You sat in the chair next to him, your mouth gaping as you took in the sight of him. You slowly reached across the bed and lightly held onto his hand, afraid to hurt him anymore. “Oh God.” You sobbed out as you saw how pale his skin was.

You pressed a delicate kiss to his hand, holding it to your lips for a few seconds before taking it away, still holding it. Scooting the chair towards the bed, you rubbed your thumb across his knuckles. Your fingers softly ran through his hair. “I love you so much. God, I never thought this would happen. You know, even after fighting off Kooks and going on a treasure hunt.” You spoke as you sniffled, struggling to breathe. “The amount of times you have saved my dumbass. I wish I was there to save yours.” You mumbled. 

You sat there for hours, afraid to leave his side. At times you would get a call or text from your friends, checking in on you and asking for updates. You rested your head on the side of the bed, eyes fluttering shut. You had gotten an hour worth of rest before you were woken up by the sound of the monitor. Looking up to see that there was a flat line. You choked on air as you swung the door open and screamed out, “I need a doctor in here now!" 

You muffled your cries with your hands as doctors and nurses ran into the room. One nurse had to pull you out as you begged them to let you stay. "Hun. You need to go home and get some sleep. We’ll call you tomorrow as soon as we allow visitors.” The nurse calmly spoke as your knees buckled beneath you.

You fell to the ground as the nurse held you in her arms. “Please save him.” You begged as you remained on the cold white floor; the nurse couldn’t make promises she couldn’t keep.

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You drove yourself to John B’s, your ears ringing as your chest hurt from heaving so hard. Your eyes were sore from crying and your voice was raspy. 

You walked through the front door to see Kie and Pope fast asleep on the couch, you could only assume John B was asleep in his bed. You snuck out through the backdoor and made way to the hammocks. Your fingers skimmed the fabric before you sat down, shimmying into the pillows. Turning your head, you pictured JJ next to you with his arm around your shoulder. 

Blinking, his image disappeared before your eyes; only causing your heart to ache more. You sat in silence, listening to the crickets as they chirped in the distance. Too focused on the sounds, you nearly fell to the floor as John B appeared to your side. You clasped your hand over your heart as he let out an apologetic laugh.

He took the spot next to you as you both stared at the moonlight reflecting off the waters. “He’s gonna be okay, he’s a strong motherfucker.” He reassured you, rubbing a reassuring hand on your shoulder. You exhaled as the picture of him in that hospital bed reappeared in your head. “I love him, John B I can’t lose him.” You stated, voice just above a whisper. 

“He loves you too. You know, recently he brought up the thought of marrying you.” Your head snapped towards your friend with your eyes wide. “What?” He realized what he said when it was too late, “ah shit I didn’t mean to actually say that.” You shook your head, “no, no it’s okay. What did he say about it?”

He turned to face you, tucking his legs criss crossed underneath him. “He said he loves waking up in bed with you by his side, it helps him smile everyday and helps get him out of bed. He’s thought about if you two would have kids, you guys would make little bedtime stories of the Pogues adventures together, but you know, kid friendly. How he can’t wait for you to have his last name, there was one time I caught him mumbling Y/N Maybank in his sleep.” Your cheeks turned a bright pink as John B told you everything, only realizing how much you’re in love with this boy.

“You mean the world to him Y/n, before he met you he used to just sleep around, smoke way more, sometimes drank till he passed out. But since he met you he’s changed in the best way possible. Hell, he even started wearing his seatbelt when he drove.” Wiping your tears on the back of your hand you grinned to yourself. “I’m so unbelievably in love with him.” John B flashed you a bright smile, glad two of his best friends found love within each other.

“You know he would want you to get some sleep, right?” You exhaled and stepped out of the hammock. “I hate when you’re right.” You muttered before offering a hand out to him. He stood up and walked back into his house, tiptoeing around Pope and Kie. You two stood in front of JJ’s room, he wrapped his arms around you, pressing a soft kiss to the top of your head. “Goodnight Y/N.” He whispered. “Goodnight John B.”

You entered his room and shut the door, taking in the smell of his cologne that drifted through the air. You sat at the desk placed in the corner of his room, staring at the photos of you two that scattered his wall. You picked up a wallet sized picture of JJ kissing your cheek on your third date with him. Your whole body felt so drained it felt difficult to even breathe. You traced the shapes of the photo with your finger, “please be alive." 

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5 days later

Everyone had visited JJ in the hospital except his own father. Hell, even Kie and Pope’s family visited him. You were contemplating going to his dad and screaming at him, but Pope had to physically hold you back from doing that. You brought a new bouquet of flowers everyday, giving the old ones to  the nurses and doctors that worked there. 

You sat on the left side of the bed, holding his hand with your eyes fluttering shut every now and then due to your lack of sleep. You wanted to scream, you wanted to cry, but you were numb and felt like a drained battery.

Your head snapped up when you suddenly felt JJ’s hand squeeze yours. You gasped as you nearly jumped from your chair. "Baby?” You asked softly. Slowly, his eyes fluttered open as he took a deep inhale of air. Your senses awakened as you let out a sigh of relief, a large grin displayed on your face. 

“Y/N?” His mumbled, his voice scratchy. You found the control next to his bed and found the button for a doctor to come to the room immediately. You pressed a kiss to his hand as he held onto yours. “Hey baby. Hey, I’m right here, it’s okay.” You soothed him as you smiled at your boyfriend. 

Doctors rushed in, pushing you out of the room saying they needed to check his vitals and see how stable he was. You sat outside the door against the wall, knees pulled up to your chest with your arms resting on your knees. You tilted your head up and closed your eyes, feeling beyond lucky that he was responsive. 

After about twenty minutes, the doctor left the room to speak with you. “He’s very lucky, 1 more inch and that bullet would’ve hit a major artery. We want him to stay here just for a couple days to make sure he’s healing properly. After that he’s free to go home whenever.” You nodded your head and thanked him as he walked away. 

You entered back into his room, standing next to the bed. “Come here, princess.” He mumbled as you bent down towards him, gently holding the non injured side of his face. He kissed you passionately, fingers intertwined in your hair. He carefully scooted over and patted the empty side of the bed for you.

You hesitantly got in next to him, being careful to avoid his wounds. You rested your head on his shoulder as he kissed your forehead. “I’ve missed you, so fucking much.” You muttered as you finally felt at peace being by his side again. “You can’t get rid of me that easily Y/L/N,” He joked as he pressed his lips to your hand, “You’re stuck with me forever.” He continued.

You remembered the conversation you had with John B a few nights before. “Sounds perfect to me.” He gave you that heart stopping grin of his before planting another kiss on your lip.

If The World Was Ending- John B

(Not my gif, credit to the owner!)

A/n: I’VE MISSED YOU GUYS! I broke my phone and I had to wait the whole month before my new phone got shipped in. But I’m back and I’m so excited to keep writing!

Summary: Inspired by If The World Was Ending by JP Saxe and Julia Michael’s + Laying On My Porch While We Watch The World End by Powfu.

Word count: 1,510

Warnings: cursing

John B sat in his van as he let out a string of curse words from his lips. His entire life living in the Outer Banks he had never seen so much traffic in front of his eyes. It was a one way street with about 20 cars in front of him going 10 miles under the speed limit. He reached over and hovered his hand over the passenger’s seat before it fell limp onto the cushion.

He felt the small impact of the fabric, sighing as he shook his head to clear his thoughts. It seemed as if it were yesterday when you were in the passenger’s seat, his hand placed on your thigh; tracing the letters of the alphabet onto your skin. His eyes fell onto the empty seat as he let out a loud sigh, running his hand through his hair.

You two were high school sweethearts, started dating in 9th grade but split up after high school graduation. You two had a conversation about your future together, whether you guys would want marriage and kids. You had told him you weren’t ready for marriage and you weren’t sure if you ever would be. His heart was crushed by your words, wondering if you were ever really in love with him. You had always loved him, but you knew you weren’t ready to spend forever with him. You both said you two would stay in touch; that was one year ago.

He was too caught up in his thoughts and memories to process the road underneath his car began to shake and rumble. The only thing that snapped him out of his trance was hearing quite a few screams of fear. Only then did he realize that there was an earthquake happening. He sat in the driver’s seat, frozen in fear as he immediately thought of you. 

He wondered where you were and if you were safe. Maybe you were out at the bar drinking, maybe you were in your house watching television in the living room. His grip on the steering wheel tightened as he felt his van shake fiercely, wishing you were there to calm him down; and that’s when he realized something. If the world was ending, he would want to be with you. 

He would want you in his arms, talking with you as if nothing was happening. He wouldn’t be afraid to tell you he loves you, he wouldn’t be terrified to tell you that he never stopped. Everything he feared, he didn’t care about as long as he was with you. He wouldn’t even dare to say goodbye to you in the final minute, knowing he would wake up on the other side with you in his arms. 

He was hesitant while wondering if the world ended, would you want to be with him as well? 

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You sat on the edge of your couch watching as ‘breaking news’ was written across your television. The earthquake didn’t frighten you, it didn’t make you run for cover. You sat on your couch with your head in your hands, your thoughts immediately finding their way to think about John B. You wondered if he was scared, worried, or unbothered like you were.

You turned your head to the empty spot on the couch next to you. Trying to fight back, you couldn’t help but let out a laugh at the memory of John B laying upside down with his feet dangling in the air as his face turned a beet red. You could have your eyes closed in a room full of a thousand people; yet still be able to pick out his laugh, reminiscing on the amount of times you caused it. 

Recalling a memory from one night, the sound of your drunken laughter mixed with his echoed in your head. 

You drunkenly thanked the uber driver, complimenting her hair before exiting the car. John B joined your side, apologizing to her for having to drive the drunken couple home. She offered a warm goodbye before driving out of your driveway. 

You shoved your hand into your purse, fingers pushing objects around until you found your house keys. John B giggled loudly before you held your index finger up to your lips, “shh! My neighbors hate me enough as it is.” You mumbled, biting your lip to hold back your laughter. “Y/n, how much shit do you have in your purse,” he started, “seriously! You shove your hand in there and it’s like a trip to Narnia!" 

You cackled at his words, immediately covering your mouth with your hand as you pulled your keys out. Fiddling with the item you tried inserting the key into the lock, missing it 3 times before you were able to insert it. You unlocked the door and pushed it open, nearly stumbling over as you forced the door.

Turning around you flipped the lights on in your kitchen, both of you groaning out in pain as the bright lights blinded you both. He covered both your eyes and his with his hands as you quickly switched them back off. John B pulled out a chair at the kitchen table, aiming to sit down in the seat only to miss it completely as he fell to the floor.

You covered your mouth as you began cackling at your boyfriend’s mishap. Doubling over from laughter, your face turned red as you couldn’t catch your breath. "Are-are you-you ok-” you couldn’t finish your sentence as his laughter got louder than yours. You fell to your knees and joined his side, cupping the side of his face. Your laughter slowly died down with his as his eyes looked into yours. “You’re so beautiful.” He slurred, gently holding the bottom of your chin as he kissed you.

Returning the action, you sighed in content at the feelings of his lips against yours. He released you which allowed you to snuggle into his chest. Your eyes slowly fell shut as you quietly fell asleep to the sound of his heartbeat on your kitchen floor. 

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You smiled softly to yourself, shutting off the TV before leaning back against the cushion. You sat there in silence for a few minutes before a rapid knock echoed from your front door. Slowly getting up you headed towards the sound before unlocking the door and opening it. You could barely process who was in front of you before he tackled you in a hug.

The smell of his cologne immediately made your eyes water, not realizing how much you missed him. Your eyes watered as you felt him hold the back of your head as your fingers clutched onto the fabric of his shirt. The sound of him sniffling made your heart ache with pain. You felt like you were frozen in place, like your body turned cold. “You’re safe.” He spoke to himself, thanking the Lord that you were okay. Slowly pulling himself away from you, his brown eyes searched into your E/C ones. You got lost in his for a moment before inviting him inside.

He sat next to you on the couch turning his body to face you. “I miss you.” You let the words glide off your tongue before you could stop yourself. His eyes widened at your confession, his tongue swiped across his bottom lip; a habit he had when he got nervous. “When I felt the earthquake, I realized something. I realized that if the world was ending I would want you to come over. I’d want you to stay the night, even if you fell out of love with me I just want to be with you. You made me feel alive, and that’s all I’d be able to focus on even if we were about to die." 

Exhaling loudly, you caught your breath as his eyes filled with tears. "I’m sorry if that was too much or didn’t make sense-” John B quickly reached forward and held the side of your face, kissing you passionately as you held his wrist in place. The feeling of euphoria ran through your body, goosebumps appeared on your arms as you felt him grin into the kiss. You pulled back from him to catch your breath, resting your forehead against his.

“I could be falling to my doom but I would be smiling because you have made me the happiest person. There could be meteors flying across the sky, buildings could be falling down and on fire, chaos could be everywhere but I wouldn’t give a single care in the world because I’m safe with you. I know you said you weren’t ready for marriage, but that never stopped me from loving you even after we broke up.” He whispered, his breath fanning over your lips.

“I never stopped loving you either, and this whole thing showed me that I am ready for marriage. I’m ready to spend the rest of my life with you.” You muttered, a wide grin appeared on his lips. “Really?” Your grin mirrored his, “really.”

Taken- JJ Maybank

Request: hi ! I was wondering if you’d be interested in doing 111, 131 & 160 with jj - his best friend gets kidnapped by the two dudes who were looking for the compass at john b’s place & he has to find a way to get her back?

(Not my gif, credit to the owner!)

Summary: You’ve been taken by the square groupers and JJ is anxious to get you back.

Word count: 2,484

Warnings: Kidnapping, violence, crying, fear, abuse, cursing, mentions of bruises and blood, angst and fluff.

Prompts:

111. “I’ll kill you, you sick bastard. I’ll kill you, you’re a fucking monster who deserves to die.”

131: “If I wanted you dead, this room would be a lot quieter.”

160: “Stop fighting!”

“Hey, has anyone heard from Y/N? I tried calling her to invite her to come surfing with us but she never picked up or texted me back.” JJ said to the Pogues, walking back to John B’s from the beach. His friends checked their phones, all of them shaking their heads.

“I mean you know her, she’s either asleep or painting something outside. But we gotta go get her anyway if we’re gonna go eat at The Wreck.” John B suggested already walking to his van. JJ sat in the back of the van, an odd feeling in his stomach. Pushing back the feeling, he relaxed into the seat.

A quick five minute drive went by before they arrived at your house. Your car was still in the driveway, your parents not home due to them working. They walked through the front door, they stopped in their steps as they took in the sight in front of them.

The couch and dining room table was flipped over, papers and small objects scattered the floor. There was a hole in the wall next to the front door. Broken plates and bowls were shattered all over the kitchen floor. JJ ran down the hallway into your room to see it completely destroyed as well. 

Photos of you and the Pogues were torn apart, your bed was flipped to the side, some clothes were splayed on the floor. JJ stood there like a deer caught in headlights. Pope, John B, and Kie joined his side, all of their jaws fell open. “Holy shit.” Pope muttered. JJ walked towards your dresser to see a poorly handwritten note.

‘This is your warning.’ JJ slammed his fists down against the wood, “damn it! God fucking damn it!” He yelled, his face now red with anger and fear. The Square Groupers had gotten to you, kidnapping you to warn John B and his friends that they were not messing around. 

JJ fell to his knees, his hands picking up a ripped up picture of the Pogues, all of them were smiling and genuinely happy. Now, if you took a look at someone in the group, everybody looked desperate and broken.

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You woke up, your mind groggy and your body ached in pain. The last thing you remember was a rag being smacked over your mouth before darkness took over. You attempted to push the hair out of your face, however the tight feeling of a rope was wrapped around your wrists. You turned your head, noticing the dark and abandoned room you were sitting in.

Your mind felt like a static TV, it was functioning however you couldn’t focus on anything. Fear flooded your veins as you connected the dots, remembering the square groupers attacked you in your house. You groaned out in pain, the sound being muffled by a piece of duct tape covering your mouth. Heavy footsteps marched down a small staircase, one of the men walking up to you with a water bottle in his hand.

“If I take this off of you are you gonna scream?” You shook your head no. In this short period of time, you had the option of fighting against a man whose way stronger than you, or doing what you’re told in hopes that they don’t kill you regardless. The man titled the water bottle up towards your lips, your body melting as the liquid hit your tongue.

“Alright. Tell me what you know about the compass.” “I don’t know.” You lied through your teeth. “I said what do you know about the compass?” He raised his voice, making you flinch for a moment. “I said, I don’t fucking know!” You fought back however you resisted, making him furious. He hooked his arm back before his fist collided with the side of your face.

You yelped in pain, panting as your mouth began to taste the metallic trait of blood. He crouched down to your level. “You know, if I wanted you dead, this room would be a lot quieter.” He taped over your mouth and marched back upstairs, leaving you to pray that The Pogues would come find you.

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JJ paced back and forth in the Chateau, his hands pulling on his hair from stress. "Jesus christ, they took her. They just marched right in and took her. I swear to god if they lay a single hand on her I’m gonna-” “JJ!” Kie shouted at the boy who immediately stopped in his place.

“Stop thinking about how she got taken and help us find a way to get her back.” John B placed his hands on the blonds shoulders, “we’re gonna find her." 

"We could try telling Peterkin.” JB offered, Pope and JJ immediately shooting the idea down. “You never fucking trust cops, are you kidding me?” JJ snapped. “Okay well what the hell do you want us to do? Wait around until her dead body washes up on shore?” John B raised his voice, getting in his friends face.

“Don’t even say that shit dude. Don’t even bring it up.” JJ stepped forward before Kie stepped between the two Pogues. “Jesus, stop fighting! When we were in her house we couldn’t find her phone, right? Pope, do you think you could try to find her location?" 

Pope nodded his head, instructing that he would need strong wifi and a good computer. JJ recommended the hotel he works at as a busboy, a kook hotel that had one of the strongest connections in the Outer Banks. 

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Your eyes struggled to remain open, both men had walked down stairs to try to interrogate you. However, you remained silent which only aggravated the men even more which forced them to throw punch after punch at your body.

It had been about three days since your kidnapping, the three days felt like four months. Your eyes felt heavy, your mouth was dry but the only thing you could taste was pure metal. Your ribs and chest ached, only imagining how many bruises littered your skin. Your wrists no doubt had rope burn due to every move you made.

You slugged in your seat as you heard footsteps trample down the wooden steps. You closed your eyes and automatically assumed it was the men. "Holy shit, guys she’s down here!” Your eyes snapped open to see Pope running towards you. JJ stopped at the foot of the stairs, taking in every detail he saw.

He saw all the dark bruises, the small cuts, the irritation of your wrists, your eyes were red and had dark bags, Tears welded your eyes as you exhaled, the tape trapping your actual breath. Pope reached down and began to unite your legs. John B and Kie joined Pope to help untie the ropes and help you walk.

JJ heard the sound of footsteps above him, signaling that the square groupers were home. He sped upstairs, ready to kill the men who did this to you. You told John B to follow him, Kie and Pope telling him they would help you up the steps. Kie gently pulled the tape off your mouth allowing you to gasp, finally able to breathe normally.

The two helped you stand up, your legs nearly went numb after the blood began to flow back down. Step by step, they led you up back stairs to see one of the square groupers knocked unconscious on the floor. JJ was on top of the other one, beating his face in one punch at a time.

JJ threw a hooked punch directly to the side of his face, grunting with each action he did. Blood covered his knuckles as his face was red from pure anger. “I’ll kill you, you sick bastard. I’ll kill you, you’re a fucking monster who deserves to die. You never put your hands on a lady.“ 

John B ripped JJ off of the grouper, telling him that was enough. JJ took one last look at the man before spitting on his face, "and that was your warning to never mess with a pogue.” His eyes switched to see you in between Pope and Kie, their arms around your waist as yours were splayed around their shoulders.

He walked up towards you, “is it okay if I pick you up?” You nodded your head as he crouched down into position. Carefully, he picked you up bridal style. “Is this okay?” He whispered before you agreed. He carefully walked out of the house and into John B’s van.

JJ carefully sat you down on the seat, allowing you to get comfortable. The drive was silent, no one knowing what to say that wouldn’t upset you. Every bump the van hit caused your aches to hurt. JJ who was sitting across from you, reached forward and held your hand. Without looking away from the window, you gently squeezed his hand.

As soon as you returned to the Chateau, JJ was by your side and ready to carry you. You told him you would be able to walk, but as soon as you took one step your knees almost buckled. JJ and Pope were right by your side to help you stand.

They led you into the house and carefully let go of you, standing back as you stepped in place trying to regain feeling in your legs. “Do you need anything?” John B asked, handing you a bottle of water. You quickly uncapped it and chugged the liquid, panting as you crumpled the bottle in your hand.

“Some food and a shower would be nice. Maybe some sleep.” You said before throwing the bottle away. “I can go to the Wreck to get us food.” John B offered. “I’ll come with.” Pope stepped up. “And I’ll go to your house and pack some things for you to take here.” Kie said. Your heart melted at your friend’s offers. “You guys are the best.”

John B initiated a group hug, everyone careful on where their hands were. The trio left the house, leaving JJ and you alone. “Do- do you think you could sit in the bathroom with me? I don’t really wanna be alone.” You whispered, your cheeks lightly pink at your question. Without hesitation JJ agreed.

You walked into the bathroom, JJ behind you as he closed the door. Without you having to ask, he turned around to face the door, allowing you to change out of your dirty clothes. Turning on the water, you stepped in and allowed the cool water to hit your skin. You nearly cried at the feeling as the droplets hit your skin.

You raised your hands up to run through your hair, immediately hissing in pain as you stretched your torso. “Are you okay?” JJ asked from the other side of the curtain. The boy sat on the lid of the toilet, patiently waiting if you needed any help or you fell. “I- I uh can’t reach my hair without it hurting.” You said.

JJ went silent for a moment, “do you need help?” You muttered a soft 'yeah’. “Do you care if-” you quickly interrupted him. “JJ you’ve been my best friend for 9 years, I don’t care if you see my body." 

JJ stripped down to his boxers before stepping through the curtain. His cheeks flushed a light pink as he switched his gaze up to the ceiling. You turned around and faced away from the water. JJ lathered your hair with shampoo and conditioner, his fingers giving you a soft scalp massage.

You melted into his touch, nearly moaning at how good the feeling of soap on your skin made you feel. He stood aside and let the water hit your head, carefully running his fingers through your hair he rinsed the conditioner out. "And you are all clean,” he started turning the shower off, “you can dry off and I’ll get you a pair of clothes you can borrow.” You thanked him as he carefully slid by you, still avoiding looking at your nude body.

You slowly reached out and grabbed the towel, carefully wrapping it around yourself. JJ quickly returned with a set of his shorts and an old band shirt. Allowing you to hold onto him to balance yourself, you slipped on the shorts. “I think I can get it over my arms.” You said, your arms out directly in front of you. He helped you slide it on, his eyes continued to avoid your naked chest.

JJ had always been there for you from the day you met. From shoving the 5th grade bully into the wood chips because he laughed at you, to asking you to freshman homecoming after the boy you liked got asked by another girl. He would bring you food or snacks whenever you were on your period. He was the one who took the time to teach you how to surf. He was your best friend and you were his and nothing could separate you two.

JJ led you to his room and watched as you carefully laid down in the bed. You let out a moan of pleasure at the feeling of the soft fabric pressing against your skin. “Can you hold me?” You whispered avoiding eye contact with him. “Of course Y/N, I didn’t plan on leaving you alone.” JJ went around the bed to lay next to you.

His arm carefully rested at the top of your thighs, the only area near your waist that wasn’t hurt. You snuggled into his chest, melting into his touch as he held you close to him. Soft sobs escaped your lips as your body shook in it’s spot. “Shhh. It’s okay. I’m right here.” He whispered, stroking the back of your head.

“I’m so sorry we didn’t find you sooner.” He mumbled to the top of your head. “Don’t apologize J, you guys found me. You guys saved my life.” You said, slowly pulling away to look at him. He placed a soft kiss to your forehead. His stare landed at the dark black eye you had gotten. “But you got hurt.” He whispered, his fingers holding the bottom of your chin to get a better look.

You held him by the wrist, “but I’m alive. I’m right here J.” He shifted closer towards you, holding you in his arms where you were supposed to be. For the first time in 2 nights you were both able to close your eyes and feel at peace. “Get some rest Y/N, I’ll wake you up when the food is here.” He pressed another soft kiss to your forehead before you shut your eyes.

Snuggling closer to him, you placed a soft kiss to his neck and rested your forehead in the middle of his chest. “I love you.” He smiled. resting his cheek on the top of your head. “I love you too.”