#sexuality is a spectrum

I swear my attraction 
Both romantic and sexual
Just loves to roll a dice 
And whatever it lands on
Is what my main attraction is for the day!

Only becoming exclusive once feelings grow,
Leaving me wondering if
I have ever been attracted to different others before…
Was I just bored?

But then, those feelings subside
And I realize that I am not imagining things
Until, feelings grow once again
I exist as a confused, shaken bottle of frustration