#tcc feelings
i was getting over him, falling for someone my age. but lately we maintain eye contact more frequently again, he smiles and waves at me whenever he sees me. we talk a lot. he is trying to get closer to me, in a way. i do not imagine this
why does he do this to me
this fucking man
he remembered my birthday <3
at this point my feelings for him only confuse me
not t giving me a letter and texting me <3
i’m starting to like my sneaky link/situationship a lot more… there is definitely chemistry between us, i just don’t know if they are ready for more? and all while crushing on my teacher too??
why is everything so exhausting
we sat next to each other for a couple hours and our knees were touching the whole time? i don’t know if it happened because of his manspreading or not, i’m guessing it did play a role but i’m glad he didn’t pull away
my teacher crush has told me he wishes i would stay in school for another 10 years
i’m just gonna claim it means he doesn’t wanna lose me either
it didn’t fade over summer, i still love him so much
whenever i looked up in the last lesson he was already looking at me. i couldn’t keep the eye contact unfortunately and broke it every time :/ i’m gonna try to hold it next time though!!
what do people without teacher crushes even think about while falling asleep???
if i don’t fucking stop reading about age gap relationships and start working on my assignments right now….
not me going to the toilet after the last period hoping to bump into him afterwards since i knew he had to stay in class a bit longer…
which actually happened, we walked to the parking lots together!!
i am gonna move away in a couple of weeks, meaning we will not be as close anymore. but i know he’s gonna be really glad that i found something fitting for me somewhere else, because he dislikes the area we live in so much; he even told me to “get out of here as soon as possible”
finals are over, in a couple of weeks he will officially not be my teacher anymore; hopefully we will stay in contact then :( <3
on my last day of school we sat together (having our legs touch the whole time again) and spent the last class we would ever have just talking, he hinted he would like to stay in contact with me after my finals (coming up next week) <3
i can’t even listen to my favorite songs without thinking about him anymore and every single time i wonder if i ever cross his mind
AHHHHH
today, we talked about age gap relationships in class and he mentioned a famous couple whose relationship he actually found interesting and enjoys reading about it? LIKE do you get how happy that made me?! LMAOO they even have a bigger age gap than we do (they are very close to our ages though)! however, i do not believe that it was supposed to be a sign, don’t get me wrong lmfao; just something random he mentioned about himself
today was amazing, holy shit. we talked for half an hour after class about a lot of different quite personal things, it felt like we have known each other for years already
how do people manage having more than one teacher crush… all the work and effort i put into one is already overwhelming
i wish i could rest my head on his laps right now, feeling his fingers run through my hair while we listen to our favorite artists
2nd day back to school (in person) - update
today, t told me my assignments were a pleasure to read and ready for publication?! also, he said i might be more capable of the english language than some native speakers are and jesus christ, i almost cried
he supports me so much and it makes me extremely happy and thankful to be his student, i honestly believe he is the best teacher i have ever had.
all the support and praise i get from him actually makes me consider immigrating to an english speaking country
first day back to school in person update!!
my teacher crush hinted at me that he would like to hug me but can’t because of corona :(
also he told me my work was excellent content-wise and language-wise (english is my second language) and i died a little
Question for the TCC:
Do you guys consider your tc your first love or is it just a tiny silly crush?
My tc is my second love. I do not fall for people easily. I’m 21 years old and my tc is the second guy/man I have ever developed feelings for❤
