#male teacher crush
i was getting over him, falling for someone my age. but lately we maintain eye contact more frequently again, he smiles and waves at me whenever he sees me. we talk a lot. he is trying to get closer to me, in a way. i do not imagine this
why does he do this to me
this fucking man
he remembered my birthday <3
at this point my feelings for him only confuse me
we sat next to each other for a couple hours and our knees were touching the whole time? i don’t know if it happened because of his manspreading or not, i’m guessing it did play a role but i’m glad he didn’t pull away
thinking about it, whenever someone came up we did pull away a little only to have our knees touch again once they had left
i don’t know if it actually does mean something
i’m starting to like my sneaky link/situationship a lot more… there is definitely chemistry between us, i just don’t know if they are ready for more? and all while crushing on my teacher too??
why is everything so exhausting
we sat next to each other for a couple hours and our knees were touching the whole time? i don’t know if it happened because of his manspreading or not, i’m guessing it did play a role but i’m glad he didn’t pull away
my teacher crush has told me he wishes i would stay in school for another 10 years
i’m just gonna claim it means he doesn’t wanna lose me either
it didn’t fade over summer, i still love him so much
the only good part about the community being kind of small “nowadays” is that i can be quite sure no one on here is my irl thirsting over my tc, honestly
whenever i looked up in the last lesson he was already looking at me. i couldn’t keep the eye contact unfortunately and broke it every time :/ i’m gonna try to hold it next time though!!
what do people without teacher crushes even think about while falling asleep???
if i don’t fucking stop reading about age gap relationships and start working on my assignments right now….
not me going to the toilet after the last period hoping to bump into him afterwards since i knew he had to stay in class a bit longer…
which actually happened, we walked to the parking lots together!!
Yesterday he was…wow…again…I’m…more to that later
So this week the other courses have final exams and I didn’t know if T would be there at all. Today I hadn’t put on any makeup, my hair wasn’t washed so I had a ponytail and wore one of my loosest jumpsuits. In class I went to the toilet, walked through the door of the hallway and heard a key at the technics room. My heart started beating fast instantly and when I looked at the right, he stood there locking the door. We looked at each other, he looked like he was in shock and disbelieve to see me and said “Hiiii”, in such a surprising way I hadn’t heard out of his mouth ever before. I gasped and replied “Hello”, probably in my girliest tone. I found this whole situation very intense and don’t really know how to interpret this.
“Don’t mess with my mind
I’ve gone crazy when you look at me like this when I’m tired
‘Cause it’s never enough
Don’t mess with my mind”
~ EMO - Don’t Mess With My Mind (365 Days - This Day)
He is hot, cute, funny and sweet…everything at the same time
Today…all that x2…he literally doesn’t stop right now Never felt this appreciated by him
Today…actually…I can’t even remember everything cause it happened so much!
I wanted to talk to him so badly. We had a day off again but we filmed TikToks for the schools TikTok and I hadn’t talked to him properly since a while. He wore my favorite pullover of his. Anyways, my made up reason lead to a whole hour of complete attention! We asked him if we could talk to him, then he said he’d come into the room in a few minutes. There me and my best friend told him about the school Instagram and that we reached 800 followers, I told him that I’ve got an offer to film and cut an imagefilm for a fair and asked him if he would suggest that I could do it by myself all alone. He praised me so many times that I’m so good at that, that I should consider it but also gave me so many advices on how to work and decide on that. We talked about issues we have with another teacher that we know he has his problems with either. Then my best friend went outside to call her mom and literally. He NEVER SEEKED ACTIVELY SO MANY TALKS…EVER. I was studying for my Maths exam and first he was like “Good news! My car got through the tests of safety of technical installations and machinery. You know my car. It’s very old”, he talked about that for like 10 minutes, that he thought of selling it for a while but thinks he won’t do it, he winked at me when he caught me looking at him, then he suddenly said “Choosing pictures for Instagram is easy but grading them, pffff”, asked me if I would abolish grading in school if I could, we talked about his classes. About participation in classes generally, I told him about being insecure there and some more things like that I was very bad at Maths and now in this school I’m even one of the better students even there and he always listened attentive to everything I had to say. One time I wanted to say something and he wanted too, so we both started the sentence and interrupted each other which resulted in laughing so wholeheartly together. He also said that if we need help with choosing Insta posts he would always be there to help us, that he has three hours of freetime every Thursday between his classes and even outside, that we could look at the schedule when he’s in school to arrange other meetings outside of those Thursday at every time and he would love to help us. Actually I can’t remember everything that happened anymore. There was so much more but I forgot cause it was too much.
I am so happy. It was such a booster for my last exam tomorrow
TODAY WAS LITERALLY SO MUCH…WOW!!!!
I CAN’T PROCESS EVERYTHING…
