i was getting over him, falling for someone my age. but lately we maintain eye contact more frequently again, he smiles and waves at me whenever he sees me. we talk a lot. he is trying to get closer to me, in a way. i do not imagine this

why does he do this to me

this fucking man

he remembered my birthday <3

at this point my feelings for him only confuse me

not t giving me a letter and texting me <3

i’m starting to like my sneaky link/situationship a lot more… there is definitely chemistry between us, i just don’t know if they are ready for more? and all while crushing on my teacher too??

why is everything so exhausting

we sat next to each other for a couple hours and our knees were touching the whole time? i don’t know if it happened because of his manspreading or not, i’m guessing it did play a role but i’m glad he didn’t pull away

my teacher crush has told me he wishes i would stay in school for another 10 years

i’m just gonna claim it means he doesn’t wanna lose me either

it didn’t fade over summer, i still love him so much

the only good part about the community being kind of small “nowadays” is that i can be quite sure no one on here is my irl thirsting over my tc, honestly

whenever i looked up in the last lesson he was already looking at me. i couldn’t keep the eye contact unfortunately and broke it every time :/ i’m gonna try to hold it next time though!!

what do people without teacher crushes even think about while falling asleep???

if i don’t fucking stop reading about age gap relationships and start working on my assignments right now….

not me going to the toilet after the last period hoping to bump into him afterwards since i knew he had to stay in class a bit longer…

which actually happened, we walked to the parking lots together!!

The Murder of Alexia Daval

Alexia Daval was a 29-year-old banker living in rural Gray-La-Ville, France. She was independent, loving, outgoing and enjoyed jogging. Alexia had married her high school boyfriend, Johnathann Daval.

In October 2017, Alexia’s husband, Daval, reported her missing telling police she had gone jogging and never returned home. Alexia’s body was found two days later partially burnt and covered in branches in a forest far away from her usual known jogging route. Daval appeared in tears at a press conference with Alexia’s parents following the discovery of her body and pleading for information on what had happened to Alexia calling her his ‘oxygen,’ he wore the jacket he had worn for their wedding to her funeral. Daval and Alexia had been trying for a baby and Daval admitted they had sometimes argued, he explained scratches on his hand as Alexia fought him when they had argued but reiterated he would never hurt his wife.

Suspicions began to fall on Daval, there seemed to be inconsistencies in his stories. Neighbours had heard his car leave early on the day Alexia had gone missing despite his claims he had not left the home until much later. Tyre tracks near Alexia’s body matched Daval’s vehicle and his car’s GPS showed he had been to the site his wife’s body had been found at. Police continued to question Daval on what had happened. Three months later, he confessed, he had beaten Alexia to death in a heated argument knocking her face against a wall strangling her. It was suggested Alexia may have wanted to leave her husband shortly before her death.

Daval was sentenced to 25 years for the murder of Alexia Daval.

i will teach myself to love you

merely from afar,

because loving you partially

is better than not at all

shes too pure to be pink

call me lola

innocence

he has me by my heart

guaranteed to blow your mind

oui mon amour

so what?

girlies ✨

dance the night away

swing

summer break is here

call me lola

Young Paul McCartney

cant wait for the summer rain storms

the down diary pt. i

hi! so im starting this thing called the down dairy because i have just been going through it. not that i have depression or anything but i just feel down. so todays topic is the future.

irdk what to do with the future. i suck at school. i dont act out or be rude to teachers, i take notes and do my work i just suck attesting taking. im passing all my classes except chem and alg2. i started my og tumblr years ago called @nymphetyaya but i abandoned it bc i felt like it was dead bc i would go on long hiatus.

anyways i just dk what to do with my future. i dont want to go to college but i have to so my parents dont actually kill me and throw me out of the house. but i feel like i could just take an esthetician course and just start. ive also always said i would stsrt youtube once i leave h.s so watch out for that.

idk what to do and im scared i wont even be able to get into college my gpa isnt great and i dont have money either. oh well. on the brightside i started watching derry girls which is fckin hilarious and everyone should watch it and i started working out seriously. im going to walmart tmrw to get protein powder and stuff.

well if anyone reads this…any advice?

because i wanted you to know

crema, italy

saw this really weird looking cat and i thought about you ;) <3

i really miss him

him only keeping eye contact with me while explaining something to the entire class made me feel some way