#teen truth

I live on Long Island and I’ve lived here my hole life and I love it her. But I decided to go to a school in queens for number of reason and it was honestly the best decision I ever made. On Long Island I never felt beautiful or pretty I felt ugly and fat but getting out of Long Island where the “perfect girl” is tall and skinny and going to queens where they like short they like thick I never felt my comfortable in my own skin, I never felt more beautiful.
What I’m trying to say is where u live and the people around might have this stereotype of beautiful but that doesn’t mean you aren’t beautiful just get out and meet new people and you will soon realize you are beautiful. ❤️

when I see you with her

when you tell me you like my friend

when my fiends lie to me

when I keep things bottled up

when I cant tell you how I really feel

when I cant see the people I love

when I see my friends and family hurt

when I sat goodbye

when you leave

when you use me

when i’m just here for when you are lonely

It hurts…

Growing up
Going to college
Leaving high school
Leaving my friends
My family dying
Me dying
Everything

But I put a smile on and try to be tough so noones sees my fear