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Alright, so uh. Something crazy happened yesterday. For the people tuning in from my cookie fostering acc, this is why I wasn’t able to post yesterday.

Basically, I discovered I was polyam, got a second partner, and found out my first partner was also polyam and had another partner they were nervous to tell me about.

I’ll start from the beginning here:

I was talking to one of my close friends on Discord last night…well, not really “talking,” more like exchanging memes with each other. For their privacy, I’ll call them Walker. Most of the memes we sent were just memes from the fandoms we were in (and most of that was Alan Walker stuff), but we sprinkled in some wholesome memes every now and then.

Then, out of nowhere, they sent a wholesome meme that went something along the lines of “the person who sent you this has feelings for you!!!”

I was pretty shocked at first, but I took it as a welcome one. I discovered some held back feelings I had for Walker, but at the same time, there was a problem. As I told you earlier, I had a partner before their confession, who I’ll call Bee for their privacy. Now, if I had known I was polyam earlier, this wouldn’t be a problem, BUUUUUT lookie here!

I sent a simple “:O!!!” as a response, which I thought would be better than saying nothing at the time. Then, I whipped out my phone and started texting Bee about it:

I told Bee nearly everything that happened, leaving out the undiscovered feelings and discovering I was polyam. I asked for advice on how to tell Walker I couldn’t be their partner without hurting their feelings, at least not by much. After they gave me advice, I had to wait until I could access messages with Walker again, since my time visiting my mom for the weekend was up and I had to go back to my internet-hating grandparents.

About 5 mins or so later, Bee tells me that they had to tell me something.

Then, lo and behold, they said they are polyam!!!

I was sort or surprised since holy shit what a coincidence, but at the same time, I wasn’t sure if then was the appropriate time to tell the whole truth. All I said was that I was completely ok with it and I wouldn’t mind if they got another partner.

Then, lo and behold, THEY HAD ANOTHER PARTNER!

They told me all about them, and I thought they sounded like a chill person. Then, Bee told me that they wouldn’t mind if I got another partner, either. At that point, I decided to tell them the entire truth about how Walker confessed to me, and, like Bee said, they were totally chill with it.

I shot a message up to Walker on another platform they use telling them that I did indeed love them back and there was something else I have to tell them, but I have yet to recieve a message back. Hoping for the best rn, will update y'all when I get a message back :]