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Daily Picture Assignment #130 Outfit from last week’s happy hour. I was bad on Wednesday night

Daily Picture Assignment #130

Outfit from last week’s happy hour.

I was bad on Wednesday night. My owner said he wanted water. I know that him saying that should be as good as him telling me to get it and that I should be eager to do what he needs, even without him asking for it. I should have said, “Yes, sir!” and hopped to it.

Instead I said, “Then you should get some water.” and smiled a half-sweet and half-annoyed smile at him. He frowned at me and said, “What I meant to say was,‘Get me some water.’” I whined, “I don’t want to!” Reaction Junkie gave me a look, and eventually I did as I ought and poured him a glass of water, however reluctantly.

It was not my shining moment. Granted, I was tired, and a little while earlier, we’d seen a cop do something messed up to someone, so I was still agitated. Still, that’s no excuse for my behavior, especially the outright refusal to obey. When my owner rephrased his desire as a command, it should have snapped me out if it.

That I was upset about something is all the more reason I should have obeyed. I know that following orders helps grounds me. It gives me a sense of purpose, reminds me of my place at home and in my relationship, and helps stop my mind racing.

In the future, when I’m feeling stressed and am given an order, instead of responding poorly, I’m going to take the order as an opportunity.An opportunity to get out of my head, an opportunity to show that I can be good, even under pressure, and an opportunity to please my owner.

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Fri, 15 Jan 2016 12:40:37

Four views of my happy hour outfit from last night. I had a good time, even though I almost didn&rsq

Four views of my happy hour outfit from last night.

I had a good time, even though I almost didn’t go because I was in a mood. I had some good conversations with Anti-Feminist Libertarian Boy, Gamer Boy, Radical Girl, and others, got plenty of hugs from friends, and cuddled and chatted with The Violinist. I also took a beating from a hard knuckle glove wearing Reaction Junkie after drinking a bit, so the way I processed pain was slightly altered. Plus, Radical Girl was impressed with my ability to take a punch, which is a type of compliment that always makes me do a bit of a happy butt wiggle.

Also, I’m so happy that I finally got a chance to use my industrial garter belt from Sock Dreams! It has suspender clips instead of those fiddly little ones on most garter belts. That means I can actually put it on without getting so frustrated I give up, and it works on thigh high socks!

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