#too many emotions

I can’t believe we are a few hours away from Obi-Wan Kenobi. My heart is about to explode.

being in my head is like fumbling for a light switch in the dark. i can’t turn it off when it’s getting too loud, and i can’t turn it back on when i need the noise. i’m not in control.

In my feelings.

I want someone to be completely and crazily in love with brienne, love her and pamper her and make her laugh and be in complete awe of her. Make up for the gods taking away her mom and siblings, her ugliness, people who would make her feel small. Make up for people who laughed and sneered and told she doesn’t deserve love or companionship. She deserves flowers and songs and admiration. She deserves it ALL.

and i want that someone to be jaime.