#why is my brain like this
It really sucks that if i want to see my faves interact I am stuck with canon. Why can’t I just chill and watch a live action version of the elaborate and completely jossed au I have created in my brain and shared with literally nobody?! SMH
i have to be the most autistic person in the room at all times
me sitting alone in my bedroom:
being in my head is like fumbling for a light switch in the dark. i can’t turn it off when it’s getting too loud, and i can’t turn it back on when i need the noise. i’m not in control.
Why is it when I write during the day, there are certain lines that I write that just feel offbut then when I revisit them at night and rewrite them (or at like 12-1 in the morning), they flow like how I originally wanted them to. Why? Why couldn’t you have just worked like this in the first place
Oh no
Somehow I started shipping Staticlovetune
Sad 3 am rant
It’s 3 AM and I can’t sleep so my brain decided to torture me by reminding me that all the people I have looked up to since I was little fangirl will die before me.. I started imagining the day the world is going to loose people I have grown up watching and admiring and now I can’t stop crying! Imagine seeing the avengers die for real, or the cast of your favourite show/ movie. I will die a bit inside that day. So yeah I hate my brain
