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» Don’t blame yourself

Characters: Tenth Doctor x ghost!Reader ; Donna Noble ; River Song.

Warnings: Mentions of Death of a Character, probably Spoilers of Season 4.

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It happened so faster than no one saw it coming, no one could get it time what happened in the librery unless was to late to ran away from the danger.

» 4022 saves. No survivors.«

That should be a warning enough for the Doctor, he should have grabbed your hand a made you go back into the TARDIS with Donna before everything went to hell. But no, that didn’t happen and The Doctor couldn’t stop to blame himself about the mess he made his companions get into.

The library, the “empty” librery, wasn’t empty at all… Was infected, with a big nest of Vastah Nerada and they were very upset about what happened with their natal forest.

Very upset, so upset than they started to attack the expedition’s group and The Doctor’s companions.

‘RUN!’ He screamed to you and Donna before to ran away with River Song behind him, Donna was before them but you were so lost in your own thoughts that you didnt see the lights turning off in that part of the library unless was to late to scape, you tried to scream, to call the Doctor for help but they were much faster and you barely could screamed.

‘DOCTOR!’

But it was to late, they were so far from you. You feel something scraching your right leg before to went into the darkness.

In the other side of the library, the Doctor and the rest of the group were trying to catch their breaths. Donna almost said a comment about how bad she wanted to get back into the TARDIS and run away from this place when the Doctor suddenly started to panicked.

‘Where is she!?’ He asked to River, who just stayed in silence.

‘Doctor…’ Donna walked next to him, trying to get his attention. ‘The lights… The lights of the corridor wasn’t off when we were running…’

The Doctor muttered something before to ran with his sonic screwdriver as a flashlight.

‘No, no, no-

‘Doctor? Doctor!?’ Your voice echoned in the darkness part of the librery, The Doctor seached for the origin of your voice, noticing it doesnt sound human anymore. In full worried and anxiety he pointed with his screwdriver the lamps, turning them on againg.

He still hearing your voice and Donna’s steps behind him, River follow them with her dairy on her hands.

‘Doctor!’

Donna saw how the Tenth Doctor stopped to walk and stayed close to your dead body. She gasped and take a few steps next to him.

'Oh my… (Y/N), everything is fine.’ The Doctor lied, he never understod why the Humans lie when another person is dying but he finally could figure it out, because it wasn’t a lie they said to comfort the dying-person it was something they said to comfort themselves.

’I didnt see it coming, Doctor. They’re so many… So many.’ Your voice said, he take your cellphone from your skeleton hand and watched sadly the shine blue light of the comunicator he put on it a few days ago just in case you ended traped into a Dalek’s ship. ’So many, so many.’

River gasped, 'Its happening, Doctor… I’m sorry.’ She tried to stay away from The Doctor, she wants to be with him but he wasnt her Doctor and It will be awful for him to be comforted by a stranger woman who knows his future regeneration.

Donna sobbed softly, she can’t find any words to say. What will she say in a moment like this?

-“Everything is fine Doctor”-?

-“It will end soon.”-?

The Doctor turned to her slowly, like he knew what Donna was thinking about and sighed. 'It will be end soon… I couldnt save her… I couldnt save anyone…’

'Don’t blame yourself Doctor.’ You said calmy, he looked again at your phone.

'You. Always. Save. The. Day.’

‘But-

’Don’t, Doctor. Just. Don’t. Blame. Yourself.’

'I have to save you, I should save you!’ The Doctor sighed, he didn’t care if Donna and River were watching him cry. He only cared about you, at the last thing of you trapped into your cellphone.

’ I have to…’ He couldnt find his words, The Doctor was in shock, no one know what to do, not Donna, not River… No one.

You’re gone, and exactly like happened with Rose he couldn’t said his last words.