#why is it so hard

I miss her so much :( she is all I’ve wanted for three fucking years. Why can’t we just work? Why is it always so complicated with her? I just want her here. It’s been over three months since she broke up with me and I still can’t stop thinking about her. I thought everything was going great. I was actually happy. I just want her.

unbotheredmuse:

Why is writing the first scene in Chapter 23 so freaking hard? I was so excited for it but nothing seems to flow right. Like it is too dramatic but at the same time not dramatic enough and I have no idea how that conversation should go. It doesn’t seem genuine for some reason and I don’t know what to do about it.

peter