#wlw first love

I’m a fool. I’ve fallen hard for a friend. I think about her all the time, check her twitter probably too often, and feel so warm whenever she talks to me. When I’m hanging out with her I do stupid, silly stuff just to get her attention. The problem is that she sees herself as a mentor to me. She’s not much older than me but she’s kind of taken me under her wing, and honestly, I love her being protective of me that it’s made my feelings even strong her. I feel like such a fool: she’s the girl that everyone falls for. People ask her out constantly and she flirts with everyone. She’s been in tons of relationships, and I’ve never even been in one. I wish I could do some Sandy-in-Grease style makeover and shock her by actually turning into someone she could be interested instead of her awkward, childish baby gay. I’d do anything for her.