#wlw crush

forever doesn’t sound so scary when it’s with you

what would you say if i showed you every single poem that i wrote about you?

play me like a card game with cards made out of your most beautiful fantasies

how do i write you a love letter if words are not enough to describe you

lets take our time exploring each other a bit more, as we got all the time in the world to spend together. even if i die tomorrow, im grateful that i can spend my last seconds being yours and only yours. you’re my safe haven, my comfort zone and my shoulder to lean on. i hope you feel the same way about me too.

you told me how much you like me but i still find it difficult to believe you. im trying not to doubt your intentions but my mind still play tricks on me. you’re so kind to me but sometimes i want to push you away because im afraid. i never had anyone treat me the way you do. i never felt safer with anyone but you. can you please be gentle with me?

i like spending time alone. i dont mind not having anyone to call after a long day. i dont get sad after watching romantic movies and wishing i was the main character. i dont crave for love but for once, i think it’d be nice knowing someone will always be there for me. its a nice feeling to have someone constantly cheering for you. love may not be the most important thing in life but i’d be very lucky to have it.

for once i just want to love someone without the fear of being unloved.

you were the main character in my story

i felt like the happiest girl in the world for a month

but turns out our romance ends in chapter nineteen

and soon you disappeared from my life

i didnt fall in love with her because she was pretty, though she was beautiful.

i fell in love with her because of the way she made me feel. it caught me off guard and never have i imagined you’d be the girl i would fall for.

and i never thought you’d fell for me too.

i fell in love with her because she made me fell in love with myself as well.

and i think thats the beauty of love.

why do we even bother playing games? what if i dont want to act cold towards you in hopes of you noticing me? can i just be obvious with my feelings? im so tired of games.

you’re constantly on my mind and often i wonder if we ever think of each other at the same time.

im curious about what made you you. im curious about your taste in music. im curious about the way your mind thinks. im curious about how your body likes to be touched. im curious about your late night thoughts and how they make you feel. im curious about every single thing about you.

i wonder why i have to look away when you glance at me. i wonder why i have to pretend to be unbothered when we accidentally touch. i wonder why i have to act like i dont care about you even when you’re the only person i want to protect forever.

i thought love doesnt have to be complicated?

i know i should not have fallen in love with you. we will never be together and that your heart belongs to someone else.

but what am i suppose to do when words are stuck in the back of my throat every time you smile at me? what am i suppose to do when my breathing stops whenever you lean in close to me? what am i suppose to do when i feel lightheaded every time you say my name?

and the worst part is that you dont even like girls. you hold so much power over me without even knowing it.

I recently made a joke post on my twitter account about how I was going to marry my crush (I used her name too) thinking she wouldn’t see only to log back in to her having retweeted it. I’m sure she just thinks it’s a joke, but I’m so flustered. I love her so much.

I’m a fool. I’ve fallen hard for a friend. I think about her all the time, check her twitter probably too often, and feel so warm whenever she talks to me. When I’m hanging out with her I do stupid, silly stuff just to get her attention. The problem is that she sees herself as a mentor to me. She’s not much older than me but she’s kind of taken me under her wing, and honestly, I love her being protective of me that it’s made my feelings even strong her. I feel like such a fool: she’s the girl that everyone falls for. People ask her out constantly and she flirts with everyone. She’s been in tons of relationships, and I’ve never even been in one. I wish I could do some Sandy-in-Grease style makeover and shock her by actually turning into someone she could be interested instead of her awkward, childish baby gay. I’d do anything for her.

I had a huge crush on this beautiful girl in college. And I use to get to my morning class early because if I saved her a seat in the second row she would sit there it was like an unspoken agreement between us. I spent the entire class staring at her legs and beautiful brown eyes. When I was feeling bold one night I text her this long message basically confessing my love for her but I never sent it. Thank goodness I didn’t cause she’s super straight.