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I was trying to remember the first time I consciously realized I was gay, but.. By time I knew what it meant to be lesbian I was neck deep in the “you can’t be gay and Christian” mentality and immediately suppressed those feelings for years. I can’t even remember the first girl I was gay for :(
I was thinking back on the gay shit little me would do before she learned how to internalize homophobia, and I remembered this dating sim I played when I was like 7 featuring eleven girls? And I thought, huh, I remember feeling embarrassed by it but maybe I just stumbled upon it by accident? But nah dude the title straight (ha) up says the words “date” and “girls” little me knew exactly what she was getting into lmao
I recently made a joke post on my twitter account about how I was going to marry my crush (I used her name too) thinking she wouldn’t see only to log back in to her having retweeted it. I’m sure she just thinks it’s a joke, but I’m so flustered. I love her so much.
i confessed my feelings and they were just like “oh ok” and we’ve stayed friends but i feel like i betrayed them or something. we used to say “i love you” and now i can’t even say it back because i feel like a creep. when they hug me i barely reciprocate. i can barely look at them without feeling like a predator what do i do…
I was on instagram one day and I came across a girl who I instantly began crushing on. We started talking and hanging out but she ended up you know not liking me back that was 3 years ago and she is my bestfriend to this day but still every time she brings up a girl she likes my heart still shatters on the inside. Haha yikes
I’m a fool. I’ve fallen hard for a friend. I think about her all the time, check her twitter probably too often, and feel so warm whenever she talks to me. When I’m hanging out with her I do stupid, silly stuff just to get her attention. The problem is that she sees herself as a mentor to me. She’s not much older than me but she’s kind of taken me under her wing, and honestly, I love her being protective of me that it’s made my feelings even strong her. I feel like such a fool: she’s the girl that everyone falls for. People ask her out constantly and she flirts with everyone. She’s been in tons of relationships, and I’ve never even been in one. I wish I could do some Sandy-in-Grease style makeover and shock her by actually turning into someone she could be interested instead of her awkward, childish baby gay. I’d do anything for her.
