if you could do any drug right now, what would it be?

smoll rant

i hate taking antidepressants and antipsychotics bc they make me feel like i’ve been hit by a truck at full speed and soooo numb and tired but when i don’t take them i still feel numb and tired but with less hours of sleep

that’s literally all the difference they make antidepressants and antipsychotics just help me kind of sleep so if that’s all it does and nothing about my mood like IT SHOULD then i should just take sleeping pills instead lmfao they’re cheaper and more available

All this bud and xans and no one to share them with. Welp guess I’ll sleep until next week. I miss you…