#yearning academia

juneacademia:

When Emily Dickinson said “How dreary to be somebody”, and Daffodils said “It’s been raining inside my head again”, and Oscar Wilde said “Behind sorrow there is always sorrow”.

juneacademia:

the inherent romanticism of being thought of.

juneacademia:

he says i smell like autumn mornings, i say he feels like love.

juneacademia:

i discovered someone in the forest today.

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juneacademia:

“you have been the last dream of my soul” — Charles Dickens

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I read Richard Siken once and was never same again

- Gift Wrapper Fist, Moulshree

This man got me making amigurumi crochets for him what is this

JSMSJSMS MY FAV POEM FROM THE BOOK

MY POETRY BOOK IS FINALLY PUBLISHED SMKSMSJSMSJSMSKSMMSMS ITSL IS HERE

no conjuring series must be horror to you but it is purely the love story of Ed and Lorraine for me

you’ve got peeling oranges as a sign of love, let me give you deseeding the pomegranate

i wrote something, again.

MY POETRY BOOK IS GETTING PUBLISHED CAN I GET A W ????????????????

sadcatsonly:

does anyone have any advice how to work for a literary magazine/book publication/magazines

OKAY BUT MY TUMBLR AMIGOS IF I PUBLISH THIS POETRY BOOK WILL YOU’LL LIKE TO READ A LITTLE

man i want to work for a publishing house so bad like i want to read new book help people get published find new writers and be a part of that huge community

fighting my imposter syndrome one day at a time

why do i have to work and become a slave of corporate organizations, why can’t i just be a mushroom

My favourite parts from Bluets, Maggie Nelson

no, YOU write for the awards and prizes, I write for the edgy dark academia enthusiasts to post my proses on Tumblr and make people yearn

sometimes i hate myself for caring too much for people and not caring enough for myself like if I find that a friend/family member is having a bad day then i will skim through my funny meme collection to make them laugh, make a playlist, talk to them for hours and make sure they feel loved i will try my best to convince them that their sadness is not lonely but when i get in my mood and want to disappear, i let myself succumb to that deep black hole i don’t hug myself or try to be there for me and i hate how i am more worried about other than myself i hate how i am there for everyone except for myself

TW // self harm

Alternative things I started doing when i want to harm myself

• cutting a piece of paper
• punching the pillow
• pinching myself (counts as harm but still calms me down)
• braiding my hair into pigtails
• scribbling forcefully on the paper
• cleaning the kitches
• doing crossword (diverts my stress to something else)
• re-reading my favourite proses
• singing linking park/Bmth songs
• Scratching the back of my head

Have I yet lost the very thing that makes me human, the thing that makes me alive?

memoires-blessees:

I’m making a Spotify playlist labelled ‘exhausted, depressed classics student with a coffee addiction,’ and am looking for songs to put on it. If you have suggestions, please send them to me!

I’ve finally produced it. Here is the link.

There is little so joyful as the laughter of a child.

I’m making a Spotify playlist labelled ‘exhausted, depressed classics student with a coffee addiction,’ and am looking for songs to put on it. If you have suggestions, please send them to me!