#sad boi vibes

person a keeps questioning to themselves: is it gay to admire a friend? like seriously, it’s just admiring a certain someone (person b) about how they smile, that’s all. it’s not like it’s a crush because person a is 100% straight, heterosexual, no ounce of gay in them. but why does it hurt when person b is laughing with someone else? it could be jealousy: for a friend of course! yeah, just jealous that someone else took person b’s attention away from them and that person b seems to be always in a good mood after they spoke to this ‘someone else.’ though, person a isn’t jealous in 'that’ way, right?

sometimes i hate myself for caring too much for people and not caring enough for myself like if I find that a friend/family member is having a bad day then i will skim through my funny meme collection to make them laugh, make a playlist, talk to them for hours and make sure they feel loved i will try my best to convince them that their sadness is not lonely but when i get in my mood and want to disappear, i let myself succumb to that deep black hole i don’t hug myself or try to be there for me and i hate how i am more worried about other than myself i hate how i am there for everyone except for myself

snake king

snakeboi

i try to speak my mind, but words won’t take flight ⚰️

wip demon boy