#anxiety sucks
Fuck I’m having a rough day. I hate depression.
i dont like when i try to express the way i feel i need to calm down or take a nap!
Feeling a bit black and white today. Feels like I’ve got a never ending list of shit to pay for before I can get my boob job. Pants.
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Trust my rage.
I am the mother of a veteran with ptsd. Though many fall in battle, many more fall once the gunfire goes silent. This Memorial Day, remember the fallen… all of them. Not all wounds are visible. ~Eyrliss
“It’s okay to love something a little too much, as long as it’s real to you.”— Gerard Way
(viaquotemadness)
One day
Gonna take my driving test in two weeks!
At first I was really anxious about driving but I’ve gotten better! With the driving and the anxiety! I’m really proud of myself for taking a step out of my comfort zone!
My dad also recommended me for a pharmacy technician job, and I put in another application. I’m still not keen on responsibility, but I need to get over my Gifted Kid Syndrome bullshit to realize something:
Making mistakes is ok!
I think most of my job anxiety is from my fear of failure, and caring so much about what people think of me…
So I need to kick that in the balls and move forward.
Does anyone else’s body ever randomly go into an anxiety/panic state but you’re not entirely sure why??? So then you start to think am I anxious about XYZ thing that is coming up in life and is good and so now you’re like “hey, body & brain - why are we freaking out about this? We want this! Wtf?” And then you’re kept up all night by this anxious feeling over this good thing that you want to happen? Ugh bodies and brains are dumb.
