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When the whumpee gets beaten up while protecting the caretaker, and the caretaker helps them get home and patches them up. The caretaker helping the whumpee inside, and settling them on the edge of the bathtub. Them gently cleaning the whumpee’s wounds, and apologizing when they hiss in pain. The caretaker helping them to the couch as soon as they’ve finished patching them up, and them covering the whumpee in a blanket. The caretaker grabbing ice packs and putting them on the worst of the whumpee’s bruises, and the whumpee flinching at the sudden cold. The caretaker apologizing again, and thanking the whumpee for protecting them, and the whumpee thanking them for taking care of them.

When the whumpee is the team leader and they try to seem tough in front of their teammates, but when their teammates rescue them from the whumper, they can’t hide that they’re in bad shape. Their teammates checking them over quickly, and the whumpee trying to claim that they can walk, but their teammates all ignoring them, and the strongest one picking them up carefully. The whumpee trying to hide that even being carried hurts, but not being able to stop themself from making pained noises whenever they get slightly jostled. Their teammate apologizing, and trying to be as gentle as possible, and the whumpee hiding their face in their teammate’s shirt as they start to cry, the combination of the pain and the relief of being rescued just too much.

Right now I’d like to be at someone’s feet, crying and begging. I want to be beaten and

Right now I’d like to be at someone’s feet, crying and begging.

I want to be beaten and hurt and told what an awful person I am, how terrible I’ve been, how much I deserve what I’m getting. I’ll ask what they’re talking about. I’ll try to say I don’t know what they mean, that I haven’t done anything. I’ll express confusion, exasperation, anger. I’ll tell them I wasn’t expecting this scene and I don’t know what they want me to do, that I’m no good at roleplay, especially unexpected roleplay. All to no avail. The kicking, punching, kneeing, elbowing, smacking continue.

Finally, I’ll throw myself at their feet and beg. Beg for it to stop. Beg to be forgiven, apologizing over and over again despite having no idea what I’m even apologizing for. I want to wrap myself around their feet, curling around them as they continue to hurt me, kissing their boots, hugging their legs, and sobbing. I want to work myself into a frenzy of tears and shaking and “I’m sorry, please stop, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, please, I’ll never do it again, I’m sorry” until I’ve reached an almost meditative state of hysterical groveling.


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Im such an AWFUL fruend…I can’t believe what I done…. T~T
I just…why my time had to be so little? I needed to do my house shores along with my Big Brother…living alone with him in a big house can be quite hard sometimes…but that can’t just be almost or enough to justify T~T

I feel really bad because I couldn’t give any birthday gift to 3 of my friends…you are special to me and I…I need to apologize to you 3…
http://shiny-yoshi.tumblr.com/
http://zapotecdarkstar.tumblr.com/
http://supxyro.tumblr.com/

But specially to you Shiny-yoshi…I just CAN’T make a young lady wait, that is not supossed a Gentleman must act…Im sorry… T~T

I try to finish them in time, even If I shouldn’t sleep >~<!

- Mod, Plosu Soar

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