Detoxification and Activation of the third eye can bring vast improvements of our life. An open third eye brings clarity, concentration, perspicuity, bliss, intuition, decisiveness and insight as well as:
– Vivid dreams. – Lucid dreams. – Easier to astral project. – Better sleep. – Enhanced imagination. – Enabling Aura viewing, seeing energy, seeing beings, and seeing with eyes closed. – Clear channels and ablitly to feel energy.
Avoid all things fluoride: Tap water, cooking with tap water, fluoridated toothpaste, inorganic fruits and vegetables, showers with out filter, red meat, and any sodas and artificial food and drinks. I know how difficult it can be to stick to only organic fruit and vegetable but it is important to start where you are and begin to make those changes where it is possible.
– Foods: raw cacao, goji berries, cilantro, watermelon, bananas, Honey, Coconut Oil, hemp seeds, seaweed, and noni juice.
– Essentials oils can be used to help stimulate the Pineal Gland and facilitate states of spiritual awareness, meditation, astral projection, etc. Good essential oils for Pineal Gland purposes include: Lavender, Sandalwood, Frankincense, Parsley, Davana, Pine, Pink Lotus, and Mugwort (excess use of Mugwort has a neurotoxin effect if inhaled directly, so be careful!). Essential oils can be inhaled directly, burned in a diffuser or nebulizer, and added to bath water.
It’s been a while since I actually wrote on what’s going on and I gotta say I’m confused. A few days ago I was watching TV when I heard some weird creaking noise, when I looked around I saw one of Persephone’s jars fell over and then a few second later the other one followed. I said ok and got up and lit her a tea light and it burned for 6 hours…. A tea light!!
Then yesterday I felt weird, I’m not sure how else to describe it, and I told my husband I felt like Persephone didn’t want to work with me anymore. He asked me why and I said I wasn’t sure, a little while later I was standing in front of my altar looking at it and he asked me if he thought it was because my friend (who isn’t a witch) would leave offerings for both Hades and Persephone. I thought for a second and responded I didn’t know and I’d have to go into the astral to talk with them.
Last night after my husband went to sleep, I decided to project. When I got there Ezilion, Persephone and Hades were all waiting there. For the first time in a while I was a little nervous to be in the astral.
H: Good, you finally got the message.
E: I keep telling you she’s not the brightest
I stood there for a second and Persephone smiled somberly and walked towards me and grabbed my hand leading me away from the others. We walked hand in hand for a while in silence and she brought me to the little meadow she made me. We sat in silence for what felt like forever until I decided to break it
Me: did I do something wrong?
She smiled and let out a jolly laugh that made me feel giddy
P: no child, you did nothing wrong, but I do think you have outgrown what I can teach you.
Me: but that means you’ll leave right? I don’t want you to leave.
She placed a hand on my head and smiled at me again
P: I will always be with you even when you can’t feel me there.
I was worried. The last deity that had helped me through something major in my life, left without a word and I don’t feel her at all anymore.
Me: is it because my friend left you things?
P: no child, your friend leaving offerings wasn’t the issue. You have learned what I needed you to learn about yourself.
Me: what was the lesson? I don’t feel like I’ve learned anything new…
P: Self love. Balance. Duality. Strength. Feminity. Child, you have learned much in our time together.
Me: but, I still need you, especially for all of those things!
I started feeling distressed and could feel myself almost lose the connection, she placed a hand on my shoulder and calmed me.
Me: I need you because I’m still not strong enough….
P: you have been through so much and came out with self respect and confidence. That’s all I could teach you at this time, child I do not mean I will stay away forever but until you need that extra push again, I will be gone. You may deconstruct my side of the altar, just don’t forget me or my lessons.
I just stared at her, I felt like I had let her down. Hades began walking toward us and I felt my heart drop.
H: I, however, will be here with the dragon, you still have much to work on and learn.
I felt a wave of relief honestly.
Me: for how long?
H: until you have learned what I need you to. I see talent in you for a path you’ve yet to discover or fear to walk down.
Me: which is?
I began getting impatient and felt like it was all a big joke at my expense.
Hades let out a hearty chuckle.
H: in do time child. In due time.
I felt the ground shake as Ezilion tromped towards us, he blew a ring of smoke and knocked me back into my bed where I tossed and turned dreaming about being left alone in a field.
I feel so empty currently, I can feel Persephone but not as strongly as I did before. Ezilion is going to be here to stay (no matter what) but I’m not sure how much time or even what I’m supposed to learn from Hades… I guess time will tell.
It has been a while since I posted and I apologize, there has been way too much drama in my life.
My astral travels have been…. Interesting, for a lack of a better word. It’s been a while since I’ve seenHades or Persephone, but I can still feel them and when I leave an offering a candle will react as kind of like a ‘Hey, we are still here we didn’t abandon you’ kind of response.
Ezilion though, he’s a full force I can feel burning in the pit of my stomach telling me, he has never left and will always be by my side. Ezilion has become a demanding force in my life and I’m thrilled he chose me. He reminds me regularly how far I’ve come.
I reorganized my altar, again, if only my ADD would leave it alone lol
Excuse the trash bag, but this i THINK is going to be the final set up but then again I’ve said that at least 4 or 5 times now since I started posting about my journey.
I’ve been doing a lot of 'soul searching’ recently and it’s tired… My soul is tired of the drama I’m in but given the situation I can not up and leave just yet, not at least for a few more months… Ezilion and deities give me strength to stay or freeze my heart not to care.
So I have this nice little jar I put Hades offerings in and I had a cigarette in it for him because he likes tobacco, I had a really stressful day, full of family drama and absolutely malarkey, a few days ago and ran out of cigarettes so I ended up taking the one from his jar. I said many apologizes and asked if I could have it and he didn’t mind but definitely wanted it replaced. Last night I projected and he was there in the field Persephone had made me, he seemed deep in thought, Ezilion gave me a nudge toward Hades and he looked up and saw me there.
H: Are you… hiding from me?
Me: No! No, you looked like you had a lot on your mind so I was just going to go to over to that space and just thought maybe you wanted some time?
H: *laughs* Ah, I see. How have you been? You seem well.
Me: the usual, hurting, writing, and full of self loathing.
Hades shook his head at me and sighed, he pulled from his robes what (honestly) looked like an old metal cigarette holder. He lit one with the tap of his finger on the end, it smelled like a mix of tobacco and honey. He took a long drag before forcefully exhaling and looking at me.
H: You will be your undoing child. Self loathing has no place here.
Me: I know its -
H: Do Not Interrupt Me
He said each word very clearly.
H: You are a follower of Persephone, you are a follower of Myself. You may have days where you do not like yourself, but hating yourself is poison. You have worked so hard to be the kind of person you are, you have worked hard DESPITE the things that were meant to put you down. You are stronger than what you think.
With a shimmer Persephone joined and placed a hand on his shoulder. He took another drag and exhaled it normally.
H: I only say this because I watch you struggle.
P: dear child, we are here to lend you wisdom and strength when you cannot carry on. Do not be afraid to ask.
I just stood there dumbfounded really. I didn’t know what to say. Its not everyday you get an ass chewing from a deity. Ezilion came and nudged me away from them before knocking me back. I didn’t sleep well last night, I tossed and turned and had dreams of every mean thing I was ever told as a child…
This morning when I got up, I took a cigarette out of my pack and walked out front to smoke it, when I came back and sat down, there was a cigarette sitting on my bedside table waiting to be put in the jar, I didn’t take an extra one out of the pack but it was just sitting there. I definitely put it in Hades jar.
Well… he didn’t ACTUALLY blush but the sentiment was there. I’m a terrible writer, in the sense I’ve projected A LOT recently and haven’t shared my experiences with you. So ill hit some key points and write about last night’s excursion.
Ezilion still thinks I look like a dandelion fuzz but has gotten used to the look
Persephone has been very impressed with how I’ve been carrying myself, she told me shoulders back and head held high and I have been
She also visits me in my dreams frequently (I really should look into lucid dreaming)
Hades is also proud of how I put my foot down with my aunt and I’m not wavering even though she’s family
He doesn’t really visit my dreams often but when he does its to yell at me about self care, which is about once a week right now
Ezilion was extremely flattered by the extensive research I rewrote on dragons in my grimoire, he knew I had it digitally but to see it ALL written was exciting to him (about 16 pages)
He was also a little giddy about having his own page in there
Ezilion has promised that in the next few weeks he would begin guiding me through that section that gives me bad vibes (its dangerous. I’m aware. I’ve already recharged and recasted my wards as well as charged my asteal protection spell bottles, I trust my guide as he trusts me and believes I’m ready.)
Now that Persephone is back on Earth, I see Hades less (he says he’s been rather busy, which I fully believe. I saw him last week and he seemed somber and looked tired mostly)
My husband is very supportive of my practice and has been from the beginning or rather when he found out and last night he wished me a Happy Beltane before going to sleep and it made me feel warm and fuzzy
Beltane 2020 astral
I made Ezilion blush a little (not really, more figuratively), when I projected last night, being in a bubbly mood (yay alcohol) I saw Ezilion and gave him a bow and he was rather amused because I was tipsy. I drank more than half a bottle of prosecco and I’d rather smoke than drink so, it didn’t take much ANYWAY I felt light and giddy. I even danced around him a little bit and he chuckled at me.
E: what are you doing?
Me: dancing! It’s Beltane!
E: ah yes, I miss those days, I used to see tons of flower crowns, smell the vanilla from he baking and would watch the humans enjoy the festivities.
Me: you dirty dragon!
E:*scoffs* please.
I then stopped dancing and ran full speed toward the field my goddess made me, Ezilion was yelling after me about being careful and when I got the I plucked some of the flowers and made a haphazard flower crown (embarrassed to say I’ve never ACTUALLY made one), I took it back to him and he looked confused at the tiny (comparatively) ring and then shocked.
Me: Happy Beltane!!
E: i… thank you, blessed Beltane to you child.
He then blew a cloud of smoke and disappeared, I was left in the Astral for the first time in a while, I couldn’t help but feel lonely, my space is always occupied but it gave me a moment of peace. I stared into the darkness and watched it bend and jump as a sign it was time to leave, I stood up, relaxed and fell back dropping peacefully in my body (which THAT hasn’t happened in a LONG time lol) I felt peaceful and happy as I fell asleep.
