summary: miya atsumu loves you for years, but you weren’t ready yet.
now playing: lifetime by ben&ben
note: hi, anon! enjoy!!! lmk what you think!!! hihi.
Everyone from Inarizaki’s side rose from their seats and cheered as soon as the ball landed on the orange court. You watched Atsumu and Osamu staring at each other in disbelief. After months of hardwork, they’ve finally achieved one of their goals for that year—to defeat the crows before they graduate.
Atsumu isn’t stupid he’s known he should ask about Haruka’s mother.
Yet he couldn’t do it he distinctly distracted not only himself but Haruka as well.
He always found topics to avoid it and it was a miracle those annoying paparazzi weren’t around the reason for that was because of Yuina.
That’s why attention surrounded him by nosy Paparazzi who could post something online that could cost him his career.
He stared at the little boy who was happily smiling eating his ice cream.
Haruka noticed Atsumu staring at him so he turned around showing him a cheeky smile
“The ice cream is good!”
Atsumu smiles patting his head.
“Alright bud.”
……..
He turned the TV off Laid next to the little boy who instantly breathes a sigh of relief knowing his Idol/Temporary dad was there to make him feel safe.
Atsumu looked at the sleeping boy who resembled him so much.
Flashback
Papa can we go get so icecream?
“It’s a bit late ain’t it?”
Haruka’s pout stabbed Atsumu in the chest.
“Alright bud lets get to the sto-”
“Uncle Tsum-Tsum!”
Atsumu froze and turned around noticing his brother who raised his eyebrow looking at the little boy.
“He’s not my kid I swear!”
Atsumu said frantically trying to explain the situation.
“Woah! Papa he looks like you!”
Atsumu looked at Osamu who had a serious look on his face.
“Meet me tomorrow at work and ya better explain yerself idiot.”
“Don’t call Papa and idiot ya idiot!”
Haruka stomped his foot trying his best to glare at Osamu.
“Not yer kid huh.”
Osamu said to himself.
“He’s not!”
Atsumu said picking him up.
“We’re going home.”
“What about the icecream?”
“I have cake at home.”
Haruka’s eyes sparkled.
“I like strawberry cake!”
“Atsumu nodded and walked away leaving a frowning Osamu.”
“Tsumu yer so stupid the kids the splitting image of ya.”
……
The Next Day
Explain Yerself idiot.
“W-What is there to explain.”
Atsumu said not facing him.
“That.”
Osamu pointed at the little boy who happily ate the Onigiri.
“It’s just some kid.”
“Some kid?! What the hell are ya doin’ with just some kid?!”
Atsumu looked away.
“I don’t know it’s just I can’t get rid of him.”
“What do ya mean?”
“I don’t know! I tell myself to drop the brat off at the police station but I just can’t do it!”
“Idiot! What if his parents are looking for him!”
“That’s the thing…”
Atsumu looked away.
“He doesn’t have a dad and his mom is away.”
“Why do ya care don’t ya apparently hate kids!”
“I know I just don’t hate this kid for some reason ok!”
“That ridiculous!”
"He reminds me of someone I know.”
“What yer not making any sense!”
“He reminds me of..”
“Spill it! Already they’re obviously important if yer keeping around a kid!”
“He reminds me of (Y/N)! Are ya happy idiot!”
“W-What?”
Osamu said a bit confused.
“(Y/N)?”
His eyes widened.
“(Y/N)?!!?!”
“Papa!”
As if on cue the little boy ran to him.
“What is it bud?”
“Well this onigiri is so good! It’s like the one mama makes!”
Atsumu nodded while Haruka turned around.
“I’m gonna go play with Yuji”
(Haruka was so excited because Yuji was the name of the cousin he was supposed to meet for the first time!)
“Hang on a minute.”
He turned to Osamu and tilted his head.
“If this is actually him.”
Osamu mumbled.
(I can’t just tell the kid it’s me and Yuji over the phone it’ll be a dead giveaway.)
“Yes Mr.?”
“What’s yer name?”
“Haruka!!!”
The boy grinned and then dashed to Yuji.
“H-Haruka?”
Osamu felt confused then looked at Atsumu.
“Why is he with ya?!”
Atsumu glared
“Why are ya yelling!”
“Answer the damn question Tsumu.”
“I just ended up with a kid! Alright I don’t know what exactly happened!”
“So a kid just showed up are yer door and called ya papa.”
“No! The thing is..”
……
TimeSkip
“Well how are ya gonna deal with this.”
“He’s not my kid that’s all I know!”
“Really.”
“Yeah watch!”
“Haruka!”
Atsumu called causing the little boy to rush to him with a big smile.
“Look at this Samu.”
Atsumu picked haruka up holding him while both faced Osamu.
“Doesn’t look anything like me yeah?!”
Osamu raised his eyebrow noticing them.
(Is he an idiot.)
“Papa!”
The little boy looked at him excitedly.
“Tomorrow can you show me how to serve the ball?!”
Haruka’s eyes sparkled while atsumu nodded.
“Alright bud.”
“Yay!”
Haruka’s eyes sparkled while atsumu nodded.
“Alright bud.”
“Yay!”
“I’m so happy to be taught by the best setter!”
“I know right!”
They both went to Lala Land while Osamu just rolled his eyes.
(He’s in denial that must be it.)
My brother isn’t that stupid.
………..
Osamu sighed standing up.
“Well my wife is probably getting angst that we’re not back so we’re gonna head out.”
“Atsumu nodded”
“Ya know Samu I don’t see why ya got married I mean domestic life suits ya but it’s just don’t ya get bored?”
“No I don’t.”
Atsumu shook his head.
“Man having to deal with an annoying wife well at least she’s hot but still with a kid?”
“What’s that supposed to mean.”
“No don’t get me wrong I love my nephew it’s just I don’t wanna deal with an annoying brat.”
“Seriously.”
“I mean it!”
He shook his head annoyed.
“How can parents stand kids I would go insane dealing with a brat!”
“Really.”
“Yeah! I mean I hate kids! I don’t want those little gremlins near me!”
(He can’t be that stupid)
“I see.”
“Yuji let’s get going.”
The little boys rushed to greet the twins.
“Now little Haruka right?”
Haruka nodded and smiled
“I’ve decided I’m gonna take ya to yer mom’s hotel.”
Haruka’s eyes widened as he smiled.
“I get to see mama?!”
Osamu nodded.
“Alright go pack yer stuff so we can get go-”
“Hold on a second!”
Atsumu said picking up Haruka.
“What are ya doing Samu!”
“What’s wrong Tsumu?”
“Ya can’t just take a kid!”
Haruka looked at Atsumu and smiled hugging him.
“Tsumu the kid has to go home.”
“I know but I haven’t finished teaching him volleyball!” Osamu walked closer. “I’ll take better care of him and teach him.”
“No! He’s staying with me!”
“I thought ya hated kids.”
“Well not him!”
“Idiot ya said in general!”
“Haruka’s different!”
“How is it different.”
“I don’t know I..”
“Ya need to expl-
"It’s different when he’s my kid!”
Atsumu paused realizing what he said shocking both twins.
“Well now.”
“I meant it’s different if he’s a lot like me!”
“Sigh, are ya sure about this?”
“Yeah! When I’m done I’ll give his mom an autograph and problem solved! Besides what kind of mother leaves her kid alone!”
“Especially Haruka.”
Atsumu rubbed Haruka’s back. “He’s sensitive and needs to be constantly taken care of.”
(My brother is an idiot.)
……….
Atsumu POV
He sat in the kitchen confused at his words.
“Samu was right I should have just handed the kid over.”
Atsumu gripped his hair. “It’s not that he doesn’t wanna get rid of him well maybe a little bit.”
He walked to the kitchen and opened the cabinet staring at the results.
“Is he really my kid?”
Atsumu shook his head.
“No, it can’t be I’m always careful.”
“Then why….”
He gripped the paper.
He always took precautions…
……….
“Papa!”
The little boy ran to him knocking him out of his thoughts.
The familiar chocolate brown eyes stared at him with a wide grin. Atsumu couldn’t lie that this was starting to worry him.
“What if Haruka was his son?” No I was set up she took advantage of this and must have given me a fake paternity test.
Sigh… What the hell was with my reaction earlier
Atsumu furrowed his eyebrows and sighed. “Oi Haruka.”
“Hm?”
“So if I had a kid I’d become a dad.”
“Well yeah!”
“Do you think I’d make a good dad if I had a kid?”
“No not really!”
“Ha!” Atsumu felt a irk mark appear. “Just kidding.” Haruka giggled and ran to hug him. “You don’t need a kid!”
“Why is that?”
“You already have me!”
“You’re my Papa!!”
Atsumu’s heart swelled as he picked the boy up spinning him. “There’s not way in hell yer my kid.”
“I know but we can pretend for a while!“ They laughed at each other.
….
Atsumu felt at home and his heart beat once again just for a little while he’ll enjoy this.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
“Wait here brat and go to sleep.” He looked at the little boy telling him to stay put. “Go to bed.”
Haruka nodded walking to the bed
“Are ya gonna be with me?”
“No I have someone coming over so no matter what ya stay here! Go to sleep so yer stomach doesn’t hurt.”
“Who’s coming over?” Atsumu flicked the boys forehead. “Don’t ya worry about that and go to sleep.” The boy got up in the bed. “Are you gonna read me a bed time story?”
“Seriously?”
“Yer a big kid right do ya need one?”
Haruka pouts “I like when mama reads them to me”
“I ain’t yer mom kid and from what I can tell she spoils ya to much now shut yer tap and sleep got it?”
Haruka nodded a small frown was plastered on his face. “Will you tuck me in?”
“You’re a big boy get to sleep.”
“Please I get scared if you don’t..”
“If I do it will ya shut up and give me peace the rest of the night?” Haruka nodded as Atsumu tucked him in.
“A kiss?”
“No ya already asked to much! Get to sleep like ya promised.”
………
(Y/N) POV
“Where is he! I thought that was him! Shit!”
I stepped into the dark alley using the walkie talkie
“I think I just missed him go left!”
I put it away rushing to meet my partner
“Let’s catch him.”
“He’s stupid to stay in Hyogo in the abandoned buildings. It won’t take months it’ll only take a few days this guys and idiot.”
“Well he may be stupid but what does that make us?!”
I yelled at him. “Ah dumb I guess?” I face palmed.
“It makes us look like fools running around letting him get away after chasing him!”
“We’re doing good we found him earlier than expected!” I sighed
“You have a point I mean they said we’d probably take up to a year if we missed him but he’s still here so we’re fine I suppose.”
“You’re a bit stressed out why don’t you calm down?”
“I just wanna see my son as fast as possible I don’t like the idea of him being in Osaka to long.”
……….
Meanwhile
“Miya…”
The woman moaned as he kissed her neck when she started to unbutton her shirt falling on the bed they both continued their session.
“You know you’re an even bigger turn on with your bruised body.”
“Shut up and get on yer knees show me a good time.”
She unbuckled his pants and revealed his member.
“You’ve got yourself quite the stress reliever now let me take over big boy.” She took him as he grown touching the back of her head and thrusted.
……
The little boy turned around and woke up having a nightmare noticing the unfamiliar dark room.
“Mama?” There was no response realizing he was alone in the unfamiliar room that now seemed scary and started tearing up.
He got up and heard noises across the room.
“Mama I miss you..”
He poked the side of his tummy and winced.
“Ouch my tummy hurts.”
He started crying clutching his stomach feeling the stitches and lifted up his shirt and noticed them for the first time.
“What is this it’s something scary at it’s making my tummy hurt.” As his eyes adjusted to the dark he saw dried blood around the stitches.
“Papa..” He said without thinking in the moment Atsumu was his day of hope from the scary dark room.
He began to wail and scream sobbing stepping out of the room looking for Atsumu.
…….
Meanwhile
“Did you hear that? She said as he laid her on the bed standing over her
“Son of a bitch.” Atsumu muttered under his breath.
“I didn’t hear anything” he said trying his best to ignore the little brat in the room across the hall.
He leaned in and kissed her slipping his hand under her shorts but before he could remove them the sobbing grew closer.
“Shit.”
He said under his breath annoyed he got up. “I’ll be right back.” She nodded while he pulled up his pants.
……..
He opened the door walking into the hallway noticing the sobbing boy.
“Waaaaaah” He wailed “I wanna see Mama!!!”
“I wanna go home!!!”
“Oi brat!” Haruka noticed him and ran to him hugging his leg.
“Papa! I wanna see Mama!!”
“Dad?”
“What the fuck?”
He kicked the boy. “Get off me!” Haruka fell back hitting his head on the wall and wailed even louder.
“Waaaaaaah”
“I’m trying to have sex here and I have to deal with ya.”
“That hurt!” The boy clutched his head
“What’s wrong now?!”
Haruka touched the back of his head. “It hurts… I wanna go home!!!” He got up and looked at Atsumu. Papa I’m scared please don’t leave me…”
He sobbed.
“Stop calling me that.” Atsumu said sighing walking closer picking him up and Haruka instantly fell into his embrace sobbing quietly.
“Just get to bed alright?”
“I promise tomorrow I’ll take ya to get some ice cream”
(Then I’ll get rid of ya dumping ya at the police station since Samu can’t even take care of his own kid how was he supposed to take care of Haruka)
Author note: Osamu takes good care of his son.
“Why didn’t I just do that to begin with.” Atsumu sighed
“Let’s go to bed M’kay?”
Haruka nodded and instinctively wrapped his hand around his neck tightly snuggling into him.
“Oh my what is this?”
Another fucking headache. He turned around and noticed what was supposed to be his fling for the night she had her clothes on and smiled.
“I didn’t know you had a son.”
“He’s not my kid.”
“You don’t have to lie don’t worry your secrets safe with me she walked closer looking at the little boy who noticed her the turned his head hiding into Atsumu’s neck.
“Isn’t he just so cute! He looks just like you!”
“Here let me hold him.” She tried to grab him but Atsumu back up. “He’s fine here don’t touch him.” She raised her hands “Okay I won’t touch your son.”
“He’s not my kid for the last time.” Atsumu said getting annoyed
“What ever you say baby!” She blew a kiss
“Call me whenever you’re free so we can finish what we started babe!” She leaned in kissing his cheek and was about to pat Haruka but Atsumu backed up.
(Don’t touch him with yer filthy hands)
She laughed. “You just make sure your son’s asleep this time!” She walked out and left.
Sigh, he walked to the guest room.
“Here get to bed ya ruined my night are ya happy now.” Atsumu’s glare softened as he noticed the boy
“Let go kid.”
Haruka clung to him.
“No please don’t leave stay.”
Atsumu sighed giving up setting the boy in on the bed and layed next to him.
“Thank you papa..”
He said clutching onto his shoulder snuggling into him.
“There’s no way.”
“I had a baby with someone..”
…………
Tsumu! The boy turned around noticing the five year old who ran to hug him.
“Let’s go play!” Atsumu nodded
“Yes! I brought my toys!” She smiled pulling him away from the other kids who bullied him.
“Later we can play volleyball!” He said while she nodded
“Yes let’s play!”
The little boy hated whenever someone else took the (H/C) girl away from him.
Couldn’t they see he belonged to her and she belonged with him.
Hence forth Atsumu practices his glared to scare off the boys who even dared to walk to her and talk to her.
“I love ya Tsumu”
“I love ya too (Y/N).”
…….
He forgot everything when he was with her.. She was his escape from all the irrelevant things in his life.
With their confession their lips met.
……….
“Tsumu! The older girl hugged him while he hugged her back.”
He smiled noticing her engagement ring and then looked at his own hand which also had an engagement ring.
“Tsumu!!!” She whined while he laughed and hugged her tighter.
“Hey darlin’ what’s up?” She blushed looking away kissing his cheek
“Well I was thinking we should name our baby Atsumu Jr..”
Yeah no sweetheart our baby can’t have my name he’s gonna take after his mommy.
“What do you suggest then!” He touched her slightly swollen stomach.
“Haruka..” He smiled
“Of course I love it..”
He kissed her lips and hugged her tightly
“Thank ya for loving me and giving me a chance to make a family with ya..”
Wait just a minute
“Haruka? Isn’t that the name of the brat?”
“Atsumu?”
He looked at her shocked
“What’s wrong?”
“Yer pregnant?!”
“Yes I am pregnant why are you acting so weird.” She giggled.
“You’re gonna be a dad aren’t you happy?”
……
His eyes snapped open to meet similar chocolate brown eyes.
“The fuck!”
He threw the little person who fell.
“Mr. Atsumu!!” He ran and jumped on his stomach.
“Ugh.” He winced feeling his bruises ache.
“Haruka yer crushin my organs!”
“Sorry…” He grinned hugging him.
“I’m glad you stayed with me and didn’t leave me alone here!”
“Whatever brat let me sleep.” He fell back on the bed and plopped his head on the pillow.
“I made you breakfast!”
Don’t tell me.
…..
Ya seriously wasted my whole gallon of milk and my cereal is all over the floor.
He looked at Haruka meeting the little boy’s smile.
He walked to the park and noticed the little boy sleeping on the bench shivering from the cold as his tears slipped.
“Mama, where are you.”
Atsumu sighed feeling relief picking up the boy who instantly wrapped his arms around his neck
“My tummy hurts really bad.” Haruka wimpered.
“Alright I owe ya a favor for trying to protect me it’s just this once.”
He headed back home
…..
He set the boy on the couch and covered him which a blanket.
“My tummy hurts.” Haruka sobbed in his sleep quietly.”
“What’s wrong with the kid?”
Atsumu noticed Haruka’s shirt had a bit of blood so he lifted his shirt a little exposing the patch that covered the stitches.
“That’s gotta hurt.”
Flashback
“Mr. Miya!” The nurse put on a fake smile and handed him a little bag.
“What’s this?” He looked at her confused.
“Here is the prescription for your son!”
“Ha?!”
The little boy stepped out and walked to Atsumu clutching to his pants. “Mr. Atsumu I found you.”
“He’s not my son damnit so shut yer trap!”
He glared at her and threw the prescription pills on the floor.
“Keep him here! I don’t want this kid near me!”
“Sir I’m going to call security and you’re going to get arrested for child neglect.”
She smirked which ticked him off.
“You’re son needs to be taken care of.”
“How is he my kid!”
She took out a paper that confirmed it
“The test matched your blood as father and son.”
He glared and grabbed the papers reading then.
“The heck.” His eyes widened as he looked at the results then looked at her shocked seeing her smirk.
“Bullshit! I’m being set up!” He pointed at the boy who didn’t understand anything of their conversation.
“This brat isn’t mine I tell ya!”
“Take the kid or we’ll make sure you’re arrested.”
“Fine! I don’t care!”
“You’re going to just abandon your child? Seriously? It’s your own fault for not keeping your dick in your pants.”
She said disgusted
“How cruel take him or I’ll ruin your reputation!”
“I’ll make sure everyone knows!”
He looked at the nurse.
“It’s non of yer business! Leave him here and I’ll get outta here!”
She looked at him frowning.
“Remember me?”
“No I don’t just take this brat.”
“Pfft figures.”
“I told you not to play with women now face the consequences!”
She pointed at the little boy who spaced off looking at the tv which was on the cartoon channel while he clutched onto Atsumu’s pants.
“He’s so cute congratulations Miya Atsumu you’re a dad.”
“Yer a bitch.” He spat.
“You’re stuck with your son now take him and leave.”
“He’s not my son ya planned this!”
“He’s your child take him and go or I’ll ruin your reputation like I said.
“Fine!” He grabbed Haruka taking him outside.
“Keep up kid or I’ll leave ya behind!”
……
End of flashback
“Shit I left yer prescription pills at the hospital.”
He walked outside and took out his car taking the little boy laying him in the back.
“Don’t fall.”
“Dad don’t go and leave Mama.”
He said clutching on to Atsumu’s long sleeve sweatshirt.
Atsumu frowned pulling away. “I’m not yer dad kid.”
…..
He walked to the hospital and entered the office and noticed the nurse who smiled.
“How can I help you?”
“I uh… left some prescriptions earlier and a kid needs them.”
He said embarrassed
“Name please?”
“Um my name?”
She nodded
“Atsumu Miya.”
“Atsumu Miya the volleyball player?!.”
“Shh.”
“You were here earlier!”
“I’ll go to the back and get them!”
…
She walked back handing them to him
“Here! They’re for your son right?”
“No! He’s not my son!”
He said startling her and sighed annoyed giving up denying it at this point.
“He’s my brothers son”
“Ok then!” She smiled handing them to him.
…..,,,..
He walked back to the car holding a water bottle that he bought in the hospital he got the boy from the backseat sitting the kid in the car who opened his eyes
“Mr. Miya my tummy really hurts.”
He teared up
“Alright here I got the medicine take it.”
He handed the boy his medicine and took it drinking water with the pill.
“It’s gross.”
“I know I hate taking pills to they taste awful.”
……..
He grabbed the sleeping boy and set him in the guest bedroom.
“Kids are such a pain.”
He walked back and noticed the time.
“I’ll hand the kid to Samu tomorrow and he’ll find his parents.”
…..
Atsumu opened his eyes slowly to find out a similar pair of brown eyes staring right into his.
He jolted and the little boy giggled.
“Your awake!”
“What the hell kid ya almost gave me a freaking heart attack what are ya doing here!”
“Well I remembered you brought me here! Your house is really nice! I made you breakfast!”
“What?”
……
“Ya have to be kidding me.”
He looked at the mess in his kitchen and looked at the boy who handed him the cereal Which was actually fine.
Ya made all this mess for just two bowls of cereal!
Haruka raised two fingers
“One is for me!”
“This is why I hate kids.”
He walked to the table which had spilled milk.
“I hate cleaning.” He usually had his flings do it.
Speaking of flings he had one set up tonight.
Why you ask? It’s because he’s trying to forget about the boy in front of him.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
He was discharged from the hospital looking around at every corner making sure he wasn’t noticed it was dark already even so he still felt the need to look around.
“I’d rather be caught dead than this.”
He looked at the boy who trailed behind him and rolled his eyes.
“What are ya a fucking duck?” Atsumu walked faster purposely while the boy noticed and walked faster with his little feet trying to catch up and tripped falling on the ground.
“Hurry up kid.” He said annoyed.
“My stomach hurts Mr. Atsumu.” He sniffles whining and touched his aching head.
“Don’t ya start crying!” Haruka sobbed causing Atsumu’s patience to run out even faster than earlier. “Shut up!!” He yelled causing the kid to whimper
“My head and tummy hurt so bad..” He wailed and atsumu noticed his nose began to bleed.
“Ya even hit yer nose earlier stupid clumsy kid.” Atsumu glared
“What do ya want! I’ll anything to just get ya to shut the hell up!”
“Carry me?”
Atsumu sighed irritated picking him up and headed to the direction of his house calling and Yuber.
He walked in wearing his disguise along with Haruka who clung to him.
“Where are we going?”
“We’re going to my place.”
Haruka nodded closing his eyes.
No way in hell was Atsumu staying at a hotel to be discovered by someone that apparently this was his son.
“As much as I wanna get laid I have to deal with this kid.”
…….
The Yuber dropped him off
“Thank ya.”
Sure thing Mr. Miya I have to say your son is adorable.
He looked at the little boy who clung onto his neck.
(Right Uber has my name.)
“Keep quiet he’s not my son alright?”
He smiled nodding alright. Atsumu stepped out closing the door.
……….
Yuber Man POV
That’s definitely his child.
……
Haruka smiled and talked nonstop causing Atsumu to roll his eyes.
“Shut yer trap already yer so annoying.” He said under his breath
“Mr. Atsumu I’m so happy you’re with me!”
Haruka said smiling hugging him tighter rubbing his cheek on his shoulder.
“Hold it kid yer crushing me! I can’t breath!”
Haruka pulled away and grinned
“Sorry!” The little boy pat Atsumu’s head
“It’s just you’re just so cool!!”
They walked a couple of more streets and he ended up at his brothers restaurant which was closed. “I knew it was gonna be closed.”
“What are we gonna do now?”
Haruka looked at him.
“You don’t live here Mr. Atsumu! You’re so silly!”
He laughed and winced a bit. “My Tummy is hurting a little.”
Atsumu couldn’t take it he was done. He’s had enough dealing with this brat.
“Wait I got it.”
He walked to the bench outside his brother’s restaurant.
“Why are we here?” Haruka asked as Atsumu sat him on the bench.
“Ok so this is what’s gonna happen. Yer gonna stay here on this bench don’t move!”
Surely someone will notice him and help him find his parents. If not my idiot brother’s got this tomorrow he should be here.
“What about you?” Haruka asked tilting his head.
“Are you gonna stay here to?” He looked at Atsumu smiling.
“I’m gonna go get something for you just wait here!”
“Is it for volleyball?!” Haruka asked remembering he was talking to his favorite setter in the world.
“Uh yeah sure I have practice tomorrow so behave and stay still and I’ll play with you sometime.”
He turned around taking one last glance at the boy who waved at him smiling innocently.
“I’ll wait ok!”
Atsumu turned around
“See ya never brat.”
……..
Atsumu made it home and walked inside annoyed.
“I’m tired and I don’t want to deal with anything annoying.” He realized his phone was dead and couldn’t even charge it to call his annoying brother. “I would’ve asked but with the kid around no way.”
He closed his eyes and the face of the little boy smiling innocently waving at him.
There was no way that was his child. He glared covering his face on the pillow.
He had to admit the brat looked just like him but dismissed him as some crazy person’s son who was obsessed with him.
“This stuff only happens in dramas.”
He closed him eyes and dozed off.
“Probably never see that kid again.”
…..
“Wait for me!!”
“Huh?”
He stared at a younger version of him himself.
“You’re walking to fast!”
“Hey champ what took ya so long?”
Atsumu smiled.
“Hi Dad!” The little boy ran and hugged him.
“I’m here son.” Atsumu pat his head.
………
Mr. Atsumu help me!
“Huh?”
He looked and noticed the little boy who was being dragged away.
“Help me please! He’s gonna take me away!”
The little boy who sobbed as the man took out the knife. “Wait didn’t this happen already?”
“Please you said forever!”
“Atsumu!”
He turned around and saw his brother
“It’s horrible ya should have seen it.”
“Seen what?” Osamu frowned
“The little kid who was found dead in front of my shop.”
“D-Dead?!” Atsumu panicked.
“What’s wrong?”
“Nothing I..”
“Yer really leaving the kid out in the cold by himself so cruel.”
….
Atsumu jolted up panicked standing up looking at the time. It was passed midnight and he looked outside in the dark.
“He’s been outside for about three hours by himself.”
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
“Sniffle, he knows where my dad is.” Haruka began to cry.”
He didn’t bother to look up and just kept walking before realizing something.
“I’m lost..” Sniffle
He sobbed and ran through the now dark streets when he ran crossing the road hearing a car beep
He looked but before he knew it he blacked out.
………
“LOOK OUT YA STUPID KID!”
He opened his eyes slowly realizing someone was carrying him and running.
“Who are you?!”
Haruka panicked
“You’re trying to take me away!”
He pulled the man’s shirt struggling to get rid of his grasp pulling his hair and screamed.
“Help he’s gonna take me away!!!!”
“Hey kid shut up! I’m gonna get caught!”
The man turned to the left and hid as cars passed by haruka noticed the man was bleeding from his arm.
“What happened to you?!”
“Shh! I saved ya from getting killed ya stupid brat!”
Haruka’s eyes widened realizing something the man that saved him got hurt but it wasn’t just any man it was him.
“Atsumu Miya!”
His eyes sparkled as he snuggled into his chest feeling at ease relief at the fact that he held the person he had been looking for.
“I found you.” Haruka smiled “I’m your biggest fan!!”
“Ah shit.. Not a fan.”
“I think you’re so cool!”
“Shut up kid yer gonna get us caught and don’t yell or move to much yer hurt ya have a huge bump on yer head.”
Haruka touched his forehead and yelped feeling pain along with the bump.
“My head hurts.”
“Ya hit yer head of course it’s gonna hurt.”
Haruka fet the bump again on his forehead and noticed blood.
“Blood?!! Am I gonna die?!”
He panicked tearing up.
“Don’t ya fucking cry!”
Haruka’s face began to turn red as the tears slipped from his eyes.
“I’m scared.”
“Yer gonna be fine! Face it yer gonna be fine look at me I’m bleeding more!”
“So who cares I’m little!”
He paused.
Flashback
The five year old little girl fell and hurt her knee. “It hurts!” She noticed a blood and started crying. “I’m scared..”
“Am I gonna die?!”
A young Atsumu walked in front of her. “You’re gonna be fine!”
“Don’t be a wimp and face yer fears!” She looked him while he stared at her in the eyes.
“Don’t ya cry! Ya gotta be strong! She teared up. “Huh but Tsumu it hurts. I’m bleeding I’m so scared!”
“Listen to me (Y/N) (L/N)! No matter what life throws at ya! Be stronger! Beat the monsters ya face!"He lifted her up holding up his pinky.
“Promise me yer never gonna go the easy way out! Yer gonna be strong and beat those monsters!” She nodded taking his pinky.
End of flashback
He looked at the kid
“Hey kid..”
“There he is! Come here you little shit!”
Atsumu heard and quickly ran and winced feeling the pain on his shoulder by the man who caught him.
“Let go of me ya pig! Yer lucky I’m fucking hurt!”
He looked at Atsumu’s bleeding arm.
“You could have escaped but instead you decided to injure yourself by helping this brat.”
“Haruka glared.”
Shut up! Leave him alone!
He tried to defend atsumu but was pulled away and the man threw him on the ground kicking him.
“Leave the kid alone bastard!” The man punched Atsumu in the stomach.
He walked to the boy picking him up by the shirt taking out a knife.
“Hey your son looks a lot like you.”
He grinned “I wonder if I kill him you’ll hurt as much as me which is what you deserve,”
“He doesn’t have anything to do with me just let him go!” The man looked at the boy who tried to get out of his grasp.
“Let me go you pig!” The man looked at Atsumu. “Don’t lie this is your kid looks just like you to bad kid’s got some spunk.” He looked at Atsumu and grinned
“Well now we don’t want another you so it’s goodbye to the brat.”
He stabbed Haruka on the side of his stomach causing him to scream in pain dropping to the ground wincing in agony .
“I don’t know that kid! Leave him out of this!”
The man stepped on Haruka’s head applying pressure crushing him.
“MAMA IT HURTS.”
Shut up brat! Or I’ll kill you in front of your dad.
He looked at Atsumu.
“It’s your fault she left me and I lost everything.”
“What are ya talking about?!”
“My ex who divorced me and as a result I lost everything.”
“Now say goodbye to the brat.”
He began to crush Haruka’s head. “WAAAAAH IT HURTS!!” The man glared. “Shut up kid!” He suddenly felt some one punch him. “Leave the kid outta this he’s innocent do whatever ya want to me just leave him alone.
“Atsumu didn’t know what it was but he couldn’t just let this kid suffer in front of him. He didn’t know what it was but he felt the need to protect this kid with all his life.
“Leave the boy I’m here.”
He punched Atsumu over and over in the stomach causing him to cough up blood.
“Shit.”
He fell to his knees and noticed the boy who seemed to have lost consciousness and crawled to him hugging him shielding him from the other man. “He’s your fucking son don’t deny it!”
The man continued to hit atsumu when a scream was heard a woman had scene everything and the police sirens were heard.
“I’m scared..” the boy coughed blood.
“I’m here kid don’t worry..”
Then everything went black for Atsumu as he clutched to the kid.
……….
Atsumu woke up in a hospital bed looking around it seemed he had gotten the room to himself because no news reporter in sight. “Glad they kept this under cover don’t wanna deal with any shit.”
“Hmmm”
He turned to the left and saw the boy who clutched onto him.
“What’s the brat doing here?”
A nurse walked in and quickly rushed to the boy picking him up walking to the next bed. “He’s been quite attached it’s a surprise he was able to wake up right away”
“Hey there Mr. Miya how are you feeling?”
She asked.
“I fucking hurt everywhere.” He winced feeling a massive headache.
“I feel dizzy.”
“Well you just gave away some of your blood since you had a blood transfusion.”
“What the hell for?! It hurts like a fucking bitch.”
She looked at the boy who was still asleep “Your son is gonna be alright.”
He sighed in relief.
“Hold on just a minute!!” He looked at the small boy
“S-Son?!” He shot up. “I don’t have a kid!”
Atsumu winced in pain as he felt dizzy
“Calm down sir you’re surely experiencing some amnesia you’re gonna all right.”
“No ya don’t understand I don’t have a son!” She shook her head.
“Calm down its alright.”
“I don’t have a son!”
He pointed at the sleeping boy. “He’s not my kid I didn’t get a girl pregnant!”
He frantically yelled as she tried to calm him down.
“Sir it matches! You have the same compatibility as father and son!”
“Bullshit! Yer test is wrong!”
He felt someone grab him.
“Calm down”
“No I’m not! Yer saying that kid is mine when he’s not! I didn’t knock someone up!”
He felt someone poke him with a needle and put him out.
“Sorry Atsumu Miya but you were causing a scene.”
The woman looked at the DNA ample.
She then looked at an unconscious Atsumu and glared then smiled.
“Now you’re in deep shit Atsumu.”
She touched his hair leaning into his ear.
“Karma is a bitch.”
Flashback
She clung to him and went on their date
“So Miya she ate her Ice cream and noticed the kids laughing and giggling while Atsumu sneered.
“Look at them they’re disgusting.”
“Why do you hate kids so much?”
“I can’t stand the little fucking annoying pests.”
“Their just your fans sure that a couple have come up to you but you don’t have to glare at them and scare them off.”
“They’re fucking monsters if I’m nice to them and will wanna follow me everywhere fucking little shits!”
“So you don’t want kids?”
“I’d rather be kicked out of the MSBY than have a brat.”
“Be careful what you say.”
He glared.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“You might just jinx yourself.” She sighed
“I knew a man who said he hated kids just as much as you hate them and guess what.”
Atsumu glared “Get to the point.”
“He’s happily married and has three kids and his first kid was an accident! I saw him the other day with his pregnant wife.”
“I don’t see why she married that playboy but he seemed to have been caught by her and changed.” She looked at him
“Maybe that’s your future?”
“Oh shut up.”
He glared and pulled her to his appartment and ended the night with safe protected session for the third night and he was getting bored of her.
“Should I make you breakfast I know I’m not the best but I can try?” He shook his head standing up.
“Get up and get changed let’s break up Hina.”
“It’s Andrea!!” She teared up.
“Did our past couple of days mean nothing to you?!”
“What fucking ever get outta here yer disgusting.”
She glared.
“You’re despicable!”
She turned around changing and left before she stopped and looked at him.
“Everything has consequences and if you keep doing this to every woman you find attractive you’re gonna either end up with a disease or a little boy or girl coming up to your doorstep calling you dad.”
She stepped out
“Get the fuck outta here bitch! That ain’t gonna happen!”
…….
“Is something wrong Ms. Andrea?”
A woman asked.
“No it’s just everything in this world has a price.” She rubbed away her tears.
She looked at the little boy walking to him patting his hair kissing his cheek.
“Little guy you are a gift to every single woman Miya Atsumu’s played with.”
She glanced at Atsumu
“This fucking playboy is gonna get what he deserves.”
She smiled handing the samples to the office
“Once they better have him sign out for his son as well.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Not just yet son only after Mommy finishes her job we can go together in the mean time you’ll be just like when we went to Peru. I hugged him apologizing.
“I’m sorry baby but I promise after this mommy and you can take a big break.”
“Okay mommy!” His eyes continued to sparkle which meant trouble.
“Why are you so excited in Peru you didn’t seem so happy to be away from your mommy.”
I pout. “No mama! I just wanna go explore a new place.”
He smiled. “I won’t cause trouble.
He said smirking which worried me.
Haruka POV
“Okay son mom is gonna go get the last of the stuff.”
He nodded while while she went outside.
“Now is my chance.” He quickly rushed to the cabinet and grabbed a picture book.
“I don’t know what mana is hiding but I’m pretty sure that’s Atsumu Miya he said taking the last picture that was left out and closed the cabinet. He fist pumped the air.
“Maybe Atsumu Miya knows my dad.”
He stared at the picture as his eyes sparkled.
“I get to meet the msby Jackals.” He squeled like a little fan boy. “I get to meet him!”
His mother walked back in. “I think I won’t tell mama because she wouldn’t let me go to not even a single one of his games.”
He pouts
“Mama said I would get bored but I won’t especially if I get to see my favorite volleyball player!” He took his small backpack which was filled with paper and crayons and most importantly the pictures which he carefully hid in a notebook
“Haru! It’s time to go!”
His little footsteps were heard. “I’m on my way mama!”
………
(Y/N) POV
She looked at the back noticing her sleeping son.
“11 hours is a long way to go but we’ll be there by tomorrow morning,”
I yawned not so excited for the 11 hour drive depending on traffic.
…………
Timeskip brought to you by a sleepy (Y/N) who made it safely to Osaka without managing to fall asleep.
“Mama how do you do it.” I said surprised at how far she had to drive to get to our house she visited us a couple times a month if she wasn’t busy.
“Then again mama can just have someone drive her,”
………
We entered Osaka.
“Mama we’re here!” I nodded exhausted from the long drive.
“Baby I know you’re excited but can mama take a nap.”
He nodded.
“Don’t forget baby you still have to count and do your letters for when you start school next year.”
He smiled. “Okay!”
…….
They walked into the hug hotel and went to the top floors.
Hold my hand so you don’t get lost ok?
He nodded.
“Kay mama.”
“Mama I wanna go explore Osaka!” He
Haruka needed clues to find his dad for his mom. Although honestly the real reason was because he wanted to meet his favorite volleyball player.
“I wanna go and show him I’m cool to!”
He turned on his tablet and searched up.
“Atsumu Miya Serve.”
He played the video and got on the couch copying the movements his idol made.
“So cool!”
He looked outside the window and noticed the city and sighed.
“Mama won’t let me go.” He knew but he didn’t care.
“I’ll show mama I can be a big boy and meet him!”
He took out a piece of paper and drew our what seemed to be a plan.
“I can’t read but that doesn’t mean I can’t draw a plan.”
……..
The following morning.
“Mama are you leaving?”
She nodded.
“Yes and this is the person who will be watching you.” He looked at an older woman who smiled.
“Nice to meet you.”
Haruka nodded then turned to his mother.
“Mama when are you coming back?”
She sighed bending down and kissing his cheek.
“I’ll be back In a few days.”
He frowned.
“Don’t worry baby after this dilemma is solved I promise that we’ll take a big break and can spend as much time together as ever.”
He smiled
“Okay mama!”
………..
“Now young man what are we up to?”
He looked at the older woman who smiled noticing his drawings.
“Oh! I’m drawing!”
“What are you drawing?” She asked curiously.
“My plan!”
“Plan?”
He giggled.
“To meet Atsumu Miya!”
She laughed.
“How cute.”
He nodded at her both oblivious especially her not taking his words seriously.
“What time is it?”
He asked while she checked the time.
“Right it’s time to put the volleyball channel.”
“Yeah!”
He rushed to the TV while she set it up.
“Now little guy After this we’re gonna head to the park your mom said it would be a good idea to walk around for a bit.”
He nodded.
“Ok!”
Haruka looked at the TV.
“Alright!” He grabbed a blank piece of paper and took some of his crayons in his backpack and some toys and a two certain pictures he kept in case he ever saw Atsumu Miya.
I sobbed at the reason a child stood in front of me which wasn’t mine.
I stared at my now ex boyfriend
She died giving birth to your child! You cheated on me! Take responsibility get your kid and get out!
He looked at the new born taking him out of my arms and threw him across the hall causing the baby to hit the ground and start sobbing
What are you doing?!
I rushed to the sobbing child.
“I need to fix this!” Ateumu said laughing as tears poured out of his cheeks
“I love ya and I can’t lose ya over a mistake!
He kicked the child
“Stop it!”
I don’t want the brat! Let’s put it for adoption and stay together yeah?! We’ll have a family of our own!
Ateumu said grabbing me by the wrist
How dare you kick your child!
He’s not my child and never will be! I hate him get rid of him!
No! Are you out of your mind!
Hand over the child.
I held the sobbing child backing away
Hand over the kid and we’ll forget!
No! You’re raising your child!
“No! I don’t want a brat!” He yelled
“I’ll give him away!”
I held the crying child
No!
Ateumu glared trying time get the child digging his nails on the child’s arms trying to take him away.
No! Stop it! You’re hurting him!
I held the sobbing kid tightly
“If ya want the kid keep it but I’m not accepting that mistake as my kid.” Atsumu turned around slamming his door shut.
I looked at the child feeling sick and disgusted
“You’re not a mistake.” I held him close.
Even if it destroyed my relationship with atsumu I didn’t care
“He’s your dad and I’m sorry your mother died.”
I set the child down and sobbed
“He cheated on me how could he.”
…:..
The next day
Atsumu looked at the child in disgust
Yer a mistake because of ya I lost my happiness!
“Don’t blame it.”
“Ya hate him to!”
I sighed taking my engagement ring setting to on the counter
I’m sorry atsumu I can’t marry you after this.
I picked the child up
Where are ya taking the mistake!
“Putting it up for adoption what else.” I said cussing atsumu to smile
“That’s it ya do that and we’ll be happy!”
I frowned looking back one last time at him
I’m never stepping foot in your house again don’t expect me back. Do me a favor and forget my relationship with you.
I stepped out walking into my car heading to the orphanage across town:
…..
I stood outside the car staring at the newborn who smiled a toothless smile.
Disgusting my mind told me to abandon it after all it ruined my life.
Sigh, it’s not your fault.
I sobbed
I’m just as bad as atsumu thinking this.
I got out of the car taking the child to the door but frowned walking inside
“My ex fiancé cheated on me and had a child with another woman and doesn’t want him.”
The woman gasped and stared at the child in disgust
Bring the kid over
(It’s playing favorites here.)
“I’ll give this kid the treatment it deserves for being an abomination I’m sorry you went through this.”
Actually I’d….
Like to adopt this boy.
What?
I can’t explain it right now..
You’ll need to go through the procedure as there are many people in line to adopt.
I took out a check with 5000000 (50,000)
She took the money and looked at me.
“From what I can see you’re financially stable so I’ll accomplish this.”
I signed documents and left the same day
………
My mother slapped me
How could you bring this abomination and except it!
Mother I’m sorry I don’t know how to explain it.
Your just like your useless father.
I frowned looking at my mother
You’re pure of blood in our family not like those disgusting children he adopted because he felt bad get rid of the kid or your no longe part of this family. I told you that man was bad news but you went and got engaged now you’re dealing with a mistake that isn’t even yours.
It’s mother is dead I couldn’t abandon it.
You hate that child I know you. You’re like me daughter we’re both selfish to get what we want.
I stopped in my tracks
You frowned all those companies and rose our company to the top you’re cold hearted like your mother.
“Mother I promise I’ll come back and do what ever you want just please let me have this child.”
Fine but you’ll get engaged and give me a proper heir.
I looked at the child what about this child?
He won’t get anything unless he works even harder and proves his worth. I won’t accept him ever.
Alright mother.
………..
Three years later
How could you! The man looked at my cold eyes
I gave you my name and gave you a child how could you do this to me! You stole everything from me and now want a divorce ?!
I smiled
You’re not worthy of any of your fortune everything you have is now mine get out of my house you useless pig
He sobbed and glared
This isn’t over! I’ll get lawyers and take everything back!
He then coughed blood looking at him I grinned
I may have accidentally put arsenic in your tea now goodbye
He walked outside the house taking a lighter setting the house on fire
Try abusing my children again and cheating on me.
Cheatinf men must die.
………
“Did you do it?”
I stared at my mother and nodded
He died in a fire now I’m a widow and divorced him on time.
“That’s my daughter cheating men must die,”
I nodded.
Mommy?
I walked home noticing Izumi holding my two year old.
I’ll be back I’m gonna go change I smell like fire and ashes.
I walked inside my room
Mommy left to change?!
What are you doing!
“My Mother glared taking the two year old from his arms”
Holding my brother!
“Sigh” (this brat may be useful)
“If you want to be accepted here you must protect this child with your life no matter what in exchange I’ll allow you to study and you’ll work under him protecting him”
“Of course I love my baby brother.” The boy looked at his baby brother.
“Mother what are you telling my son.” I walked to the kids and hugged them taking my youngest son Yukihira.
Come on Izumi let’s go to the room and watch tv,
Okay! I smiled and pat his head
Don’t mind what people say I love you and the will never change.
The little boy smiled
“I love you and my brother to!”
The little boy had blonde hair and blue eyes a true child who looked from a rich family just like his mother while Izumi had basic features but it didn’t matter all that mattered was his mothers love and his little brother.
Mrs. (L/N) doesn’t like me so I can’t call her grandma yet but mommy loves me and so does my little brother so nothing matters
Izumi! The two year old wiggle four of his mothers grasp and hugged his older brother
My favorite! Love you more than anyone!
Me to bro.
Izumi knew he didn’t belong but as long as he had a purpose he knew he belonged.
…….
I’ll protect them…
The end
Random unedited thing that popped into my head I’ll probably never review it
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
The blonde haired girl who had her messy bed hair wearing his oversized shirt was looking through the closet for clothes.
“Oh it was (Y/N).” He said and came up to her hugging her from behind resting his chin on her shoulder.
“How is she doing?”
She’s coming to Osaka in a few days.”It’s been a while since I’ve seen her.”
She’s gonna bring Haru.”
The girl’s eyes sparkled as she turned around and smiled. “She’s bringing her son!”
He nodded.
“Yes!”
“Shh” He said and pointed to the bed at the small person under the covers. “Right I’ll wake him up.” She scratched the back of her head.
“Mm..”
“Mommy?” He opened his light grey eyes and sighed. “Yer to loud let me sleep.” “Daddy you to.” He looked at Osamu and puffed his cheeks.
“Sorry bub we didn’t mean to wake ya up.”
He walked to his son picking him up. “What do ya say we go and have breakfast.” He nodded “Yer making it right?” He nodded. “Good because mommy can’t cook.”
“What did you say!” She said.
“Son you can’t just say that to mommy! I try!” He wrapped his arms around Osamu.
“Daddy is better at cooking” Osamu Smirked. “Of course he is because he owns a restaurant!” She puffed her cheeks while Osamu looks at Yuji who nodded. “Don’t worry mommy yer better at baking yummy cakes which are better.”
“Of course we all know he sucks at baking!” She smiled as he handed Yuji to her. “Here.”
“Mommy I have to go change.” She nodded
“Let’s go get you changed.” He pouts. “I’m a big boy!”
She nodded. “Yes I know but I need to see what you’re going to wear little guy.”
Osamu looked at his family and smiled.
Yuji Miya may have been and accident when they where both 19 nonetheless, They where happy and scared to become parents but when they held him in their arms they instantly fell in love with their child. Instead of University or college he decided to start his business which succeeded even with Yuji on the way he succeeded.
Since she was carrying Yuji inside her belly she dropped college and decided to raise him and joined Onigiri Miya which she was happy about.
He grinned. “It all worked out.”
……….
Let’s go with daddy.
He nodded taking her hand and they went to the car and she put him in the car seat.
“Ready to go?”
……..
They entered the restaurant
“Ok Yuji wanna help mommy out today?” He smiled nodded as she handed him a piece of paper. “Draw mommy something so she can make some cookies.” He grinned while she worked on the cookie shaped onigiri henceforth Onigiri Miya started having deserts.
…………
TimeSkip
She tucked her son into bed kissing his cheek and closing the door walking back to the room.
“Night Mu.”
“Night.”
She looked at Osamu and smiled thinking back to a time where she almost gave up.
Her hands went through his hair while he hugged her pulling her close.
“I never thought this would happen.” She said quietly but he seemed to hear.
“Me either.”
“I love you Mu.”
“I love ya too.” He kissed her hair falling asleep.
She closed her eyes.
……….
Flashback
“I’m saying goodbye Osamu.” She said sadly their final year of high school.
“Thank you for everything it’s time for me to go back home.” She turned around while he looked back and noticed her walk away.
“Home?”
Didn’t she live here?
He walked to to her quickly and grabbed her wrist.
“Where are ya gonna go?”
“Well tomorrow I’m skipping school on Saturday and leaving in the afternoon.” She counted her fingers. “Oh I guess I just have three days.”
“Where to.” He said
“To America it turns out my uncle from my mom’s side lives over there.” He let go while she turned around. “Don’t act all sad.” She giggled. “It’s finally your chance to get rid of me like you wanted to.” She turned around and stopped turning around giving him her biggest smile.
“Oh and Osamu.” She made a heart sign.
“I love you.” She turned around and knew when she got home she’d break down but all she had to do was smile in front of him.
“So that’s it.”
He turned around putting his hands in his pockets walking home.
…….
Osamu couldn’t sleep that night and imagined how life would go back to the way it was without her.
“She’s really leaving?” He got up. “No this has to be a prank.” She often asked about what he would do if she was leaving and laugh it off when he said he’d feel free and not embarrassed.
“She’s just gonna leave like that no I don’t believe her.”
……
The next day he walked around the usual and expected her to run up to him an confess her love like usual but she didn’t.
“Hi Osamu.” He waved and walked away leaving him confused and surprised.
“Woah she didn’t jump you before is she over you?” Suna asked leaving a confused Osamu. “Well you got what you wanted didn’t you?”
“Tch, this is probably another one of her schemes to get at me.” Suna shrugged his shoulders. “Maybe or maybe not.” He took out his phone. “Let’s head to class.”
Osamu nodded slightly irritated.
He stared at her in class and she didn’t once glance back at him or even acknowledged him if a paper was needed she’d just hand it to him.
“Hey are ya gonna talk to me at all?”
He mumbled to himself.
“No need I won’t gain anything from it.”
She said to him with out even glancing at him
…………..
Miya Osamu was annoyed not because the girl who apparently was madly in love with him gave him to much attention and embarrassed him.
It was because she wasn’t giving him any attention.
“Wait why should I care!” He said to himself and noticed The girl who walked passed him on his way to lunch instead of pleading him to spend time with him.
…….
“I see the girl’s over ya.” His brother said laughing looking at th either table where she was surrounded by a few boys and girls.”
“Didn’t he want this from day one?” Aran whispered to Suna. “Apparently but looking at him like this he’s acting like his brother.”
“What did ya just say!” Osamu glared standing up.
“I’m just happy that she’s leaving!” He stomped away.
……..
“Samu will ya shut up yer getting on my nerves.”
“Who’s talking ya idiot!” He glared at his brother.
“Well yer all complaining about her all over ya now that she’s not yer being real fussy not that she’s not giving ya attention.”
“Take that back!”
………..
She didn’t show up Friday like her expected her to.
“She’s doing this on purpose.” He said.
……..
His match ended and he walked outside expecting her to jump him complaining about the fact that she got kicked out because he told his coach to kick her out.
“Tch.”
“Ya didn’t get yer big hug is that why yer all mopey.”
“Shut yer ass up!”
He bickered with brother all the way home.
………….
He ate breakfast and his phone buzzed expecting a text to be from her and quickly took his phone out.
Message from: Naomi
He knew he was gonna get a text of her apologizing to him and things would go back to the way they were but he didn’t.
“Hey Osamu, I wanted to see you happy for the last few days I was here since you always seemed happy with out me.
I’m not gonna lie it broke my heart even so I not only did this for you but for myself I thought maybe if I avoided you so I could get over you I even went on a date with this really nice guy and I decided to start talking to a boy from America!
I can’t wait to meet him and I guess I’ll fall in love with him!
Osamu glared at the phone.
“Thank you for being such a great entertainment honestly I don’t think what I had for you was love but it was admiration so goodbye!”
“One last thing. I deleted your contact so I won’t be tempted to talk to you I hope I don’t miss you to much!”
He slammed his hands on the table surprising his family.
“What’s gotten into you Osamu!” His mother said surprised.
“Yeah yer gonna break the damn table!”
“She’s and idiot.” He said to himself and put his shoes on.
“Where are ya going!” His brother said.
“I’m gonna do something stupid but if I don’t I know I’ll regret it.”
…..
He ran through the streets thanking his stamina as an athlete.
“She’s so stupid!”
“She’s just gonna leave me like that!”
“What the fuck did she mean she went on a date!”
“She’s talking time someone else!”
“What happened to apparently being in love with me!”
Thoughts rushed in his head he made it to the airport looking around and ran to the desk.
“Flight at 11:00 to America! Where is it!”
She pointed to the left and without a moments hesitation he ran through and looked around and saw her.
“NAOMI!” She turned around surprised “Osamu?”
“Yer actually leaving.” She nodded.
“Yeah I didn’t expect you here.” She waved.
“So yer seeing someone now?” Really was that all he could say he told himself.
“Yeah his name is Ricardo.” She smiled. “He’s really nice although I’ve had to translate some of his words I didn’t understand he’s gonna meet me at the airport when I land though.
Osamu didn’t answer and just stared at her.
“Well goodbye!” She turned around quickly.
“Why are ya leaving!” He finally yelled out.
“It’s because I have nothing left here. I thought I was alone but I found family and I’d like to meet them.”
She turned around once again.
“NO YER NOT LEAVING!”
She finally snapped.
“What’s your problem!” She yelled back.
She sighed. “I don’t have time for this goodbye Osamu.” She smiled sadly walking away before he ran closer yelling out.
“YOU STOP RIGHT THERE!!!”
He ran towards her chasing her.
“KYAA!” She ran.
“I WON’T LET YA GET AWAY!” People looked around and embarrassed her to be seen being chased by a boy.
“LEAVE ME ALONE!” She said running embarrassed.
“DIDN’T YA SAY THAT YA LOVE ME!”
She stopped.
“If ya said ya love me then don’t go to another man’s side!!”
She looked back shocked.
“Ya won’t go, right Naomi?”
He stopped realizing what he said
(Crap I just caused a scene) At this point he didn’t care.
“I realized that I need ya in my life.”
Her eyes widened as tears started leaving her eyes.
“So come back to me and stay on my side.”
“All of yer problems, Yer feelings, and yer pain.”
“Give them to me and only to me.”
He smiled.
“As a man I’ll only belong to ya.”
“Because Naomi, I love ya.”
She rushed to him and engulfed him in a hug.
“Naomi yer mine and I’m yers alone.” She sobbed in his chest while he smiled softly.
………
Both teens sat in front of their TV blushing completely embarrassed at the news.
“Man Confesses To The Love Of His Life That He Can’t Live Without Her.”
“T-That’s me…” They said in unison.
Osamu stares at his family embarrassed.
No doubt about it. That was definitely gonna be all over school on Monday.
End of flashback
He laughed and noticed his Wife and Son.
To Be Continued
I don’t know why but I just love them as a couple even if I made her up she’s in love with him and I can’t help it I have to help her out.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
“Have a tiring day?” He nodded “Natsu played with me and taught me so many cool things! I know I wanna be a setter!” 
I rubbed his dark brown hair. “Of course I know you can.” He giggled and went to the TV. “Mama I wanna see Atsumu!” I sighed nodding turning to the TV “Let me rewind I saved the video” He day on the couch with his eyes sparkling. “He’s so cool!” I nodded “Just for a little bit ok?”
He grinned “Ok!” I played it and saw a familiar yet unfamiliar face. I stared at my son then at the screen. Mama he’s gonna serve!” Instinctively I put my fingers to my lips.
“Atsu wants it qui-” I stopped myself while Haruka looked at me confused. “Atsu?” I laughed it off “I meant Atsumu! Oh my gosh (Y/N)!”
I said to myself pretending to scold myself. “How could I forget your son’s idol! Remember wants to be like him!” Haruka giggled then stared back at the screen.
The game ended and the MSBY Jackals won. “They won like always Mama!” I nodded then turned back and smiled sadly noticing the girl with dyed silver hair run up to him and kiss him. (She’s so beautiful) I heard you’re engaged with her.
“Congratulations Tsumu” I said then looked down at my sleeping son. “Let’s put my baby to sleep.” I picked him up walking to my room laying him on the bed. “Night baby.” I then walked to the caninet taking the pictures out again taking out the last picture of us together. “You’re so happy now and your fiancé is so beautiful.”
I smiled before I knew it tears slipped from my eyes as I bend down covering my mouth and sobbed. “I hate it so much.” I sobbed quietly. “Tsumu I hate that I can’t forget you.” I looked at the picture one last time. “Atsumu.”
I got up walking to the stove turning it on taking out the picture and burned it then quickly blew it as the tears slipped. “Who needs memories but I..” I kissed the picture hugging it. “Tsumu..”
I continued to sob. “Oh Atsumu.” I kissed the picture sobbing. “I miss you so much.” I hugged my knees covering my mouth holding in the tears in fear of waking up Haruka.
“Mama?” I looked and noticed a sad Haruka who started crying hugging me “Mama don’t cry.”
I looked at him. “Mama don’t be sad!” He backed away and pat his stomach. “Remember! You’re a mom!” He said. “And mothers don’t cry”
I finished his sentence hugging him tightly snuggling in his shoulder as the tears slipped. “Please forgive mama this one time and let her cry.”
He pat my back. “I’m here mama I’ll protect you from Tsumu.” My eyes widened (Did he hear?) I looked at him. “Mama?”
“Hmm?”
“Promise you won’t get mad for me asking?”
“Tsumu is my dad isn’t he.”
She didn’t answer him and just hugged him.
“This Tsumu is he bad?” I shook my head. “No he’s not.” He looked at me. “Then why do you cry?” He stared at me with his chocolate brown eyes that resembled his dad. “He’s not a bad person it’s just mama loved him too much.”
“You loved him?” I nodded. “He didn’t love mama back the way she loved him.”
“Is that really my dad?” I put my forhead “No he’s not it’s just mama for now.” He smiled. “It will always be mama!” I kissed his cheeks. “You don’t need him mama I’ll be here forever!” I nodded picking him up. “Let’s go to bed ok?” He nodded “ok mama.”
I lay in bed “Don’t worry mama I’ll protect you from Tsumu.” He snuggled into my chest as I hugged him. “It’s a promise then.” I closed my eyes.
(You’re just like him I’m not only your appearance.)
She closed her eyes holding her child who she loved dearly with all her heart.
“You’re my baby and I won’t ever let anyone corrupt or hurt you.”
So you don’t need to know he’s your dad. “You’ll only end up hurt besides he made it clear the moment he got a fiancée it’s obvious he forgot us long ago.”
I closed my eyes drifting to sleep.
….
Meanwhile
She hugged him from behind. “Tsumu.” He pushed her away. “Don’t call me that.” She frowned nodding “sorry. “ He shook his head. “Just forget it kiana.” She kissed him while he kissed back and pushed her down.
“I’ll show ya a good time tonight.”
Really I’d love to see it.
Me kissed the woman and pushed her down into the sheets.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
(Y/N), ya said forever didn’t ya? Hey (Y/N), Do you love me the way I love you? No apparently ya don’t for leaving me. I wanted ya couldn’t ya see how much I needed ya by my side? Why did ya leave me? Ya know I hate ya so much that I never want to see ya again then why can’t I forget ya. Tell me who that brat belongs to..
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Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Chapter 28: What If I Was Pregnant With Your Child?
I held my sleeping son tightly as if it were the last time I saw him.
Aba?
“Mama is Sorry Haruka”
“Yer papa lost today.”
Haruka tilted his head “Papa?”
“Mhm, just like in the picture you liked so much yer papa.”
“Mama couldn’t help it.” I snuggled into my son.
“That is the last time mama will ever do that.”
Tears slipped from my cheeks and I noticed haruka stare at me. “Mama!”
The one year old touched my cheek looking at the tears as if to say What is running out his mother’s cheeks. I put my forhead against his and smiled.
“I’m a mommy now and mommy’s don’t cry.” I lifted him in the air and cooed him. “Mama loves ya so much!” I felt someone touch my shoulder.
“You’re doing fine (Y/N).” My eyes widened and I turned around and saw a boy who seemed to be shorter than Hinata?”
“Oh it’s you the Libero Nishinoya right?”
His eyes sparkled
“A cute girl remembered my name!”
I smiled. “Thank you.”
He sat next to me on the balcony and stared at the city lighted below.
“What are you doing up so late?”
“It isn’t that late I just came out for some fresh air and ran into you.”
“I see”
“Okay that’s a lie. I meant to say I saw you upset and I can’t just leave a cute girl alone and upset!” He looked at Haruka and smiled.
“Do you want to hold him?”
“Can I?” I nodded handing him Haruka who hugged him still focused on the lights below.
“Hey there little guy!” He picked him up and Haruka giggled.
“You like kids?”
He grinned. “They’re pretty cool!”
He tickled Haruka who laughed.
“Thank you Nishinoya.” I kissed his cheek and grinned causing him to blush embarrassed.
“Ah no problem!”
He turned to Haruka who seemed to have a glare.
“What’s with the face buddy you were just giggling now your glaring at me.”
His eyes focused on the lights as if to say he was angry at nishinoya.
“You know your dad is pretty scary little guy.”
He couldn’t help but see the resemblance.
“Even his glare is the same as his dad.”
“You noticed?”
I looked at him and he faced me.
“His dad is the guy with the blonde hair right?”
I avoided his gaze.
“Was I that obvious.”
“It’s kind of hard to miss.”
Nishinoya POV
The prior night.
“Hey have you guys seen (Y/N)?”
Hinata asked.
“She’s kinda been acting weird lately.”
Nishinoya walked out.
“Hey guys I’m heading out to get something from the vending machine anyone want anything?”
He got a few requests.
“Alright if I see her I’ll let you know.”
“Hey I’ll go with ya.”
Tanaka got up and followed
………
He headed outside and noticed the dark hallway and walked to the vending machine and heard someone cry.
“(Y/N)?” He said to himself.
He walked closer and was about to walk to her but froze.
“Haruka, we’re going against yer papa tomorrow.”
(What did she just say?)
“You’re papa is really good.”
She kissed her son’s forhead.
“Did you know he’s actually the top setter in Japan?”
She giggled
“Even though he’s a big goof ball and an idiot at times hehe.”
“Kurasuno’s got a tough challenge but don’t worry they’ll do good I’m sure.” He got up and left leaving a shocked Nishinoya.” He looked back.
“What we just hear Noya?”
He looked at a shocked Tanaka.
“It’s best we not bring it up.”
……
End of flashback
I sighed. “I’m glad everything turned out okay and your team won.”
(Y/N) POV
(Is that why Tanaka kept acting all weird around me and Haruka?)
I got up and left.
……
“I didn’t tell you this (Y/N), but we saw what happened in the room I’d figure I’d keep that to myself.”
……
(Y/N) POV
I watched my sleeping Haruka who snuggled into me.
“Sigh, not only does Tadashi know but now those two.”
My cheeks blushed as I remembered.
“Oh my gosh I’m so embarrassed.”
(I can officially never look at Tadash in the eyes again.)
“Although.” I stared at the dark ceiling.
“It was the last time I would probably ever have a conversation with you as long as that or even get to hold you like that again.”
Flashback
The game ended and Kurasuno took the victory. I stared at her old team who exited the court.
“(Y/N), let’s go!” Yachi walked up to me. “Yeah.”
I turned around walking down and notice Haruka who was wide awake playing with the strap of my backpack.
“Abu.”
……….
I walked to the team but couldn’t handle it.
“Mama?” My son looked at me.
I couldn’t take it.
“Kiyoko.”
I looked at her.
“Please hold him for a bit.” She looked at me and nodded realizing something was up.”
“I’ll be back.”
I ran through the crowd of people.
“I know where he is.” It happened last year he had
To be in the same place.
I ran to the last locker room in the area and there he was alone and exhausted mixed with anger.
“Atsumu!”
……….
Atsumu POV
He lay on the bed thinking about what happened today.
“(Y/N).”
…….
Flashback
He sat alone anger and dissatisfaction mixed with disappointment in himself.
“It’s my fault.”
He felt someone hug him putting his head against their chest so he could hear their heart beat.
“You did good today Tsumu.”
He closed his eyes leaning in feeling the comfort.
“(Y/N)…” all his anger and whatever he felt disappeared because I’m the moment it was just him and her.
“(Y/N).” He got up and hugged her.”
“Where have ya been I’ve been looking everywhere for ya.”
He cupped her cheeks and stared at her eye leaning in. “I love ya (Y/N)” Her eyes widened as she closed her eyes as their lips met.
Needless to say the kiss got heated a she pushed her into the locker and she wrapped her legs around his waist they didn’t care about anything in the moment it was just to fool’s in love.
He pushed her up grinding against eventually they both needed oxygen and separated. “Yer so beautiful I don’t wanna let ya go.” He put his forehead against hers and kissed her again.
*cough*
Their eyes widened as the whipped their heads noticing a janitor who looked at them awkwardly followed by other people who stared at us.
“Why me.”
I noticed a familiar face.
“Tadashi I think was his name”
I couldn’t face anybody so I bury myself in his chest embarrassed.
“What are ya guys looking at!” He said equally embarrassed.
…….
“That was awkward.” She looked at him again and hugged him tightly as if it were the last hug.
“(Y/N), why did ya leave.”
I looked at him not looking into his eyes.
“I needed to get away.”
……
They walked in silence together both escaping their teams and sat down together in a city bench outside in the dark streets where one light resides and everything else was dark besides the street and the cars that passed by
“I’m so sorry for what happened to ya I was wrong.”
“Yeah you were but you didn’t have to act that way.”
He hugged her.
“I love ya and we can start over!” He looked at her with a grin
“Listen I have to get going.” She got up.
He grabbed her wrist.
“Yer coming back home right?”
“I can’t.”
“Why!”
“Everything is gone we can go back to before you can be my girl.”
He hugged her from behind.
“Just like ya always wanted to be.”
“ I’ll stay with ya forever and we’ll be together.”
“It’s over Atsumu.”
“What?” He hugged me tighter.
“Let go there’s no more bond.”
“No I won’t let ya go.”
“I don’t need you anymore.”
“I’ll never leave ya alone again!”
She stared at him unable to contain her emotions.
“You wanted me to get rid of him.”
She touched her now flat stomach.
“You said you’d want nothing to do with him.”
She didn’t realize she started crying.
“How could you be so cruel wanting me to get rid of him.”
“What do ya mean?!”
“Oh Atsumu.”
She didn’t look back and just walked forward.
“What is it?? What can I do to fix this?!”
“Nothing can be done.”
“Why not!” He glared. “I love ya and I’ll never let ya go!” She took a big breath and faced him again touching her stomach.
“What if I told you I once carried your child inside my stomach what would you say.”
He looked at her dumbfounded.
“Huh?”
“What if I was pregnant with your child!”
She looked at him.
“What if I made you a dad!”
His eyes widened as he felt dizzy.
“What are ya talking about?!”
(Him a a dad what’s she talking about was she pregnant?!)
She sighed. “Never mind.”
He ran and grabbed her wrist.
“Where ya pregnant?” She didn’t answer which made him panick
(Did she a have a kid?!)
“ANSWER ME!”
Tears fell out of her cheeks.
“So what if I was you didn’t want anything to do with them anyways.”
His heart dropped.
“Y-Ya had my kid?..”
She didn’t look him in the eyes
“Ya made me a dad this young!?!”
He said panicked while she looked at him with sad smile.
“Don’t worry about that ok.”
He froze confused.
“What did ya do?!”
He wanted to ask so many questions although he was scared you’d run off.
His hand tightened.
“Where’s the kid!”
“Don’t worry about that you wouldn’t wanna be a dad anyways.”
He let go hearing the word ring in his head.
“A dad?”
She looked away.
“So ya were pregnant?”
He couldn’t say anything and stared at her.
“Did I get ya pregnant?”
She didn’t reply.
“S-So ya carried my kid inside yer stomach?”
She turned and looked at him and laughed.
“No I didn’t.”
“Why are ya laughing!”
“I mean why are you acting like your so caring about him.”
He couldn’t answer it himself why was he so affected by her laughing.
“No Atsumu I wasnt carrying your child how could I with what all you did to me?”
She turned around rubbing once again her now flat stomach.
“I don’t love you enough to raise a baby you didn’t want so I’d just have to get rid of it.”
She walked away.
………
End of flashback
He felt his heart race and he looked at the room he shared with his brother.
“Samu.”
“What do ya want I’m asleep.”
He got up.
“Do ya think that (Y/N) would love me enough to give birth to my kid.”
Osamu eyes widened as he instantly got up.
“What are ya talking about?”
Atsumu startled due to his reaction.
“What did she tell ya Tsumu”
Atsumu sighed.
“I don’t even know she just started talking nonsense asking me what I would do if she was having my kid.”
“I mean we were always careful so it’s impossible she even said it herself.” He frowned.
“For some reason.”
Atsumu’s heart dropped at the thought of her carrying his child and laughed saying she’d just get rid of it.
“When she said she’d get rid of it I felt so broken.”
He felt sick to his stomach just thinking about her being pregnant with his child only to get rid of it. I mean didn’t he have a right no know instead of just her killing his child without his consent.
“Would you have made her get rid of it?” He looked at his brother.
“I don’t know Samu.”
“I mean I hate kids but when it was said from her I don’t know what feelings I should have. Would I want her to get rid of it?”
He didn’t know the answer all he knew is that he never wants kids but when she said that why did it crush his heart so much.
Did she really hate him that much that she would kill something they created together?
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Oikawa ran around the house looking for the 10 month old baby who ran and crawled everywhere. “Your mom is going to kill me!” He rushed everywhere and oikawa noticed his volleyball covered in drool. “You’re kidding me.” He took the ball away and Haruka started to cry. “Oh no.” He then heard another baby cry. “Now you made Akito cry.” He went to go grab his sister’s baby who reached for Haruka. “Oh boy”
He picked up Haru setting him on the crib in the living room near the couch. “I’ll go prepare you guys some milk” He looked at Haruka. “You stay I brought Akito so behave.”
….
The 10 month baby looked at Akito who was drooling.
“Goo.” He looked at the couch and used his tiny hands to jump out of the crib his destination laid up one his eyes. “Aboo.” The beautiful volleyball on the ground he couldn’t wait to bite and drool on.
He used his tiny hand climbing out of the crib landing on the couch and slowly climbing down and got up and then fell on the carpet crawling to the volleyball.
Akito looked and stared at the other boy and began to tear up and cry as if to say I’m to scared to get out.
…..
Oikawa POV
He finished the powder and heard Akito cry and exited the kitchen and noticed his volleyball one again being drooled on by the little gremlin
“Haru I told you not to do that!” He tried to take the volleyball away but Haru tried his best not to let it go and stared tearing up throwing a tantrum.”
……….
(Y/N) POV
I yawned exhausted from finishing my homework for the week. “Finally I can go pick up my little Haruka.”
I was going to go pick up my baby when I was startled “(Y/N)!”
I looked and noticed Shōyō. “Hey Shōyō, you startled me!”
He grinned. “I’m so excited to get into nationals.” I smiled and let him talk about things I didn’t know at this point.
“So are you ok?” He nodded while I pat his shoulder. “What’s the matter I can read you like a book.”
He looked at me in determination. “I’m gonna face off against stronger opponents!” I nodded. “Of course I already know that!” He grinned “You support me right?!” I nodded. “I’ll take your word for it!”
“Word for what?” He closed the door confusing me.
“Okay?”
………….
“My baby Haruka mommy is here!” I barged in the door looking for my little munchkin.
He stopped playing with the toys in his hand and reached his arms out.
“Mama!” I heard him.
“I missed you so much!” I picked him up kissing his cheeks.
I looked at Oikawa and grinned. “Thanks for taking care of him.” Oikawa nodded and smiled. “Anything for you!” Haruka glared at Oikawa and wrapped his arms around my neck. “Mama!”
“Yes I know baby let’s go home.”
“Wait (Y/N), spend the night we’re gonna watch some movies later!” I sighed “I don’t want to be a bother.” He instantly cut her off. “I’ll buy pizza!” My eyes sparkled. “Well if you insist
………
Meanwhile
The boy glared at his surroundings and blamed everyone for ever little while thing. “If ya can’t even hit one of my sets get yerself off the court like the piece of trash ya are.”
“So he’s mad again this time for what.” Suna said.
“He’s pissed off because he can’t show off or gloat to a certain someone that he got into a training camp.”
“I heard that Samu!”
“Here we go again.”
In conclusion another fight between the Miya twins occurred.
……….
Atsumu POV
“I don’t need her.” He told himself.
“She left me for a stupid reason.”
He walked out the gym cooling his head and returned back.
“She’s not here.”
…….
Flashback
He scored the final point and earned their spot to nationals as the crowd cheered.
“Great job everyone!”
Atsumu looked through the crowd to a certain spot that was empty he turned to his team and walked in to celebrate with them.
……
“She’s not here anymore.”
“Are you alright Atsumu?”
He looked up and nodded.
“Hey Naomi yer looking fine today.”
She rolled her eyes.
“Whatever.”
He leaned closer to her casting the net to lure her into his trap.
“Hey what do ya say we go out tonight.” She looked at him.
“Out?”
He nodded getting dangerously close whispering into her ear grabbing her waist.
“I know a couple of spots we could ya know mess around.” She looked at him.
“Why do you ask now.”
He grinned.
“Couldn’t help but notice how my brother treats ya like yer nothing.”
“Did it look like that?”
He nodded
“Yes I mean yer practically a bother all he does is complain about how much he dislikes ya and want to get rid of ya.” He nibbled her ear.
“What do ya say doll.” He smirked “Spend the night with me and I’ll help ya forget my brother.”
“Atsumu that’s not a good idea.
He stared into her eyes leaning in closer to her.
“Can’t ya just play along that I’m Osamu?” He touched her chest causing a tick to appear on her head as she slapped him.
“The fuck!” he winced
“Why’d ya slap me!”
she huffed crossing her arms.
“Your such and idiot how can you just go around and think and act like you can touch everyone and harass them.”
“What’s yer problem I was trying to help ya get over my brother!”
“Pfft by what acting like a dog in heat.”
“What did ya say!” He glared at her.
“I’m sorry but I don’t think I’ll ever see a person like you in that way.” She walked passed him.
“Don’t get yourself in trouble.”
“So ya care.”
She shook her head.
“The reason why I’m telling you this is because last time me and Osamu were gonna go to the movies they didn’t let him in and even banned him.” She glared at him. “You ruined a chance for me to seduce your brother!”
He laughed. “Now who’s a dog in heat.” She looked at him and smiled “Me of course that only applies to your brother.” She smirked.
“He’s a pain so ya can have him.”
She smiled. “I’ll gladly take him and love him.” She turned around leaving an annoyed Atsumu.
“Dang and she was actually hot would wanna hear her scream my na-” He felt a smack in his head.
“Shut yer trap Tsumu.” Osamu said walking ahead.
“Why’d ya go and do that!”
Henceforth another fight between the twins broke out.
……
Osamu POV
Flashback
He waited inside the gym waiting for the annoying Naomi to get tired and eventually leave home.
“She’s really on yer nerves huh.” His brother said
“Yeah more annoying that you.” He smirked.
“She likes ya right?” He sighed annoyed.
“Don’t remind me.” His brother clapped his hands.
“All is good then she’s got a hot body and looks like an easy catch so I’ll steal her.”
“What?” Osamu looked at him.
“What do ya mean by that.”
Atsumu shrugged his shoulders. “Ya don’t wanna fuck her I’ll take my shot I mean we’re twins right?”
He left leaving a dumbfounded Osamu.
“So he’s gonna get rid of her good riddance.”
He didn’t know why he ended outside listening in to their conversation.
“Tsumu’s got her is obvious.”
Osamu shrugged his shoulders feeling a bit bothered when he heard a slap.
……….
“Samu hurry up and get her she’s a good catch.”
“Don’t ya start too.”
……….
Naomi POV
“Disgusting pig.” She sighed walking home.
“Osamu.”
She knew that Osamu purposely avoids her but it was alright she thinks maybe things will get better and he’ll look at her the same way he looked at (Y/N).
“I don’t think that will happen.” She told herself.
“(Y/N) is one of a kind.” She smiled to herself.
“ (Y/N), I hope you’re doing well.”
She touched her heart.
“By listening to Osamu you seem like a great person and I know if he think you are then you must be.”
The threw her fist in the air. “Let’s do our best (Y/N)!”
“We’ll both find a way to achieve our goals!”
……….
“HE DID WHAT?!”
I said shocked feeding Haruka a bottle of milk listing to someone over the phone.
“I see.”
I ended the call from the Kurasuno manager I had met a while ago running into her at the store when I was with Hinata and we became good friends.
“Thanks Kiyoko for letting me know I had no idea he came up with that!”
I ended the call noticing my son who smiled. I kissed his cheek picking him up and changing him and put clean clothes on him. “At least you don’t smell like cow manure this time.” He giggled feeling cleaned.
“Mama!” He said loudly as I threw the diaper in the garbage and washed my hands.
“Yes baby?” He hugged me snuggling into me.
“Mama.” I smiled remembering his first words.
“Mama is gonna go to bed ok?” I put him on the crib walking away as he whimpers and began to cry. “Mama!” I sighed forgetting how clingy he is.
“Alright Haru you win.” I picked him up walking to my room.
……..
I held a picture of me and Atsumu together and showed it to Haruka.
“This is your papa.”
Haruka has seen his picture countless times and recognized his mother maybe?
“Your Mama and Papa.” I told him. My son stared at me with his chocolate brown eyes and giggled then looked at the picture that was his mom and his dad.
“Mama.” He wrapped his arms dropping on my chest. “Ouch Haru gentle.” He snuggled into my chest. “You really like snuggling especially like this.” I thought back to him.
“You know I can help but think of him when I see you.” I pat his head. “For starters you both love hugging in this position.” I smiled at him. “At least you aren’t crushing me like your dad did.” I kissed his forehead and drifted of to sleep.
…………..
“I don’t love ya yer disgusting.” He glared at the girl.
“Ya really think by acting all innocent and yer stupid cliche act it will work?”
She teared up. “I thought you lo-”
He laughed “Get yer head straight I hate ya and don’t love ya.”
He left the girl crushed and tears after dating him only a few days it was over and yet that didn’t stop naive girls from trying to hit on him by acting all fake and innocent acting like they don’t like him and then apparently falling in love.
“This is getting irritating.”
He tried deals finding a fake girlfriend but it all went down hill because she always ended up falling in love with him.
“I love you Atsumu I’m sorry I broke our deal.” She blushed.
“Do you like me a little bit?” She asked. “I mean your always nice and treat me differently.” He glared.
“No it’s over don’t come near me again.” He turned around and left.
……….
Oikawa POV
The girl with hair color lay on his bed hugging her child tears slipping from her eyes.
“Atsumu…”
Oikawa kissed her hair.
“Every time I hear that name you’re always sad.”
He looked at the baby who clung to her smiling in his sleep.
“I need to go to practice so I’ll see you guys after.”
……..
He walked feeling a bit irritated.
“Atsumu Huh.”
“How could you let a girl deal with this alone.”
He walked and noticed a few girls call his name and smile.
“How come you never have time to hang out?” Some whined.
“Yeah you have cancelled on me three times already,”
He shrugged his shoulder.
“Sorry ladies but I have to practice.”
(Even if my season is over it didn’t mean he was done with volleyball)
He left leaving the frowning fans.
“Somethings up with Oikawa.”
They nodded.
“Well I did hear that he was talking to a girl lately she even had a baby with her.”
“Wasn’t that her sister though I mean she recently had a baby right?”
The girls shrugged it off but still felt curious.
………….
(Y/N) POV
“(Y/N)!” The little boy smiled running and pulling her into a big hug. “What are ya doing?”
“I was waiting for ya silly.” She grabbed his hand as they ran to their favorite spot.
……
“(Y/N).” She faced the older boy.
“I don’t love ya so I wanna say goodbye.”
“What?!”
He turned around.
“Oh and I don’t want kids so get rid of it.”
No!
…..
She ended up in the hospital and noticed a woman take out a tool.
“Let’s remove the thing that he doesn’t want shall we?”
What are you doing I don’t want this!
…..
“It’s time.”
The nurse looked to the left.
“Hold her down.”
“Alright.”
I looked at Atsumu who held me down.
“Why do ya want the brat if I don’t love ya. I told ya I didn’t want it in the first place so just kill it.”
He looked at the nurse
“Do it.”
….
“NO!”
I awoke looking down at my child.
“Oh my gosh.”
I picked him up and hugged him tightly.
“(Y/N)! Are you alright?!”
Takeru rushed in.
“I’m so scared.” I said shaking and trembling. “He’s here but I’m scared.”
He rushed out down the stairs
“Uncle Tōru!”
I looked at my baby who was awake looking at me with an innocent smile.
“I thought you were gone.”
I hugged him when I heard him call me with such an innocent smile.
“Mama.”
I looked at him and teared up and I began to sob and cry apologizing to him.
“Mommy loves you she’s so sorry.”
“(Y/N)!”
Oikawa barged in and rushed to hug me.
“I thought I got rid of my baby.”
I held Haruka closer and snuggled into Oikawa’s embrace.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Having to go through the process of delivering a child was not easy at all to say the least.
“Atsumu Miya if I ever fucking see you again I’m kicking you down there so hard you’ll cry!”
I winced feeling another contraction and glared at Oikawa. “Gosh dang it!”
“Oikawa don’t freeze like and idiot and take me to the hospital!”
I breathed heavily feeling a contraction now and then but these were worse than the others.
“Breath (Y/N)!” He followed the nurses and they lay me on the bed.
“Mam I need you to calm down for a bit.” I nodded while she stepped out Oikawa soon followed. “Wait a minute!
“Oikawa get your ass back in here!”
“I can’t I have to get going!” He felt a smack to the head and turned around noticing his sister.
“Who says you’re going anywhere and go back and support her like a good father! “Hey now I’m not the father!”
“Well for now substitute him!”
“What!”
I yelled for Oikawa to return. “Toru Oikawa get back here!” He gave in and walked back.”
I looked to the left and noticed Emiko and her son outside while the nurse was pushing everyone outside.
“Only one person is allowed inside.” I looked at Oikawa who was gonna step out. “No you better not!”
He nodded and I complained about another contraction. “When can I push him out!” I said quickly to the nurse.
“You’ll know when it’s time the epidural should kick in at any moment.” I looked at the ceiling feeling the contractions ease down a bit.
“I know this is normal but it really does hurt.” I looked at my swollen stomach which had little or should I say big Baby.” (He really is bigger than Yuki’s small baby)“Haruka I have a feeling you’re gonna be a nightmare pushing out.”
Flashback
I stared in horror noticing how much she screamed and pushed in pain
“.Almost there sweetie!” She curses at her husband yelling at him all sorts of names. “Fuck am I gonna go through that?!” I said to myself when I heard the cries of her baby.
Six pounds congratulations a beautiful baby boy.”She smiled while and called me over.
“Look isn’t he cute.” I stared and smiled nodding and realizing the pain couldn’t be so bad.
“Not so bad my ass!” I yelled in pain feeling my baby move down. “What was that! He moved lower!”
The nurse nodded. “It’s almost time you’re not quite there yet. After a few hours who know how many I felt him squirm inside my stomach and felt the biggest contraction that didn’t stop.
“It’s time I know it’s definitely time.” The nurses rushed in and the doctor looked at the nurse and began explaining what I had to do and follow his directions
……
Ready set and push..
Each push came with a yell and curse at how much I hated Atsumu Miya for doing this to me.
“Oikawa it’s hurts I can’t anymore..” I yelled and cried at the pain. I looked at the doctor. “Hurry and take him out!”
“Just a few more pushes.” I glared
“Few more! Ya said that 5 hours ago!”
He told me to push as I yelled cursing as loud as I could.
“Atsumu why are ya making me do this alone ya good for nothing bastard!”
“TSUMU YER FUCKIN’ GONNA LOSE THAT THING BETWEEN YER LEGS!”
……
One more push.
I pushed one last time and yelled in pain using the last of my strength. “Finally” I said and heard the cries of a child.
He’s officially here…
Haruka, the son of Atsumu Miya and (Y/N) (L/N) enters the world with chubby red cheeks.
……..
Atsumu stares at the bright sky feeling a strange sensation unable to explain it as a thought flashed through his mind.
“(Y/N), did I miss something.” He mumbled a frowned placed on his face.
“Atsumu what’s wrong?”
He snapped out of it and looked at the girl that was clinging to him. “Nah, I’m sure it’s not important.” He kissed her cheek: “Let’s go have some fun.”
She grinned as they headed to the movies.
………
He told the girl he wanted nothing to do with her leaving her in tears.
“I thou-”
I don’t love ya so we should break up. I’m not interested in ya and I never will be.
“What did I do wrong?!”
He glared. “Yer disgusting throwing yerself at a man who you’ve just gone on one date so it won’t work out.”
She fell to her knees failing to capture the setter’s heart all she did was give herself to someone who didn’t love her leaving her alone.
She cried watching him leave her house.
Nothing could change Atsumu Miya like you did.
He felt empty after every time he slept some fling sqealing pig who just dated him for his looks and then throw herself at him. “Who cares.” The (H/C) girl appeared in his thoughts.
If you didn’t care then why should he.
“Yer the worst of them all (Y/N).”
………….
She cradled the small infant in her arms. “Welcome to the world Haruka.” He baby snuggles into her feeling the warmth recognizing his mother.
“Congratulations (Y/N).” People that had taken care of her over the past months congratulated her and soon left home since it had gotten pretty late.”
I waved goodbye and focused on the bundle in my arms “I’m a mommy.” I said softly.
The nurse walked in. “Now let’s clean this buddy up so he can go back to mama as soon as possible.”
I smiled as she took him and instantly he started to whimper and cry.
“It seems he’s attached already.” The nurse said cleaning him up.
“Sigh” I leaned back relaxing and noticed a sleeping Oikawa. “You didn’t go home?” He shook his head standing up. “Although it’s getting pretty late and congratulations.” He left leaving me to call my mother.
“Mama, he’s so precious my baby was born.” I smiled. “I really wish you were here to see him.”
“Don’t act all sad I’m on my way!” I smiled.
“Ok mama.”
…….
They brought a sobbing and wailing Haruka who was cleaned and handed him to me. “There is your mama.” I took him in my arms as he instantly stopped crying recognizing my warmth.
“He’s quite hungry.” I looked at her. “Is that why my chest feels like this?” She nodded. “Every time this happens to prevent it you have to breast feed him.”
I nodded embarrassed looking at the child who already seemed to be waiting by staring at his mother. “I’ll show you so don’t worry”
“She instructed me and he instantly latched himself to my breast and began to suckle for milk”
I looked at the nurse embarrassed. “It’s okay you’ll get used to it.” When she left I stared at the infant with a soft smile. “Atsumu we’re parents.”
“Well it’s just me.” I closed my eyes.
“I hope you’re doing alright.” I hear the door open and my mom walked in.
“(Y/N)!” She rushed over startling me and Haruka who unlatched himself startled and snuggled into me. “Seems he’s full.”
I covered myself while my mom walked over and noticed him. “Hand him over sweetie.” I nodded. “He’s eight pounds a little heavy.”
“Woah you had quite the challenge there.” I nodded “I mean you were only five pounds.” My eyes widened. “He is a big baby.”
As soon as she grabbed him he began to squirm. “Hey little guy I’m your grandma.” The boy stared at her quietly and looked around not seeing his mother in sight. “He’s looking for you (Y/N)
The infant then teared up and cried. “Oh my he wants to go with his mom.”
She handed him to me and he instantly stopped crying snuggling and nuzzled into my breast. “He’s still hungry that’s probably why.” I looked at my mom embarrassed. “What’s wrong?”
“Can you turn around mama?” She raised her eyebrow. “Honey I changed your diaper and bathed you as a baby.” I looked away. “It’s still embarrassing.” She glared
“Why are you embarrassed I mean you already let a boy knock you up and see you all over!” I frowned. “Don’t remind me.”
I looked at the child who stared at me his chocolate brown eyes that resembled his father as well as his other features.
“You’re right I was shameful enough to open my legs to him and ended up having little Haruka what’s the point in being embarrassed.”
I gave in and fed him while my mother hugged me. “I’m sorry sweetie I didn’t mean to snap like that.” I nodded snuggling into her for warmth.
“Mama what am I gonna do.” I seeked comfort. from the woman who brought me into this world. “You’ll work hard in school and take care of your child.”
She looked at me. “I don’t know if you remember this but when you were smaller and your dad passed away you told me something.” I looked at her. “I did what was it?”
She pat her stomach and said it. “Mother’s don’t cry so stop crying.”
I looked at her and smiled. “Oh and you told me to go to my room and scolded me of course I remember but I made you feel better didn’t I?”
She nodded and noticed Haruka asleep. “He’s asleep.” I looked down confused “Why is he still drinking milk?”
“He’s a baby it’s normal.” I looked at him. “He’s been latched and isn’t even drinking milk.”
“I guess he’s just seeking the warmth of you.”
I unlatched him and he was still asleep as I kissed his forhead.
I handed him to her. “Here he’s asleep I don’t think he’ll cry.” She grabbed him and smiled tearing up. “Why is he so adorable.”
I nodded closing my eyes feeling sleep take over. “Mama I’m gonna take a nap I’m tired.”
……..
I woke up and noticed the bassinet near me which had my sleeping baby.
“Feeling better (Y/N)?” I nodded sitting up.
“Yeah I wanna go home already to.”
………
I held my baby exiting the hospital along with my mother entering her car.
“When do you start school again?”
“I am taking courses online and I was given two weeks after my baby is born.”
She nodded.
…….
Over the past few days he’s been a little gremlin.
“Mommy is awake!” I walked to him picking him up cooing him. “Don’t cry please let mommy sleep for a bit.”
I yawned on my bed falling asleep with Haruka in my arms.
You’re ok Mama loves you and always will.
Haruka snuggled into his mother’s chest falling asleep.
I may seem fine….
When in reality I’m terrified
To be continued
Guys I had to do pregnancy research I learned a lot of thing just by reading things for this book
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
I stepped into the bathroom and noticed my shirt was wet.
“Why am I..”
I looked and realized what it was. “Are you serious!” I had no idea what to do. “What should I do if my breasts are leaking what is going on?!”
“How in the world do I stop this?!”
I cleaned myself up until it stopped but my breast felt heavy. “Are you kidding me!” I touched my swollen stomach of 23 weeks. (Six Months Pregnant)
As if on cue I felt a kick. “Oh boy little Haruka is ready to start the day.” I smiled and cringed feeling my chest wet again.
“Ok little Haruka explain what you are doing to my body.” I looked at my stomach. “I mean ya already took over my tummy now yer making my breast leak milk this early!”
I sighed feeling a kick to the ribs. “Sorry mommy didn’t mean to upset you now please don’t kick my ribs that hurts.”
……..
I received a text message from Oikawa.
“Hey (Y/N)! I’m outside let’s go shopping!”
“Sigh”
On my way
……
I stepped in the car. “Didn’t ya have a date today?”
She shook his head “No in fact I’ve broken a record I haven’t gone on a date since the first yoga class we had together!” I raised my eyebrow “So you’re saying all of my second trimester of pregnancy you didn’t go on a single date with a girl?”
“Okay I went on a few dates but that’s it!” He said “I didn’t bring them home I promise!” I nodded “Okay but you don’t have to overreact like I’m gonna go all crazy and cause a scene I mean we’re not even seeing each other.”
“Wait we’re not?” I looked at him “I’m kidding I’m not gonna date a pregnant girl.” I glared “Oh so because I’m fat I’m not pretty enough to date!”
He sweat dropped. “I’m sorry there now don’t get mad or little Haruka is gonna wake up!” A tick mark appeared on my forhead “Don’t piss me of Oikawa!”
He nodded “Calm your hormones down there.”
“That’s it.” I pulled his ear. “Don’t tell me your head is full of air ya should know better than to piss of a pregnant woman.”
“Women? I don’t see one.”
“OIKAWA SHUT YER TRAP!”
He smiled “There’s that beautiful accent I love”
“Oh hush up and take me to the store as you can see I’m fat and need to eat more so I can get even fatter.”
He looked at me and noticed something “You know the matternity sweater and leggings look quite nice on you.” I sighed annoyed “Okay Mr. Playboy just drive.” He pouts
“I’m being serious here.”
…….
I walked to the store stopping every four minutes annoyed at my aching legs and back. “I hate being pregnant.” I mumbled while oikawa stopped with me. “Are you alright?” I glared.
“Does it look like I’m fucking fine to ya huh!” I calmed my temper realizing I was getting upset over nothing.
“I’m sorry Oikawa I’ve just been in a bad mood recently.” He smiled. “Alright then make it up to me by buying me milk bread!”
“Ugh.”
………
We entered the store and I immediately felt self conscious of my appearance when I felt the stares of girls who seemed to be around my age and Oikawa seemed to notice.
“Hey don’t worry their staring at me there’s nothing to look at when it comes to you.” I felt a tick. “If that’s yer way of making me feel better Well yer wrong!” I puffed walking ahead. “Where are you off too?”
“Well as it so happens I’ve been craving fatty tuna with peanut butter and mushrooms.”
………
We exited the shop while Oikawa was surrounded by some girls. “Why am I not surprised.
I walked to the car. “Well he is carrying the stuff I’ll let him have a bit of a break.
(These girls are a bunch off annoying pigs.)
“Wait what?” I noticed my change in behavior “Am I turning into Atsumu or something?!” I looked at my stomach. “Haruka you better not have me wake up with blonde hair tomorrow.”
I closed my eyes coaxing off for a bit when Oikawa came back. “Woah there don’t fall asleep leaning in my car.” I looked at him annoyed. “Are you done flirting?” He rubbed the back of his neck. “It’s not what it looks like”
“No wait oika-” The bag dropped somethings but what got me the worst was that the precious tuna I wanted was on the ground still wrapped but seriously. “Ya need to quit it and get in the car! Yer to much I swear!”
…….
Oikawa POV
They arrived at her house and he noticed her sleeping figure. “She’s knocked out.” He opened the car grabbing the groceries and took a spare key opening the door then came back and picked you up walking into the living room and setting you on the couch. “I guess I’ll take a break for a bit.”
He grabbed the control making himself at home. “How about some volleyball games.” He grabbed the remote but stopped.
“Atsu-” He turned around noticing her sleeping figure.
“What was that?”
“Atsumu…” He walked closer.
“Tsumu… I don’t wanna do this alone.” He noticed her tears.
“I don’t wanna raise our baby alone I’m scared.”
He sighed softly patting her head. “Atsumu?” He closed his eyes dozing off. “It must be Haruka’s dad.” He then thought to himself. “That name seems familiar.”
………..
(Y/N) POV
During my 39 weeks of pregnancy I had to put school on hold which was required since I was in my last month and oh boy was it exhausting.
“Oh my gosh I can’t even move.”
I felt a huge kick. “I know you’re the size of a watermelon but still.” (I feel like I’m bigger than Yuki)
I tried to sit up with back pain that was more annoying than anything as I grabbed the folder of the last and final ultrasound I had. “My cute haruka is already a fully developed baby.”
I sighed. “I’m third trimester which is kinda scary I mean I could pop earlier but at least it’s good that he’s already developed.”
I felt another kick and winced. “I know you’re there you don’t have to remind me.” I felt another one. “You’re awake and making mommy hungry.” I dialed a number. “Oikawa are you busy?”
“(Y/N)!” I sighed “Are you busy?”
“No I’m not what’s up!”
“I’m really hungry so I was wondering if y-”
“Of course I can what do you want!”
“Please don’t yell.” I could tell he pouted.
“What does Ms. Mama need?”
“Fatty tuna and pizza with pickles and ice cream!”
“On it M’lady!”
Oikawa POV
“Who was that?” He turned and faced the gir he was supposed to hang out with. “Actually someone I care about so I’ll see you.”
“What! You never go out with anyone anymore!”
“You think so? I also don’t remember inviting you so ya just kinda tagged along.”
“Ya?”
“Oops her accent is rubbing off on me.”
He waved giving her a closed eye smiled
“Next time maybe!”
……….
Meanwhile
(Y/N) POV
I winced feeling a small contraction.
“Fuck that hurts!” I breathed heavily.
“I can’t stand up heck no that hurts.”
I got up feeling him kick along with another small contraction.
“Ugh you know Haruka these contractions are getting worse each day now don’t do this to mommy she has to eat her pizza then give me all the contactions you want.”
I closed my eyes dozing off before I hear my keys and my door was unlocked.
“(Y/N)! Your prince is here!” I woke up hearing that and cringed.
He entered the room and noticed me on the bed.
“Aren’t you gonna go and eat?” I glared at him. “You took so long I decided to eat a sandwich.” I felt sick of sitting down and stood up feeling Haruka turn. “He’s been so restless today.”
I touched my stomach and noticed something strange. “What’s wrong?” I shook my head. “I don’t know but I felt a kick lower in my stomach than usual.” I winced feeling it again. “That hurts!” I breathed heavily bending down.
“(Y/N)!” Then the pain in my stomach went away.
“Sorry I don’t know what that was maybe he’s getting ready to come out soon.” Oikawa panicked. “Like today?!” I shook my head “No he is a little over due he was actually supposed to arrive two days ago and it’s all good.”
I waddled to the kitchen wincing. “Oh shit.” I turned to oikawa smiling giving a close eye’d smile. “Hey oikawa.” He looked at me confused. “Remind me to kill Atsumu Miya the next time I see him.”
Oikawa noticed something run down my leg. “Oh no (Y/N) your W-water just broke!” I winced feeling another contraction and glared at Oikawa.
“God dang it’s Oikawa don’t freeze like and idiot and take me to the hospital idiot!” I breathed heavily feeling a contraction now and then but these were worse than the others.
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
Miyako looked around the classroom noticing the looks people gave her including the teacher.
(Can’t they see I did this because I love him)
…….
She ran through the halls and noticed all the stares feeling angered and embarrassed she yelled out “I DID THIS BECAUSE I LOVE HIM AND SHE TOOK HIM FROM ME!”
She continued yelled out things because she embarrassed at people who continued to whisper behind her back running away she had to try and explain to him to make him understand how much she love him.
“Atsumu!” She yelled after him looking around and saw him. “I can expla-” He glared at her. “Explain what ya have nothing to explain to me.”
She hugged him but he didn’t hug back. “Please! I didn’t want to hurt you!” He pulled her away. “Well why did ya do it then.”
He contained his anger.
“I DID IT BECAUSE SHE WAS GONNA TAKE YOU FROM ME AND I COULD’NT BARE IT!”
“THEN WHY THE FUCK DID YA DO IT!” He yelled back snapping. “I can’t stand ya I don’t wanna see ya near me again.” He turned around “We’re done.”
“Well she’s gone Atsumu! You never had her and you never will!” She yelled back while he stopped in his tracks. “I know.”
He continued walking away not bothering to look at anyone.
“I know I’ll never have her back in my arms again.”
He knew the moment he let go he lost her.
…..
There died Miyako’s plan to keep the man she loved her payback came back with expulsion and heartbreak.”
She exited school running into Osamu.
“Ya don’t have to feel bad I mean ya got what ya had coming.” She ignored him. “Ya know he still loves her and she loves him.”
“Ya can’t change change the fact that my brother will continue to love her for a long time.”
“I can’t say the same for her. She’ll move on.”
“ya probably realized that.”
Miyako cried and entered her car facing embarrassment and how her reputation was ruined in not just school but in her future.
……
Stage 1: Grief
Grief is an overwhelming emotion. It’s not unusual to respond to the intense and often sudden feelings by pretending the loss or change isn’t happening. Denying it gives you time to more gradually absorb the news and begin to process it. This is a common defense mechanism and helps numb you to the intensity of the situation.
Atsumu talked a lot. What did he talk about exactly?
He talked about the (H/C) girl with the (E/C) eyes.
All he did was talk about how much he love her and how he will continue to love her.
“Samu look!” He pointed at cheesy letter he wrote. “Do ya think if i show this to her she’ll marry me?!”
“Don’t ya think yer going to far. Yer scaring me Tsumu.”
“Hey Samu! (Y/N)’s almost coming to school! I can’t wait!”
His brother sighed shaking his head and ignored his brother’s antics.
“Shut up its past midnight and I’m trying to get some sleep.”
…….
So the great Atsumu Miya waited even after the time her suspension was supposed to end.
“Where is she.” He said exhausted of looking at her empty desk. “(Y/N) ya where supposed to be back two weeks ago.”
“She absolutely wouldn’t do this to me. She’ll realize she’s wrong and be back here tomorrow.”
…….
Stage 2: Anger
Anger where denial may be considered a coping mechanism, anger is a masking effect. Anger is hiding many of the emotions and pain that you carry. This anger may be redirected at other people, You may even aim your anger at inanimate objects.
“Cut the Crap and tell me where she is!” He pushed Osamu in the locker room.” While Osamu glared. “I don’t know just let it go!” Atsumu kicked the door open head out to the gym in practice.”
……
He realized it the moment two weeks had gone by with his stage of denial. “She’s gone.” He glared at the picture he had of the (H/C) girl.
He wandered to the empty dark park anger filled him slowly before he knew it he was curing at her.
“Ya lied to me!” He glared at the picture throwing it on the ground and stepped on it. “Tell me what a more important than the promise we made!” He yelled out.
“Why are ya gone! I don’t understand I know I fucked up but ya don’t have to go and leave for a single mistake I made!”
He picked up the crumpled picture and stared at hot anger filled with sadness as the tears fell from his cheeks. “I hate ya. You’ll regret leaving me!”
Stage 3: Bargaining
During grief, you may feel vulnerable and helpless. In those moments of intense emotions, it’s not uncommon to look for ways to regain control or to want to feel like you can affect the outcome of an event. In the bargaining stage of grief, you may find yourself creating a lot of “what if” and “if only” statements.
He sat in the desk in his room his hands laced together.
“(Y/N), it’s not yer fault it’s mine.”
“Why was I such an jerk to ya I’m so sorry.”
“If only I had spent more time with her, she would have stayed.”
He sobbed
“Ya would have been with me and not left without telling me.”
“Why can’t ya see that I love ya.”
“I love ya so much it fucking hurts to see ya disappear without a trace”
“Can’t ya at least let me call then again how can ya when yer phone is disconnected.”
Atsumu drowned in his thought thinking about “what if” and “if only” statements.
“If she’ll give me another chance, I’ll be a better person to her. I’ll love her and give her everything she asks.”
…….
Stage 4: Depression
In the early stages of loss, you may be running from the emotions, trying to stay a step ahead of them. By this point, however, you may be able to embrace and work through them in a more healthful manner. You may also choose to isolate yourself from others in order to fully cope with the loss.
He drowned himself in volleyball and don’t bother to interact with people like before his personality turning cold and the fake smiles he gave which meant for the person to “Fuck off”
“Osamu I’m worried about your brother.”
Osamu sighed. “It’s his fault.” She shook her head. “He won’t even eat that much or come out of his room at all please talk to him.”
He walked in and noticed his brother who lay in bed. “Idiot get yer shit together ma is worried about ya.”
He didn’t bother to face him.
“She’s not here Samu so why go on at all?” Osamu glared. “Ya don’t have the right to be acting this way.”
Not when she’s forced to grow up and grief at the fact that she’s having a kid at her age and it wasn’t just any kid the kid belong to his idiot brother.
“Yer not worth it.” He turned around. “When ya get yer shit together and accept reality take a break and not stress yerself crazy.”
Stage 5: Acceptance
Acceptance is not necessarily a happy or uplifting stage of grief. It doesn’t mean you’ve moved past the grief or loss. It does, however, mean that you’ve accepted it and have come to understand what it means in your life now.
“She’s gone and I can’t find her.”
“Tch, she just left without saying anything.”
All the stages combined made Atsumu realize that your gone and to him it wasn’t just his fault.
“Yer so weak to just leave for a petty reason like this.”
“How could she do this to me? How selfish is she? How did I mess this up?”
“Who fucking needs her! I don’t need her.”
“She’s a coward who left for a stupid reason.”
“One day she’ll come back begging for forgiveness and I’ll be there to laugh at her on the ground making her regret all the pain she put me through.”
“I’ll fine someone better than ya at everything.”
Hence forth began the turn of Atsumu Miya’s personality change making him into an even bigger jerk
………
Meanwhile.
“Oh my little Haruka I love you so much!”
She kissed her stomach while the boy with orange hair excitedly filled her in on a team that was on their way to defeat the second best school in the prefecture. Also how he was on his way to playing the best school in Miyagi eventually making it to the finals.
“I promise when I invite ya to nationals I’ll give you and little Haruka a good show!”
I smiled
“We look forward to it.”
He looked at my now even bigger swollen stomach.
“By the time you’re there this little guy will already be out of my belly and will officially join this world and he’ll be glad to see you play.” I smiled at him. “We both will no matter what obstacles are needed to be faced I’m sure you’ll do fine.”
He smiled grinning excitedly “I can’t wait to see little Haruka and teach him all about volleyball!” I smiled feeling a surprisingly soft gentle kick. “I’m sure he’ll have a blast.”
“After all his dad is all about volleyball.”
I smiled
“That moment I realized in order to heal I have to forgive.”
“I forgive you Atsumu.”
I rubbed my stomach
“I promise I’ll take care of this child in your place even if you want nothing to do with us.”
“I hope you’ll achieve your dreams and meet someone who you’ll love and be with forever.”
I felt a few tears slip.
“If you’re happy that’s all we need to know you’re doing alright.”
“I forgive you Atsumu although I don’t think I can easily let you back into my heart.”
Warning: Smut, fool’s in love, unrequited love, unplanned pregnancy, best friends, heartbreak, fluff, Atsumu is an oblivious bastard, Childhood friends
“It’s time for school I can’t wait to see what you’re gonna be doing remember to eat properly and take care of yourself and my grandson!”
-Mama
“I will Mama!”
I looked at myself in the mirror noticing my bump starting to get bigger. “You can definitely tell I’m pregnant if I wear medium size clothes now.” I took out my special notebook
“(Y/N)! A Soon to be a mommy”
I opened the first page that had my picture of myself then skimmed through the book reaching this month on the calendar marking an X on the date of today.
“Let’s go Haruka time for school.”
I stepped out making my way to the bus.
………
“I finally made it!” I passed a school “Aoba Johsai” I walked passed looking at my phone.
“It should be behind this school.” I looked and there was nothing but a different neighborhood. “Oh no I’m lost.” I turned around bumping into someone dropping my phone and bag.
“Are you alright?” He picked up my stuff and I looked up noticing a handsome boy. “Sorry! I’m looking for..”
He noticed my stomach making me feel a bit self concious. “Are you lost?” He took a step closer while I nodded. “The place you’re looking for is that way.” He pointed to the opposite direction. “Oh I see! Thank you!” He smiled “No problem.”
I nodded then called to him. “Excuse me!” He turned around tilting his head. “Yes?” I bowed “Can I ask your name?” He nodded “It’s Tōru Oikawa!” He turned around. “I heard that name somewhere before.
………..
I head home a little exhausted with the bus and carrying the books they handed me. “Turns our that I only need to attend Friday’s to turn in homework and pick up packets to complete through the week.”
I sighed a little disappointed. “I can see why a lot of people don’t continue it must be so boring.” I continued to walk when I heard a car honk.
“Ms. (L/N)!” I looked to the left and noticed the familiar woman. “Mrs. Oikawa!” She nodded “Let me give you a ride!” I shook my head. “No! It’s alright I’ll take the bu-“ she cut me off. “Nonsense! We only talk over the phone!” I nodded.
“Is that alright? I don’t wanna be a bother.” She laughed. “No you’re not honestly I’m quite bored at home!”
Me too after I finish my week’s homework in just a full day.
“I have a cake I just made!” My ears perked up and I sighed giving in. “Okay I’ll go!”
……….
We entered her home and sat in the living room table while she set the cake up.
“So how is your little Haruka?” I looked at her and smiled. “He’s awake right now since I was exercising some what walking home.” She smiled. “That’s good my baby boy is usually calm and doesn’t fuss about anything.” I giggled
“My baby is a little impatient.” I touched my stomach. “In the last ultrasound I got to see his shape already before he looked like a little alien and now he’s starting to look like a human being.” I looked out the window. “It’s still kind of surreal that I have a living being inside my stomach.”
“Do you wanna talk about it?” I looked at her. “What?” She sighed “I can tell you need someone to talk to.” I looked at her.
“I know we don’t know eachother that well yet but this talk is to get a better understanding in what you’re going through.”
She grabbed my hand. “I’ll go first to break the ice.” I nodded. “I met my husband in middle school.” She sighed and smiled.
“He was a bit wild and loved to play soccer which I admired him greatly for I was more into volleyball.” I nodded. “He first approached me to ask me out because he said I was hot.”
“What?” I looked at her causing her to nod. “Yeah he believed that a woman was only perfect if she was beautiful and played a sport.” I frowned. “He changed meeting me is what he told me and I believed him.”
“He told me I was not only beautiful but smart and courageous who stood up for things that normal people just brushed off.”
“What do you mean like that?” She giggled
“I told him I wanted to quit volleyball to help children with disabilities and he didn’t have a problem with it.”
“He originally told me what he wanted and expected from me.”
“He really did change.”
She nodded
“After we dated for two years I ended up pregnant at 16.”
My eyes widened
“I told him.” She said holding a sad smile.
“He told me we were to young and if I decided to have the baby he’d want nothing to do with us.”
“He said that?”
She nodded. “I said no and we broke up”
I gripped the cup. “You guys made up?”
She nodded holding her ring. “I gave birth to Takeru and raised him alone for a bit.”
“She did it all alone..”
“Weren’t you scared?” She nodded “I didn’t know anything and my parents weren’t exactly happy when they found out.”
She grinned “They came around and when Takeru turned 2 he appeared again telling me how much he loved me and couldn’t forget me.” I looked at her. “You forgave him?”
“Hell no!” I was startled a bit while she laughed. “That jerk had to earn my heart and my trust! I wasn’t just gonna accept him right away what if he left what if he ran away!”
How did he?
“It’s because I still loved him and I realized how much he truly loved me.” I smiled “Oh and he may have decided to take me to Florida for a month in our honeymoon.” I looked at her. “It’s been my dream since I was younger!”
“You really love him.” She blushed and nodded. “I do.”
She smiled then stared at me. “Now what’s your story?”
“Well I don’t have a story to tell.” She tilted her head. “He doesn’t love me and that’s about it.” She sighed. “I guess I asked you to soon I’m sorry darling.” She embraced me while
I felt the tears slip from my eyes. “I’ll be here for you.” I nodded and felt my phone buzz. “Oh my pregnancy class is starting soon.” She looked at me and smiled. “I’ll drop you off!
“Are you sure?” She nodded (I can’t say no to her)
I walked to my shoes before she stopped me.
“(Y/N) dear a moment.” I turned around “Yes?”
“Are you taking the class alone?”
“Alone?”
Normally going to a class like that you need the child’s father or someone who can fill in.”
“I know it’s gonna be a bit embarrassing to do it alone but I need it in order to properly take care of Haruka” I pat my stomach causing her to smile. “Oh I know!”
I tilted my head confused. Go get ready so we can get going!” I nodded turning around
She grabbed her purse and opened it taking her phone out calling someone after a couple of rings they answered. “Hey are you busy?”
I put my shoes on getting ready
“Since you’ve got the time I have a favor.”
I felt dark aura behind me and I turned around.
“Well you’re gonna do your big sister a favor and you can’t say no!”
The person on the other side seemed to complain about it but she cut them off. “You will take these classes with her you moronic playboy!” The person on the other line whined.
“Get yourself ready!”
“A date my ass! If you have a date cancel your pregnant big sister’s favors are top priority!” The person on the other lined seemed to give up accepting but continued to whine a bit. “Oh shut up!”
She ended the call and walked to me.
“Sorry about that!”
“It’s ok.”
She smiled “Dont worry I have someone who’s going to be taking the classes with you!”
“You didn’t have too!” She laughed evily.
“My brother is to nice he can never turn down a favor from his big beautiful sister especially if she’s pregnant!”
I sighed and felt at ease that I wasn’t going alone.
………
We parked in a drive way and I got off with her. “Wait a moment dear he’ll be out in a moment!”
She walked inside and I seemed to hear yelling when a shirtless girl wearing her bra ran out putting her shirt on rushing out.
“Oh right she said a playboy”
I sighed closing my eyes shaking my head. “I just hope that he doesn’t make a girl end up like me.”
“Then again it would also be the girl’s fault for falling into his trap and having relations with an immature brat.” I pat my stomach.
“Ya better not end up like that ya here.” I lightly rubbed my swollen stomach feeling a gentle kick. “Hey this time you didn’t almost kick my ribs out.”
“Kick your ribs out?” I was startled.
“KYA!” I slapped Them in the face.
“What was that for!” I noticed a familiar boy.
“Oh it’s you!” He looked at me blinking his confused.
“Have we met before?” I nodded “Yeah it was earlier you lead me in the direction to the school I was looking for. (Don’t tell me this idiot doesn’t remember) “Oh yeah the pregnant girl who was lost!” I looked embarrassed
“You don’t have to say it to loud yer embarrassing!” He lifted his hands in defeat. “I didn’t mean to hurt your feelings!” He whispered “Don’t tell I don’t want my sister to hear.” I sighed exausted. “Now follow me.” He took out his car keys and hopped in the car opening my door.”
“Here are the directions.” He nodded.
……….
I looked at his neck and cringed “You’re not actually going to go inside looking like that.” He looked at me confused while I pointed at his neck.
“What’s the big deal?” I sighed opening my bag taking out some foundation. “Hold still so I can put it on.” He shook his head. “No it’s oka-” I glared “You don’t argue with a pregnant woman.” He sighed in defeat. “Alright.”
I finished applying it noticing him put on some glasses. “Glasses what for?” He looked at me and gave a closed eyes smile. “You don’t expect me to walk in looking like my usual self.”
I nodded. “Ok I guess.” He stepped out opening the door. “Now let’s go.” He walked looking around like a suspicious person. (Does he realize with that he’s just drawing more attention to himself) “This idiot.”
………..
“I need the signature of mom and dad here please.”
“Actually he and I are-”
He grabbed the paper and signed. “Why not.” I sighed signing the paper
“Hino Akiteru” (Oh a fake name) I wrote down my name and filled out the other information.
“Very well now the class is down the left”
……..
Class with this guy was the most embarrassing thing to say the least.
“Okay now can we have dad pick up the baby.” He grabbed the child carefully and listened to the instructions carefully and did everything accurately.
(He’s pretty good) I stared at him raising my eyebrow. “Ya have experience ya been here before?” He shook his head “No my sister taught me well more like forced me to learn becaused she needed someone to watch Takeru.” (I bet she would to)
“Now will the dad pass the child to the mother.” He handed me the baby. “Wait how do I grab it??” I grabbed it and dropped the doll and he quickly cuaght it by it’s leg.
“You don’t hold a baby like that!” We heard the doll cry and looked at the entire class was staring at us we heard whispers.
“A young couple I can see why their the first to mess up.” I looked away embarrassed bending down apologizing. “Nice going embarrassing us.”
I glared looking away embarrassed. “Shut up please.” He shrugged his shoulders and coached me teaching me how to hold the baby properly.
The rest of the class went smoothly except at the fact that all stares where on us I felt embarrassed because he knew what to do and had all the techniques like making the milk and changing him. “She even made you change him?”
He shook his head “no I just learned right now.” He looked at my baby I had changed.
“By the way (Y/N) you changed your babies diaper backwards. “SHUT YER TRAP!” I yelled and all eyes were on us again.
…………
“I told ya to shut yer trap!” He laughed
“I can’t help it your accent is so ridiculous it hurts.” I glared at him. “Yer impossible!”
“Alright I’m sorry how about I treat you to some coffee.” My ears perked up. “Will there be sweets?!” He nodded. “Of course it’s a cafe.” I looked away embarrassed (He’s right ugh I hate this guy.)
……
My three muffins and milk were served while he just had a milk bread and coffee.
“You know you sucked at those classes.” I nodded eating the muffin. “Don’t remind me please.” She looked out the window. “Although it’s a good thing you decided to keep your child.” I tilted my head. “Why is that?”
He looked at me and smiled a long time ago when I was a child I met a young girl who fell in love and ended up with a child.
“She got rid of it?” He nodded “She told me she spent the rest of her life regretting her decision the man she loved eventually left her because neither of them were the same after that. “I see.” He sighed. “What happened next?”
“What happened was she fell in love with another man and got married.”
“Did she have kids after that?” He shook his head “Due to the stress of the abortion something went wrong and her fertility rate dropped down and she never got pregnant again.”
He smiled nodding. “Let’s go on a date!” I raised my eyebrow “The fuck.”
“Oh don’t worry it’s a friendly date as friends.”
“We’re not friends though.” He pouts but smiled “You don’t have to be so mean.”
“I’ll teach you everything I know about taking care of a baby.” I looked at him “Fine then.”
………
The date was annoying to say the least all he talked about were things that were meaningless to me like his flirting attempts were horrible.
We sat on the swing.
“Oh give it a rest Oikawa.”
“You don’t have to sound so mean.”
I looked at the sunset. “The day went by super slow today.” He smiled. “Well I can see you had fun.” I looked at him. “Um, I don’t think you understood wha-”
“Oh I did.” He stared into the distance. “So Ms. Mom.” I looked at him. “Really.”
“Well I forgot your name.”
“Tch, idiot.”
“I’m kidding.” I closed my eyes taking deep breaths and winced feeling a kick.
“You okay?” I nodded
“Yeah this little guy kicks like crazy.” I felt it again.
“It’s crazy he’s supposed to be giving small flutters but he all over the place.”
I looked down at my stomach.
(Then again his dad has always been a whining brat.) I looked to Oikawa who had closed his eyes listening to who knows what the wind maybe?
“Hey Oikawa can I ask you something?” He turned around “Hm?”
“Do you love anyone?” He looks at the now darkening sky. “I don’t”
“Oh, then if you did love someone.”
“What’s your point?”
“If they were pregnant with your child would you want it?” He stood in silence. “I don’t know.” I nodded “I see.”
“I mean I have a volleyball career I want to achieve so I can’t just drop everything.” I nodded make sense.
“Although, if I loved them I’d tell them to wait for me.” I looked at him. “I’d do the best I can but I wouldn’t give up my career.” She smiled “I mean I’d work hard so my child can see his dad play volleyball in the Olympics!”
My eyes widened as I felt tears stained my cheeks. “I… Who ever you fall in love with will undoubtedly be happy.” He looked at me. “You think?” I smiled “As long as you’re faithful and not a crying bitch who cheats on his love.”
He gasped. “You’re so mean.” After a whole I took out my phone to check the time and a passing thought went through my head. “So volleyball huh.” He nodded yup!”
“So what position do you play?” He looked at me and grinned. “I’m a setter.” I dropped my phone. “A setter huh.”
“Is something wrong?” I shook my head. “No it’s nothing let’s just head back it’s getting late.” I got up and walked back.
…….
I said goodbye as I exited the car.
“Ms. Mom!” I glared “Don’t call me that!”
“I’ll see you next week!” I nodded walking to my house.
you had taken a different route to work today. you’d overslept, but it was supposedly okay because you were taking an off tomorrow anyway. your parents were coming to your apartment to visit you, because you’d moved to a different part of tokyo as soon as you’d gotten your job. you check your watch as you fasten your speed. and as your eyes look up again, they glance over a little sign on the window of the restaurant you pass by. you keep walking, but as soon as the information processes in your mind, you stop. and then your feet make a one-eighty degree turn on their own, walking back towards the sign. your eyes widen as you stand on the pavement, the board above the restaurant making your heart jump out of your chest.
onigiri miya.
“miya?” you murmur, blinking profusely. your lips part, and you think. maybe, just maybe.
you open the door.
the bell jingles as you walk to the counter, waiting in the line to see the cashier. there’s two more people in front of you. one of them seems like an ordinary businessman. the other is an old lady, smiling as she pulls out her purse to get the exact amount of cash she needs for her order. it seems as if she’s a regular. since when was this place open, anyway?
“welcome to onigiri miya, what can i get you today?” the cashier asks. he seems like a tired college student. you ponder for a moment, looking up at the menu before you say, “i’ll have the second combo with a lemon iced tea as the drink, please.”
“that will be seven hundred yen, would you prefer cash or card?”
“erm, card please-”
“oi, takeuchi, make sure to restock the tuna in half an hour! the counter’s runnin’ out any second now- [y/n]?” and there he is. just like you suspected. miya osamu, standing in all of his glory, clad in a black baseball cap with an onigiri embroidered on it. he wears a black tee, and a black apron with the same onigiri logo. his grey eyes blink at you profusely as you give him a tight-lipped smile.
“hi, ‘samu,” you say, “h-how are you?”
“excuse me, if you could just finish paying. i’m kind of in a hurry,” the man behind you interrupts. he wears glasses and stands in a three-piece suit, and you apologize before handing your card to takeuchi, who swipes it and tells you to go to the other side of the counter where osamu assembles all the food—by himself.
“ya haven’t called in months,” he says, handing someone their order before he continues, “why’s that?”
“i got busy with work, a big project came up and i honestly lost touch with like fifty people,” you nervously chuckle, “i’m sorry.”
“don’t worry, ’s an understandable excuse,” he chuckles, “ya wanna pop in tonight after closin’ time? i usually clean the kitchen every night by myself. would be nice ta have some company every now ‘n then.”
“only if i get food,” you joke. osamu then hands you a paper bag, a tumbler and a straw. he smiles, “'course, dinner’s on me.”
your day goes by pretty smoothly. your co-workers don’t bother you when you decline going to drink with them at the end of the day—which you’re honestly glad for, because sometimes they irritate you into coming with them, only for you to have the worst hangover the next day.
and now you’re walking inside onigiri miya for the second time today, eyes brightening up as soon as they fall on osamu. he waves you over to sit on a barstool as he wipes the counter, asking you if you want anything to drink. you decline, saying you’d rather not wake up with a hangover since your parents are visiting the next morning.
“tell me, how’s tokyo been treatin’ ya?”
“ugh,” you groan, “it was hell at first. college was so lonely, half the kids knew each other because they were high-school friends. and the ones that didn’t, made their own little cliques. i felt so out of place. but i found a friend or two by the end of my first year. so everything went well after that.”
“are ya workin’ now?” he raised an eyebrow as he slid you a plate of food. you thanked him before continuing, “well, yes. it’s my first year actually working. pretty good so far, i won’t lie. the pay isn’t half-bad, either.”
“well, ’m glad yer happy,” he says, “i opened this restaurant a couple of months ago, actually. just after we stopped talkin’. guess we both got busy during the same time.”
“i guess so.”
just then, something so unexpected happens that your heart jumps out of your chest and begins flopping on the floor like a fish out of water.
the bell jingles. you and osamu look towards the door. your eyes widen. your heart pounds in your ears.
“he loses his voice when he yells too much,” you mumble. the memories of you taking care of him after stupid fights making you smile—it’s a sad smile, and osamu can’t help but feel sympathetic for you. the two of you sit on a bench at the park; you’re mindlessly staring ahead of you as osamu looks at you with glassy eyes. maybe you’re looking at the playing children. or at the sun slowly beginning to set. or the little particles becoming visible by the tyndall effect. you don’t know.
“oh, and he also ends up getting sick if he stays up past two in the morning,” you chuckle now, the time when you’d called him at midnight flashing before your eyes. your boyfriend’s voice was soft that night, as he listened to you ramble and then did the same thing himself. it was around two-thirty when the two of you ended the call and went to bed, and the next day, he passed out next to you in math class.
“and whenever he walks home with me, we usually end up getting strawberry icecream or cream puffs,” your eyes blink softly, to stop the tears from flowing. you’re successful in doing so, and your mind takes you back to the time when you forced the boy into the convenience store at the end of your neighborhood. he was talking about how he needs to get home or his mother will give osamu all the soup and the fatty tuna. he stayed with you anyway, eating ice-cream from a small cup in his hands as the two of you laughed about nothing and everything at the same time.
“and he doesn’t like that onigiri you make with chicken. he hates it but he says he doesn’t wanna hurt you,” a glum blush takes over your cheeks, “he cares about you a lot, even though he doesn’t show it. but you probably know that already.”
you remember atsumu complaining about the chicken tasting weird with the rice, but he’d continued eating the snack that osamu had dropped off anyway. when you’d asked why, he’d reply with, “because ‘samu made it. fer me.”
“ya know you don’t gotta to do this, right? he’s stupid, he’ll come around eventually,” osamu croaks, his voice cracking at the end. you give the grey-haired twin a melancholic smile in return, “don’t really have a choice anymore, 'samu. my dad got a job in tokyo, and i got into the uni there. i can’t stay even if i want to.”
osamu shakes his head, tears escaping his eyes like a dam finally breaking through. he’s had enough. he can’t have his best friend leave him, and he knows it’s selfish to think that way, but he couldn’t help himself. not only were you his best friend, you were also atsumu’s everything. and you couldn’t just leave without telling him, that would be unfair on many different levels.
“he’s an idiot for sayin’ all that shit to ya, but c'mon. you can’t just leave like this without tellin’ him,” osamu reasons, “’s not fair to him. just because he hurt you, doesn’t give ya the excuse ta just up and leave like this.”
“'samu,” you whisper, “even if i tell him, it’ll be all for nothing. you know my train is tomorrow.”
“you suck, ya know that?” the boy only looms down at his lap, his voice becoming quieter. you chuckle, closing the distance between the two of you as you rest your head on his shoulder, “i love ya, though. i’ll miss ya.”
“aww,” you giggle, “you finally admit it.”
“stupid ’tsumu loves ya more,” he mumbled under his breath, “yer like a sibling to me but yer the love of his life.”
